romantic accident

An Ming knew that he was holding a heavy trophy in his hand, but his heart was light and chaotic.

He is not living more easily than Zheng Yuzhang these days. He often thinks, even without Lin Yi, they would not have gone for a long time. This relationship can last for five or ten years, can it last for a lifetime?

He knew it was impossible, leaving sooner or later, he just wanted to save a little dignity for himself.

After a while, someone knocked on the door. An knew that it was Director Ni, but he didn't expect it to be Zheng Yuzhang.

He has been standing outside An Mingzhi's door without leaving.

"I want to rest." An Mingzhi said.

Zheng Yuzhang pressed against the door forcefully to prevent him from closing it. Today he was dressed very formally and attended the ceremony. He wore a tie that An Mingzhi gave him on his birthday a certain year. He may have flown over after work, showing a little tiredness. Embarrassed.

He called An Mingzhi, "Baby."

An Ming's hand that knew he was about to close the door shook, and the softest part of his heart was touched.He turned his head away: "Stop shouting like that."

Zheng Yuzhang didn't seem to hear him, took the opportunity to squeeze in, closed the door, and hugged him as usual.He begged almost humbly: "Don't make trouble with me, go back."

An Mingzhi struggled a few times uncomfortably: "Let go first..."

"Don't let go." Zheng Yuzhang hugged him tightly.

An Mingzhi was wrapped in a strong familiar atmosphere, and heard Zheng Yuzhang say: "I have never had a relationship with anyone, why don't you believe me?"

"I don't want to mention it now."

Zheng Yuzhang was a little anxious: "I just want to explain clearly to you."

An Mingzhi was also a little impatient, pushed him away, lowered his head and blinked: "But I don't want to hear it now." Zheng Yuzhang always didn't understand what the problem was.

Being with Zheng Yuzhang made him feel insecure, he could spread scandals at any time, he could flirt with other people at any time, even if nothing happened between him and Lin Yi, what about next time?No one can guarantee that they will not do anything out of the ordinary when they are not sober.

But think about it, why does Zheng Yuzhang give him a sense of security, they are not legitimate lovers.

He always forgets about it.

Zheng Yuzhang was stunned for a while, and just about to say something, An Mingzhi's cell phone rang, and it was Wei Ming.

"Brother Wei."

"Congratulations, I know." Wei Ming on the phone was a little excited. This is the first little actor he brought out. Although the award this time cannot be compared with the international awards, it is worth a lot.

An Mingzhi said politely, "Brother Wei chose the script for me."

Wei Ming smiled and changed the subject. This is the reason why he called An Mingzhi: "Mingzhi, have you checked the trending searches?"

An Ming knew that he hadn't used Weibo for a long time, so he was at a loss: "What's wrong?"

"There is an actor named Ye in your crew, and he posted a video just now. It was filmed at the finale banquet, and there are you and Feng Chi in it..." Wei Ming hesitated: "Actually, it's nothing, it's because the fans made too much of a fuss , You peeled a shrimp for Feng Chi, but he cut it without noticing."

No one said, An Mingzhi had forgotten about it long ago, so he explained it to Wei Ming.Wei Ming nodded, and said, "Now it's spreading wildly on the Internet, and Fengchi Company means not to delete it, just to promote his new play."

"Brother Wei, what do you mean?"

"Deleting it now is a bit of a cover-up. I just want to trouble you to post an explanation on Weibo." Wei Ming said, "I'm afraid that Mr. Zheng will not be happy."

An Mingzhi looked up at Zheng Yuzhang, but said nothing.

Wei Ming didn't know that Zheng Yuzhang was in front of him, so he told the truth: "I know, I know everything about you and Mr. It's really over for the two of you, I'm afraid it will be hard to say in the future..."

Even if he is on fire now, has just won the best actor, and is bringing huge benefits to the company, being hidden by the snow is a matter of words, as long as someone thinks about it.Wei Ming was euphemistically reminding him not to make too much trouble with Zheng Yuzhang.

Zheng Yuzhang stood opposite An Mingzhi and didn't know why, but when he glanced at him with cold eyes, his heart was crushed like ice balls, and he felt a little innocently wronged.

"I know it in my heart." An Mingzhi said, "I will post a Weibo to explain to fans later, and you can figure out the rest."

Wei Ming said yes and hung up the phone.

"Wei Ming?" Zheng Yuzhang asked.He could vaguely hear the voice in the microphone, but didn't hear the specific content.

An Mingzhi gave a perfunctory "hmm".

Zheng Yuzhang had nothing to say, looked for the trophy on the table, and said, "By the way, congratulations."

"Thank you."

None of them knew, each of them imagined the scene after An Mingzhi won the first grand prize.

At that time, An Mingzhi was still young, and he thought that when he got the award, he would kiss the trophy first and then Zheng Yuzhang when he got home. These were the two most important things to him in life, and it was hard for him to have them at the same time.He wants to kiss Zheng Yuzhang, open wine and celebrate in their house, while the two are slightly drunk and have sex/love until midnight, he thinks there is no moment when he will be happier than that time.

Zheng Yuzhang also thought about it, he thought he would kiss his An Mingzhi first, hug him around, whisper in his ear that the baby is great, at night when An Mingzhi sleeps with the trophy, he hugs him he sleeps.One day, An Mingzhi will have everything he dreamed of, and he has An Mingzhi.

