Fantasy Abyss Sticking to Ink Dye

I took Yuan Fan for a stroll in the garden downstairs. When I walked through a corner, Yuan Fan suddenly grabbed me and jumped back, making a hoarse growl, his eyes widened a lot, and his face was distorted.He's scared, and almost immediately I'm sure, but, I look around the corner, where he's staring, and there's nothing there, or I can't see anything.

I know it's just because his schizophrenia hasn't healed yet, and he will have certain hallucinations and auditory hallucinations.In fact, I sympathize with this kind of patients. No one can understand what they see and think. They don't realize that it is just hallucinations, auditory hallucinations, or even more serious hallucinations.In their world, our mavericks are scary, just like we are afraid of so-called madmen.

In fact, they did nothing wrong, just because they see and think differently from ordinary people, they are regarded as aliens. People imprison them happily under the slogan of kindness, look at their unbearable appearance, and enjoy their normal state in a beautiful mood. His pride, like the nobles of ancient Rome, happily watched the struggle of slaves and beasts.I was so excited that my flesh was trembling, every muscle, every tissue, every cell was trembling.Only then, I forgot about my patient, who was already well.

I thought for a while, then stretched out my hands to cover his eyes, "Yuan Fan, that's nothing, you have to believe that you are invulnerable to all poisons." He should be blinking, the thick and long eyelashes are as light as a soft brush Sweep my palm.Itchy.Yuan Fan slowly stood up straight, that posture reminded me of the ancient giant beast, after experiencing all the disasters, stood up with irresistible vicissitudes, and declared his century.While I was still in a daze, Yuan Fan put his hand on the back of my hand, trembling slightly, and then said, "Doctor Mo, tell me, is it because I am hallucinating again? He is so disgusting but you are so indifferent, you, Didn't see it at all?"

The voice was painful and helpless, and... an imperceptible tease.ridicule?ridicule! ! ! !With a livid face, I lowered my hand, pulled his shoulders and turned him around forcefully.Sure enough, there was a distorted and sickly smile on the beautiful face, but the smile couldn't reach the bottom of the eyes, and the ghastly eyes were full of tyranny, and then he screamed in a vicious voice, "Is it fun? Huh? You think you all are very cute!" Kindness isn’t it?! Hmm?! It’s very comforting, isn’t it? You can’t see it at all!!! Can’t imagine it at all, right?! Can you understand our feelings? Do you think everything can be easily let go?! Simply It's hypocritical and disgusting!"

I opened my mouth but couldn't make a sound, I didn't know what to say, I could only lower my arms stiffly, I thought of the crow, I wasn't bored at first, but at that moment I wanted to strangle him to death.I think maybe at that moment my expression was a little bit wronged and angry, because Yuan Fan's expression softened instantly.

"Yuan Fan, do you think our so-called sympathy is ridiculous? So you can trample on our caring feelings, right? You were pretending just now? I said you are really ridiculous, and it is humiliating to be cared about. People are hypocritical and ridiculous. When no one cares about you, you feel sad and wronged. You feel that no one cares about you. Who do you think you are? Let me tell you that you are mentally ill. Why do you think we should take care of you? Hey, I care about you because I sympathize with you!"

In fact, I know that they are being tortured, surrounded by terrible illusions, and feeling the loneliness and fear that others can't imagine.I also know that they don't want to be like this, they even think they are right.