Yesterday

At noon on the weekend, Xu Yanqing asked Qin Yu to come to his house to make dumplings.Shen Jialan was rarely in a good spirits, so she helped to adjust the stuffing.They prepared two kinds of fillings, pork and leek and cabbage and carrot. Anyway, if you pack too much, you can freeze it and eat it slowly.

Xu Yanqing's movements were quick, and the dumplings were big and full; Qin Yu carefully pinched the edges, making the dumplings smaller but with folds, like flower-shaped borders, and occasionally made some strange-shaped dumplings.

"Just by looking at it, you can tell who made it." Xu Yanqing said with a smile.

"Yes." Qin Yu also smiled.

The dumplings are cooked and served on the table, and the skins of each one are shining with a shiny luster.Qin Yu specially picked the dumplings made by Xu Yanqing, and he ate the simple meal with great relish.

After dinner, Shen Jialan went into the room to rest, leaving two young men to clean up the table.Qin Yu accidentally glanced at the gift box on the sideboard. He looked at Xu Yanqing and said hesitantly, "Senior, it might not be good for Auntie to eat these."

"Well, it was given by someone else." Xu Yanqing slightly raised his eyes, "Does your family like it? Why don't you bring it to them? It's a waste to leave it alone."

"These are very expensive, you might as well keep them as gifts." Qin Yu said.

Xu Yanqing looked at him and smiled: "I just want to give it to someone, can't I give it to you?"

Qin Yu blushed, but still accepted Xu Yanqing's suggestion, and his mother liked to use traditional Chinese medicine to make soup.

"By the way, why did you call me senior again?" That night, Qin Yu shouted his name, the voice seemed to still be in his ears.

"My—" Qin Yu's tongue was tied in embarrassment, "I still think it's better to be a senior."

"Hahaha..." Xu Yanqing wanted to tease him even more, and was about to speak again when the phone rang.

He pressed the call button casually without avoiding it.Qin Yu didn't know who was calling, but he vaguely heard a female voice, as if asking him to go somewhere, Xu Yanqing kept pushing back.

"It's really inconvenient for me to go out... No need, my mother is used to being with me."

"Well... sorry, let's make an appointment later."

After hanging up the phone, Xu Yanqing let out a long breath.Qin Yu stared at him with burning eyes.

"It's an alumnus of the university." Xu Yanqing said.

"Sister Zhou Han?" Qin Yu guessed based on his sixth sense, and he was stunned when he said it.

Xu Yanqing looked at him with interest: "You know my affairs well."

Qin Yu's face was hot, partly because Xu Yanqing was embarrassed by what Xu Yanqing said, and partly because he was nervous because of Zhou Han's appearance.How could he not remember that the closest girl to Xu Yanqing in college was Zhou Han, and many people even thought that they had been secretly dating for a long time.

"She asked me out to play." Xu Yanqing told Qin Yu the content of the phone call just now.

Only now did Qin Yu know that Zhou Han was also in City A, and he bit his lip: "She... Senior, do you have contact?"

"So what if we are in contact?" Xu Yanqing pretended to be serious, "Do you still want to interfere in my private communication?"

"I'm not!" Qin Yu was impatient.

"You are very strange," Xu Yanqing's expression slowed down, "Is there anything you want to tell me?"

Qin Yu shook his head first, then nodded vigorously.

"Is there any?" Xu Yanqing tried his best to hold back his laughter.

"Yes..." Qin Yu hoped that Xu Yanqing would know his intentions, this matter has been hidden and he was about to explode.He wanted Xu Yanqing to become more accustomed to and trust himself, and then find a suitable time and atmosphere to tell him.Now he is not sure whether Xu Yanqing will be disgusted if he speaks out regardless, and whether the matter will become uncontrollable.

Xu Yanqing suspected that if he had been tougher, Qin Yu would have been bullied by him and cried. He thought it was funny but couldn't bear it.This person obviously has a strong personality, but he often shows his soft side in front of him, like a hedgehog with its belly spread out.

"Why is it so slow to confess." Xu Yanqing pinched his face after speaking.

