I didn't bend before

20 years ago, Lin Xi's father, Lin Songming, fell in love with Li Yao, who was two years younger than him. Lin Songming, 21, was clean and tall, and Li Yao, 19, was quiet and beautiful.

Li Yao is actually from Jiangnan, his father is a businessman, and his mother is a teacher.

They were pen pals, and the correspondence between them confirmed their love relationship. Later, the two discussed and met. In a small town in the south of the Yangtze River, the two held hands and talked about life and the future. After a few days of close contact, they liked each other. Dramatic increase,

One day when Li Yao sent Lin Songming back to the small hotel where he was staying, the two young people had a relationship.

Afterwards, Lin Songming returned to Shangliu Village, T City, and continued to rely on letters to maintain their relationship.

From Li Yao's letter, we know that Li Yao's parents were very opposed after learning about their incident, especially her father, who strongly opposed it.

The reason is that Lin Songming's conditions are poor and he is not worthy of his daughter.

Haven't heard from her for some time.

A few months later, Li Yao wrote to say that she was pregnant, but her father also opposed their matter, saying that even if she was pregnant, the child would be aborted.

After reading the letter, Lin Songming was very upset, and wrote back asking if he wanted to go to Jiangnan again to meet her father to fight for it. Li Yao wrote back saying no, saying that her father had high blood pressure, so it was better not to come.

A few months later, Li Yao sent a letter asking: Don't you love me?Why haven't I heard from you for a long time.

Lin Songming replied that he was working in the township supply and marketing cooperative and was very busy. Recently, he tried to go to Jiangnan for a business trip, so that he could see you who miss you day and night.

In a few days, I received an urgent letter from Li Yao, which said: Aren't you coming to Jiangnan?When you arrive, come to me at a certain address and tell me something important! ! !

After reading the letter, Lin Songming reported to the leader and went to Jiangnan. According to the address, he found Li Yao who had been waiting there.

Li Yao held a baby in her arms and told him that it was his son, who was named Xi because he was born early in the morning.

On the little wrist of the child was still wearing a torreya that looked like it was made of adhesive tape used in the hospital. On it was written with a blue ballpoint pen, which was unclear. Let's take it as the child's name Xi for now.

Seeing that Lin Songming was counting the days according to the pregnancy cycle, Li Yao added that she was born prematurely,

He also said that he was going to study in the United States in a few days, so he sneaked out to give you the child,

"You must love me forever in your heart and raise the child", and then left.

Lin Songming came back from the south. He is a young man who is unmarried and has to work. Naturally, he can't take care of the child by himself, let alone a newborn baby. How can he raise it?So, the child was raised by his sister.

Therefore, Lin Xi was brought up by her aunt when she was young,

My aunt has a daughter herself, and my uncle has asthma. When he gets sick, he has a bad temper and often beats and scolds Lin Xi. His sister, who is five years older than him, is also naughty and often teases and bullies Lin Xi.

Therefore, Lin Xi's childhood had no joy to speak of, let alone happy childhood memories to show off.

The only fortunate thing is that one year an old overseas Chinese in the village went back to his hometown to visit his relatives and spent money to expand the primary school. In that year, all children who could read and write could go to primary school. Lin Xi carried a small schoolbag when she was six and a half years old. Went to primary school.

When Lin Xi was able to do some housework, that is, when Lin Xi was a teenager, the memories she had were: before dawn, she would get up to carry water and sweep the yard, and then light a fire to make breakfast for the whole family. You can only eat while walking on the way to school.

It’s okay when it’s warm, but in winter, when the door is blocked by heavy snow, Lin Xi wakes up in the morning to sweep the yard, fetch water, chop firewood and cook. Her hands and feet are covered with chilblains, and it’s very itchy when she warms up.

There is nothing special to remember about the whole boyhood.

During that period of time, what makes Lin Xi a little bit happy is in school: Lin Xi likes to study; Lin Xi likes to play football on the playground between classes; Lin Xi likes to draw and paint after class; Lin Xi likes to sing in music class .

In the 16 years at his aunt's house, his father Lin Songming seldom went to see him. He only went there for a while during the Chinese New Year and left after lunch. Therefore, the father and son had no interaction, so there was no relationship.

Later, Lin Xi was successfully admitted to the university, and her household registration was moved to D city as Lin Xi went to D city to go to university.

During college, Lin Xi went to the small commodity wholesale market to buy some small items, and set up a stall at the back door of the school, because there was a night market at night on the street behind the school’s back door;

In the second year of university, Lin Xi worked as an hourly worker at Lao Mai and Mr. K;

In the third year of college, Lin Xi once worked as a tutor and delivered food.

After graduating, all the resumes I submitted were like stone sinking into the sea and nothing was heard.

In order to make it easier for others to contact him, he bought an old mobile phone for 200 yuan.

Lin Xi works as a handyman from time to time to earn some money, or else she sets up a stall near tourist attractions or scenic spots in the bustling city center, doing portraits for people, earning a fortune.

Along the way, I have worked hard to support myself; I have been silently relying on myself.

Lin Xi made up her mind in her heart, just work in D city, find someone to marry and have children for the rest of her life.