Notebook for teachers and students of the School of Journalism

But when he really unbuttoned Gu Baishi's pants, he felt a little scared when he thought that such a big thing was going to be stuffed into his body.

Lu Xihan was not gay before, and after he fell in love with Gu Baishi, he deliberately learned about it, but it was all on paper, and in practice, he was a fool.

"Why don't we go take a shower?" Lu Xihan flinched, he didn't mean to flirt after flirting!

Gu Baishi didn't seem to intend to let him go, he grabbed Lu Xihan's hand, "wash together."

Lu Xihan stared at him blankly, thinking that Gu Baishi was really going to take the last step with him, and suddenly became nervous, he said to himself, there is nothing to be afraid of, isn't it just being...

Gu Baishi dragged him to the bathroom, although the two of them had seen each other naked before, but it was the first time that they were naked at the same time.

Lu Xihan didn't know where to put his gaze, so he could only raise his head and look at the ceiling, wondering whether he should take the initiative in bed later.

Gu Baishi used the shower to rub foam for him, and seeing him singing to the sky, he couldn't help being a little funny.

"You finished drinking last time, doesn't it seem like this?"

The itchy flesh on Lu Xihan's waist was washed, so he couldn't help but smile and dodge. He pretended to be stupid and said, "What was it like last time?"

Gu Baishi was silent for a moment, turned him over, and washed his back, "It's more clingy than now." It's also more childish.

Lu Xihan turned around, put his arms around Gu Baishi's neck, pressed his foamy and slippery body against it, and said with a smile, "I'm also very clingy to Teacher now."

Gu Baishi pinched his buttocks, Lu Xihan blushed all of a sudden, he avoided and said, "You are different from last time."

Gu Baishi smiled and said, "What was I like last time?"

"More serious than now." At that time, he tried so hard to seduce, Gu Baishi actually gave him a bath in a gentlemanly manner, and did nothing.

"Don't you remember what happened that night?" Gu Baishi asked suddenly with his arms around his waist.

Lu Xihan was stunned, he was in a bad mood, so he heard Gu Baishi continue,

"You still asked me that morning, why were you on my bed?" His hands moved between Lu Xihan's slender waist, with moderate strength, "Huh?"

Alarm bells were ringing in Lu Xihan's heart. At that time, he deliberately pretended to be drunk and then lost his memory, because he felt that the "drunk talk" he said the night before was too shameful, and he was embarrassed to go down the slope and stay at Gu Baishi's house.Unexpectedly, it was accidentally exposed tonight!He had no choice but to change the subject:

"Shall we wash up and go to bed earlier?"

Gu Baishi smiled, "Okay, let's go to bed early."

Lu Xihan felt that Gu Baishi's resting meant something, and he really accidentally tricked himself again.He took a deep breath, looked up and said:

"Okay, sir, I'm ready!"

Gu Baishi couldn't help but asked, "What are you thinking?"

Lu Xihan was stunned, "Don't we want...to do something different?"

Gu Baishi asked, "What's different?"

When Lu Xihan didn't believe Gu Bai, he really didn't understand. He made it clear that he wanted to see his own jokes, so he couldn't help being a little angry.

"Forget it, let's go straight to sleep." As if nothing happened, and when he regretted that he went to tease Gu Bai without being ready tonight, he flinched in the end.

However, in the next second, Gu Baishi kissed him on the lips, and was hugged tightly into his arms.

After the long kiss, Lu Xihan and Gu Baishi were a little emotional. They hugged each other naked, feeling the heat from each other.

"Xihan, I know you won't get drunk easily, last time you wanted me to take the initiative to keep you, didn't you?"

Lu Xihan suddenly opened his eyes wide, he struggled in a panic, but was hugged even tighter by Gu Baishi

"I also know that you don't like my cooking, but you pretend to like it every time, is it because you are afraid that I will be unhappy?"

