my roommate died in bed

agent?Can I borrow some from them for my classmates?

Lin Yu: Well, I didn’t continue to do that, I just helped them distribute leaflets a few times at the beginning, and a brother forced me to go, you forgot?

Me: I can’t remember clearly, hey, do they still lend money now?

Lin Yu: I don't know, I deleted their WeChat

Me: Do you still have the leaflets from that time?I want to take a picture and send it to my classmate, so I can help him think of a way

Lin Yu: Not so good, this kind of loan is deceitful, everyone knows it now

Me: My classmate also knows, don’t worry, it’s okay, send it to him and let him weigh it by himself

Lin Yu didn't speak

Me: Are there any flyers left?

Lin Yu still didn't speak

I waited for several minutes until I thought Lin Yu was going to confess everything, and then I received Lin Yu's next WeChat message:

Lin Yu: Yes

The picture sent over is an electronic flyer, blue, with a few cartoon words "Small Loan" in a radial shape on the top, interest-free discounts for new users are written below, and a QR code in the middle

Press and hold to recognize the QR code, wait for a few seconds, and a WeChat business card pops up [School Small Loan-General Manager]

I was suddenly relieved, Lin Yu is so frank, and if he gave this to me, it would prove his innocence.

I clicked [Add] casually, and it was only after I clicked that I realized, why add him, I don’t borrow money...

Forget it, I can't withdraw it anyway, so I put the phone in my pocket and went back to find Lin Yu.

Lunch at noon, exam in the afternoon, the exam questions are not difficult, but there are too many, I wrote until I broke my hand...

After the exam, Lin Yu and I were both starving, and we didn't bother to discuss where to go to play at night. We went to the cafeteria to fill our stomachs.

We bought a meal, found a seat and sat down, Lin Yu went to get the chopsticks

I took out my phone to swipe it twice, only to find that the WeChat account of the school’s small loan added me, and sent a message: Want to borrow money?

I looked up at Lin Yu, there were many people in the cafeteria, and he was still stuck holding chopsticks

Looking down at the phone... This loan lender hasn't been taken over yet?Then I'll just tell him a few words, and then report it casually.

I said: Yes, I want to borrow 5000

Small school loan-general manager: school, name, student number, dormitory, send it here

Me: You don't want an ID number?

School Small Loan-General Manager: No, our campus agent will verify your identity according to your student number and dormitory

me: ok

I randomly made up my name and student number, and wrote the number of the next bedroom in the dormitory

School Small Loans - General Manager: Room 617, Guangming Building?Lin Yu introduced you?

……

I'm not

I said: No, I saw a flyer of yours posted on the advertisement column, so I scanned the code

Small school loan: Oh

Me: Lin Yu is your agent?

Xiaoxiaodai: Do you know him?

Me: I don’t know him well, I’m not in the same class as him

Small school loan:. . .

What's wrong with me?

Xiaoxiaodai: Didn't you know that something happened to you last month?

Me: Ah, I heard that. I was not at school at the time. I heard that a person next door to our dormitory died of starvation. His name was Gu Yingming?

Small school loan:. . .

What's wrong with me?

Small loan for the school: The rumors are tight recently, let’s not talk about it, we won’t accept your order, you can find someone else

Me: Hey wait, I really want to borrow money, just borrow it for a month, and promise to pay it back

Small school loan: you can find someone else

Me: As for?so scared?Could it be that Lin Yu introduced Gu Yingming to you?

……

The other party blocked me.

Lin Yu came back, put the chopsticks on my plate, and asked, "It's time to eat, what are we talking about?"

I put my phone on the table: "There is a girl teasing me."

Lin Yu: "Who is it?"

Me: "Guess."

Lin Yu's eyes flickered: "Hand over your phone to me."

I picked up the phone and handed it to him.

He didn't answer, and took the chopsticks to mix the noodles in the bowl: "No, I trust you."

I put my phone in my pocket.

At night, the strong wind cooled down, so we stopped going out and went back to the dormitory to watch movies.

"Call Me By Your Name", this movie has been in the works for a year, and it is said to be very good.Facts have proved that it is indeed very beautiful.

Seeing the farewell part at the station, Lin Yu snorted, and I realized that his eyes were so red that he was about to cry.

I said, "It's okay, ah, aren't we together here?"

Lin Yu pointed at the screen and shouted: "But they separated!"

I said, "This... can't be helped, they have such a big age gap..."

Lin Yu: "But they are so good...how come good people don't get rewarded?"

Me: "After all, in that era, it was wrong to be born."

Lin Yu refused to let go: "Why? Why is it wrong?"

I grabbed his hand and asked, "Lin Yu, do you have something on your mind?"

Lin Yu shivered, his face turned pale, and he faltered for a long time looking at me.

