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Yesterday I talked about my past life, confession.

Ok.

I can't remember what happened at that time.

The training in Chongqing is still in full swing, and everything is moving forward in the most normal way, except for our relationship.

After the confession, I became the active party. Dong found all kinds of reasons not to reply to my messages. I also understand that he must have felt that my liking was not a normal liking.

If it is said that all my likes in Lanzhou before the age of 17 were ignorant, but from the age of 17, from the sentence I said, all the likes, in the fermentation of countless days and nights, have become Deep love.

I gave Dong a long time to think, to react, but I couldn't hold back.

During the training, I called him. He was preparing to serve in the army at that time. Yes, he planned to serve in the army since 16, but he only left this year. I will explain this to you later. .

I said to him: Dong, my feeling for you is really not like that of a friend. My liking is like that of a man and a woman, and the kind of liking that I want to have a relationship with. Do you understand?

He didn't speak for a long time and hung up the phone.

I felt at the time that the sky was about to fall.

Afterwards, we had no contact until I returned to school after training.

My best friend said that Dong left and told me about his plan to serve as a soldier.

I didn't react much. I didn't care about the school or the competition. I didn't want to do anything, just like a shell.

Marionettes, go to class, eat and sleep mechanically every day.

Specifically, around November, Dong suddenly called me. During this period, I have never chatted with him, maybe before.Well, the previous sweetness was just my wishful thinking, a dream of my own passion, now I wake up from the dream, and live as I should.

If I bet, I have to afford to lose, and if I lose, I have to admit defeat.

If I love it, I have to endure it, and if I endure it, I have to accept it with joy.

Dong called and gave me a fatal blow. He said: He has always regarded me as a good friend, a good buddy, and a good brother. Now I like him. It is difficult for him to accept it for a while, but during this time Here, he found that he was used to me, and always felt that something was missing without me. He thought about breaking me straight, and he thought about whether it was his own problem, which made me misunderstand him.

I made it clear to him that it was not his problem, but mine. I liked him from the very beginning. Even if he had a girlfriend, I still fell in love with him at first sight. Disgusting, let's just pretend that this never happened to the two of us.

He appeared to be behind, for days.Sent me a message, the above message.

I was very calm when I saw this, and felt that it didn't matter if he didn't be friends with me.

At that time, he hadn't been in school for a long time, and I ate alone.

Later he told me that if I don't dislike him, I will try it with him.I replied with an "oh".

After all, as a person who has been active for a long time, it is very tiring.

He called me right away, oh my god, brother, I'm in class.

Then, I told the teacher to go to the bathroom, hahahaha, and then I answered his phone in the bathroom.

He asked me, what does this mean?Don't like him now?Empathize?Don't like him just for a while?

I am helpless, this person is really.You hurt me yourself, and now you come to question me like this.

I scolded him very loudly, I eat lemons, you big fool, the old character is not playing with you, if you regret it now, it is too late, I will still be ashamed with you, can you accept it ?

He started to smirk again, we just got together, that's all you think about.Ha ha ha ha.

I eat lemons.

The landlord hung up the phone angrily, and then laughed loudly in the toilet.The landlord's laughter is magical.Hahahahaha all my friends know.Ha ha ha ha.

Let me tell you a secret, our classroom is next to the toilet, that is, our class is on the other side of the next wall, and it is on the fifth floor, the top floor, so there is no noise, the voice of the host, that class is in C language, it is very boring For this class, when I came out, the teacher was talking about the program, and when I went back, the students were writing the program.

Well, they heard it.

listen!arrive!up!

That's how we were together.

He was late for the first date on the weekend.

The reason is that he found a job in um, and of course it was about the military.

I asked him that day, why, didn't he already choose to serve in the army?

Then he said, he thought about it for a long time, and he wanted to see me graduate.

I yelled at the time, and he said that it was his own fault, that he didn't make it through, and that he didn't pass any inspections. Maybe I would believe it?Ha ha, this big stupid house.

Then we went to eat Japanese food, that was the happiest time for me in so many years.

This is the kind of person that one cannot help but love.

At that time, the poster was already in the third year of high school, but because it was a vocational high school, there were no such heavy class tasks, ah, Luzhu's math was very bad, but he also studied computer, because the enrollment rate was very high.

Hahahaha.

There are no classes on weekends, and there is actually not much time for dating Dong.

I found out later that he stayed in the small town for a year because of me, hey.He wanted to see me graduate from high school and go to college, so he left this year.

Both of us are people who live in the moment, but what will happen in the future, but today we are together, happy, whoever is right.

Then we wrote on Weibo driving, that night we went to bed after finishing the work, because I didn’t feel safe, I slept curled up a lot, but it was not good to sleep like this, to be honest, I didn’t sleep very well that night, But I just want to lie next to him and look at his brows, eyelashes, eyes, nose, mouth, face.

When I met him for the first time a year ago, I never thought that it would have progressed like this. We have changed a lot this year, but the only thing that hasn't changed is that I still like him.