I'll Have My Seatmate Beat You

Li Teng?

This was the first time Zhan Ming heard Gu Qinan take the initiative to mention someone related to No. [-] Middle School.

Gu Qinan said slowly: "I met Senior Li Teng in the Mathematical Olympiad class. He is very good and has a good relationship with me, better than everyone in the experimental class. One day, Li Teng confessed to me and said he liked me." .”

Zhan Ming: "..."

This child is only 15 years old, how can he be confessed that he has such a rich experience, both male and female.

Zhan Ming couldn't help but said: "You were only 14 years old at the time, what are you thinking, senior?"

Gu Qinan's eye sockets were no longer red, but the tip of his nose was still a little red.He touched the tip of his nose and said distressedly, "I don't know what's going on... Anyway, I never thought about it, so I refused."

"Then Li Teng asked me, would I discriminate against homosexuals?"

Zhan Ming looked at him.

Gu Qinan continued: "Before that, I probably knew that some people would like homosexuality, but I didn't understand homosexuality at all. I told Li Teng that I would go back and check the information to find out."

Zhan Ming: "...very rigorous."

Gu Qinan took a sip of the juice.

It was eight o'clock, and the old men and women who did morning exercises went home one after another.The summer sun shines into every corner of the small park, and the heat begins to spread.

"So I went home and checked the information on the Internet, and discussed this issue with my parents."

Zhan Ming was a little taken aback: "Did you tell your parents?"

Gu Qinan nodded: "I said, although I checked the information, the person who wrote the information must understand and sympathize with the gay community. What do ordinary people think in real life? So I asked my parents, But I didn't tell them that the person who confessed was Senior Li Teng. I didn't tell anyone about it, just you. "

"What did your parents say?" Zhan Ming's palms were slightly sweaty.

"My parents said that sexual orientation is everyone's freedom. We have the freedom to like the opposite sex, and others have the freedom to like the same sex. There is nothing to discriminate against. But some people have conservative views and cannot accept such things. So let me Keep it a secret and don't tell anyone."

Zhan Ming was a little dazed.

Gu Qinan continued: "I told Li Teng that I don't discriminate against homosexuals, this is his freedom. Then he cried, which shocked me a lot! He said a lot, I can't remember it. It's his pressure He's quite big, and he's afraid that his parents will know. He knows in his heart that this is normal, but he just can't help but care about what other people think is normal. I never thought that such a powerful senior Li Teng would cry for this reason. "

Zhan Ming patted Gu Qinan's head, and said in a low voice, "Of course, for a truly gay person, the pressure in his heart is unimaginable."

Gu Qinan nodded: "Now I know why Li Teng is under so much pressure. Because when Lin Shida said that I was gay, I did suffer a lot of discrimination. I hate Lin Shida because he is gay, but he discriminates against homosexuals! He came to find I... told me that he didn’t do it on purpose, he was just afraid that others would know that he was gay. His parents were very strict, and if they found out that he was gay, the consequences would be disastrous.”

Zhan Ming felt that it was unreasonable: "Then you are so rumored by him and bullied by others, doesn't he feel uneasy?"

Gu Qinan was silent for a long time, and when he spoke, his voice trembled.

"I think he's scary."

"I have already transferred schools. The first thing he said when he found me was that he didn't expect things to become so serious. He didn't want to."

"Because he was afraid that others would suspect him, he fabricated a lot of lies. He told others in the experimental class that he hated me very much."

"But he found me in private and said that he still likes me and hopes that I will forgive him."

Zhan Ming clenched his fists, suddenly couldn't control himself, and was furious: "I should have killed him just now!"

Gu Qinan looked at Zhan Ming, tugged at the corner of his clothes, and asked him to sit down.

"Don't influence yourself because of irrelevant people." Gu Qinan said, "I hate Lin Shida very much, but Lin Shida did not cause this alone. I don't know how to say it, but I am to the students in the experimental class, to the teacher, to everyone They were all disappointed."

Gu Qinan approached the class teacher several times.At the beginning, the head teacher would call other people to question and criticize, but then the head teacher gradually became impatient.

Why are they all targeting you?

There is no fight, no violation of school rules, how will the school deal with it?

You are about to take the monthly exam, and you are all in the top [-] of your grade. What if it affects your grades?

Just ignore them, stop being friends with them, and be stronger yourself.

I'll change your seat for you.

Later, the rumors about Gu Qinan's homosexuality became more and more serious, and some even said that he had pestered Li Teng.

