A trace of sand

Yan Qingyang and Qiao Xuanbing were playmates who grew up together.

In Tianyi Sect, men have never been taboo about falling in love, so the two people who grew up had too much intimacy, the congregants did not shy away from it, and even the elders often joked that their relationship is so good, they must be in love when they grow up. A pair of fairy couples.

It was summer, and the weather was very hot. A few boys were bathing in the river, and there were a few girls washing clothes by the river. The boys were very playful, and when they saw a girl, they started teasing them. The men and women were at a young age, and they played with water, and inadvertently, he saw Qiao Xuanbing's underpants bulging slightly.

He couldn't help secretly envious, Xuan Bing developed so early, even though he couldn't see it from the outside, he was already an adult.

The sudden trance made him slip on the smooth bluestone at the bottom of the river, and he fell into the river. After struggling a few times in the water, he felt lifted up. He had not yet learned water skills, and his balance was unstable. , Struggling even more fiercely, feeling that a hard object was under his body, and suddenly, his whole body became stiff.

Looking back, Qiao Xuanbing, a young boy with a childish face, looked at him in embarrassment.

How it started, Yan Qingyang has already forgotten, but he will never forget that hot afternoon, Xuan Bing's sweat dripped on his body, Xuan Bing's smooth forehead pressed against his, and said softly: "Give me Well...is that okay?"

He refused in a panic and daze, but he couldn't resist Xuan Bing's strength——Xuan Bing is the young master, so it's not surprising that he is stronger than him in learning the martial arts that only the master can learn in this religion.

But the more he refused, the tighter Xuan Bing held his hand, and Xuan Bing's sharp blade pierced deeply into his body, just like when we first met, the bright smiling little Xuan Bing shone into his heart like the sun .

The position of the leader of Tianyi Sect was passed down from father to son more than a hundred years ago, but more than 100 years ago, a leader fell in love with a famous and upright disciple in the martial arts, and voluntarily abolished martial arts and left Tianyi Sect. Has been severed.The position of leader of Tianyi Sect has also been passed down from generation to generation.

The old leader passed away five years ago, so all the young disciples who were taught five years ago were selected, and the elders taught them a set of sword skills. After three months, the winner will be decided. Whoever has the best sword skills will be the youngest. host.

Yan Qingyang was also selected as one of them.He is an orphan, only Qiao Xuanbing treats him very well, and he will give him everything delicious and interesting... Perhaps, it was because he was heartbroken by Xuanbing's smile that he lost him in the decisive competition. sword.

He lost to him, but he was still very happy, because he knew that Xuan Bing was born to be a high-ranking person, belonging to the kind of strong person who is admired and worshipped.

In fact, he is really willing to be defeated by him. Although the young Xuan Bing is childish, he has revealed the temperament of turning all living beings upside down.

Xuan Bing has a pair of peach blossom eyes that seem to be smiling but not smiling. Even when he is glaring, it will make people feel excited. There are not many women who like him in the school. It is unexpected that he has a crush on him...

The night after the incident happened in the bamboo forest by the river for the first time, Yan Qingyang was so excited that he couldn’t fall asleep all night. He tossed and turned, thinking about the words Xuan Bing said during the day—"Give it to me...is it okay?" ?”

There is a burst of sweetness and a burst of sadness in my heart.

He asked him to give himself to him, but he didn't say anything to make him happy. Is he sincere or fake... But maybe he is playing tricks on others, but he is sincere to himself, so he is embarrassed to say sweet words in front of him ?

He didn't sleep all night. When it was dawn, he opened the door and saw Xuan Bing standing outside the door, his hair was still stained with dew from the night's chill.

Seeing him open the door, Xuan Bing greeted him with a smile and asked him:

"Qingyang, I was too impulsive yesterday, but I can't help it when I think of you... Is your body okay?"

Considerate Xuan Bing, gentle Xuan Bing.

Seeing Xuan Bing's fiery eyes staring at him, Yan Qingyang lowered his eyebrows, shook his head slightly, and was embraced by Xuan Bing.

Since that morning, the two have been together naturally.

Although Mrs. Qiao was a little disappointed because she couldn't hold her grandson, but because of the ambiguous relationship between the two, even when there were other people present, she behaved a little unruly, so she had to acquiesce in the fact, and invited a few acquaintances on an auspicious day The relatives had tacitly allowed Yan Qingyang to come through the door, and they only waited for the two of them to get married.

At that time, Yan Qingyang was 15 years old.

Qiao Xuanbing once asked him with a smile if it was because he liked him a long time ago that he lost in that contest, and he immediately denied it.

Xuan Bing is such a proud person, how could he allow others to let him?

He is an orphan, since he has been recognized by Qiao's family, he lives in the other garden of Qiao's mansion.

