The people who hired me are dead

Although Yun Xinzhuo's life has not been very satisfactory, he has long passed the age of complaining.

Yun Xinzhuo is easy to be satisfied and good at finding happiness in a small thing.Just like when he first came to this world, when he took the first bite of peanut butter, a novel taste bloomed on the tip of his tongue.Yun Xinzhuo will show a satisfied smile, and he will feel that he is very happy at that moment.

There is no way, after all, time will always take away the things that Yun Xinzhuo cherishes bit by bit.It took away all of Yun Xinzhuo's family members, took away his cherished best friend, and quietly ruined his healthy body.

Yun Xinzhuo, who once experienced what it feels like to have nothing, has gradually become easily satisfied.He will try his best to grab everything that can make him feel happy, and then let them accompany him through every difficult thunderstorm day.

Yun Xinzhuo often carries a black backpack with the things that make him feel safe, a jar of Jeff's peanut butter, a few packets of adult milk powder and anti-panic medicine.

Until Rhett hugged him on that thunderstorm day, Yun Xinzhuo found another good thing that made him feel comfortable, Rhett's hug.

Yun Xinzhuo has hugged many people, and has been hugged by many people.Among them are Junior Brother Qiu who is close to him, and Junior Sister Luo who he once pursued.Yun Xinzhuo can often feel the kindness of the people around him, but he especially likes Reid's hug.

It may be because the hug came too timely, when Yun Xinzhuo first felt suffocated and cold, Reid just reached out and hugged him.It may also be that Rhett has a similar mood to him. He can put down his disguise in front of Rhett, is willing to show his scars, and lick each other's wounds with Rhett.

Even so, Yun Xinzhuo never wanted Rhett or anyone else to become like him.God knows how Rhett will live a normal life in the future. Letting it go will only make Rhett's situation worse.

Even if Yun Xinzhuo believes that Reid has a strong heart, being imprisoned and abused/treated to the point of death is far beyond a person's normal psychological tolerance.Yun Xinzhuo hated the basement and all the cold and dark places. He couldn't imagine what he would be like if he had gone through all this.

The only lucky thing is that a group of psychologists gathered around Reid.They know how to get Red and Al out of their psychological shadows as much as possible before things get serious.

"Do you want a peanut butter sandwich, Rhett." Yun Xinzhuo took out his lunch box and said, he has been here with Rhett for a week.

During the day, Morgan or other people from BAU would come to provide psychological counseling for Reid, and Yun Xinzhuo would take a taxi home at that time and make desserts for them.

"You like this very much." Reid asked, taking the sandwich.

"It's my favorite food, bar none. After all, it's cheap and delicious." Yun Xinzhuo lowered his head and spread peanut butter on the slice of bread. No tricks required. Just spread peanut butter on slices of bread and sandwich them. See, it’s that simple, but to me it beats all desserts.”

Reid sat on the bed, leaned on the pillow and looked at Yun Xinzhuo's smile.

Reid's body is not injured, but he is still unable to walk normally, and he needs to relax for a while.

His eyes saw Kenneth slashing down on his leg with a knife, his ears heard his screams and Al's screams, and his body had already remembered the excruciating pain.Even though he had recovered long ago, the fear still ran deep in his soul, which made it difficult for him to stand upright and walk again for a short time.

Reid would calmly analyze his situation while shaking his body.Until Yun Xinzhuo hugged him and stuffed nougat into his mouth.Only then did he stop, quietly feeling Yun Xinzhuo's warm embrace, and his warm breath on his neck.

He suddenly understood why Yun Xinzhuo liked to cling to him in thunderstorms, because a hug could really make him feel at ease.

Yun Xinzhuo likes to share his favorite things with Rhett, he will show a bright smile, and patiently coax Rhett to eat the small desserts he made.It was hard for Rhett to see reluctance in this smiling face, and he had to admit that Yun Xinzhuo's desserts were far more delicious than those he had been exposed to.

Reid, who had been fattened up a lot, gradually remembered Yun Xinzhuo's smile and his not so delicate but delicious snacks.

"I thought I'd lose my appetite because that's normal." Rhett took a bite of a peanut butter sandwich and said, "Easily panicky, hard to sleep, lack of appetite, nervous and suspicious."

"But you've gained a lot of weight." Yun Xinzhuo squeezed the flat sandwich into his mouth and said vaguely, "I'll adjust the ingredients, too much sugar can easily make you nervous."

After hearing this, Rhett looked down at his stomach, and then touched his face.

"But I want to say, is my craft very good, and I have learned to make so many styles after only one year of learning." Yun Xinzhuo said braggingly: "No one can refuse my desserts, maybe I should Replace my candy store with a sweet shop."

Rhett listened quietly to Yun Xinzhuo's words. He could see that although Yun Xinzhuo was very warm and considerate, he was not really a talkative person.

Soon Yun Xinzhuo didn't know what to say, he didn't know how to make people happy, and he couldn't tell normal jokes except for hurting each other with Sidney.

