Fantasy Abyss Sticking to Ink Dye

Yuan Fan became a little anxious, like a trapped animal, pinching his pale fingers unconsciously, just when I thought he would be like before, self-abuse or threatening me with malicious intent, he suddenly stepped forward and held me I hugged her in my arms and lowered my head slightly against my forehead. Those dark eyes were anxious and begging.

His lips trembled slightly and he said, "Don't treat me like this, Mo Xiaoqi, you know I'm always thinking wildly, I don't want to be like this, I will regret it, I will definitely. So, please, make you unhappy and sad Tell me the things, tell me the things you hate and get angry, and you can tell me everything, okay?"

I never thought that a lawless and reckless person like Yuan Fan would one day hope to solve problems through communication.Although the emotions in my heart make me want to beat him up and leave him behind, but I am helpless, Yuan Fan will never put himself at a disadvantage, he is very good at solving problems, and I can only find that this idea is really fucking good , Whether you are angry or not, you want to be quiet, communicate, let's solve the problem, you can only follow his rhythm, and then feel that you have reached a consensus.

Maybe it's because I'm thinking too much, but it's true, I'm willing to fight and suffer.

How to say, I also have a problem?I always feel that I am older than Yuan Fan. Some things are not as emotional as Yuan Fan’s, or normal people don’t. We are all used to hiding our inner emotions, whether it is gloating or swallowing bitterness.

Although Yuan Fan was young, he stood in front of me full of protection. His tall figure completely enveloped me in his own zone.I took a deep breath and slammed my forehead on Yuan Fan's shoulder to vent my anger, "Yuan Fan, what am I to you? Is it a spiritual sustenance? Do you just want me to stand here? You don't care about anything." You can solve it by yourself and don’t tell me anything. From the beginning, I always pay attention to whether you are in a bad mood again, whether you will hurt yourself again, you always protect me without saying anything, but you never care about me Do I also want to protect you, will I be worried and sad when I see you hurt, do you know that I..."

The constant excitement is like being poured cold water, I am a little depressed "I am just a doctor, I may be good in my field, but apart from this field, I am nothing, I can do nothing for you, I can only feel sorry for what you have experienced every day, but that’s all. I’m like the most useless digger. I found the root cause, but I can’t do anything. Not to mention solving it for you, I can’t even help you. You. You saved me, but I can't repay you."

I was about to cry, some things just became clearer and clearer, maybe I hadn't thought about it before, but even I was terrified when I said it.I clearly know what hurt Yuan Fan, but I can't eliminate the source of his pain.Instead, it was me, Yuan Fan dispelled my long-standing worries about falling in love, and he helped me step by step to solve the pain that I could only complain about before.

"Mo Xiaoqi." Yuan Fan's voice was a little hoarse, and the hand that was stroking my hair fell on the back of my neck. He pinched it lightly habitually, but with a strong sense of comfort, "You can't think like this, if Without you, I'm still a messed up spirit, I can't even express myself, I can't communicate with the outside world, I'm not even complete without you. You created me, you are my origin."

I think I understand why there are always people making unreasonable troubles, because I really want to dig into the dead end, for the obsession that I don't even know.The words that should have been moving made me feel even more panic, "It's just a coincidence that I became your doctor. If it wasn't me, I would be someone else. This is my job. How can it be confused. If it wasn't assigned to me at the time, would you like It will be someone else. I have no starting point, and I can’t do anything after that, so what’s the use?”