Mother Qiao is a very reasonable person, she didn't make things difficult for him, and treated him very well.Although he is a man and destined to be sterile in the future, it is common for him to have three wives and four concubines. Qiao Xuanbing can still marry again in the future.

He knows that Xuan Bing has done a lot for him, and Xuan Bing likes gentle and obedient people very much. He fell in love with him only because he was very handsome when he was young. Therefore, even though he is a man, he often asks Qiao's mother for sewing The female red, who handles housework, acts naturally slowly and gently, which makes Xuan Bing very happy, and often hugs him and says, this life, this life, never leave, and I will marry him as my wife in the future.

But things always happened when he felt smooth sailing... As he got older, he showed more and more masculine characteristics, his Adam's apple appeared, and his face became more angular. And there is no coddling, but the figure and appearance are actually more like a man than Xuan Bing.

He was afraid that Xuan Bing would dislike him, but the more he was afraid, the faster things happened, and Xuan Bing rarely entered his room again.

When they were together for exactly three years, one night, Xuan Bing came back drunk, smelling of powder on his body.If he doesn't touch rouge himself, then he has another woman.

He questioned Xuan Bing, but Xuan Bing refused to admit it. At that time, for some reason, the entire Qiao family was alarmed, and Mrs. Qiao beat Xuan Bing in a rage.

Xuan Bing was a filial son, he didn't dare to fight back when his mother beat and scolded him, but he hated him, and from that day on, he never touched him again.

Although they didn't pay homage, they were also counted as married couples.Qingyang was not angry at Xuanbing's indifference, but felt that it was his own fault. No matter how much the husband and wife quarreled, the elders should not be alarmed, so he was more considerate and considerate. Sometimes seeing Qiao Xuanbing not resting at night, he would make snacks or stew for him drink.

Although Xuan Bing didn't dare to do anything to him under his mother's scolding, when he went out, Xuan Bing spilled the soup outside the door angrily, intentionally embarrassing Qing Yang who was standing outside the door. He also wisely stopped entering his room and let other maids serve him.

He soon knew that Qiao Xuanbing wanted him to quit on purpose.

Because he just decided not to get close to Xuan Bing, let Xuan Bing have more free time, and no longer be restrained by his parents and himself. He thought that Xuan Bing would change his mind after a long time, but soon Xuan Bing brought the woman he liked back home. .

He did it on purpose, deliberately to make him suffer, tortured him severely, and then forced him to leave Qiao's house... This terrible idea suddenly sprouted in his heart, and it grew wildly like weeds.

He has lived in Qiao's Mansion since he was 15 years old, only thinking about staying with Xuan Bing for the rest of his life, never thinking that he would be humiliated like this before paying homage.In a fit of anger, he wanted to go to Xuan Bing for a theory, but soon realized that it was because he was excited that night and let Qiao's mother know that it angered Xuan Bing, so this time he didn't go directly to Xuan Bing, but I went to find the woman who made friends with Xuan Bing in private.

She is a girl from a brothel, although her behavior is frivolous, she also knows the seriousness, and knows that people in the world like this are difficult to provoke, so after receiving Qingyang's money, she left Qiao's mansion.

When Qingyang breathed a sigh of relief, other different women came to the door, fat and thin, all kinds, and so on.Fortunately, those women are easier to deal with, they are either bribed with money, or forced to leave by him, the most difficult to get rid of is today's woman.

She is a famous prostitute named Yilan Xiangjun in Qinhuai.

"Miss Xiangjun, whatever you want, as long as I can do it, I can give it to you. As long as you leave him."

She laughed softly, and her laughter was like a silver bell: "As long as I want it, will you give it to me?"

Facing Xiangjun's straight eyes, which seemed to be gentle like flowing waves, but condensed on his face, Qingyang frowned slightly. He could handle everything without changing his face, but for a difficult woman, But there is no way.

"Miss Xiangjun, what exactly do you want to leave him?"

Unexpectedly, he was busy doing such a thing of beating wild mandarin ducks every day, Qingyang rubbed his eyebrows again.

Xiangjun covered his mouth with a smile, and said softly: "Your Excellency cares so much about Mr. Qiao's love affair, is it because of friendship or brotherhood?"

Qingyang was slightly taken aback, only to realize that although Tianyi Sect doesn't care about the love affair between men and women, in the eyes of outsiders, it is extremely rebellious.Even if he and Xuan Bing really paid homage, in front of other women, outside the church, and in the Central Plains, his identity as Xuan Bing's wife would never be recognized by others.

And now, even Xuan Bing is unwilling to admit it, right?Otherwise, how could so many women not know of his existence?

Suddenly being stabbed in the heart, Qingyang said coldly: "According to Miss, what is Yan doing?"

