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It has been so many days, and I still feel panicked in my heart. I also thought about it. If I can’t find someone I like when he gets married, I will become a monk. I have already told my parents about my idea of ​​becoming a monk. , they don't care.

In fact, how to live is a lifetime.

My parents said that I was much better than before. Thinking about it now, the suicide was completely out of control and I didn't know what I was doing.

A lot of people ask me how I am, are you feeling better, be happy, many times I say it will be fine, everything has expectations.

However, only I know it in my heart.

In the past three years, I have loved him, in the past two years he has loved me, in the past year we have missed each other, I can't imagine what I would be like on his wedding day, maybe I didn't have a good life, maybe I was relieved, but I leaning more towards the former.

I want him to give me an invitation to show me what kind of person he will be with for the rest of my life, if not, I will worry that she can't take good care of him, but it doesn't seem to be my business anymore.

Recently we are still chatting like friends. I said that I am losing weight recently. He said that I don’t need to lose weight. I said that I want to lose weight and find a boyfriend. Hahaha, later he said he wanted to send me something and asked me to give him the address, but I didn't give it because I didn't want to break the relationship, so he got a little angry and ignored me for a long time, and I wasn't annoyed either.

Many people don't understand why they are dying because of a relationship. To be honest, I used to be the same.

I save his voice, every time I hear it, I feel very relieved, and I listen to it when I can’t fall asleep, but I cry when I listen to it, only to realize that we have been separated for so long.

It's hard for me to imagine that he will be on other people, have children with others, and be someone else's husband, but there is nothing he can do.

Don't blame him.

He also tried hard, but his parents couldn't pass the test.

Sometimes I cry when I listen to the songs, maybe a little hypocritical, many songs I didn't understand before, but now I hear every sentence of it.

I still miss him, but I can’t see him, I dare not see him, I’m afraid I won’t be able to forget him even if I see him, I can’t forget him, I still can’t do it.

Speaking of it, I am looking forward to it, I am looking forward to him having a baby in the future, hahaha.

Forget it.