Who can think of a name for me

"A movie just came out recently, let's go see it tomorrow!" I said, touching Lu Yuan who was lying on the bed with my elbow.

"Well... not tomorrow, Dr. Li has asked for leave, I have to substitute for him." Lu Yuan said in a daze, and fell asleep again, maybe he was too tired!

Lu Yuan and I have been together for two years and lived together for one year.He is a surgeon, and he is usually very busy. He originally thought that after living together, he would spend more time together, but the fact has not changed at all.In addition to normal working hours, there will be emergencies during holidays and holidays, but even if he takes the vacation as he wishes, he is still exhausted.This is completely different from me as a primary school teacher. Compared with him, my job is much easier. I am eager to spend more time with him, but I often feel that I am just alone!

When I woke up in the morning, Lu Yuan was gone and went to work again!What should I do on a rare Sunday?But as soon as I got out of bed, I felt a little dizzy. I guess I didn't sleep well. After all, I couldn't fall asleep because I kept thinking about Lu Yuan.I don’t know why I always feel that the relationship with him has faded like this. Although there are two people living together, I always feel that I live alone, eat alone, and wake up alone... If I keep doing this, can the relationship last long? ?

I pressed my head that was getting more painful, and decided not to think about it anymore, and leave it to tomorrow!

Just when the phone rang, it was Qin Zhi calling.He is my colleague, we both teach the same class, he teaches mathematics, I teach Chinese.But I don't know why he called today.

"Hey, Teacher Qin, what's the matter?" I asked.

"Ah, that's right. My friend gave me two movie tickets before. I remember you said you wanted to go to that movie. I thought I just don't have any other friends to go with. How about we go together?"

"You mean the new movie?" I couldn't help but exult.

"Well. Are you going then?"

"Of course!" I said loudly, unable to suppress my excitement, I have always liked the work of that director, and I have been looking forward to it since it started shooting!

So we made an appointment to go to the movies together.

"I didn't expect it to end like this!"

As soon as he came out of the movie theater, Qin Zhi couldn't help but sigh with emotion.

"Yeah, I really didn't expect it at all. And the actor played the two roles really well, but he managed both roles very well." I couldn't help but sigh with emotion, after all, good movies always make people praise Absolutely.

"It's great, you like it so much. I was afraid that asking you rashly would cause you trouble!" Qin Zhi said, looking at me and smiling.

"What are you talking about, we are all friends, why are you so polite. And I have to thank you! If it weren't for you, I wouldn't even know what I was doing today."

"Really? Don't you need to accompany your girlfriend?"

"Huh? I...I don't have a girlfriend." I do have a boyfriend.

"That's it, I don't have it either, why don't we go out to play together on weekends in the future!"

"Okay." Anyway, Lu Yuan will never be free on weekends.

"Then I'll take you back, I'm driving."

"Don't bother, it's not very far. I'll just take a taxi."

"Then... well. See you tomorrow!" Qin Zhi didn't insist, and left after saying goodbye.

As soon as I got out of the taxi, I was drenched in water. The weather is really strange, even though they are not far away, there is a clear sky over there, but there is a lot of wind and rain here.

I ran all the way home in the rain, drenched and felt chilly even in the heat of summer.

I entered the house, thinking that Lu Yuan didn't bring an umbrella, or I should go pick him up now, he should be back soon, so I'll call and ask.

"Hello, Xiaomo, what's the matter?" Lu Yuan's voice came from the phone.

"Well, I just thought you were going to get off work soon. It's raining, how about I pick you up?" I said, looking out the window, it was raining harder.

"Oh, I forgot to tell you, today is very busy, I guess I will be in the hospital."

"That's it, then you..." Pay attention to rest!Before I finished speaking, I heard a girl's voice on the phone, "Doctor Lu, the patients in Ward 203 are about to undergo surgery."

"Xiao Mo, I won't tell you now, I have to go to work." Lu Yuan hung up the phone after speaking.

I held my phone for a long time and didn't react. I knew I should be considerate of him, but I felt very lost in my heart. He was so busy that I was almost lost in the world.

