i want to go home

It was the weekend, and the number of people in the playground doubled. When Li Qian took his little tail Xie Yuming to see the crowd, he couldn't help but feel very annoyed.

But since it's here, I have to play around even if I bite the bullet.

He chose to bring Xie Yuming to the playground, on the one hand because his mentality is no different from that of a child, on the other hand, he remembered that when the two of them were still together, Xie Yuming once said by chance that he had never been to an amusement park since he was a child.

He has always been proud, never showing timidity in front of others, and never showing his fragility. Only that time, when he drove past the amusement park with laughter and laughter, his words unconsciously tinged with envy.

Li Qian knew that it was impossible for him to come to the amusement park, and after hearing it, he only secretly remembered it, but instead of persuading him to come, he made him hesitate.Now that Xie Yuming is crazy, he has no scruples.

"Qianqian! It's fun! Let's go in quickly!" Xie Yuming's eyes lit up, and he jumped up for joy, but there were so many people around, he held Li Qian's hand tightly, for fear of getting lost.

Li Qian responded with a perfunctory "hmmm", a little embarrassed, it was a bit strange for two big men to come to the playground holding hands.

"Xie Yuming, go by yourself, don't lead me." He withdrew his hand, rubbed his head quickly, and said with a smile, "I will keep an eye on you, and I won't lose you." , How can it be said that it is lost.

Xie Yuming reluctantly let go of Li Qian, from excitedly dragging him to walk in front, to walking shoulder to shoulder with him.

When the two of them entered the playground, Li Qian didn't dare to ask him to play with those things that were too exciting, for fear that he would get sick by accident, so he only took him to play with trains and mice. Xie Yuming hadn't played at all. I will compare, and I laughed very happily on it, and I got a lot of strange looks.

After playing the merry-go-round, he turned his attention to the slightly more exciting entertainment facilities, and after staring at them for a long time, he said to Li Qian, "Qianqian, shall we go play that one?"

Li Qian's face changed, and he followed the direction of his finger to look at the roller coaster that was flying high into the sky.

"You want to play? Are you not afraid?" Seeing Xie Yuming's fiery eyes, he seemed not afraid at all.

Xie Yuming nodded vigorously and looked at Li Qian expectantly.

Li Qian rubbed his forehead, hesitated for a moment in Xie Yuming's chirping "Qianqian, you are the best", but still rejected him: "You can't play today."

Xie Yuming was extremely disappointed, lowered his eyebrows and asked him: "Why..."

"Come back to play after you recover from illness, okay?" Li Qian tried to comfort him.

"Then, will Qianqian come with me at that time?" The corners of Xie Yuming's eyes were a little red, not sure if it was because the wind was too strong, or he felt wronged.

He hasn't cried for a long time, Li Qian heard him ask this, looked at his small appearance, raised his hand with a smile and pinched his face, and said: "You can come by yourself when you are well. What do you want me to do with you?" What's more, if you recover from your illness, you may never come again.

Xie Yuming let him pinch, and said vaguely: "No, I will only come when Qianqian comes." What does he mean by being alone.

Li Qian thought it was funny, but at the same time felt a little melancholy.

"In the future, you should be as good as you are now." He let go of Xie Yuming and sighed.

Xie Yuming gave him a foolish smile, then unconsciously grabbed his hand and dragged him towards the haunted house: "Qianqian, I want to play with that!"

Li Qian saw a ten-year-old child and his mother who had just walked out of the haunted house. The two were smiling, and they were very harmonious. He guessed that it was not too scary. Then he saw Xie Yuming waiting for his approval with anticipation, and thought for a while. Then nodded.

Simply have him follow, nothing can happen.

Although there are many people in the amusement park, there are not many people who come to experience the haunted house.As soon as Li Qian and Xie Yuming walked into the entrance, the cold wind rushed towards them. Xie Yuming naturally wrapped around Li Qian's hand and held it tightly. Li Qian could even feel a little cold sweat oozing from his palm.

The weekend was pitch black, no one else was around, so Li Qian didn't leave him, it was the last day after all, so he followed his own mind at this time, held Xie Yuming instead, and comforted him: "Don't be afraid, I'm here. "

That hand trembled suddenly, and the strength became stronger. Li Qian thought he was still afraid, and asked, "How about we get out?" Anyway, he just came in.

Xie Yuming immediately shook his head, realizing that it was too dark and Li Qian might not be able to see clearly, suppressed the trembling in his voice, and said, "Don't..."

Li Qian pinched him: "If you are afraid, tell me, and we will turn back."

The two continued to walk forward in the passageway that was always dark and sometimes bright. Did a ghost with poor workmanship jump out, sticking out its tongue and staring at its eyes, with a hideous look, and with this eerie music, Li Qian thought ——It’s really nothing to be afraid of, it’s just too fake.