It's just that the world is erratic and good luck makes people play tricks. I don't know whether to say that An Ming knew that this trophy was won too late or they separated too early.

There was a moment of silence in the air, and Zheng Yuzhang wanted to say something, but An Mingzhi pushed him away vigorously, strode towards the bathroom, and retched while holding the sink.

Zheng Yuzhang came over, stood outside the bathroom and saw this scene, feeling indescribably distressed.

After only living together for a few days, An Mingzhi didn't take good care of himself.He frowned and asked softly, "Are you sick?"

An Mingzhi turned on the faucet, held the cold water, buried his face in his palms, and woke up for a few seconds before recovering from the nausea just now.Zheng Yuzhang handed him a dry towel.

"It's just a cold." His voice sounded a little weak: "I'm really tired, I'll talk about it tomorrow."

Zheng Yuzhang looked at him with a towel and said helplessly, "Okay."

He left after speaking.An Mingzhi looked at himself in the mirror, pale and dazed, at the beginning he rushed to Zheng Yuzhang with enthusiasm, but now the enthusiasm is exhausted, even he himself doesn't know what he wants.

Want to leave?Now that he has fulfilled his wish, why is he still not happy.

An Mingzhi thought about it in the mirror, and when he walked out of the bathroom, he found that Zheng Yuzhang hadn't left yet, and was helping him spread the quilt.

He saw An Mingzhi coming over, using the remote control by the bed to slightly increase the temperature in the room: "If you have a cold, don't blow the temperature so low."

An Mingzhi stopped and looked at him.

Zheng Yuzhang was restless, he wanted to stay, but he knew that An would not agree.So he licked his lips, and left before he opened his mouth to drive him away. Before leaving, he said: "Then, good night."

An Mingzhi remained silent, watching him walk out and close the door.

After Zheng Yuzhang left, his tense facial muscles relaxed.He couldn't be cruel to Zheng Yuzhang, as long as he begged himself one more time, An Ming knew that he would be soft-hearted and let him stay without dignity.

He was lying on the bed that Zheng Yuzhang helped him make, but he still couldn't fall asleep, tossing and turning, only endless insomnia.

Zheng Yuzhang knocked on the door of his room early the next morning with breakfast, but there was no answer from inside. The cleaning aunt swiped her card to open the door, saying that the person had already checked out.

Zheng Yuzhang couldn't believe it, and was so angry that he wanted to smash the wall. Just eight hours ago, An Mingzhi told him to talk about something tomorrow, and he disappeared when he came again.He asked his assistant to check An Mingzhi's flight, and it was ten past nine, and the plane had already taken off when he arrived.

Two and a half hours later, An Mingzhi landed in City H. He looked up at the hazy sky, thinking about something.

He was the one who lied to Zheng Yuzhang by not telling him that he was on the next morning's flight.He has his own worries, if Zheng Yuzhang knows, he will definitely follow, even the location of his new home will be exposed.

He really needs time and space to think about the problems between him and Zheng Yuzhang.

After the car accident, his thinking speed seems to be much slower. This may be a kind of post-traumatic disorder. After all, he has lost a lot of memory, and he is lucky to be alive.He's no longer able to make quick decisions, especially in this case, which just takes time to dilute.

After returning, he made a video call to his aunt, wanting to see Yang Yang.

The aunt is not very good at using the mobile phone, so she accidentally pressed the wrong button and hung up his request. After fiddling for a long time, she finally connected.

"Mr. An?"

"Well, is Yang Yang at home?" An Mingzhi asked.

Not far away, Yang Yang heard An Mingzhi's voice and ran over excitedly: "Brother! Is it brother!"

He was eager to tell what he missed, holding up his phone a little sadly: "Yangyang misses you so much, brother, when will you come back?"

An Mingzhi is most afraid that he will ask this question, but Zheng Yuyang will ask him every time he calls, because this is what he cares about the most, and he desperately wants An Mingzhi to go home.

Ke An knew that he couldn't give him an answer, so he had to refuse the job.

Zheng Yuyang knew that he always had to work for a long time, so he was a little disappointed: "Brother, come back soon! Dad said that Yangyang is going to go to the goose garden, and brother wants to go with Yangyang."

My aunt smiled and said, "Kindergarten is a place where children go."

"Go, brother is also a child."

The aunt teased him: "Then who is the adult?"

Zheng Yuyang thought for a while: "Father, there are you, grandma. Um... and grandparents."

An Ming couldn't help laughing when he knew it, no matter how cruel he was, he couldn't leave the child behind.

Zheng Yuyang was still begging him with his small mouth curled up: "Is it okay, is it okay?"

An Mingzhi looked at him expectantly, and his small appearance was about to cry. He really couldn't bear it, so he agreed first: "Okay."

"Then brother has to come back quickly!" He said.

An Mingzhi had tears in his eyes: "Okay."

Today, An Mingzhi has discovered that he has crushed himself into Zheng Yuzhang's life in the past eight years, and how difficult it is to separate and reshape himself now.Every memory of their life together, three meals a day, flowers and trees, Zheng Zhenzhen and Zheng Yuyang, every tiny thing is pulling him and preventing him from starting a new life.