"Xue—" Realizing what the other party said, Qin Yu widened his eyes in shock, "You know everything?"

"Do you think your mind is difficult to guess?"

But—seeing that Xu Yanqing didn't look angry or embarrassed, and his tone was completely casual, Qin Yu wondered if he took this matter as a joke.

"Cough, senior," Qin Yu said to him seriously, "I like you, the kind of liking that I want to be with you, you can refuse me, but don't take my words as a joke." The timing is not ripe Well, at least he doesn't want Xu Yanqing to misunderstand his intentions.

"Who said I was joking?"

"Then... aren't you surprised?" Qin Yu looked at him nervously.

"You like me, and I like you too. We happen to be together. What's the accident?"

After Xu Yanqing finished speaking, Qin Yu felt that his soul was about to be taken away. The senior said he liked him too?

"What you said is true?" Qin Yu's expression was far more surprised than excited.

Xu Yanqing reflected, did he talk too much about teasing others, and completely lost his credibility.

"If you don't believe me, why don't I give you a kiss?" Xu Yanqing looked at him in a daze, and the bad taste came up, "Or you can just give me a kiss." He leaned his face towards him.

They didn't kiss.

Shen Jialan leaned against the wall to come out, wanting to drink water, Qin Yu went to help her, and Xu Yanqing poured water.After drinking the water, she said that she couldn't fall asleep, so she just sat down and watched TV, but she didn't notice the strangeness of the two people in the living room.When Xu Yanqing was at home, he often watched TV with his mother, so he naturally pulled Qin Yu to sit beside him.Qin Yu's heart was pounding, and he couldn't hear a word of what the people on TV were saying.

Not long after, Shen Jialan remembered that Xu Yanqing was going to play and sing in a coffee shop at night, and advised him to go in for a lunch break.Qin Yu was dragged into his room by Xu Yanqing.

Xu Yanqing turned on the small fan in the room.As soon as the whirring white noise came out, Qin Yu calmed down a lot.

"Does what you just said still count?" He sat on the edge of the bed, tugging at the corner of Xu Yanqing's clothes and said.

Xu Yanqing stopped saying hello to Qin Yu, and went directly to touch him with his lips, and said, "Is that so?"

That kiss was as light as a feather's wings, but Qin Yu really felt it, and he didn't recover for a moment.

Xu Yanqing continued to peck his lips a few times, until Qin Yu had the consciousness to respond, and he also took the initiative to rub over. The place where the four lips met made a "pop" sound, but it was still just a simple touch. Qin Yu didn't dare stick out his tongue.

"You haven't kissed anyone before, have you?" Xu Yanqing asked.

Qin Yu nodded and suddenly realized something: "Senior, you—"

"Me neither," Xu Yanqing said in his ear, "If I had experience, I wouldn't be so nervous."

Qin Yu stroked his lips, repeatedly chewing on the meaning of Xu Yanqing's words, the senior was also his first kiss, and he was as nervous as himself...

"Are we together?" After thinking about it, the corners of Qin Yu's lips twitched, his smile bright and dazzling.

"What do you think?" Xu Yanqing pinched his face again. He liked to pinch him before, but now he felt that his face was a little fleshy, and it was more convenient to pinch. "It's so stupid..."

Qin Yu was not as excited and uneasy as he had imagined when he first tasted love. Maybe Xu Yanqing was too special to him. After so many years, he had been affected by various emotions, such as excitement, happiness, loss, resentment, sadness... even in his Before you are aware of your emotions, you have experienced all kinds of feelings.When his wish came true, he was immersed in peaceful joy and wanted to go on with this person. His determination was too solid, which weakened the emotional element.

He just stood there in a daze, letting Xu Yanqing touch and pinch his body, and then he stood up suddenly after a while.

"I'm going to talk to my aunt!"

"What?" Xu Yanqing was confused by him.

"Say——" Qin Yu tilted his head and organized words in his mind, "I want to be with you, I will always treat you well, and let her hand you over to me."

"You think this is marriage proposal!" Xu Yanqing patted his forehead.

"You are Auntie's most precious son," Qin Yu said solemnly, "I must let her rest assured."

