grow up with him

At five o'clock in the morning, the summer sky has begun to appear slightly fishy white, and the misty blue is getting deeper and deeper from east to west, and finally supports two lone stars.

Mo Dong didn't sleep well all night, he always woke up shortly after being fascinated by his eyes, and the messy dream fragments filled his mind, which made people upset.

Seeing the light outside the window, Mo Dong couldn't help jumping off the bed, hurriedly put on his shoes, and ran downstairs.

"Boom boom boom!"

In the quiet early morning, the sound of going down the stairs was particularly distinct.

Li Fenfen, who was sleeping upstairs, was woken up, and she yelled in a daze, "Dongdong?"

"Da-bang!" She was answered by the sound of opening and closing the door.

Mo Dong was running on the deserted road, and the street lights that had been on all night were being turned off according to the systematic settings, one by one, starting from behind him.

In front of him, the lights were dim, and behind him was the faintly bright morning, and he was running vigorously at the junction.

Run to where he wants to ask an answer.

It's so early now that even the bus doesn't go to work.

Mo Dong could only run.

In fact, if it wasn't because it was late at night when he figured it out, he would have wanted to run there in the middle of the night.

"Hu-hu-"

Dong Mo's house is some distance away from Xia Le's house.As time went by, pedestrians gradually appeared on the road.

"call--!"

When Mo Dong ran to the gate of Xia Le Community, he couldn't help but bend down and put his hands on his knees to breathe.The boy who ran too fast and too fast was like a burning furnace, his chest heaving violently.

In the security room, the guard is sitting and dozing off, nodding his head.

Mo Dong slowed down, walked lightly into the community through the small gate.

Xia Lejia.

The living room was dark with the curtains drawn so that no light could come in.There were a lot of things on the ground in a mess, and a figure was sitting on the ground, leaning against the sofa, with his head bowed.

"Bang bang!" There was a knock on the door.

The figure's drooping head moved slightly.

"Lele!" Outside the door, Mo Dong's voice came through.

The figure sitting there finally moved.He got up and walked towards the door, but stumbled over something on the ground.

With a pale hand with distinct knuckles, he grasped the doorknob, but paused.The hanging left hand trembled slightly.

"..."

Xia Le looked down at her left hand and laughed silently.

At this moment, he was engulfed by thick darkness and sadness.

"What's the matter?" The hand holding the doorknob was put down, and the right hand firmly pressed the left hand. Xia Le leaned against the door and asked in a natural tone.

"Lele, open the door first." Mo Dong yelled, panting after strenuous running.

"..." Xia Le was silent for a moment, looked at the right hand that was tightly holding on to the left hand, and then said, "I'm...inconvenient..."

"Lele." Although I don't know what is inconvenient, but Mo Dong really has something important to ask Xia Le, he said seriously, "I have something very important to ask you to confirm!"

"..."

Is there any sound from inside the door?

"Lele?" Mo Dong finally realized that Xia Le was not quite right today.But I haven't heard anything from him yet.

"Squeak!"

The door opened.

The door was only opened a little, and Xia Le stood at the door and said, "Go ahead." His face was pale, and his eyes were frighteningly dark because of the lack of light.

The opening of the door is only enough for two people to talk. If the conversation is not congenial, it can be closed as soon as possible to separate the two people.

"Lele?" Mo Dong was a little surprised by Xia Le's current state, but there was one very important thing that occupied all his mind.

"Yeah." Xia Le responded softly, staring at Mo Dong with undisguised greed, like a hungry person about to start fleeing famine, taking one last look at the banquet.

"Lele."

Mo Dong stepped forward, squeezed open the door a little, held Xia Le's head in both hands, closed his eyes and kissed, soft lips touching together.

One with eyes closed, one with eyes wide open.The kiss is extremely intimate, the breath lingers in the narrow space, and all they feel is the existence of another person.

Xia Le only felt his warm hands, only touched his soft lips, and only saw his tightly closed long eyelashes trembling slightly.

Those eyes opened, looking at Xia Le with eyes that were clearly pure black but always filled with stars.

"I like you, Lele." Mo Dong said, looking at Xia Le who was kissed by him.

Sure enough, Lele is different.

He would want to kiss Charle, but not any other friend.

He hurried over early in the morning, he just wanted to kiss Xia Le to confirm.

Even if you know that men and men can fall in love and get married, even if you know that kissing now has a different meaning from before.

but.

He still wanted to kiss Xia Le.

He likes Xia Le.

"I want to kiss someone, do I like it?" Mo Dong thought.

"I want to be with that person forever, do I like it?" Mo Dong thought.

"I want to be the closest to him, because I like it?" Mo Dong thought.

If these are not likes, then Mo Dong doesn't know what likes are.

So, Mo Dong said to Xia Le now:

"I like you, Lele."

Xia Le stared at him blankly.He always thought that he would get nothing...always thought that if he got it for a while, he would lose it...

Just like when he was a child, He Youran couldn't wait for Xia Guangtian, he couldn't get the answer from the moon.

He Youran's crying and hysteria left bruises and pinches on hidden places on his body time and time again.

He stood in the corner and looked at the laughing children outside the balcony, turned on the TV while He Youran was taking a nap and looked at the mothers inside, stood by the window in the middle of the night and looked up at the never-speaking Mr. Moon.

