not as lingering

81.

Xu Maimai has a lot of things to do, sending the old lady home, buying vegetables for cooking, and delivering meals to the hospital.Then I have to rush back to pick up the little button from school and sleep with the little button.

Xu Maimai was very happy with such a busy pace, she didn't have to stop.She didn't want to stop, and stopping made her think and scare her.

When Xu Xiaomai sent the rice to the hospital, Kou Yaner was sleeping.A vase and a bouquet of flowers suddenly appeared on the bedside table.Xu Xiaomai moved closer to the flowers, wanting to see if there were any pieces of paper or something.

"Sophie was here just now." Kou Yan'er woke up at some point.

"Oh, that's right." It's not surprising at all, if you send flowers and bring your own vase, it must be Sophie.Ever since Xu Xiaomai saw the gift from Sophie at Kou Yaner's house, the pair of wine glasses engraved with Kou Yaner's name, she knew that Sophie in the office was definitely not what she was in life.Romance is a kind of ability, not whether it can be done, but whether it can be imagined.

"Yan'er, get up and eat." Xu Maimai ended the topic of sending flowers lightly.This was both within her expectations and beyond her expectations.It was expected that Sophie would come, but what was unexpected was that Kou Yaner accepted Sophie's visit calmly.But these are not important, as long as Kou Yaner likes it, Xu Xiaomai will be happy.The only thing Xu Xiaomai was curious about was what they said just now.After Kou Yan'er fell ill, she didn't discuss her illness with Xu Xiaomai too much. It should be said that both of them avoided this topic a bit.

Xu Xiaomai sat by the bed and watched Kou Yaner eat.Kou Yan'er ate very slowly, she had no appetite, and she swallowed hard just to gain some strength.They did not speak.

It was Sophie again who broke the silence.She held two new pillows in her hands.

Xu Xiaomai sighed secretly, she had to admit again that love is a kind of ability.

People basically don't have any distracting thoughts at the juncture of life and death, and those things that are usually considered big have become irrelevant now.The reason is also very simple, death means that everything in this world is no longer related to you.Therefore, Kou Yan'er didn't explain anything about Sophie.

Xu Mai didn't need any explanation either.If the person you love is gone, your world will collapse. Apart from mourning, what is even more tragic is that you will continue to live in the ruins.

Death is God's most exquisite design.Without death, our lives are meaningless.People who cannot understand death correctly cannot know how to live.

There will be many false alarms in life, and their greatest significance is to force us to face death and re-evaluate our lives.

(Friends who know grapefruit peel must know that such a plot must be a false alarm.)

The test result was not cancer, but the doctor could not determine what it was after all.It's just that after using a lot of medicine, the inflammation slowly subsided.Various indicators are recovering.

"Yan'er, you're disfigured." Xu Xiaomai walked along the traffic without thinking, and was finally able to spare energy to tease Kou Yaner.Yan'er was discharged from the hospital today.Xu Mai's nervous mood relaxed a little.

"I know, I know." Yan'er replied pretending to be angry.

A red scar on Kou Yan'er's neck was very eye-catching.That is the mark left by the operation.The surgery took longer than expected and the wound was larger and deeper than expected.The doctor defended the operation, but no one questioned it. The focus was on the test results, not the scars.As long as the test results are satisfactory, it is better than anything else.

Now that the false alarm has passed, Xu Xiaomai still needs to comfort Yan'er.Women love beauty, and such blemishes will accompany them for a lifetime, so it is a pity anyway.

The tone of Kou Yan'er's answer reassured Xu Xiaomai a lot.The playful impatience is just a kind of indifferent and relaxed attitude.

Xu Xiaomai stretched out her hand and gently rubbed Kou Yaner's cheek with the back of her hand, "It feels so good to take you home."

Kou Yan'er pulled Xu Maimai's hand away, and pressed it back on the steering wheel, "Have you improved your driving skills? Not only dare you speak, but you dare to leave the steering wheel?"

As soon as the words were finished, Xu Xiaomai was so distracted that he immediately ran in the wrong direction, and the car slid to the side lane, and was warned by the sound of the horn.Kou Yan'er instinctively stretched out her hand and pushed the steering wheel to get the car back into her own lane.

"As far as your driving skills are concerned, I'm really worried." Kou Yan'er murmured.Then fell silent.

"It's fine if I don't speak." Xu Maimai said stiffly.

Kou Yaner looked out the window silently.These days, she often has a sense of luck in escaping death.And, more importantly, Kou Yaner felt the love she had never experienced before when she fell ill this time.After the accident many years ago, there was a long period of loneliness and endless sighs from my mother.This time was different, Kou Yaner recalled everything he felt in the hospital bed these days.Although she was afraid, she did not feel alone.

Even my mother has undergone many changes. Under the nagging situation, she has become more active and caring, and even sacrificed the opportunity to participate in the square dance competition to come to the hospital to accompany her daughter.

Mo Yunfei took the initiative to take on the responsibility of cooking and delivering meals, "Anyway, I'm free when I'm idle." That's what he said, but everyone knows that Mo Yunfei has never been idle.

Sophie, Kou Yaner was thinking about Sophie.

"Yan'er, you asked me to come and see you that day. I sat in the coffee shop, optimistically thinking that you would tell me that you repented. But you didn't repent." This was the last time Sophie came to the hospital to visit Kou Yaner. joke.

"Don't mention that day. If I had known that I would not die, I wouldn't have told you so much."

"Haha, it's okay, I'll keep it a secret for you." Sophie smiled heartily.

"Sophie, thank you. Your sentence, we are all going to die, but not now, really gave me a lot of encouragement."

Sophie nodded, she accepted Kou Yaner's wish.After falling in love, what she likes is Kou Yaner's various "no regrets".Such firmness is admirable.

Xu Maimai was still driving intently.Kou Yan'er looked at Xu Xiaomai's side face, it was really beautiful.What Xu Xiaomai did was more like a family member. She resigned without hesitation and took care of everything silently. She didn't show Sophie's romance, but she gave Kou Yaner the greatest sense of dependability.

Kou Yan'er touched his pocket, there was a business card there, which was handed to him by Sophie before leaving.

"Let Mai try here, it will be a more suitable position for her." Sophie said casually.

"Give it to her yourself." Kou Yan'er didn't know how Xu Xiaomai would react.Will Xu Xiaomai refuse?

"You should give it to her. My status is not suitable to recommend her for a position." Sophie did not specify whether it was inappropriate to be the general manager or the rival in love.In theory, neither of these identities is a good fit.