Concise and profound

Looking at Yan Jian with a gloomy face, Liu Yishen subconsciously took a step back.

After that, he didn't say anything, but lowered his head, and under Xu Chenyao's suspicious gaze, he returned to the guest room where he was originally.

After closing the door tightly, in the dark and closed space, Liu Yishen fell powerlessly on the bed, he could still smell the smell left by him and Yan Jian last night.

The smell mixed with Alpha and Omega pheromones is sometimes a natural aphrodisiac, Liu Yishen has long been used to this smell, and even unconsciously intoxicated.

However, the more his body sank, the more painful his mental consciousness became, which made Liu Yishen want to get rid of it very much.

Liu Yishen reminded himself over and over again that his relationship with Yan Jian is not visible, and he can only sneak around forever, and cut off all thoughts that should not be had.

Today, Xu Chenyao bumped into her face to face, and Yan Jian was obviously very unhappy. He probably had to spend time explaining to Xu Chenyao.

The Yan family and the Xu family are family friends. Since the grandfather's generation, the two families have started a business together and shared joys and sorrows. Their fathers' friendship is also good, and they have been friends for decades.

When Yan Jian and Xu Chenyao were still in their mother's womb, their parents made a baby marriage for them. It happened that after the two were born, Yan Jian was Alpha and Xu Chenyao was Omega.

Xu Chenyao's appearance is cute and pleasing, and his temperament is also well-behaved and sensible. Yan's family members like him very much, and he is also the daughter-in-law that Yan Jian's parents have long recognized.

Yan Jian and Xu Chenyao grew up together, and they often visited each other when they were neighbors.Three years in kindergarten, plus six years in elementary school, they were both together. They were in different junior high schools in the first year of junior high school, and later in the second year of junior high school, Xu Chenyao transferred to Yan Jian.

In fact, Liu Yishen was also from that junior high school, but after Xu Chenyao transferred to another school, Liu Yishen had already graduated, so naturally he had never seen her.

Later, Yan Jian chose to stay in China to study high school, and went to Liu Yishen's high school, while Xu Chenyao went abroad to study, and only returned from studying abroad two years ago.

For so many years, Yan Jian and Xu Chenyao have kept in touch, and there are many phone calls, videos, and emails between them.If Yan Jian goes to Canada on a business trip, he usually stays there for a few days, because he wants to catch up with Xu Chenyao.

Liu Yishen knew Xu Chenyao for the first time, much earlier than Xu Chenyao knew him.Liu Yishen, who was in the third year of junior high school, saw the photos on Yan Jian's phone.

In the photo, Yan Jian was hanging on the shoulders of another handsome boy, and the blue T-shirts they were wearing were also of the same style.

At that time, Liu Yishen was just a teenage boy, and he liked to tease Yan Jian more. He frowned, "Xiao Jian, is he your friend? You and him seem to have a good relationship."

"Anyway, it's much better than you!" Yan Jian grabbed the phone and quickly put it away, "Xiaoyao and I grew up together, he is very righteous, unlike you who always tease me."

Liu Yishen reached out and rubbed Yan Jian's head, smiled and did not refute.

After Xu Chenyao left, in the next few days, Liu Yishen seemed to be "grounded" by Yan Jian.He wanted to go to the hospital to accompany his father, but Yan Jian disagreed, saying that he would go in two days, and Yan Jian would arrange for other people to take care of him; his younger brother was about to be released from prison, and Liu Yishen was going to visit him in prison, but Yan Jian shook her head and refused , indicating that Liu Yishen's identity is sensitive, and it is best not to go in and out of that kind of place in the near future.

Liu Yishen didn't want to continue living here with Yan Jian, and felt uncomfortable. He wanted to go back to his apartment, but Yan Jian sneered: "Liu Yishen, does that house belong to you? Didn't you spend my money to buy it? Didn’t everything you have now come from me?”

Liu Yishen hesitated: "..."

"Do you remember that four years ago you took off your clothes, took my money, and promised me something?"

There is a knife in Yan Jian's words, and every word is heart-piercing, always reminding Liu Yishen of those embarrassing and humiliating pasts.

"Liu Yishen, don't forget, if you didn't have me back then, how would you be where you are now?"

Liu Yishen responded silently, indeed, what Yan Jian said was right.

Sometimes he would think, if that man back then was not Yan Jian, then who would be the benefactor who raised him now?In the past four or five years, how many people have changed?

Liu Yishen couldn't imagine, the more he thought about it, the more frightened he became, hugged his body tightly, and curled up in a corner of the bed.

That night, Yan Jian told Liu Yishen to kneel on the bed and tossed him again.

Liu Yishen cried, and he uttered a complete sentence intermittently and with great difficulty, "Yan... Yan Jian, let's... stop..."

Yan Jian was taken aback when he heard the words, and then vented hastily.

Liu Yishen knew that she had let Yan Jian down again.

Yan Jian pinched Liu Yishen's chin, and stared at his steamy, lustful eyes: "What did you just say? Say it again."

"Yan Jian, let's... let's break up."

Liu Yishen's tone was neither sad nor happy, flat and indifferent, as if she was talking about an unimportant matter, but she was crying silently in her heart...

One year when Liu Yishen celebrated his birthday, Yan Jian bought a cake from the "Shenyi" dessert shop. His fingers dipped on the cake, and the sweet taste that was put into Liu Yishen's mouth was still fresh in Liu Yishen's memory. No matter how long it has passed, whenever he thinks about it, he will still blush and shy.

Two years before his debut, Liu Yishen was still a singer. Once he wrote and practiced songs until late at night, and suddenly the power went out. Liu Yishen, who was afraid of the dark, was at a loss for a moment.

Fortunately, the darkness didn't last too long. Two red light sticks lit up in the room. Yan Jian held up the light sticks and walked towards him step by step like his fans.

As for the earlier events, Liu Yishen sometimes misses the youthful time in middle school and high school, and also thinks of the innocent and stubborn Yan Jian in the past.

In the debate competition, Yan Jian will argue with others until his tongue is dry because of a question; on the basketball court, because he lost the game, he has no choice but to call Liu Yishen's "brother" Yan Jian, and it is easy to be teased to blush .

When Yan Jian has completely memorized the entire classical Chinese essay, solved the last difficult problem in the math test, and finally surpassed Liu Yishen in height, he would unconsciously raise his chin, triumphant...

It's a pity that these pasts have been broken and can't go back to the beginning.

"Liu Yishen, you're finally tired of me, don't you want to bear it anymore?" Yan Jian asked, while letting go of Liu Yishen's chin.

"We were wrong from the start."

It was a wrong start, Liu Yishen didn't want to make the same mistake again, if it continues, it is very likely that it will be lost forever.

"Liu Yishen, is it wrong to meet me?" Yan Jian sneered again, "Do you think everything you have experienced with me is wrong?"

"..." Liu Yishen lowered her eyes.

"You want to break our relationship, to separate from me?" Yan Jian shook her head again and again, her eyes were terribly cold, "I'm sorry, Mr. Liu, I haven't played enough, I'll talk about it when I get tired of it."

After finishing speaking, Yan Jian got up in a hurry, slammed the door and went out.