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21.

"Did you reflect on yourself all night, besides complaining? You even complained that Sophie took your woman. My God, what happened in the past three years to make you say "my woman" Come on? You didn't speak like this before, you wouldn't use such vulgar and self-righteous words. You actually said that Sophie stole your woman!" Kou Yaner's tone was no longer simple anger, she was shocked by the change of wheat.

"Why do you say that I am your woman, just because I slept with you? Is it yours to have sex? Where is your concept of independence and self-esteem? I am me, I don't belong to anyone. I can choose to be with you, and I can also choose Sophie, and you have no right to accuse anyone." Kou Yaner also began to breathe, and they didn't know how many laps they had walked.

"Yan'er, this is my mistake. I used the wrong words. I was overwhelmed by jealousy. I'm jealous of Sophie." Xu Maimai admitted his mistake weakly.She knew that Sophie was the most angry in her heart, why this woman always wins over herself, but she couldn't let Kou Yaner know how frustrated she was, she was afraid that Sophie would become her rival and rival in love. "I'm not complaining, I'm a pity, we missed three years in vain."

"It was you who wasted three years, not me. I saw a lot of things clearly in three years." Kou Yaner replied coldly, the lack of oxygen in the brain weakened Kou Yaner's momentum.

"You misinterpreted my meaning, and I said we missed three years. If you had told me your determination three years ago, I would not have left even one step." Xu Xiaomai argued.

"That's exactly what I've been trying to figure out for three years. Your decision depends on my determination. If I don't write you a guarantee, you don't have confidence, so you won't waste your time and energy on me."

"No, I just don't want to put pressure on you. You said you didn't think it through, and you didn't even dare to admit my existence. What do you want me to do?"

"You said that true love can't let the other party be humiliated. I remember the story you said. I don't want to drag you into our divorce, but I don't want you to be humiliated. This is my own decision, and I will deal with it myself. But this does not mean that you should walk away. You have never trusted me, and you don't think I will abandon this marriage for you. You don't want to pay because you are afraid that you won't get something in return." Kou Yaner said to Xu Maimai's analysis was almost cold.

"No, I left because of the little button. The little button came to me that night, and I felt that the little button was very pitiful. I couldn't bear to hurt the little button." Xu Maimai's tone of argument became hesitant.

"How touching, for Button! Didn't you know I had Button when we met? If you really thought of Button, shouldn't you hold back from the first kiss? You wouldn't We should be invited to Malaysia, let's not start. Don't you blush with the little button now to make excuses for yourself? Think about your today, you want to do it all over again. Now the little button doesn't exist? She is still a She's still not ready for you, kid, is she?"

Xu Mai was speechless.She felt that she was wronged, she was really doing it for the little button, but Kou Yaner's words could not be refuted.Yes, how do I explain why I started?Why should I tease Kou Yaner?But in both moments, I am sincere.I didn't try to cheat, but why did it become a contradiction?

Xu Xiaomai was exhausted, "When will this damn walk end? Why on earth are we going in circles here?"

"I'll tell you why we're running in circles here. Because I used to run around and around here during the time you left, punishing myself for being stupid. You just said I flirted with Sophie in front of your face at the wedding , to punish you. I didn't flirt with Sophie, and I didn't mean to punish you. I punished myself. I always punish myself. Do you find it hard to walk? That's right, I am You know, your leaving has hit me hard. Because I can't look back at all, if I fall in love with someone else and ask for a divorce, and I go back on my word after you leave, then it's not me, Kou Yaner."

Kou Yan'er finally stopped and looked at Xu Maimai firmly, "Xu Maimai, do you understand me? I wouldn't turn back just because you left back then, and it's the same today. I won't come back just because you want to, I Just let Sophie go."