Jiu Yan

How do I feel about him?

Or what kind of emotion does another consciousness in my body have towards him?

How many things happened between the two of them?

Or, is it... the two of us? ...

All kinds of doubts filled my heart like fog, getting thicker and thicker...

The light spots gathered around the rock wall, I tried hard to see what it was.

Maybe, I shouldn't have looked at it at all...

Those are all human-shaped things, gathered from all directions...

Apparently, they didn't want me dead as much as he did.

In the middle, there are many bright spots colliding with each other, squeezed into one, like a two or three-year-old baby, scrambling to run towards me, climb up my body, and squeeze into my wound...

What a strange feeling this is...

I felt my skin and flesh being torn apart, they really existed, and they squeezed in through the gap I made with the dagger in a physical way...

I even felt the pain of a mother giving birth...

It's a pity that the position is not very right, right below the heart...

After all, no woman would bear a child from this place.

But I, at this moment, really feel that there is a baby squeezed in from my heart...

They are also children who can run...

I gritted my teeth and endured this strange pain while being driven by him at a flying speed among those light spots.

I tried to look at him, and he had changed back to that expressionless face.

Or, the tears I saw just now were just an illusion?

My knife was indeed too ruthless, almost hitting the heart. Although I aimed my hand there, instinct is still very powerful. Even though the strike was heavy, it obviously made me avoid the vital point automatically.

With such an injury, it is not surprising to see any hallucinations.

Maybe all of this is an illusion, maybe when I wake up, I'm still lying on my bed at home...

The truth, however, is that this is my fantasy.

Next, the real reality has just begun...

Suddenly, the pain from the wound was gone, and the dolls were no longer interested in my wound.

The pain in the brain was much better too, he slowed down and so did the dolls.

The fog in front of my eyes gradually stopped and dissipated as the dolls gradually stopped...

Where we are, although it can be clearly seen, it cannot be described in words... here, it is impossible to distinguish between up and down, left and right, and front and back...

The dolls started walking around, in every direction...

Weird, many of the ones I saw passed through each other's bodies...

Some I saw complete body slices...as smooth as a cutting machine...and walked around normally like the other dolls...

Could this be where Shenmu is?

Why can't I see anything?

He put me down and asked softly, "Can I go?"

I turned my head and looked at him in surprise, only to see this guy staring at the front in a daze.

Before I could react, I was stunned for a moment, and suddenly remembered that I had stabbed my heart with a dagger, and suddenly looked down, still holding the dagger in my hand, the strange thing is that there was no wound at all, as if I had no wound at all just now poke in.

Did I really not do anything just now?

real or fake?

Did these squeezed dolls restore my body, or did I not do anything at all just now?

The more I think about it, the more confused I become.

Slowly loosening the hands holding the dagger tightly, he realized that he was already standing on the ground, although the ground could not be seen at all.However, I really stand on my own two feet.

"Just now, you, hug me?"

I was also taken aback by my own question: "Or is it a princess hug?"

The other party completely ignored my question.

I can't stop being mean: "You treat me like a bitch?"

I thought he would ignore me again, but I didn't expect this guy to respond suddenly, "What's the difference between men and women?"

……

This understatement made me speechless...

Indeed, on a large level, we are all just small, short-lived things. Although we are all given the lofty name of life, compared with the vast universe and endless time and space, we are like ants as insignificant.

Not to mention the twisted emotions of human beings generated by self-awareness...

It was as if what I was thinking could directly reach his consciousness, suddenly, before I could finish thinking, I was interrupted by his sharp eyes, just such a look, made me take several steps back, who was defenseless.

Heartbeat……

Is it fear?

Maybe, but it doesn't seem to be...

He frowned, softened his eyes, and seemed to sigh silently.

I couldn't understand what was going on in his heart at all, I saw him suddenly walking quickly in one direction.

I quickly followed and ran.

Where he was going, he could vaguely see many sliced ​​villains, flashing back and forth, and those bright cut surfaces were like mercury, giving off an incomprehensible luster.