I thought to myself: Tell me, tell me quickly, you introduced Gu Yingming to borrow online loans, it’s not your fault, really it’s not your fault.

Finally, Lin Yu spoke: "I will have nightmares..."

Me: "Well, what did you dream about?"

Lin Yu: "I dreamed that... Gu Yingming came to me again, and he said it was all my fault, that I seduced him, that caused him to be photographed nude, and that caused him to die!"

My heart tightened, I really regretted bringing this up, and I said, "Did you seduce him?"

Lin Yu: "I haven't."

I felt distressed and hugged him into my arms: "Don't blame you don't blame you, he deserves it, don't think about him anymore, understand?"

Lin Yu nodded, hummed, and said, "I'm afraid."

I said, "I'm here."

Lin Yu: "Can you leave a few days later? Stay with me."

It just occurred to me that when I go home in a few days, he will be the only one in this dormitory, alone, having nightmares again... Damn, Gu Yingming's death is really cheap.

I said: "I won't leave, I will go back on New Year's Eve, and I will tell my family that I am doing an internship."

Lin Yu: "Thank you."

Before the New Year's Eve, I was with Lin Yu for three whole weeks.

There was no one in the school during the winter vacation, and the canteens were closed one by one.We bought a small pot and cooked noodles in the dormitory.

It turned out that the dormitory was not sealed, so we went in and moved all our luggage out.Zhou Lei's and Gu Yingming's things were still there, marked by the police, bottles and cans were piled up in the bathroom, and a pile of hangers on the balcony could not tell who belonged to them.

Lin Yu said, "Let's go."

Let's go, goodbye, I will never live here again.

A few days later, it snowed.

The two of us went skating that day, fell on the lake for a day, ate all kinds of strange things in the street, and walked farther and farther. When we returned to school, it was already late.

After leaving the subway station, feather-like snowflakes rushed towards me, which made people stunned.

Lin Yu suddenly said, "Can you change your ticket? Why don't you go back early?"

I took a deep breath and thought he was upset, so I didn't dare to speak to him for a long time.

Lin Yu smiled: "No, don't think too much, isn't your family expecting you to go back? Go back early, don't let them worry."

I said, "Then what do you do?"

Lin Yu: "It's okay, I'm fine, I'm not afraid now, you go back, I'll wait for you to come back."

Me: "No, no, I can't leave you here alone."

Lin Yu: "Will you be my child?"

Me: "No, I'm just worried..."

Lin Yu laughed loudly: "Then you take me back and show me the door?"

... I couldn't laugh or cry: "I must admit the door, but it's too late this year. I haven't told them yet. There is no preparation at all. I'm afraid of my dad's heart..."

Lin Yu continued to laugh: "Okay, go back quickly, do your best to be filial, and you will be beaten less when you come out."

Me: "No, I said I would accompany you until New Year's Eve."

In the end, I still left a few days early. Lin Yu pressed the ticket I changed in front of the computer and sent me to the station.

The platform ticket costs two yuan each, and he sent me to the platform all the time.

I got into the car, found a seat and sat down. When I looked up, I saw him outside the car window, about to knock on the window.

I said, "Go back and wait for me."

He didn't seem to hear clearly, so he knocked on the window twice and said something, his mouth shape seemed to be: "Call me when you get home."

I suddenly don't want to leave, so close, why can't I touch each other?

He looks at me and I look at him.

The whistle sounded, and the car was about to leave.

Lin Yu took a few steps back and waved to me.

I waved my hand too, trying to shout something, but couldn't.Even if he shouted, he couldn't hear him.

The car moved, but Lin Yu stood still.

I looked back at him desperately, and soon I couldn't see him. The train left the station, and there was a desolate suburb outside.

The phone rang, and a call came. I thought it was Lin Yu, but when I took it out, I found it was an unfamiliar number.

I answered: "Hello, who is it?"

The other party: "Do you still remember me, I, Old Zhang from the Public Security Bureau."

Me: "...Officer Zhang?"

The other party: "Yes, it's me. Are you on vacation? Are you still in school?"

Officer Zhang said, "I want to talk to you."

I apologized to him: "What a coincidence, I just got on the train."

He said: "Oh, forget it, let's talk about it after the New Year, huh, I don't have time after the New Year."

I knew that the visitor was not kind, so I dared to say: "I have said everything I can say."

He said: "Yes, I know, you are very cooperative, and the case has been handed over to the procuratorate, and we have nothing to do."

Me: "Then you...?"

He laughed: "I'm just thinking about this, and I want to talk to you, in private, alone."

I said, "Sorry about that, I'm on the train."

He: "Okay, let's talk about it after a year."

……

I had to hang up over there, and I suddenly changed my mind: "Wait, Officer Zhang, are you free now?"

He said, "I'm in the bureau, I'm free."

Me: "It's too noisy on the train, can I add you on WeChat?"

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