i want to go home

"Qianzi, are you free? Do me a favor!"

"What's the matter?" Li Qian asked absent-mindedly, turned his head and clamped the phone to his ear and shoulder, and rummaged through the bookshelf.

"Xiaoyu is not feeling well today. I am on a business trip again. I am worried that she will be alone with her child. You can take care of her for me." Tian Zifeng on the other end of the phone spoke quickly, unable to hide his anxiety.

Li Qian stopped his hands and took the phone: "Okay, give me your sister-in-law's number, and I'll go over right away."

Although he was a little puzzled as to why Du Ruyu—that is, Tian Zifeng's lover—had no one else to take care of her, but after all, the pregnant woman was the oldest, so he didn't dare to delay and set off immediately.

When he arrived at Tian Zifeng's house, when Li Qian looked at the man who opened the door and Du Ruyu who was sitting on the sofa and looked at him with a smile, apparently nothing happened, he suddenly realized that Tian Zifeng, a poisonous boy, had betrayed him. up.

Naturally, Tian Zifeng knew that Li Qian was gay, and the man who opened the door, Du Ruyu's cousin Du Liangwen, fell in love with Li Qian at first sight five years ago and pursued him with great fanfare. It wasn't until Xie Yuming came forward that he restrained himself It is even more impossible for Tian Zifeng to be ignorant.In this way, he still deceived himself... His sinister intentions can be seen.

Li Qian felt a big headache, he really didn't have any feelings for Du Liangwen, and Du Liangwen didn't have to do with him, didn't he have a good life in the past five years, did they talk about a few times?

He saw that Tian Zifeng simply had a wife and forgot his friends, which caused him trouble.

"Brother Qian." Du Liangwen's eyes glowed with joy. In five years, Li Qian's youthfulness faded, and the mature temperament exuded from the inside out became even more charming.

None of the boyfriends he has had in the past few years can give him the feeling Li Qian gave him. Those clean and gentle eyes, and his all-inclusive demeanor with a smile fascinated him deeply.

Du Liangwen is only two years younger than Li Qian, but this does not prevent him from yelling "Brother Qian", the intimacy that he revealed made Xie Yuming's eyes red before.

Li Qian nodded slightly to him, without any unnecessary greetings. Ever since Du Liangwen announced that he wanted to pursue him, he tried his best to avoid suspicion and not let the other party have any illusions.

However, Du Liangwen's personality became more and more courageous as he became more frustrated. Seeing Li Qian's indifferent appearance made his heart itch even more, and he even had a sense of pride. Li Qian rarely showed such an appearance in front of others.

Probably the legendary shake m.

"Sister-in-law." Li Qian greeted Du Ruyu with a smile, but did not expose it directly, "Is it better?"

Du Ruyu nodded, and enthusiastically told Li Qian to sit down.She also has a headache about this cousin's sexuality, but compared to those boyfriends he had made before, Li Qian is as beautiful as a fairy.The cousin still misses him for five years, so she wants to help him find an opportunity for the two to get along with each other. Li Qian broke up with his notorious ex-boyfriend for three years, what if he falls in love with Du Liangwen this time? .

But obviously, wishes are beautiful, but reality is cruel.

Li Qian didn't like Du Liangwen's appearance, so he wished he could stay away and stay here, all because of her sister-in-law's face.

However, Du Liangwen was extremely attentive and didn't care about Li Qian's cold face at all.

Du Ruyu supported his forehead, knowing that this matter might not be possible, it was completely because of his cousin's hot head.She didn't feel embarrassed to make things difficult for Li Qian anymore, so she let him go after dinner, and only asked Du Liangwen to send him out.

Du Liangwen looked at Li Qian's clear profile, but couldn't help but say, "Brother Qian, shall I treat you to dinner again in a few days?"

His meaning was already very obvious. Li Qian stopped, turned his head to look at the man standing behind him, and said, "Liangwen, I am number 1." Then he smiled for the first time since this afternoon, satisfied. He glanced at Du Liangwen who was stunned in place, and strode away.He knew that Du Liangwen was also number 1.

Du Liangwen was really shocked at the beginning. He always felt that he was number 1, so even though he had never slept with anyone, the boyfriends he had found before were all number 0.Regardless of whether it is the gentle Li Qian or the cold Li Qian, he all wishful thinking that the other party is the bearer.But the eyes and the smile just now really made his legs go limp, even if he wanted to open his legs to give the other party a fuck-it seemed, there seemed to be nothing unacceptable.

On the contrary, he was looking forward to it.

Du Liangwen covered his face in shame, trying to cool down, but when he reacted and chased after Li Qian, the other party had already gotten into the car and sped away.

Li Qian managed to get rid of him because Du Ruyu insisted on staying for dinner. It was already seven o'clock in the evening, and he missed the usual time to see Xie Yuming, but he contacted nurse Cui at 04:30. He explained the things he couldn't go to, but he didn't know if Xie Zuo went crazy again.

After thinking about it, he still made a call.

Nurse Cui has already left work over there, so it's not his turn to be on duty today.When Li Qian came to ask about the situation, he also told what he knew one by one.

Because Li Qian never came, Xie Yuming did go crazy again at five o'clock. They saw that his mood fluctuated too much, so a few of them gave him a sedative before resting.It only took half an hour from the beginning to the end, Cui Nursing Officer felt that there was nothing serious, so he didn't call Li Qian specifically to explain.