Li Teng is a well-known master in the school. At that time, he had entered the national team training camp and was concentrating on preparing for the International Mathematical Olympiad.

Gu Qinan knew that Lin Shida must have made up the rumor, otherwise it was so good, how could Li Teng be involved?

Gu Qinan sent a message to Lin Shida, asking him why he was talking nonsense and why he involved irrelevant people.Lin Shida asked him if he liked Li Teng, and why he got so excited when Li Teng was involved?

Gu Qinan scolded Lin Shida a lot, it was the angriest time in his life, and it was also the first time he scolded someone.He scolded Lin Shida for being crazy, a bastard, and scolded a lot.Later, Lin Shida showed these swearing chat records to others, including the teacher.

The teacher asked, are you a little too excited?

Human malice is like a needle, it's okay when it's pricked, it just hurts, it's nothing.

But when a hundred needles or a thousand needles are pricked, it will be different.

It is excruciating pain all over the body.

Once when I went to the toilet, I happened to meet a few people in their class.

Lin Shida is also there.

Someone winked and told Lin Shida to stay away.

Lin Shida smiled as he washed his hands, and said okay, don't do this, don't scare others.

Some people say that homosexuals shouldn't share the same bathroom with us. Wouldn't it be a disadvantage for us all?

They laughed, and the laughter was harsh.

Gu Qinan finally couldn't bear it anymore, turned around and threw the bucket in the toilet at Lin Shida, causing a bruise on Lin Shida's forehead.

Then he rushed to beat Lin Shida.

The crowd also surrounded and beat Gu Qinan.

It was that time that Gu Qinan's parents finally knew that Gu Qinan had been bullied at school for a semester, and they called the police.

But it didn't work.

The school just wanted to turn the big thing into a small thing, and called the parents of both parties over, saying that it would be good to apologize to each other, after all, it was Gu Qinan who made the move first.It's really ugly to make trouble at the police station.They were all minors and did not cause substantial harm, so it was difficult for the police to deal with them.

It happened to be winter vacation at that time, and the teacher said, go back to have a good rest during the winter vacation, and you will be fine when you come back from the next semester. If it really doesn’t work, then change to another class.

But Gu Qinan didn't want to go back anymore.

He didn't want to go to No. [-] Middle School, he didn't want to go to the experimental class, he didn't want to meet everyone in the experimental class.

He didn't need their apologies, he didn't want a class change, he just didn't want to see any of them again.

"Some people didn't actually take part in bullying me." Gu Qinan said, "But I can't control it, and I hate them. I don't want to see anyone in that class again."

Zhan Ming didn't know what to say, and sat silently with Gu Qinan.

The sun is getting bigger and hotter.

The benches were a little hot from the sun.

Holding the juice bottle in both hands, Gu Qinan suddenly smiled: "In January of this year, I still felt that I couldn't bear it, I couldn't bear it anymore. I was locked in the room and refused to go out. Now that I think about it, it feels like a long, long time ago It's over."

Zhan Ming turned to look at him.

Gu Qinan looked into Zhan Ming's eyes and said, "Because I met Brother Zhan, Brother Zhan is like a superhero."

Zhan Ming's face was hot and his scalp was itchy.

It's the awkward feeling of being praised too much.

Gu Qinan continued: "You are the first person to stand up and help me, you are really good."

Zhan Ming quickly interrupted him: "Shall we go back to class, or should we skip class?"

Gu Qinan stared blankly at Zhan Ming: "Skipping class?"

Zhan Ming raised his mobile phone: "I have already asked Lao Zhang for leave, saying that you are not feeling well, and I will take a rest with you. Lao Zhang has granted the morning leave."

While talking, Gu Qinan's cell phone rang, it was his mother.

Zhang Ming also called Gu Qinan's mother and told him about the situation.His mother was nervous on the phone for a long time, Gu Qinan hurriedly reassured her that she was fine, and lied to her that she had eaten too little breakfast in the morning and had a little hypoglycemia.

My mother complained to him: "I tell you to eat more every day, but you don't listen. Didn't you tell you to bring eggs and milk? If you have low blood sugar, don't you eat it quickly? Fortunately, I met your classmate, otherwise, what should I do? Do you want your mother to go?" Take you home?"

Gu Qinan hurriedly said no, it's all over now.

After hanging up the phone, Gu Qinan thought about the morning classes, mathematics, physics and Chinese, which were fine, but the fourth period was English class.