"If my mother was worried, she wouldn't have let me take you into the house just now." Xu Yanqing looked at him with a smile.

Qin Yu showed a look of surprise again: "You mean Auntie——knows..."

"Of course I know, you are the only one who thinks that your thoughts are well hidden?"

But hearing what Xu Yanqing said, it always felt weird, as if they had come into the house to do something, Qin Yu thought it was better to say hello to Shen Jialan.

"Okay, let's talk about it tonight," Xu Yanqing pulled Qin Yu closer, "I'm tired, sleep with me for a while."

Qin Yu began to stay at Xu Yanqing's house frequently, and moved his personal belongings over one after another.Shen Jialan was really happy to see the results, but Qin Yu was always a little embarrassed when he saw her again, and of course he was more grateful.

Qin Yu didn't tell them about his family.Based on his understanding of his parents, he might experience some ups and downs if he wants to accept the fact that he has found a gay man. He doesn't want Xu Yanqing to worry about this kind of problem, and he doesn't want to confront his parents.

He's working harder than ever, and he needs a process to give them a chance for the future.

Occasionally, when Qin Yu got off work early, he would go to the market with Xu Yanqing to buy vegetables.Qin Yu likes to eat the lo mei sold in a shop at the entrance of the vegetable market, and Xu Yanqing will buy it for him almost every time he comes over.

My home is in the southwest of the market, and when I walked back, I was facing the setting sun. Qin Yu looked at the red sky and the still dazzling light ahead, feeling like time had stopped.

It would be nice to be like this all the time.

Although they often sleep together, they haven't done anything crossing the line.Xu Yanqing often said that Qin Yu was like a child and never grew up. Even though he was about the same size as him now, he didn't change his opinion.

On a sticky summer night, they lay in bed and kissed, and there was a slight smell of sweat in the air.The tip of Qin Yu's tongue brushed against Xu Yanqing's lightly parted lips, like facing his favorite cream cake when he was a child, lingering with nostalgia, carefully poking it in, completing a small and long kiss.

Xu Yanqing caressed Qin Yu's cheek, and there was a light layer of sweat on his forehead near the root of his hair.

"Do you want to do more?" Xu Yanqing asked him.

Qin Yu didn't seem to understand what kind of "more" meant, he was held by Xu Yanqing's hand, and he groped towards a place he was desperately suppressing.

He stiffened instantly, pressed Xu Yanqing's shoulder with the other hand, and gradually increased his strength, silently stopping his movements.

"You are really innocent." Xu Yanqing laughed at him.

Qin Yu let go of his hand and said in a low voice, "Not ready yet."

Xu Yanqing didn't fully understand the meaning of what he said at the time, thinking that the other party was just shy, and because of Shen Jialan's illness, he himself hadn't had a good rest these days, so he didn't have much interest in thinking about other things, so he didn't force Qin Yu anymore, just talk about it later .

Qin Yu kissed the back of his hand, and the two fell asleep holding hands like kindergarten children.

Within two days, Xu Yanqing saw Qin Yu lying in front of the computer desk, watching something so engrossed that he didn't even hear him call into the room.Xu Yanqing quietly came up to him and patted him. Qin Yu was startled, and it was too late to close the webpage.

"What are you looking at sneakily?" Xu Yanqing saw the shopping interface of adult products on the computer screen, his mind froze for two seconds, and then looked at Qin Yu who shrank his neck, his smile gradually widened, "It turns out that you don't know anything! "

"Don't laugh." Qin Yu blushed.

"Let me ask you, did you say that you were not ready that day because you didn't buy anything?"

Qin Yu gave a "hmm" and raised his head to look at him in embarrassment.

"It's nothing." Xu Yanqing also pulled up a chair and sat beside him, "Then let's take a look together." I'm afraid they won't be ashamed if they go to a physical store to buy this kind of thing, so it's better to buy it online.

"Senior, which brand do you think is better?"

"How do I know, I haven't used it before!"

"Don't you want to watch it together?"

"Then it's your choice."

After arguing for a long time, they didn't discuss the reason. In the end, they randomly chose a brand with good reviews. After placing the order, Qin Yu quickly closed the page.