After the film king became a fan of me, I became popular

Bian Yun knew Cen Xi before he entered the circle. Cen Xi's father was a historian, and his mother was a veteran singer who was popular in the sky. He is still active in the circle until now, but because of the little exposure of private information, he has not been exposed until now. Most people don't know that she is Cen Xi's mother.

Cen Xi's parents fell in love across borders back then, and they didn't know how the beautiful and self-willed mother Cen fell in love with Cen's father who spent all day looking up information in the library and doing research.

Bian Yun knew Cen Xi because of a coincidence when he was a child and worshiped Cen's mother as his teacher. According to the seniority in ancient times, Bian Yun would probably call Cen Xi, who was younger than himself, "senior brother".

Because of Cen Xi's peculiar family composition, his parents asked him very little at first. As a result, when Cen's father and Cen's mother were arguing about educational ideas, Cen Xi had already slipped into the room to play Sudoku by himself.

When the parents finally reached a consensus and prepared to raise their son to be a well-rounded, lively, cute, singing and dancing, lovable little angel with a warm heart, they found that Cen Xi was expressionless and brought him together to ask for help. The elder sister who played games with him pushed away, and said coldly: "It's boring, don't block me from solving the problem."

"..."

Cen's mother suspected that her son might have a brain problem, so she stayed in the room all day writing numbers there, and took him to the hospital full of worry. After the test, she got a report that her son's IQ was beyond ordinary people.

The doctor told her this way: "Your child is very healthy and smart. Although his temper is a bit weird, it's not a big problem. In the future, you can often take him to play with children of the same age."

Cen's mother tried to let little Cen Xi integrate into the circle of other children, but found that little Cen Xi was always frowning, and asked with disgust: "Why waste precious time playing such boring and boring games with children who don't understand anything?" Childish game?"

Cen's father was cheerful, not worried at all, and comforted his mother: "I was like this when I was a child, isn't it good now?"

Cen's mother gave him a blank look: "It's over for you, and I probably won't be able to find a daughter-in-law. Only a blind person like me can fall in love with you."

Cen's father was not angry after being hurt so much, he picked up his son with a smile, and asked him, "What do you want to do in the future?"

Little Cenxi held the seventh-order Rubik's Cube and said calmly, "Learn mathematics." Yan Yan

Bian Yun originally thought that Cen Xi would be a scholar like his father as he said when he was a child, use his unique talent to explore more unknown fields, and devote his whole life to the things he loves.

When Cen Xi got a high score in the college entrance examination and was admitted to the mathematics department of a certain university, he felt that he had guessed right.

As a result, Cen Xi went back to his high school alma mater during the vacation, and changed his major when he came back.

Originally, the Acting Department did not recruit students who were not the counterparts of the major, and it was unknown how Cen Xi managed to get past him, so he became a strange flower in the Acting Department.

Bian Yun once visited him at his school, and Cen Xi was in the library at that time, reviewing for the exam.

"Is there a mistake?" Bian Yun leaned in front of him and asked, "Can you really learn well?"

Cen Xi raised his head and showed him his report card with full grade points.

Bian Yun: "...All right, but may I take the liberty to ask, why?"

Cen Xi lowered his eyes, the early summer sunlight streamed through the glass window onto the slightly yellowed pages, he seemed to sigh very lightly: "...I will tell you later."

<<<<<

"Now I can tell you." Cen Xi said.

Bian Yun recalled the past, and as soon as he recovered his thoughts, he was stunned when he heard Cen Xi's words, and couldn't help saying, "Because of him?"

Cen Xi shook his head, his voice unhurried: "Yes, not all of them. Besides, I think it's too reckless to change the direction of one's entire life just for one person."

"Then you are..." Bian Yun didn't understand what Cen Xi meant.

Cen Xi turned his face to the side and looked down from the top of the mountain. There were pale white clouds lingering on the mountainside, blocking the view at the foot of the mountain.

His eyes are very gentle: "He let me see 'infinity'."

"It's not so much for him, it's better for myself." Cen Xi seemed to be immersed in his own thoughts, and even his voice unconsciously softened a lot: "It was he who made me see the unknown that I can truly explore."

In the eyes of little Cenxi, most of the people around him are boring and mundane, they live busy lives without thinking, follow the goals forced by others, scramble to make meaningless comparisons, and make big profits for a little bit. Hit the hand.

In Cen Xi's eyes, such people are "limited" in mathematics.

Flat and aimless, it is off-white.

And Yu Wan is colorful.

Cen Xi actually knows more about Yu Wan than he himself knows.

He knew that Yu Wan would run to the bluestone steps behind the library alone for half an hour in the evening, either humming songs, or bowing his head to write music, or simply listening to music with headphones on.

He knew that Yu Wan would sneak out 15 minutes early for evening self-study and take a walk alone on the dim school road - although he didn't know why, he could go back to rest soon.