But the hand that was holding him was getting tighter and trembling more and more, which made him worry, so he stopped and asked him again: "Are you really all right?"

"No, it's nothing." Xie Yuming suppressed it as much as possible, but the tone of crying seemed to be very obvious.

Now they reckoned that they had come to the middle of the haunted house, which was the darkest part of the road. The surrounding light was only enough to see the road, but not enough for Li Qian to see Xie Yuming's facial expression.

This haunted house that can't scare a ten-year-old child would make Xie Yuming afraid like this. Li Qian was also very surprised, so he could only pull Xie Yuming into his arms and pat his back to comfort him: "It's okay, it's okay, it's all fake ,Um?"

"It's all fake..." Xie Yuming murmured after him.

"Well, they are all fake, only I am real, so don't be afraid."

"Only Qianqian...it's true..." He choked up for a moment, and suddenly began to sob, gently scratching Li Qian's heart.

"Okay, okay, since it's all fake, why are you crying?" Li Qian smiled helplessly, "Thanks to the fact that there is no one around, otherwise you would be ashamed, thank you Zuozuo." I still want to come to play, but I don't do it on my own.

After hearing this, Xie Yuming's crying gradually subsided, his body was still shaking violently, cold, and after a while, he suddenly raised his head and pounced on Li Qian, and pressed his lips accurately on his.

His lips were also trembling from the cold, which formed a huge contrast with Li Qian's warmth.Before Li Qian could respond, Xie Yuming had already let go, and before leaving, he stuck out his tongue and licked him lightly.

Then he gave a low laugh and said with a strong nasal voice: "No, don't be afraid, let's go on, Qianqian."

Li Qian touched his lips, his brows furrowed unconsciously, then he relaxed again, and said as if nothing happened: "Well, let's go."

He let go of Xie Yuming, but the other party held his hand and said to him with a little pleading: "Don't let me go, Qianqian, don't let go."

Li Qian grabbed him again according to his words, Xie Yuming then let go of his grip, and shook hands with Li Qian and walked towards the exit.

In a slightly brighter place, Li Qian glanced at it by chance, only to find that Xie Yuming was shedding tears all over his face, silently, like the most intense sorrow, mixed with unspeakable pain, which was about to swallow people.

How can I say what I am really afraid of.It's just that there is too much backlog in my heart, and I dare to vent one or two things in places where the light is not seen.

He turned his head and stopped looking at him, only paying attention from the corner of his eye.When Xie Yuming approached the exit, he reached out and quietly wiped away the wetness on his face. When the two of them returned to the light, Li Qian looked at his reddish eye sockets, which looked like traces left by crying in the middle, and smiled faintly. A moment: "When people look at your eye sockets, they will know that someone just played in a haunted house and was scared to cry."

Xie Yuming rubbed his eyes awkwardly, and acted like a baby to him as a matter of course: "I'm afraid, but luckily Qianqian is here!" He quietly clenched his hands a little bit.

Two men were holding hands, and one of them had red eyes, making one wonder what they did in the haunted house just now.

Maybe because of Xie Yuming's pleading just now, Li Qian didn't break free from him directly, but raised his hand and said, "We're all out now, don't hold him any longer?" Let him let go.

Seeing that he wasn't in a hurry to get rid of him, Xie Yuming was a little happy, and let go reluctantly.

"Qianqian, let's go home." He grinned.

"Don't play anymore?" Li Qian raised his eyebrows, thinking that Xie Yuming wanted to make a fuss, but he didn't expect him to stop playing.

"Well, I won't play anymore, I want to go home with you." Xie Yuming paused suspiciously, and added, "Eat!"

"Eat at home?" He was a little surprised, "Don't you want to eat outside?" His skills are far inferior to the chefs outside.

Xie Yuming shook his head obediently, and replied honestly: "No, I want to eat what Qianqian made."

Li Qian was so happy that he no longer had to shuttle through the crowd, so he led him all the way to the exit, and asked thoughtfully, "What do you want to eat?"

"I want to eat...tomato egg noodles."

"Noodles?" Li Qian was taken aback, then turned to look at him, the man seemed to have regained his composure now, and there was a small gleam of expectation in his eyes again.

"Well, the noodles made by Qianqian are the best! I want to eat them every day."

"Are you saying that my cooking is not delicious?" Li Qian teased him.

"No! Just, I just like to eat. I like to eat everything Qianqian cooks."

Under the sun, the 28-year-old man smiled crookedly, especially the look of sixteen or seventeen, cheerful and simple.

Seeing that Li Qian didn't answer, he said to himself, "I'll never get tired of eating, so I'll keep eating from now on, okay?"

Li Qian laughed it off, moved his lips slightly, and said silently: "It's not good."

As for what kind of emotions are contained in it, he doesn't know.