Crush on "Big" Stars

Jian Yiwei drove to the intersection outside Lin Mingwei's house, saw Zhu Minyan standing there waiting, and quickly got out of the car and ran over.

"Where is Mingwei? The phone is also turned off."

She pursed her lips and replied, "Let's let it go for now, he has already studied abroad."

"Why..." Jian Yiwei felt unbelievable, and he didn't notice any sign of him leaving.

"It's his choice."

He looked away, looked up at the high street lights in front of him, which changed from red to green, and muttered to himself: "It's over so soon, there's no time to start..."

Unwilling to believe the facts, how would he adapt to life without Lin Mingwei by his side?

"not end yet."

Jian Yiwei seemed to hear a glimmer of hope from Zhu Minyan's words, and said sadly: "I didn't know how much I like him until today, and that he also likes me, but he never said he liked me."

"Not all love can be expressed in time. The reason why Lin Mingwei didn't say it was mainly because he was worried that he would lose you. He is a person who loves more and more fears. Do you want to know more about you and him?"

"Tell me all about it."

"We're talking as we walk."

Jian Yiwei nodded in agreement, and walked with her on the road, listening to her tell the story of the past.

"In the third year of high school, Lin Mingwei accidentally heard the song "Memories of the Rain in May" sung by you at the same table. Afterwards, the flames of love ignited like a prairie fire, and he fell in love with you hopelessly. He collected your albums and songs everywhere. The posters were out of control. Until the sophomore year, due to excellent grades, he was selected by the school as an exchange student with an art and design college abroad. It happened that when you released your second music album, his college roommate said that you were in There was an album signing event in Hangzhou, in order to meet you, he asked for leave to go to your signing event, seeing you made him so excited that he shed tears, and said it was the happiest day in his life, even seeing you was satisfied The joy of his college entrance examination results was not as good as the day he saw you. In the end, he got your autograph and music album as he wished, took many photos, and returned to school full of joy, only to find that he was betrayed by his roommate. The school knew Afterwards, his opportunity to go abroad as an exchange student was withdrawn, and what was even more ridiculous was that he was replaced by a roommate who betrayed him. Although he was unwilling, it was still irreversible. Just like Nietzsche said, "I feel sad not because you deceived me, but because It’s because I can’t trust you anymore’, being deceived by someone he trusted made him sad for a long time, and his dream of going abroad for further study was also disillusioned, but now, the missed opportunity is back in his hands, don’t you have the heart to let him do it again Is the dream broken?"

He shook his head heavily, and said: "I remember that there were not many fans at the album signing event, and I don't even remember his appearance at all."

"It's normal. At that time, you seemed to be in a relationship. You probably only had your girlfriend in your eyes. Of course, you couldn't notice other people."

Jian Yiwei smiled shyly, and unknowingly walked downstairs in the community, only to see Zhu Minyan stop, and took out a black key from the tasseled leather bag.

"Here, this is the key to Lin Mingwei's house. I think you should go in and have a look. This key was left to me when he first moved in. I didn't expect to use it in such a way. After all, it doesn't belong to me." Hey, the door on the right turn of the stairs on the fourth floor, the first room you enter."

"Thank you." He took the key, turned around and walked towards the gate. Zhu Minyan wanted him to go in alone, but because she was worried, she had no choice but to go to the fourth floor together and enter Lin Mingwei's home.

In fact, the door could always be open for him.

Walking into the room where all the album posters about him are stored, the walls are all framed photos of the second music album signing party, several of them are his blurry back, and there are even Candid photos while working with the studio.

Jian Yiwei's eyes wandered among the photo frames, carefully observing each photo, the temperature touched by his fingers was cold, his eyes gradually became moist, he looked down at the first album on the wooden table, and looked at it I suddenly realized one thing. It turned out that he had secretly gone to Hengdian on his birthday, and asked a little girl to ask him for an autograph...

"Lin Mingwei, who is willing to accompany you by your side and help you, has always been your favorite person."

"It would be a pity not to have you by my side." He whispered to himself, how can a boy who leaves all his affection to himself make people not love him?He was not moved, but felt that he should have discovered this secret about love earlier.

"Don't bother him. Becoming a painter has always been his dream. In fact, being by your side is also one of his dreams. These are the two wishes he must make on his birthday."

"My luck is given by him. I want to wait for him to come back and let this relationship continue."

"What if I can't wait?" She asked deliberately, just wanting to hear how he would respond to her.

"Ming Wei will come back to fulfill his wish, and I want him to realize it."

Zhu Minyan smiled reassuringly, and said: "I am very happy to see that you care about him. He didn't love the wrong person. Maybe leaving is the right choice."

Jian Yiwei was silent and didn't know what to say. An easel covered by a beige linen came into view. He hurried over and lifted the beige linen with his hands. What came into view was a completed oil painting - "Sadness" The Sea".

"He asked you for three days' leave to complete this painting, remember?"

"Remember," he looked carefully at the oil painting and saw the two boys standing by the sea holding hands in the painting. He smiled happily, suddenly understood the meaning, and said firmly: "He will definitely come back, I will wait for him."

"If you can say that, I'm relieved."

Jian Yiwei sighed softly, turned his face and asked, "You liked him, didn't you?"

"I was discovered by you, but he didn't know that he always liked you alone, even if it was a hint, it would be taken as a joke." She didn't want to hide it, and continued: "You are lucky to meet him."

"We are the same."

"Ah."

After a long time, the two walked out of the room. Zhu Minyan gently closed the door, hesitated for a moment, and said, "I know you must want to know why he left without saying goodbye. Lin Mingwei won't let me tell you, but I still want to tell you that he didn't leave YCS voluntarily." Entertainment company, everything is for you, understand?"

"Well, actually, I also thought about it." A faint flame ignited in his heart, and no one knew whether it was water or wind that was waiting...