Cen Xi also knew that Yu Wan was good at fighting in the past, once a few hooligans followed Yu Wan who was returning home, and he led them into an alley and beat him with a bruised nose and a swollen face.

Cen Xi knows Yu Wan's depression, irritability, restlessness and anxiety, knows that he is excluded, knows that he has a younger brother who is hated by thieves, and knows that he has countless reasons and excuses to degenerate.

Sometimes Cen Xi, a junior in high school, stood far behind Yu Wan, a freshman in senior high school, and he could be seen leaning on the old railing on the roof of the teaching building, with a slender cigarette between his white fingertips, his expression indifferent and gloomy.

Yu Wan took a sip, and then coughed for a long time because of choking.

Cen Xi thought it was a little funny, and more of a heartache, but in fact, he walked over in just a few seconds.

Then say to that person, I am with you.

I am always with you.

In the end, before he could take a step forward, a young man came upstairs suddenly. After seeing Yu Wan, he impulsively stepped forward and lifted his collar, shouting, "...Where do you want to go?!"

There was a lot of wind on the roof, and Cen Xi was too far away to hear it all. He could only see Yu Wan lazily tossing the cigarette away and saying something indifferently.

The other boy was obviously very angry, and he raised his fist to beat him, but he still didn't stop for a long time.

"You go, I will go too." The boy said.

Yu Wan shrugged, judging by the shape of his mouth, it should be "unnecessary".

The boy jumped and shouted: "If you dare... I'll be the first to kill you!"

The few words in the middle were blown away by the wind, Cen Xi frowned and moved a little closer unconsciously.

Then he heard Yu Wan's voice, clear, loose, and smiling:

"I'm impulsive today, but you don't have to worry—"

He said: "Yu Wan will never bow to life, and will never become what you worry about."

"trust me."

<<<<<

"I didn't fall in love with him in one day." When Cen Xi talked about the past, Qing Jun's face showed a trace of embarrassment: "I'm very glad that I found him."

"He..." is as clever as Cen Xi, and he sometimes gets stuck in words: "It's very real, very lively, and I think we are the same kind of people."

"—they are the kind of people who always stick to their hearts."

"If he changed his appearance a little, I guess I wouldn't like him so deeply." Cen Xi put one hand in his pocket, his eyes looked soft because of the memory: "Fortunately, I found someone, and he is still the same him back then. "

"Although I'm very touched," Bian Yun, who had been standing by the side, said, "...what does this have to do with your professional career?"

"He let me go out of the digital world." Cen Xi said.

In just one sentence, Bian Yun understood.

Cen Xi thought for a while, then said again: "It's not accidental to enter the circle, I just want... to try to feel something that I have never felt before."

"For example, emotions." Cen Xi sighed softly: "I have missed too much these years, and I actually don't quite understand the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of other people. I used to think these things were cumbersome until I met him."

"So you want to find this feeling by interpreting other people's lives?" Bian Yun seemed to understand, scratching his head and said: "It's quite mysterious, is there any reason for it to be more vulgar?"

"..." Cen Xi glanced at him, and really said, "Yes."

"What is it?" Bian Yun became interested and urged Cen Xi to speak quickly.

A faint smile curled up on the corner of Cen Xi's mouth: "It's more vulgar... Maybe I want him to see me. After all, I can't find him, so I can only let him come to me."

"And my family also has some influence," Cen Xi added, "You know my mother has always been keen on these things, and my sister...she is tired of that kind of academic old-fashioned, wishing I could become a wandering singer, It's best to 'wake up your head'."

Bian Yun also laughed, and he sighed sincerely: "I think your family will like him."

"I think so too." Cen Xi highly agreed with Bian Yun's words, and then Bian Yun touched his head and said in doubt: "I seem to have forgotten something... No, I want to ask you about your future plans with him. What should we do? You can’t just bring him in front of the public.”

Cen Xi shook his head, and said: "I guess it won't be that fast, but actually, I don't care about these illusory things at the moment. If we get together, we might quit the circle."

"No way," Bian Yun opened his eyes wide, "Leave as soon as you say."

"It's not my habit to be tied up by external things." Cen Xi said, "Ask him what he thinks when the time comes."

"Hey," Bian Yun rolled his eyes, "I guess your primary school brother is acting like a spoiled child, so you'll happily keep it. What's tied up, what you say is so firm, be careful and warn you."

He knew that Cen Xi's family originated in Europe, and there were many talented people in the clan, all over the world. He probably didn't care too much about whether there was a best actor or not. If Cen Xi wanted to leave everything behind, there would be no problem.

But...before Bian Yun finished thinking, he suddenly saw Cen Xi stop for a moment, then hurried back, he hurried to catch up and asked, "What's wrong?"

Cen Xi didn't speak, just looked in one direction and followed his line of sight. Bian Yun was surprised to find that Yu Wan, who was sitting on the boulder to rest, had disappeared while the two of them were talking.

After scanning around, there was no one there, so Bian Yun called out, "Where is anyone? Did any of you see it?"

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