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My best friend and I planned to travel to Yunnan during the summer vacation, but in the end we didn't make it.

It's a pity.

After I graduated, Dong sent me to the train station as usual. After I got home, I started to have nothing to do, and I got tired of talking to Dong every day.

Then go out and play.

On June [-]th, the weather was cloudy. When our grades came out that day, I had to go back to the small town to fill in my volunteers.

I caught the train early that day, and Dong didn’t come to pick me up because he had something to do. The score came out, and I got 630 in the test. The score of our counterpart vocational school is different from that of ordinary high school. I didn't take the undergraduate course, and I was tired.

I went to fill in the volunteers that day, and bought gifts for the class teacher and the teacher in charge of the department. I feel that time flies by.

I filled out several undergraduate schools and filled out several junior colleges.

Then my girlfriend called and asked me to make an appointment with her, and I went to find her besides school.

The two of us had dinner in a coffee shop. During the meal, I received a message from Dongfa.

"Let's break up," he said.

The steak I just ate was tasteless, so I showed the news to my best friend.

She didn't say anything, she cut the steak on her plate with a knife, and then she clenched her mouth tightly, and said slowly, "I told you a long time ago, some things are not yours, why do you have to force them?"

I was very calm, really, I had never been so calm, I sent him a message saying, did you lose in the game of truth or dare?

He didn't call me back.

I ignored him too.

In the evening, I went to drink with my girlfriends and planned to stay at the hotel.

Dong called and asked me what I was doing.

I said that I was drinking, but he didn't speak, and asked me if I would go back tonight.

I said it should... I don't know.

I hung up the phone afterwards, which is strange to say, I really didn't cry, didn't go crazy, and didn't question me.

In the evening, my best friend played with other people. I went to a food stall restaurant that I had never had a chance to eat by myself. I ordered more than 500 things. Start feeling sentimental.

I took out my mobile phone, didn't book a hotel, but booked a bus ticket to go home in the early morning.

The surroundings are bustling, and I am the only one sitting alone, which seems to be quite desolate, but it seems to be nothing.

I kept eating and drinking, until Dong called me, see, this person is still worried about me, hehe.

He asked me where I was going, and I said I had booked an early morning bus ticket to go home.

He said he would pick me up in a car later.

Memories are so painful.

I agreed.

He arrived about eleven o'clock.

In his hand was a shirt, a black and white plaid round neck shirt.

He wore it in junior high school.

He came over without a smile on his face, but I was smiling.

I'm waiting for an explanation from him.

He put the clothes on me and let me get in the car.

I got into his car and didn't speak.

He fastened my seat belt.

Turn the key, start the fire, start the car

did not speak.

It's a long way to the train station, about four to ten minutes.

He opened his mouth:

I'm sorry, Lanzhou, I can't continue with you, I...

I laughed out loud:

Hahaha what's the matter.

他 说:

I'm sorry, but you just treat me as trash and throw me away. I'm going to be a soldier. I'm the only one in my family. My parents have pinned their hopes on me.

I am silent.

He continued: In the future, I will get married, have children, and live a normal life.

I got angry and said: What is a normal life?You mean I'm not normal?

He quickly said, no, no, I mean, I will live an ordinary life.

I laughed again: It’s good to be brave. Anyway, I told my mother that I will not get married in the future, and she likes you so much. Isn’t it good that your child recognizes me as a godfather?

He said: Don't do this.

I changed the subject and said: It’s okay, when you get married, you must invite me to go, don’t worry, I won’t snatch the marriage, I will give you a big red envelope, emmmmm I will save money, and then I will buy you a car .

Then, I patted him on the back and said, oops, don’t be like this, it’s easy to get together and break up, I don’t often say, are you drunk today when you have wine?Hahahahaha

He didn't speak, staring at the road ahead, I turned my face and looked out the window, in June, the weather is still so cold, I never felt that summer is so cold.

When I arrived at the train station, it took less than 10 minutes to leave the train. I went to collect the ticket, check the ticket and enter the station. I turned around and saw him outside. I ran out immediately, hugged him and kissed him like the first time.

Six years ago, I came to this small town alone. I thought that today, six years later, I would leave alone. I thought I could take something with me, but what this city left me was only a little bit of sweetness. I have come to endure so much suffering.

I got on the train, by the window, the terminal of this train was my hometown, so there were not many people.

At this time, I started to twitch unscrupulously, tears flowed out, and what blended with the darkness was sadness.

I just realized that he and I are really over, really over.

When I think that he will be on someone else's bed in the future, will cover others with quilts, put on clothes, buy things for others, and give them all the love, my heart feels like colic.

When I thought that I would not be the one who would be by his side in the future, I burst into tears.

In the future, I will not be the one who will accompany him on New Year's Eve, I will not be the one who washes his clothes, I will not be the one who brings him water, I will not be the one who kisses him, and I will not be the one who holds his hand.

I hope that in this life, I will never forget him.

The most painful thing about losing someone is not the turbulent discomfort when you just lost it, but when you thought that time had healed everything, but you thought of this person unexpectedly every now and then, lingering, and coming again and again.

I still think of him inadvertently, at night, in my heart.

This is the end of the story. Words are like words. I would like to dedicate this article to those who have love in their hearts and yearn for it.

A Lanzhou in Chongqing on December [-], [-]

I love him and will always love him, even if he is no longer mine.This post is over.

friends.Goodbye to the rivers and lakes.

I originally wanted to give a good ending, but ah, how could there be such a good ending, it was just fabricated by some unscrupulous writers.

Thing, that's it.

I wrote a novel about him and me, and it must have a good ending.

Friends who are interested at that time, we will make an appointment again.

Waiting for you, see you soon.