"Ah!" I couldn't help but sneezed, only to realize that my wet clothes hadn't been changed yet, so I hurried to the bathroom to take a shower.

Lying on the bed, I recalled in my mind the days when I was just with Lu Yuan. He was also very busy at that time, but every time he was with me, he would always miss me and treat me in every possible way.But now even if he is by my side, he just looks tired. I have no other thoughts, just fear, fear that this relationship will be like this.

The alarm clock rang, and I struggled to get up. I only felt a splitting headache and a sore throat. It seemed that I had a cold.Originally planned to take some medicine, but found that there was no more at home, forget it, it’s not too serious, let’s go to work quickly!

"Morning!"

Qin Zhi greeted me as soon as he saw me.

"Morning." I replied, feeling a bit difficult to speak.

"What's wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable? It seems that your complexion is not very good." Qin Zhi looked at me worriedly, and planned to touch my forehead with his hand, but I avoided him, only to see that he was at a loss in embarrassment.

I hurriedly said: "It's okay, maybe I have a cold, it's not serious!"

"Oh, then remember to take your medicine, I'm going to class!"

"Ah."

I always feel that Qin Zhi is weird and seems to be too kind to me.I heard those female teachers gossip in the office before, and they all said that he was very indifferent and usually talked very little to others, but it seemed to me that this was not the case.

Finally, when I got off work, I felt dizzy all day, and I couldn't cheer up to do anything, I just felt so sleepy.

As soon as I walked out of the school gate, Qin Zhi parked the car in front of me.

"Li Mo, you're not feeling well, I'll see you off today!" He said as he opened the co-pilot's door.

"No need, I'll be there soon by bus." I declined, unwilling to have too much contact with him.

"Don't always refuse everything, I don't mean anything, I just want to send you off." When Qin Zhi said this, his smile disappeared, and he looked disappointed.

That's right, they just sent me home, why did I refuse to go to this point. "Thank you!" I sat down anyway.

During that time, Qin Zhi kept saying something, but I just answered without a sound. There was nothing I could do, my head hurt too much, and my vision became more and more blurred.

"Li Mo, here we are."

Qin Zhi pushed me, and I woke up.

"I'm sorry! I accidentally fell asleep." I blinked my eyes vigorously as I spoke, before I could see the surrounding environment clearly and got out of the car. "Thank you so much for today!"

"No, goodbye then!"

"Well, goodbye!" I said, turned and entered the community.But I still feel very uncomfortable. It seems that I need to rest early when I go back.

I just wanted to get the key to open the door, but found that the door was not locked.Lu Yuan, are you back so early today?

Sure enough, as soon as he entered the door, he saw Lu Yuan sitting on the sofa watching TV, and he didn't move at all when he saw me coming in.

"Why did you come back so early today?" I asked, sitting down next to him.

He didn't reply to me, still staring at the TV intently.Seeing him like this, I just feel aggrieved. Why is he not tired in front of me, or is he so indifferent now?Am I living alone?

"Could you just not say a word?" I asked, utterly irritable.

"What do you want me to say?" Lu Yuan's voice was full of indifference.

"It's like this every time, do you still want to live with me?" I couldn't help asking, my voice choked up.

"It's because you don't want to live with me, right?" Lu Yuan stood up and stared straight into my eyes, but then turned and walked to the study.

"What do you mean?" I was surprised at what he said.

He ignored me and continued walking, and I grabbed his wrist irritably.

He threw me away, "I just saw that man sent you back and kissed you before he left. Tell me, who doesn't want to be together?"

"He..." No!I haven't spoken yet, but then I thought that I just fell asleep in the car, maybe I don't know what Qin Zhi did. "Anyway, things are not what you think, Lu Yuan!"

He closed the door of the study with his backhand, and I felt very uncomfortable. "You...you didn't even listen to the explanation when. I said that things are not what you think. I have nothing with him." I squatted down against the door, "Maybe he is interested in me, but I I don’t like him. If I have to say something, I do rely on him a little bit, because you are always busy every day, you look very tired every day, and you don’t talk to me much when you come back... Sometimes I really I feel like I'm alone. Obviously you and I are lovers, why are we like strangers."

