not as lingering

54.

"That's all I want to talk about, it's up to you next time. There is still time before dawn, you make your choice slowly, I'll sleep first." Kou Yan'er slid into bed.

It is not easy for any woman to confess so frankly, let alone a woman like Kou Yaner who is used to being sought after.Kou Yan'er needs to hide for a while to adjust his emotions.Now the only place to hide is the bed.She slid in and even hid her head, leaving only the hair on the top of her head exposed outside the quilt.

"Hey Yan'er, you can't sleep, I still have a problem." Xu Xiaomai lifted a corner of Kou Yan'er's quilt.

"What do you want to do? I'm so tired, you're still not satisfied?" Kou Yan'er narrowed her eyes, reached out and grabbed the corner of the quilt that had been lifted to cover her face again.

Xu Xiaomai laughed happily. She didn't know where Kou Yaner learned this word. Did Xiaokouzi teach her?But imagining the appearance of Kou Yaner's wall-hole, Xu Xiaomai realized that he had really wall-walled Kou Yaner three years ago, on the island called Langkawi in Malaysia.How confident and optimistic I was at that time, how interesting, now?Xu Xiaomai couldn't even tell a joke.

"Yan'er, you used the wrong word. You are not called Bidong. I was called Bidong when I was in Langkawi."

As Xu Xiaomai said, he went to lift the quilt again.However, Kou Yan'er had been prepared for a long time, and exerted force with his hands, and the quilt was frozen in a half-covered and half-open state.

Xu Xiaomai had no choice but to put her face close to the mouth of the quilt, and shouted in from the gap, "Did you hear what I said? Your □ □ □ dong today. Uh, it's not □□□, it's the bed thump."

"Got it, got it. The bed thumps, the bed thumps." Kou Yan'er's impatient tone revealed a hint of happiness.

"Then go to sleep, but leave a gap for ventilation. Don't get bored." Xu Xiaomai's face moved away from the bed, and she couldn't help sniffing, the peculiar smell of the bed still remained in her nostrils. The fragrance emanating from the woman's body is precisely the smell of Kou Yan'er's body.

The phrase "Song for Myself" by Li Zongsheng popped up in Xu Maimai's mind: "Then I won't smell a woman's fragrance for several years." This is a song that Xu Maimai has often sung these years.

Xu Xiaomai slowly lay flat against Kou Yaner, and gently hugged Kou Yaner through the quilt.He hummed this song under his breath:

I want it but I can't get you to live

I can’t bear to just talk about the past

When you find out that time is a thief

It has already stolen your choice

Love is just a fever

Missing is following closely, cough

can't forgive but can't stop

hate over the wall at night

is empty but buzzing

Who put cold guns in your heart

The oath of old love is like a slap

Slap in the face whenever you remember a sentence

Then I can't smell a woman's fragrance for several years

The past is not like smoke, yes

It is not a virtue to read in love

It's a pity being in love is not like writing a song

No matter how serious you are, you can't become a style

I ask you, who have you met and missed?

Whether you're a recidivist or a clean criminal

The only one I know is the one who has been together for a long time

Haven't seen a long time together

Years, don't rush

What should come, I will not push what should be returned, and what should be given, I will give

Years, don't rush

I don't chase after I go away, I just want to find out what happened

who can tell me what this is

Her love has been buried in my heart for several years

still have power

can't forgive but can't stop

love over the wall at night

is empty but buzzing

Who put cold guns in your heart

The oath of old love is like a slap

Slap in the face whenever you remember a sentence

Then for several years, I can't smell women's fragrance

Then for several years, I can't smell women's fragrance

I want it but I can't get you to live

I can't get what I want, but there is no wise man in love

Kou Yan'er was held in such a weird way, unable to move, she liked the feeling of being unable to move.However, Kou Yan'er still heard the sentence clearly: "The only one I know is Fen who has been together for a long time, and I have never seen the one who has been together for a long time."

Kou Yan'er pulled back the quilt vigilantly, and stared at Xu Maimai, "There is only the one who has been together for a long time, and I have never seen the one who has been together for a long time. What do you mean by this sentence?"

"Ah, ah?" Xu Xiaomai thought he was singing a love song, but when Kou Yaner brought out such a line of lyrics, he sat up in shock. "I didn't say it, but Li Zongsheng said it."

"Don't sing nonsense if you don't understand the lyrics." Kou Yan'er said angrily.

"Hey, my Yan'er, are you going to become so sensitive and suspicious all at once? Look, my hairs are standing on end from fright." Xu Xiaomai pointed at her thigh.

Kou Yaner took a look, "That's goosebumps. Get in your bed."

Xu Xiaomai burrowed into the bed while muttering, "I'm tired, I'm really tired."

Xu Xiaomai, who claimed to be tired, actually fell asleep after lying down, not like a person facing a major decision at all.

Is the so-called choice really necessary?Xu Xiaomai's wanting to give up is also a kind of unwillingness to give up on himself, not a trade-off.After Kou Yaner confessed, there was really no other possibility.

Kou Yan'er is well aware of this, and she is just putting on a show to cover up that she knows the real reason why Xu Maimai retreated.Kou Yan'er has already got confirmation from Xu Maimai's cheerful joke.

But Kou Yan'er couldn't be as peaceful as Xu Maimai. What she really had to face at dawn was not Xu Maimai's choice, but Sophie.Kou Yaner will eventually fail this good woman.

When Sophie received a call from Kou Yaner, she was a bit surprised, but she was only surprised that Kou Yaner was already in Shanghai, and she was not too surprised by what Kou Yaner had to say. Sophie started with giving a one-month deadline, she was ready with both hands, she didn't even make too much effort and lobbying work, and she didn't make any fawning moves.

The only effort she made was that Sophie told Kou Yaner that she could stay in China if Kou Yaner was unwilling to go to the United States. Sophie is confident that she can find a job in China.If this can't keep Kou Yaner's love, Sophie has nothing to do.