Lu Xihan closed his eyes. In fact, he couldn't see Gu Baishi's expression even with his eyes open. This was just a way to escape himself. He felt that he was being peeled off layer by layer by Gu Baishi.

"Don't be nervous, I just want to tell you two things." Gu Baishi gently stroked his smooth back.

"The first point, I like all your looks, whether it's you in the past, you in the present, or you in the future."

He felt Lu Xihan's body trembling slightly, and turned on the shower to let warm water sprinkle on the two of them, the sound of water lingering in the bathroom.

"The second point is that you don't have to work hard, don't work hard, and don't need to be insincere when I like you. You have to be confident, no matter what you say or do, I will always like you."

"Understood?" He asked softly in Lu Xihan's ear.

Lu Xihan only lowered his head, but his slightly twitching body betrayed his tears.

Gu Baishi didn't know why he cried again, and suddenly he felt distressed: "What's wrong?"

Lu Xihan choked up and said, "Teacher, do you really want to hear me tell the truth?"

Gu Baishi kissed his side face, "I hope that everything you tell me in the future will be the truth."

"Well, I want to tell the teacher, first, you really don't know how to talk about love." Lu Xihan pushed him away, and said with red eyes.

Gu Baishi was stunned, and then he continued,

"What did you say about the first point and the second point? It's really like being in class, and it's not romantic at all." Gu Baishi always likes to say the first yunyun, the second yunyun, and the last yunyun in class, and then ask if he understands .

"What else?" Gu Baishi didn't realize his own problem, and felt a little guilty for a while.

Lu Xihan opened up the chatter box, and continued: "Second, the dishes cooked by the teacher are really bad, the kind that you can't eat." He grabbed Gu Baishi's arm and said in a low voice,

"But I didn't praise you because I was afraid that you would be unhappy, because no one has cooked for me for a long time. I cherish it very much, do you know?" He started cooking for his mother when he was ten years old, and later After his mother left, he could only cook for himself.How did Gu Baishi know that the casual meals he cooked could even make Lu Xihan secretly blush?

"I will improve my culinary skills, and I have started to learn now." Gu Baishi admitted frankly and expressed his determination.

But Lu Xihan cried even more fiercely. He wanted to say that he was used to cooking, not to mention that he liked to cook for Gu Baishi, but he knew that his teacher Gu would never leave him in the kitchen alone.

"Third, the teacher is really slow. I have liked you for so long, and I have loved you so hard, and I was afraid of being discovered by you. In the end, I could only say I like you by pretending to be drunk, but you still blame me for liking you too hard. "The more Lu Xihan spoke, the more angry he became, and he didn't know whether he was angry or sad.

"Do you know that if I don't work harder, you might not be able to remember my name?"

Gu Baishi immediately denied, "No, I remembered you from the beginning." He was always face-blind, but he remembered Lu Xihan's face strangely.

Lu Xihan disagreed, "You said I didn't have to work hard to make you like me, but if it wasn't for my hard work, you might have been with Teacher Yan long ago!" If Lu Xihan hadn't killed halfway that night, Who knows what the ending will be?

"Actually... I already liked you back then." Gu Baishi said with some embarrassment.

Lu Xihan said, "Look, you obviously liked me a long time ago, but I still tried my best to let you know."

Gu Baishi didn't know what to say, Lu Xihan was like a puffed up puffer fish, as if he had endless grievances to express, so he had no choice but to hold him in his arms again.

"It was my fault. In the future, can we all meet honestly like today?"

Lu Xihan bit his shoulder and snorted, "Then let me tell you, I really want to have sex with you, but I'm a little scared, can you understand?"

Gu Baishi smiled, "It's okay, I will try my best to do well, if you feel uncomfortable, you can tell me, don't hold back."

That night Gu Baishi was really gentle, but also really jerky.

Lu Xihan still didn't tell him honestly how much pain he had, he couldn't bear Gu Baishi to feel guilty for him.

Practice makes perfect, at worst, you just need to learn more.