Tears couldn't stop streaming down, very annoying, why is it so easy to love, but so difficult to persevere.

This is not the first time that a person is lying in the bedroom, but it used to be because he was busy, but now it is because of arguing with him, no, it should be a cold war.Lu Yuan has been like this since the beginning, he will always say something when he has to say something, always like this, how could I know what he thinks?

Forget it, don't think about it, my head hurts so much, I can't hold on for a moment.

I just feel like I've fallen into a bottomless pit, I keep falling, I'm scared, but I can't catch anything...

"Little Mo, Little Mo..."

I seem to hear Lu Yuan's voice, but where is he?Lu Yuan, where are you?

"Little Mo, Little Mo..."

Lu Yuan's voice still kept coming, but I couldn't see him, I was in the darkness, I scratched around with my hands, and finally touched his hand, it must be his hand.

"Lu Yuan, don't go!" As I said, I felt my eyes see a little light, and the world gradually brightened up. When I saw Lu Yuan, he stood by my side, holding my hand tightly, looked at me anxiously.But I also saw Qin Zhi, who was standing behind Lu Yuan.So, where the hell am I?Hospital?

"Little Mo, you finally woke up, do you want to scare me to death?" Lu Yuan said, touching my face with his hand.

"Why am I here?" I said as I wanted to sit up, but I felt too weak to struggle.

"Don't move, your fever has reached 39 degrees, and you finally retreated. Lie down quickly." Lu Yuan stopped me, and tied the quilt for me again.

"Since Li Mo is awake, I'll go first." Qin Zhi said, took another look at me carefully, turned around and was about to leave.

"Well, thank you for today!" Lu Yuan also stood up, ready to send him out.

So, what exactly happened?

As soon as I saw Lu Yuan came back, I couldn't help asking.

"It was he who called me, otherwise I wouldn't have known you were so seriously ill." Lu Yuan said, with self-blame in his eyes.

"But am I not at home? No, what time is it?" I looked out the window in a daze, and there was the afterglow of the setting sun.

"It's already five o'clock in the afternoon. You didn't go to work today, and Qin Zhi didn't answer your phone calls. He was afraid that something might happen to you, so he found the emergency contact you left and called me. I'll see when I get home Until you lay unconscious on the bed. It scared me, don't scare me like this again in the future!" Lu Yuan said, holding me in his arms.

"Lu Yuan, this is in the hospital..." I reminded, and looked around anxiously, but fortunately, no one was there.

"Don't worry, there's no one." Lu Yuan let go of me and kissed my forehead.Only then did I see his eyes were red, it seemed that he was really worried.

"When I was guarding you just now, I thought a lot. I remembered what you said yesterday. Xiaomo, I have never been with you well, sorry; as a doctor, I can't see that you are uncomfortable, sorry; as your Lover, I'm not as good as your colleague, I'm sorry!"

Hearing what Lu Yuan said, I was very moved. Really, I feel that the troubles these days are superfluous.Lu Yuan loves me, but we are still immature on the road of love. Maybe we have to constantly work hard to solve one problem after another before we learn how to love each other.

"Lu Yuan, I'm hungry." I said, making a painful expression.

"Okay, I'll go buy it now."

Not long after Lu Yuan left, two nurses came in and took off my IV.

"Hey, did you see the passing doctor's girlfriend?" one of them asked the other.

"Ah, he has a girlfriend!"

"Yeah, let me tell you, he loves his girlfriend very much. Yesterday, everyone finally finished their work, so they said let's go have a meal together, but Dr. Lu said that he was going back to accompany his lover, so he was in such a hurry away."

"Oh my god, it's too spoiled, it's like glue."

"And he came to work yesterday just to have two days off this weekend. He said he wanted to go to the movies with his lover. His girlfriend is so happy. I really wish I had such a boyfriend."

"..."

Seeing them go out, I couldn't help but smile. Is this Dr. Lu from my family?

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I'm sorry that part must be Aunt Qiong Yao possessed, hahaha