If love ever comes back

It was Dai Jiarui who called when we met again. After he came back, he finally found time to change his phone number.It can also be regarded as an understanding of the previous life and an explanation of the current life.Dai Jiarui is not an indecisive person, he never wants to violate his gentleness and determination.

The meeting place is a hot pot restaurant.

Chongqing Jiugong Hot Pot.

This is what Wang Xiaotian didn't think of. Even though he secretly checked a lot of Dai Jiarui's information in the past years, knowing that he has always been addicted to spicy food, he still finds it incredible to see it.When the two of them lived together before, every time they saw Dai Jiarui eating spicy food, Wang Xiaotian would feel a little bit disillusioned and a little bit happy to discover his cute side.This person is addicted to spicy food like his life, and he likes all kinds of spicy food, but he doesn't look like he's in a hurry or flamboyant.The closer Wang Xiaotian got, the more he found that Dai Jiarui still had more parts he didn't understand.This person attracted him more and more.

Terrible.

Wang Xiaotian feels that his idiot value is very high now, and it is getting higher and higher.

"Have you finished your work? About the company?" Dai Jiarui asked as he put food into the hot pot as if no one was there.

"Well. It's all arranged, and I can relax a little bit recently." Wang Xiaotian frowned, seeing that it was all spicy soup, he didn't know how to complain.The person on the opposite side would occasionally make trouble on purpose like this—Although Wang Xiaotian has worked very hard, he really doesn't accept peppers very well.

"Hahahahahahahahahaha." Seeing the helpless smile of the opposite person, Dai Jiarui laughed in his heart, but he still pretended to be calm all the time.Wang Xiaotian is three years younger than Dai Jiarui, but he has always been the one he favors.Many times, Dai Jiarui would forget their age difference, and would take this person's arrangement and tolerance for granted.

"Look at what else you want to eat, order it yourself." Dai Jiarui handed over the menu.

"That's it for now." Wang Xiaotian took the menu and put it aside, thinking in his heart that he couldn't take a few mouthfuls of it being so spicy anyway, so why order more and waste it.

"Hey, don't worry, although it looks very spicy, it's actually a slightly spicy soup today. Try it." Said, Dai Jiarui picked up a piece of fat beef and fed it into Wang Xiaotian's mouth.

Wang Xiaotian didn't react for a while and almost choked.Although their relationship has gotten closer after several months of living together, they have never acted like lovers before.

"Why are you in a daze?" Dai Jiarui laughed again, as if he suddenly realized that Wang Xiaotian finally had a cute moment, "How? Isn't it spicy?"

"Ah, ah?" Wang Xiaotian found that his heart was beating very fast, just because the person across from him took a bite of food with his own chopsticks.It seemed that after meeting Dai Jiarui, his composure was weak and his restraint was useless.

Dai Jiarui smiled slightly, called for a waiter, added a bunch of Wang Xiaotian's favorite dishes, and ordered beer.Dai Jiarui doesn't drink well, and he doesn't usually like to drink, but today he really wants to have hot pot and drink with this person.He didn't ask Wang Xiaotian for his opinion, because he knew that this person would not object.Even when he said before that he wanted to leave, this person listened quietly and never went against his wishes.Sometimes such thoughtfulness makes people a little inexplicably want to get angry, but they have no way to start.We can only be thankful that Dai Jiarui found a way for himself because of Feng Yiran's appearance in City A.I always feel that this person, after he said he wants to leave, will really just watch and won't stay.Maybe you will secretly regret and feel sad behind your back, but you will not imprison the person who wants to leave just to make yourself happy.This person is really gentle, gently giving him freedom.

"Hurry up and eat. Help me move in the afternoon when you're full." Dai Jiarui looked at Wang Xiaotian, who was too elegant even to eat hot pot, and couldn't help but want to play tricks.

"Okay. Where are you going to move?" Wang Xiaotian really can only be taken care of by Dai Jiarui when it comes to eating hot pot.Compared to Dai Jiarui who eats hot pot in a fancy way, Wang Xiaotian who never eats hot pot very much is really weak.

"You." Dai Jiarui threw in another plate of meat, don't eat too happily.

"..." Wang Xiaotian stopped his chopsticks, raised his head and looked at the person opposite.

"Should the two people who are in a relationship live separately? Wang Xiaotian, you are so innocent..." Dai Jiarui didn't look up, and continued to talk, "I'm too far away now, and it's so troublesome to see you, and your home is far away from my company. close."

People who speak take it for granted, so that people who listen always feel that they are eating spicy food and getting drunk, which is why they hear hallucinations.

"Jia Rui..."

"Didn't you hear my confession? It's a pity that I specially asked for a private room just to say these words. Don't you know that eating hot pot is interesting only when the lobby is in full swing?" Even though you said this, you actually wanted a private room because you knew Wang Xiaotian was not very good. I am used to the noisy environment of eating hot pot.

"Let's move now!" Wang Xiaotian stood up suddenly.