Yun Xinzhuo very much hoped to leave some good memories for Rhett, so as to give him a little psychological comfort when Rhett fell into fear.

But what Yun Xinzhuo is good at is making all kinds of desserts, and giving Reed a warm hug when night falls.

For Reid, Yun Xinzhuo's thoughts are not difficult to guess.Reid has a high IQ, he has an extraordinary memory, and he can quickly remember anything he wants to remember.

After the initial panic, when he calmed down and looked around, he had memorized the color of every flower in the vase in this ward.

Although he still couldn't forget the pain he brought to him, he had already remembered everything that his friends had prepared for him.He is trying to digest these memories so that he can think of it as soon as possible when he feels fear.

"I don't understand why you are so nice to me," Rhett wiped his hands, raised his head and said to Yun Xinzhuo who was writing in his diary, "I mean... actually you have surpassed what a friend should do. And ...I don't know how to put it, Yun, thank you and your dessert."

Yun Xinzhuo once told Reid that he was easily influenced by negative emotions.During the week with Reid, Yun Xinzhuo, who suffers from mental illness, will feel better if he doesn't see him.

"Do you mean like giving you snacks all the time, or hugging you angrily in GAY every night?" Yun Xinzhuo put down his pen, turned around and teased.

"Both." Reid rubbed the quilt with his fingers, pursed his lips and said, "And I don't think it's normal to hug someone gay. From a psychological point of view, hugging can reduce fear and loneliness. And it doesn't just apply to humans."

"But it's rare for two adult men to hug each other often, right." Yun Xinzhuo said casually.

Rhett was silent for a while, then nodded reluctantly, "That's true, but hugging by adults is more beneficial, and it can also reduce stress."

Yun Xinzhuo closed the notebook, walked over and hugged Reid.He tightened his arms slightly, rubbed Rhett's hair, and said in a relaxed tone: "You're right about Rhett, I think I want another hug."

..............................

Yun Xinzhuo leaned against the wall with his arms folded and watched Gordon give Rhett psychological counseling. He listened for a while, and Morgan patted him on the shoulder and called him out.

"Are you okay? Cloud Police," Morgan said.

"Of course, my doctor told me that as long as I don't get a huge stimulus, I will basically recover if I persist for a while." Yun Xinzhuola came to the door and said in a low voice.

"Monophobia?" Morgan asked.

"All, I will be able to live a normal life soon." Yun Xinzhuo pointed to the backpack behind him and said, "I will then know what the rain smells like."

"This is really good news." Morgan said with a smile: "I feel that you will have a happy life. Is it strange to say that?"

"With all due respect, Morgan, this is the most incomprehensible evaluation I've heard." Yun Xinzhuo grinned and said, "Because many people sympathize with my misfortune."

"I mean the future, cloud." Morgan said seriously.

"Thank you." Yun Xinzhuo said: "I occasionally have sweet dreams, and I think that will be my future life."

Morgan nodded, and he didn't speak again.His eyes fell on Yun Xinzhuo's chest, and then on his backpack.

He hesitated for a moment, then dragged Yun Xinzhuo into a small empty room.He looked around vigilantly, making sure no one would hear him.He locked the door, thought for a while and whispered to Yun Xinzhuo: "Do you still have the medicine you gave Ayer and the others last time?"

"What's wrong?" Yun Xinzhuo raised his eyebrows and said.

"Don't take it out again next time. Your medicine is very unique. So far, there is no medicine that can heal people's wounds at a speed visible to the naked eye." Morgan said in a deep voice: "It is not convenient for me to say more, but Remember, don't let other people know about the medicine. I know you don't mean to hide it, but you have to know that some people want to study not only your medicine, but also the people who own it. "

"You just accepted it so calmly?" Yun Xinzhuo asked softly, "I've been waiting for you to come over and ask about my medicine."

Morgan looked Yun Xinzhuo up and down and said: "We even accept the supernatural existence of death, so it's not surprising that a person who has come back from the dead has some messy medicine in his hand."

"Back to life." Yun Xinzhuo sighed and said, "Why am I surprised? You will know that it doesn't take much effort."

"Actually, I've always wanted to ask a question. Are you..." Morgan asked, pointing to his chest.

"Do you mean how I died? The steel plate pierced my chest." Yun Xinzhuo grinned and gestured, "Put it into my chest and nail me to the wall."

Morgan hissed and said with a frown, "Sounds like it hurts."

"It feels good, I just stabbed my heart, I died very thoroughly." Yun Xinzhuo unbuttoned his collar, pulled his clothes and asked, "Do you want to take a look, I still have a scar here."

Looking at the large scar on Yun Xinzhuo's chest, Morgan said, "How did you survive?"

"I don't know, Morgan." Yun Xinzhuo said with a shrug as he buttoned up.

"You are a... supernatural being, have you ever thought that you might be related to Death."