Xiangjun slowly stood up from his seat, Yingying walked in front of him, smiling like a spring flower: "Xiangjun doesn't know what Mr. Yan is for, but Mr. Xiang knows...Mr. Yan, you are so handsome..." She said softly, and leaned into Qingyang's arms.

He was flustered for a while, only to feel that the nephrite jade was warm and fragrant in his arms, which was hard to hold.

Suddenly, he understood why Xuan Bing changed his mind and why he disliked him.But the hatred for Xuan Bing's fuss and fuss is even deeper.

As a man, he naturally knows the temptation from a woman, but if it is for the person he likes, it is simply insignificant to endure these things, right?

Xuan Bing...in fact, he doesn't like him anymore...

The cold Qingfeng suddenly lay across Xiangjun's fair and jade-like neck, Qingyang held the sword hilt, but felt dizzy: "I count to three, get out!"

Xiang Jun's face turned pale immediately, he gave him a look of hatred, got up and left.

Although he rarely came into contact with women, that's why he was so embarrassed by Xiangjun's approach, but from the hateful glance of Xiangjun when he left, he could tell that things might get worse.

Back in the small courtyard where he lived, he dismissed all the servants with an excuse, and sat alone in the room, ready to be scolded by Xuan Bing.

Although he knew it would not be so easy to solve this time, he still hoped that it would be best for Xuan Bing not to come.

I used to expect Xuan Bing to come every night, but he just didn't come. This time, thinking that he would scold him, Yan Qingyang would tremble with fear.

Although it is said to be a quarrel, it is actually just Xuan Bing's unilateral venting and scolding, all kinds of ugly words can be said, what he is afraid of is not Xuan Bing's harsh words, but the feeling of being unable to face him scolding himself.

I feel so useless... It seems that I survived to be scolded by him...

Yan Qingyang buried his face in his hands, and his palms were wet for a while.

He doesn't like the wide knuckles, he doesn't like the thick calluses on his hands, but as a man, there will always be these...

How to do it?

He felt that his tears had dried up and it was getting dark. After waiting for a long time, Xuan Bing still didn't come.

Without the strength to light the lamp, maybe he won't come tonight.Finding that he still had a small expectation for his arrival in his heart, he couldn't help wondering if he was masochistic.

When he was slightly absent-minded, there was a steady sound of quick steps, and when he reached his door, he kicked the door panel open, strode to his bed, and grabbed his collar with one hand: "Yan Qingyang, Are you still in the mood to sleep?"

It was Xuan Bing's familiar sarcasm, that kind of understatement and coldness that made him shiver all over.

"Xuan Bing, what's the matter with you?" He asked softly and gently, thinking in his heart, no matter what, don't lose your manners, Xuan Bing just cheated for a while, and he will change his mind in the future and give each other a chance... …

"You still have the face to ask me? Today's Miss Xiangjun, did you chase her away?"

He opened his mouth wordlessly, and looked at Xuan Bing's blurred face in the darkness. Those peach-like eyes that fascinated him at the beginning were now burning with the flames of hell.

It was obviously his fault, but when facing him, he couldn't say anything to justify it.Even the courage to question him completely disappeared suddenly, as if it was me who was at fault.

Could it be... Is this because of loving him too much?

I, who clearly communicated without hindrance, have become clumsy with words.

"Do you know she's important?"

It's very important... Is it because you want to accompany him every night?

Thinking of other women sleeping next to him every night, he suddenly felt an unspeakable pain in his heart.

"Yan Qingyang, I really don't understand what confidence you have to drive away my woman?" Qiao Xuanbing sneered, "You are withdrawn and indifferent, and you are hard to tolerate. My age and appearance have grown, and I am not at all as beautiful and delicate as before. If I marry you, won't I be made fun of for the rest of my life?"

"Xuan Bing, you said...we will be together forever..." He gently, trying to calm down his trembling voice, "Have you...changed, changed your mind?"

Qiao Xuanbing frowned beautifully: "Yan Qingyang, you don't remember the past, do you? Those were ignorant promises made indiscriminately when I was young. You and I are both men, and we all want to marry wives and have children. You won't ruin yourself because of one sentence when you were a teenager, right? I didn't let you move out all these years, just because you didn't have a family. Now that you do this kind of thing, I can't help but tell you Clear."

"Then...then...why did you, you hug me once last year?" The more nervous and uncomfortable he was, the more he stuttered.

Many years ago, when he was hugged by Xuan Bing, he stuttered excitedly and nervously. Xuan Bing hugged him and called affectionately: "Little stutter, you are so cute..." But now he stuttered again, which made him feel even more ashamed.Obviously... when he is so sad, why should he remind him of the sweetness of the past...

"It all happened last year, do you still remember?" Qiao Xuanbing slightly opened the corner of his mouth, showing a smile, "We are all men, so there is nothing wrong with venting to each other? You remember clearly."