"..." Young man, can we be more reserved?Dai Jiarui was happy while making complaints, but he still didn't forget to continue to fish for food in the pot.Looking at the calm Dai Jiarui, Wang Xiaotian suddenly felt a little embarrassed about his excitement, so he also sat down and continued to eat hot pot slowly.

Because I was drinking, I didn't actually go to move in the afternoon. Instead, I went back to pack my things and went to watch a movie.It seemed like this was their first date.That's right, today is the first day of their official relationship, okay? I also want to try such a vulgar "confession, dinner, walk, and movie" plot.I always feel that it seems that it is not bad, even if I am just doing very ordinary things, I am still very happy.

Both Dai Jiarui and Wang Xiaotian are not teenagers who are in love for the first time, but they still have a sense of powerlessness that they have grown up with.What's even more powerless is that both of them seem to enjoy this feeling of having a lower IQ, making them feel loved and loved.This is a kind of sweetness that only belongs to the two parties, and outsiders can't always understand it, and it's hard to empathize with it.Even if we have all experienced love in the same way, we always feel stupid and nasty when watching others, but it seems very natural to do it ourselves.

But I don't know if it's because Dai Jiarui is a little shy, or because Wang Xiaotian is a little cold, but the two of them are still very restrained.People in the know can see the affection flowing between them, but in the eyes of outsiders, it is probably just two buddies with a better relationship.They didn't hold hands, they didn't look at each other affectionately, they didn't even hold the same bucket of popcorn in the movie theater, and they didn't kiss in the dark movie theater while no one was looking.They just do these things as if they were friends before, but each other knows that everything is different.And this kind of difference appears in their respective words and deeds all the time, naturally with a kind of tacit understanding and intimacy.

Dai Jiarui especially enjoys the feeling that they have done everything even though they have done nothing.A little dark and cool, but also a little proud.It seems that this kind of feeling was not there when I was with Feng Yiran. They have been together for so many years, and they can understand each other's meaning with every look and movement.In fact, Dai Jiarui is a talkative person when he is with familiar people, and Feng Yiran is not an introverted character. They basically talk all the time when they are together.However, when outside, Feng Yiran paid great attention to each other's words and deeds, but it seemed that the two were a little alienated.

Dai Jiarui smiled, as if he would still think of Feng Yiran inadvertently, and would still make comparisons with the past. 12 years, it turned out to be really too long a time, it is always hard to forget.Thinking of Wang Xiaotian's 12 years, Dai Jiarui suddenly discovered that during the years he loved Feng Yiran, he was also loved by another person without complaint or regret, without asking for anything in return, and no one even knew about it.

so lucky.

He couldn't help but look at the people around him again, the sharp-edged profile, the expression was serious, but the eyes were very gentle.As if feeling something, the person next to him turned his head to look at him, did not speak, smiled slightly, and continued to walk slowly with him.Dai Jiarui also laughed, as if with this person by his side, even if he didn't say anything, he could keep walking.This person is able to give people such confidence, because you know that he has done a lot of things for you quietly where you don't know.

For dinner, I chose Jiangsu and Zhejiang dishes that Wang Xiaotian likes. It is light and elegant, and it really matches this person well.Dai Jiarui looked at the dish in front of him and ate a lot. He seldom eats this kind of non-spicy dish.It seems that unconsciously, intentionally or unintentionally, he will consider Wang Xiaotian and change for him.It wasn't deliberate, it was just natural, and I didn't realize it until later.

After dinner, I walked from the pedestrian street to the central park, and I didn’t seem to be tired at all. It’s also very interesting to chat with each other once in a while, and each other can easily pick up the topic without deliberately taking care of each other’s preferences and knowledge points.It was so relaxing that when I stopped I realized it was past 11pm.

"I'm homeless now, little brother, please take me in." Dai Jiarui casually said to Wang Xiaotian who was sitting on a park bench together.

"Okay." It's still such a simple word, but he didn't mention Dai Jiarui, but he also knew that when he went to pack in the afternoon, he packed everything on purpose, not to mention the sheets and quilts, not even the towels and toothbrushes.

Dai Jiarui smiled, looked at someone who was pretending to be calm, and suddenly reached out to hold that person's hand.Wang Xiaotian, who had been expressionless all this time, suddenly turned his head and hugged the man into his arms.I have been longing for it for 12 years, and it is not out of date. I want to hold this person in my arms, never let go, and stay with me like this until I grow old.So, it seems that this life will not feel so boring.

The huge tree canopy blocked the dim street lights, and the two hugged tightly in the haze, then Dai Jiarui pushed Wang Xiaotian away, and put his lips on that person's lips.Once again, Wang Xiaotian's heart rate was refreshed by this person, and he was a little at a loss for a while.Wanted for too long, suddenly got it, it was like a dream in a trance.And the sober person deepened the kiss until Wang Xiaotian realized that he changed from passive to active in one fell swoop.Of course, Dai Jiarui was the one who lost in the end. The distance between a few months and 12 years is not something that can be compared at once.

Dai Jiarui admitted that he just wanted to love this person, after finally ending a 12-year relationship; while Wang Xiaotian decided that he would continue to love this person, after 12 years of being alone.