blue shard

On December 12, the snow turns to light snow

Christmas is coming soon, and the hotel has to plan festive activities!Hanging lanterns, banners, Christmas trees, as well as lucky draws for customers, double treatment for VIPs, various festive packages, full gifts for ordinary customers, etc., all of which have to be finalized with my sister!

Ever since Tianyi left, the weather has not been fucking easy for some reason!Maybe it's because I think Tianyi is too miserable, God can't stand it anymore, so let's cry! From August to October, there are often heavy rains, and that period is also the time when I feel the most depressed!Winter is even more snowy, and the blizzard continues!It must be that God thinks we are too worthy of sympathy, too damn pathetic, so he is sad again?

Last night must have been because I wanted Tianyi to cry, and today it snowed on time with me again!I watched the flying snow all over the sky, and drove slowly to Fortune Plaza to buy holiday supplies.Along the way, Naxue seemed to be telling what happened to Tianyi!What a beautiful man, but he was suffering from both physical and mental torture.Why is it so unfair to him?Why do you do this to him?Is it because he is too perfect?Is God jealous of his beauty?His talent?Forcing him such a life?It's fucking disgusting!

I remember that when I first met him, I was so envious of his life, but now I really feel sorry for him!Cry for him! "If... if Tianyi... oh! What the hell is there to do if!"

When I arrived at Fortune Plaza, I chose a parking space and parked the car. I took the elevator directly to the shopping area on the fourth floor. After shopping for a long time, I couldn’t find any suitable items. Now, go to the bathroom and smoke a cigarette!"

Smoking a cigarette, thinking about the past with Tianyi, his eyes were a little moist, he tidied himself up in the mirror, and was about to turn around and go out, when he suddenly found a familiar figure from the back in the mirror, wearing a short white mink coat, Chestnut-brown fluffy short hair, that figure, really looks like—"Impossible! It can't be him!"

I looked at the man with doubts on my face, "I must be missing him so much, I have hallucinations, everyone looks like him!"

But what happened next was, just for a second, just for a second, my heartbeat seemed to stop!I rushed towards him like crazy, hugged him tightly, and called out his name softly, "Tianyi, Tianyi!" Tears flowed down my face suddenly, and suddenly I couldn't say anything, just weeping and kissing Rubbing his hair, closing his eyes and feeling his heartbeat, his temperature, that familiar smell!

We looked at each other without much language, just tears! "You've lost weight!" We both blurted out almost at the same time!

We hugged tightly, as if we were telling each other, "Are you okay? Do you still blame me? I miss you, I miss you, do you know?" I hugged him tighter, for fear that he would leave me again , leave me alone...

"Tianyi, let's go home, don't hide from me anymore, okay! I myself..." (tears, choked up)

"I," Tianyi let go of his arms around me, "I, I, I'm used to being alone now." He spoke intermittently, faltering, and his voice was very low.

I know he doesn't have the courage to face me!Ashamed of Han Jiangzhi's live call to me that night!Yes, what an insult that was!Still in front of my lover's ears!Those who don't have the ability to bear it will lose their will at least, and at worst may lose their desire to live!It is a great courage for him to face me today and not run away, so how can he go back with me lightly?Yes, what he lacks now is courage, great courage!

"Okay! I'll give it to you!!!"

I lightly relaxed my arms around him, held his face and gave him a knowing smile, and then kissed him deeply!I want to tell him that I don't mind, I understand him!

He just cried and hugged me even tighter!Men also have a vulnerable side. As a homosexual, I naturally have a deep understanding!When I first entered the society, I lost all my mother's savings, and I didn't go out for more than three months, and I didn't even dare to face my mother!

Although that incident was of two natures with Tianyi, the mood afterward should be similar, especially as a man, as Tianyi, a star-studded figure, and his own company, but became...

What kind of endurance is that?Maybe my self-esteem has turned to ashes?love him!Just give him courage!Get him back on his feet!

I took his hand, rushed out of the bathroom without hesitation, entered the elevator, came to the underground parking lot, pushed him into the car forcibly, fastened his seat belt, and locked the car door, completely ignoring the snow and slippery road. , all the way home!

In my memory, Tianyi always loves to talk and laugh, and has a cheerful personality!But at this moment, he was so reserved in front of me, he just shed tears silently throughout the whole process, never said a single word, his mood was extremely low!

I stopped the car, unbuckled his seat belt, pulled him out of the car, and put my arms around his waist tightly, as if I was afraid that he would run away. I ignored the eyes of the elders and aunts in the community, and walked straight home!

Opening the door, I naturally slipped my slippers into the room, but he just stood there looking at this long-lost, familiar and strange, former home!I know he is hesitant, even timid!

I patiently took off his shoes, put on slippers, pulled him into the house, took off his coat, took him to the bathroom, washed his hands, washed his face, dried him, and applied his favorite skin care products...

He likes to be clean. In the past, the first thing he had to do when he entered the house was this procedure. He didn't resist, like a child who had just been found and ran away from home, bowed his head and just shed tears, silently.

I pushed him upstairs, pushed him to sit on the edge of the bed, and held his face, "Are you hungry? Haven't you eaten yet? Wait, I'll go get you something to eat."

The moment I turned around, he gently held my finger, "Ayin," the voice was very small, even choking.

My heart also trembled, the eye circles were red again, and I could no longer control the yearning for him hidden in my heart for more than four months, I turned around and hugged him tightly, closed my eyes and kissed him gently , sucking and biting him, stroking his soft and fluffy hair, warming his long-frozen heart, conveying endless thoughts about him, collecting his fragmented soul and scattered memories without words...

After a long time, he finally responded!His tongue moved!Heartbeat started to speed up again!The skin is also soft and warm again!Hands started stroking my back again...

I took advantage of the situation and gently put him down, and fell on the big bed that once left our happy memories, kissed him, caressed him, and gnawed him fiercely...

……

In this way, Tianyi returned to my life, we still go out together, although Tianyi is not talking and laughing like before, but he is by my side after all!I am full and happy!I never mention those unhappy things, as if it never appeared in our world.

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Christmas is coming soon, and I have prepared a self-righteous gift for him; a yinhangka full of achievements in the past few months!The card contains all my love for him, all my emotions!And the love, trust, and kindness he gave me!Plus my salary, the total is 125 million RMB!