He stretched out a hand, and in an instant, that hand suddenly lost a section, and replaced it with a smooth section.

My heart tightened, and I immediately ran over to pull his hand away. I looked in horror at the complete hand that was pulled back by me, with fair skin and slender fingers intact.

Suddenly I seemed to understand something, and stretched out my hand to that place.

Sure enough, my hand was also missing a section, and there was also that mercury-colored section when I disconnected it.No pain, no discomfort.

I tried to move my hands, and I could even feel the warmth of my fingertips.

"What... what's going on here?" Although I felt safe, I was still terrified in my heart, and I hurriedly withdrew my hand again.Seeing that the retracted hand was completely intact, doubts in my heart had begun to swell; "This place? Why is it so strange?"

"In a while, we will pass through." The hero said calmly: "If you are afraid, I can take you there as before."

"What?" I froze for a moment, and suddenly realized, is this guy teasing me?Laugh at my incompetence?

"Tch, what are you afraid of? It's all like this. There's nothing you dare not do."

"Okay." The hero answered me like a robot, and the moment I walked into this mysterious space, he said again: "It may not be necessary to walk in."

Before I had time to think about what he meant, the whole person had already entered there.

Suddenly, I immediately understood what he said.

Can't describe this feeling!

I, disappeared! ! !

However, it exists again! ! !

I don't know what I will look like this time. I can be sure that it is definitely not the same as before. Even, it is hard to imagine, but it is still an entity.

I tried to squeeze my fist, but I couldn't do it at all. I wanted to see my hands, but I couldn't. To be more precise, I didn't know where my hands were, or even where my eyes were, and how to see them. ,I do not even know.

This is really an indescribable feeling, what should I do?Can't move at all!

I started to recall how it felt to stretch me in before I came in, when the hand was on this side as it was on the outside, but how did this become like this?

I began to think about that sentence that the hero said: "Maybe you don't have to go if you go in."

What does it mean?

What is certain is that he must know the situation inside and how to deal with it. I began to regret not letting him bring me in. Maybe what he said to bring me in was just to help me, and he didn't mean to make fun of it. I just thought about it myself. what?It has to be said that this will completely move here, and I don't know what I have become.

Could it be?Am I no longer my original life form?

impossible!No matter how amazing Shenmu is, it is also a thing on the earth, so it is impossible to go beyond the scope of carbon-based life, right?

However, I am like this, what else should I use to explain it?

Could it be the ghost of space again?

I suddenly thought of chess players.

However, it doesn't make sense, even if the time and space can be misplaced, at least I am still the original me, so I won't become what I am now? !

Painful, completely unable to move, and completely unable to see, hear, or speak.

The only thing that can exist is consciousness.

God, consciousness, what a miraculous thing is this, do I have to rely on consciousness to move forward?

Suddenly, I seemed to feel something warm. According to the usual habit of saying this kind of thing, I would definitely say it in my heart, but this time, I couldn't think so.

This feeling appeared directly in my consciousness, really, I can no longer express it clearly in words.

That warm thing gently wrapped me up, as if my whole body was wrapped in a slightly deeper water pressure in warm water during diving.

This is such a wonderful feeling, previous plans, resentment, anger, despair, guilt... All emotions, at this moment, are wiped out...

It seems to feel the whole earth... the initial stage of life... all kinds of elements... colliding together by chance... that feeling of déjà vu...

At this time, I came up with an idea, if I could go back, I must go diving and go to the ocean to find the beautiful memories of the past...

Gradually, various pictures began to appear in my consciousness...

Mountains, rivers, lightning, wind and rain, tsunamis, earthquakes, volcanoes, lava...

The moist air, the smell of green vegetation...

The soft wind, the loose soil under your feet, the rough tree trunks, the sweet fragrance of flowers...

Sudden……

That is……?

This kind of taste, this kind of softness... This kind of thing that makes people feel that life is so beautiful...

Think about it, think about it soon!I want to think of it right away, I don't want to delay for a second!

Come on!Soon!What exactly is this?

This is? ? ……This is? ? ...