However, Li Qian always felt that his heart was not so stable, but thinking that the time for visits had passed and he had to issue an extra certificate, he gave up and only stopped the car when he passed a dessert house, remembering that Xie Yuming liked it very much. Those who have a sweet tooth came down and bought some beautiful handmade candies, thinking of taking them to coax him tomorrow.

Li Qian received a call from nurse Cui at noon the next day.

"Mr. Li, I'm sorry to bother you."

Hearing his anxious tone, Li Qian knew that things were not that good, so he put on his coat while listening to him continue.Sure enough, his next sentence was: "The patient woke up at four o'clock this morning. Because of emotional instability, another injection was given, but the patient was still unable to calm down after waking up half an hour ago. The doctor does not recommend another injection in a short period of time. Sedated, so I thought you could help."

Li Qian frowned, took the key and went out the door.

"I'll be here now." He added, "Within 10 minutes."

When Li Qian arrived at the hospital, nurse Cui rushed out to meet him. He was sweating all over. Li Qian handed over the tissue and asked, "How is the situation?"

"Not very good." Cui Nurse said awkwardly, "The patient has a very serious tendency of destroying property and hurting people, you have to be careful."

He had seen how obedient Xie Yuming was in front of Li Qian, but it was also true that Xie Yuming almost strangled the last personal nurse to death.

"En." Li Qian nodded, pushed open the door, and saw Xie Yuming, who had messed up the bed, staring at the door.

He didn't bark, as if he was tired of barking, and only made a beast-like "whoosh" sound from his throat, which sounded terrible.Those eyes were dark and without any light at all, staring at Li Qian and Cui Cui, like a ferocious beast waiting for an opportunity, ready to pounce on its prey at any time to give it a fatal blow.

Li Qian also sensed that something was wrong with Xie Yuming, his current consciousness was even more chaotic than when he came to visit on the first day, he even doubted whether Xie Yuming could recognize him, so he didn't walk over directly.

He took out the candy cane he bought yesterday, shook it, and said softly, "Look at this, do you want to eat it?"

It was the first time nurse Cui heard him speak in such a soft and comforting tone, and he was dazed for a moment. If Li Qian hadn't said anything, he would have thought that he would be a psychiatrist specially invited by Mr. Xie.

Sure enough, Xie Yuming over there was also attracted, and the fierce light in his eyes gradually faded away.

Li Qian smiled gently, approached him slowly, and handed over the candy in his hand.

Xie Yuming squinted his eyes and stared straight at him, that look reminded Li Qian of three years ago, or earlier, when Xie Yuming hadn't fallen in love with him, he would often look at him like this.

Just when Li Qian was distracted, Xie Yuming suddenly growled and jumped forward, pulled Li Qian down on the bed, and then pressed him on top of him, turning his head to look fiercely at nurse Cui.

Li Qian stroked his back, and winked at nurse Cui, telling him to go out first.

Cui nurse nodded, but did not dare to go far, just peeked at the small window.

Li Qian was lying on the bed, looking at Xie Yuming's haggard face, not knowing whether he was "clear or not", so he could only touch along his hair, but the trick that Xie Yuming liked most in the past seemed to have no effect now, and he still pressed him down. Ken get up.

"Hey, I didn't come yesterday because I had something to do, so I won't bring you candy." He explained the reason why he didn't come, and then raised the candy in his hand. He didn't want him to irritate the sensitive Xie Yuming, and raised his hand again. He was pressed hard on the bed.

Li Qian felt displeased. Although his personality was calm most of the time, after breaking up with Xie Yuming three years ago, he hated being in a weak situation, especially for Xie Yuming's dangerous appearance of showing his minions at any time. I really can't like it.

He subconsciously frowned slightly. He didn't expect such a small move to anger Xie Yuming. His bright and dark eyes suddenly became angry, and the two hands that were pressing down on him violently pinched Li Yuming. Qian's neck.

Li Qian's pupils shrank suddenly, partly because of pain, partly because of surprise, after getting along for so long, he never expected that Xie Yuming would really want to put him to death.

Or, is this Xie Yuming the real him now?

His eyes suddenly turned cold, Xie Yuming flinched instinctively when he saw his expression, his hands shook, and he relaxed a little.

Li Qian pushed Xie Yuming aside, coughed and rubbed his neck and stood up. The nurse Cui from outside also rushed in, helped him up and asked repeatedly: "Mr. Li, Mr. Li, are you okay?" Then he took him away. to a safe place.

Li Qian coughed up tears, and the suffocation finally dissipated.He stared at Xie Yuming indifferently with his red eyes open, and the expression on his face was a bit colder than that of the snow in winter.Throwing the delicate and beautiful candy cane in his hand at Xie Yuming who was motionless, the sharp wrapping paper scratched his cheek, causing unexpected pain.

The pain seemed to blow into his heart, making him breathless in pain, unable to make a sound, he could only watch Li Qian turn and leave blankly.

The moment the heavy door closed, Xie Yuming knelt on the bed, screaming like weeping blood from his throat.

When the cries stopped, his chest heaved violently, each time getting heavier and more desperate.After a long time, Xie Yuming shook his body, and two lines of tears fell straight from his eyes.

It's a pity that the person who has obviously returned to him again will not turn back this time.