"Xuan Bing... What's wrong with me? You tell me, I, I will change..." He hurriedly couldn't help but grabbed Xuan Bing's sleeve.

"What do you, want, want me to do, so that you are willing to continue, like, like me?"

"The more you behave like this, the more annoying you will become. In fact, I wanted to tell you a long time ago, just let me go, you are crying, are you still a man?" Xuan Bing did not hide the disdain on his face.

"My mother just feels sorry for you, and you can see that I have no feelings for you at all. I just care about my mother, so I have no choice but to keep you here. Who knows that you call yourself my wife, it's ridiculous , you won't be so shameless, you must stay in Qiao's mansion, right? If you are sensible, you can move out tomorrow."

He gasped for breath, looked at Xuan Bing's face that had become unfamiliar, and couldn't say a word.

"Let go!" Qiao Xuanbing said coldly as he watched his hand grabbing his sleeve.

He held on tightly, as if grasping at the last straw.

"Are you going to let it go?"

He just shook his head, staring blankly at Xuan Bing.Show a helpless expression.What Xuan Bing said today meant that he was leaving Qiao's mansion.He originally lived for Xuanbing, now that he leaves Xuanbing, where can he go?

"I'll count to three!" Xuan Bing's eyes were stern, with luck in his hands, "One!"

"Xuan Bing..." He wanted to hug Xuan Bing regardless, but Xuan Bing didn't hesitate any longer, and hit him on the chest with a palm. palm.

Qiao Xuanbing didn't expect that he wouldn't dodge or dodge, and couldn't help being startled, and was hugged by him.

"Xuan Bing... I... I don't want to leave you..." He looked at the man he loved so much, "Don't drive me away, as long as, as long as you don't drive me away, I can do whatever you want... I, I don't care about your business anymore... Xuan Bing... Please...cough cough..." He suddenly coughed.

The strength of that palm was not light, and it was as powerful as Qiao Xuanbing's seven or eight successes. When he was out of his wits, he didn't use his kung fu to resist, and was seriously injured. When he opened his mouth to speak, blood kept flowing from his mouth and sprinkled on Qiao Xuanbing's body.

Qiao Xuanbing's white clothes were immediately dyed red, and he felt disgusted and disgusted by being entangled by this man. He regretted that he had somehow lost his nerve before, and provoked him, and now he couldn't get rid of it like a brown candy.

"Don't make it so ugly, can you?" He frowned, and wanted to break Yan Qingyang's hand that was holding him tightly, but Yan Qingyang held him tightly, but he didn't let go, he couldn't help moving Really angry, he kicked Yan Qingyang to the ground, "Tomorrow I will have someone pack up and send you out of Qiao's Mansion."

Yan Qingyang fell softly to the ground.

Qiao Xuanbing couldn't help frowning, and pushed his body with his toes: "Will you pretend to be dead as soon as I ask you to leave?"

Feeling that the body under his feet did not respond, Qiao Xuanbing bent down and tried his breath, the breath was extremely weak, only then did he realize that he had fainted.

Qiao Xuanbing frowned, and called the attendant outside the door loudly: "Come here, find a doctor to see what's going on with him."

Soon someone left in response.Qiao Xuanbing saw Yan Qingyang lying on the ground with bloodstains all over his body. He wanted to help him lie on the bed, but he was worried that his clothes would be dirty, so he ignored it, turned and walked out the door.

Yan Qingyang was so entangled, Qiao Xuanbing was already a little unhappy, it would be better to take this opportunity to drive him out of Qiao's residence.

Who remembers what happened when I was young, I can only blame that I did stupid things when I was young and ignorant.He really didn't dislike Yan Qingyang before, but after so many years of torturing each other, he has long since had enough of his infidelity.In fact, he used to be very beautiful, but now he is tall and straight, and his gestures are still feminine, which is really not disgusting.I really don't understand, doesn't Yan Qingyang never look in the mirror?

In fact, he didn't have to drive Yan Qingyang away. If Yan Qingyang didn't interfere with him, he even felt that Yan Qingyang was insignificant, even if he really married him.

But a weird freak like Yan Qingyang who is neither yin nor yang, it's better not to come out and scare people.I really don't know why I was sexually attracted to a man before, women are obviously much better than men.

Now that Yan Qingyang forced him to let Yan Qingyang leave, he could only blame Yan Qingyang for not knowing what was right and what was wrong.Qiao Mansion is not his home, and he has not formally entered the house, so he actually occupied the magpie's nest and drove his wife away.If it wasn't for his good words, Xiang Jun would have left crying.

Now that Yan Qingyang was seriously injured, if he was forcibly dragged away, his mother would be in some trouble.It's better to suppress this matter and give him some money to let him leave after he recovers.

Qiao Xuanbing made up his mind, made arrangements, and soon forgot about Yan Qingyang.