Xia Le will not be happy.

This is probably He Youran's wanton curse, and it is also the default hidden in Xia Le's heart.

Xia Le, it should always be painful.

Otherwise, why, starting from being sensible, I prayed in my heart again and again, but nothing changed.

Mo Dong is his greedy favorite, but he never thought that the light really shines into the abyss.

It landed at the bottom of the abyss, on Xia Le's heart.

"Lele..." After saying something that seemed like a confession, Mo Dong blushed belatedly, and he looked at Xia Le nervously.He likes Lele, what about Lele?

Xia Le smiled.

It's hard for Mo Dong to describe this smile, it's like an oasis temple in the dry desert, the light falls into it, and the only believer is singing piously.

Precious to scarcity, bright to redemption.

Mo Dong was pulled into the house, a pale hand clasped the back of his head, and the kiss on his lips intensified.

The abyss caught the light, pressed it in its arms, and flirted wantonly.

"Squeak—" The unattended door slowly closed, but it never closed properly.

No one cares.

Mo Dong knew for the first time that Kiss could stick out his tongue and lick his lips.

The tip of his soft and warm tongue licked his lips, and his heart trembled.

"Mo Dong..."

Vague words, intimate and low.

For the first time, Mo Dong knew that biting a person's mouth with his teeth can penetrate into a person's heart.

Biting his lips with his teeth, Mo Dong felt that his lips were about to be swallowed.

——and then it was really swallowed.

It was clearly her own lips, but they were aggressively swallowed into another person's mouth.That person was still not satisfied, the tip of his tongue unscrupulously invaded his own mouth, twitching his panicked tongue.

The coating of the tongue was slid over, the spine trembled, and a strange pleasure rushed from the tailbone to the brain, making the scalp numb.

The mouth has become another person's exclusive paradise, every inch is carefully explored and licked, leaving a strong smell.

Mo Dong reluctantly looked at the looting person, but he could only see the extraordinarily bright eyes in the darkness.

For some reason, Mo Dong felt like he was trapped, as if he had fallen into a swamp, and he would never have a chance to escape.

"..."

I can't say what I want to say, and the tip of my tongue is forced to dance with it.

Lele.

Unable to speak, Mo Dong raised his hand and gently touched Xia Le's eyes.

The long curled eyelashes trembled and slid across Mo Dong's fingertips.

Inexplicably, Mo Dong wanted to appease Xia Le.So, he tried to cater to the unfamiliar contact, gently licking the intruder with the tip of his tongue.

The kissing movement paused for a moment, and then, Mo Dong was greeted with an even more intense kiss.

When Xia Le let him go, both of them couldn't breathe steadily, and some reactions were clear at a glance.

"It's time for breakfast..." Xia Le changed the subject.

"Oh, oh." Mo Dong nodded indiscriminately.

Xia Le looked at him, looked and looked, and finally couldn't help touching the top of Mo Dong's head and said, "I'm very happy."

Scan to see the changes between the two. "I'm going to take a shower first..." Xia Le didn't say why she took a shower, and turned to the bathroom to calm down.

Mo Dong's face was super red, he sat on the sofa, looked at the ceiling, and couldn't help but look at his spirited little brother, and spat: "Why are you so unbelievable!" He was so embarrassed.

Young man, I'm so embarrassed to be emotional.

By the time Xia Le came out of the bathroom with cold steam, the curtains of the living room had already been drawn.

The morning light came in, dispelling all the darkness and brightening it up.Mo Dong was standing on the balcony, leaning on the railing to look outside, his figure was outlined in the morning light.

Hearing footsteps, he turned his head and saw Xia Le smiled: "Lele!"

Xia Le just looked at him like this, her heart softened.

"Lele, what are you buying these for?" Mo Dong turned around, pointed to the messy things on the living room floor and asked.

Xia Le blinked her eyelashes and said, "I want to go camping with you."

"Where are you going?" Mo Dong was very interested, and walked over to pick and choose.

"Not yet." Xia Le lied with her eyes open.

"What is the rope for?" Mo Dong picked up a bundle of rope.

"Tie it around your waist to prevent you from falling behind when climbing a mountain."

"Is this a razor blade?" Mo Dong picked up another thing.

"It's very sharp, and it's very convenient to engrave marks on the road."

"Does alcohol prevent injury?" Mo Dong picked up the alcohol and answered it himself.

"Ah."

Finally, Mo Dong picked up a box of condoms in his hand.

Both were silent.

In the end, Xia Le spoke with a difficult voice: "It's...boys...it's more convenient than paper towels."

"Oh." Mo Dong put it down hastily, and changed the subject, "Go camping and call Anwei and the others?" His eyes subconsciously looked at Xia Le...somewhere.

Xia Le's throat tightened, her ears turned red, and she gave a soft "um".

But their camping plans were doomed.Anwei went to do odd jobs in his company.He Haoran went to spend the summer vacation with his grandparents.Xu Yang was pressured by his family to enroll in the "Excellence Class for High School Freshmen".Wang Qianqian is going to learn dancing.

Mountain.and Sanxi.

And two people go?Li Fenfen seriously dismissed it: "Two children, it's not safe! Just play in the city!"

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Update a little earlier than yesterday~