sip the sky and you

There is a lot of homework during the holidays, and Cheng Yin has been doing it all morning.After going to the kitchen to get a glass of water and returning, Cheng Yin opened his phone and flipped through the photos.

Staring at the photos saved last night for a while, Cheng Yin pushed the book aside.Anyway, the homework is almost done, so let's just draw.

He didn't do anything advanced, so he drew a Q version of Li Yu.Li Yu's photo was originally taken by force, but it was really beautiful.Long arms and long legs, facing the camera, with a slightly embarrassed expression, looks different from usual, looks extraordinarily cute, cute?It is suitable for painting Q prints.

After finishing the drawing, Cheng Yin started to feel a little embarrassed, turned over the page and drew one for Fang Yuan, and finally became addicted to drawing, so he simply drew all six pictures.

At the other end Cheng Yin was immersed in painting, and Li Yu was not idle here.Li Yu always has a plan for his homework. He stipulates what to do every day, and arranges other things after finishing his homework.At the moment he is explaining homework to Xiao Yun.

Of course, the homework in the second grade of elementary school is not challenging, but Li Yu is also very serious, no less slack than his own homework.

Xiaoyun likes him largely because Li Yu is patient.Boys aged sixteen or seventeen are rarely able to explain math problems to a child as tirelessly as Li Yu.

Cheng Yin and the others also ran into each other last time, and Li Yu was very concerned about this child.

Xiaoyun's surname is Tan, her name is as soft as a little girl's, and she is also well-behaved.Li Yu helped Baigan in their family mainly because he felt sorry for the children.

Xiaoyun's father broke his leg in a car accident a few months ago and is still lying in the hospital.

There are only three people in the family, and the main labor force collapsed all at once, and the operation cost the family a lot of money. , home, and the hospital are in constant rotation, and people are so busy that they almost have no time to drink saliva.

Xiaoyun is cute and well-behaved.Li Yu had met him several times in the community before, and he liked this kid very much.

After something happened to their family, once Li Yu saw a child sitting alone behind a small fountain in the community crying, crying so loudly that the sound of water could not stop his crying.Li Yu was soft-hearted, stayed with the child for a long time, and also felt sympathetic when he heard him talk about the family affairs.

I live in a community and often meet the child's mother, and get to know the child's mother again and again. Li Yu is a student.

Li Yu calls Xiaoyun's mother Aunt Liu, and he always helps out when she meets her. A woman in her 30s has a thin skin, and it is not a glorious thing to ask a high school student for help, but there is really no other way, and it is inevitable to trouble Li Yu to help take care of the child.

Li Yu is easy-going and never afraid of trouble.Seeing Aunt Liu bring the child out of the stall, and the child is so sensible to help even though he is young, I feel very uncomfortable.He doesn't have any scruples, calling someone an aunt, he really treats him as a relative, and he will never spare a single point if he can do his best.

After that, he not only helped take care of the children, but Li Yu also helped to watch the stall when there was an emergency.

Aunt Liu always thanked him a thousand times, but Li Yu didn't dare to take it to heart. He felt that he was just doing a little favor.He is actually quite stupid. Although something happened to Xiaoyun's family and everyone in the family was nervous, he was very envious.

I envy everyone's persistence in supporting each other to tide over difficulties, envy the warmth that Aunt Liu gave Xiaoyun in her busy life, and envy such a complete family.

He was too simple, he only thought that it was not easy for a woman to take care of her husband and care about her son without a serious job, and he never thought about why relatives and friends of this family didn't care.

Cheng Yinhuang stumbled out the door at three o'clock in the afternoon. He was exhausted from sitting for too long, so he simply went out shopping to exercise his muscles.

Going shopping alone is not boring. I bought a cup of milk tea and walked around to see if there was any excitement around me, so I looked for an opportunity to help out and be an enthusiastic citizen.

A bunch of girls in front were chatting enthusiastically, and everyone was so excited.

Cheng Yin guessed which major cosmetics brand had a big discount, so why not do group buying activities.

The reality is, he thinks too much.The big brands all follow the high-end route, and they will never condescend to lower their prices easily. The discounts can only be one or two extra samples in the gift box, which is as cheap as it is about to go bankrupt.

He walked around the group of girls to the other side of the square, planning to sit on the bench opposite for a while.

Unexpectedly, Shu Yao was sitting there.She was thin and small, sitting on a bench with a big box in her arms, looking straight at the opposite side with a sad and pitiful expression.

Cheng Yin was stunned, but still walked towards her slowly.

Shu Yao didn't do anything annoying, and the classmates couldn't say they isolated her, at most they kept her at arm's length, and there was no incident of campus bullying.

Making friends is a mutual thing. She only likes chasing stars, but she still pursues them single-handedly.

Everyone knows that she bought a bunch of celebrity accessories, and went to chase every concert, regardless of school holidays, domestic and foreign, and only thought that she was a rich star chaser.

The three words of high school student sound naive, but they are not too young. I feel that I have grown into a small sapling in the motherland, and if I draw a stick, I will have to shade someone else. It is inevitable that I am a little pretentious.They don't object to star chasing, but they also seek reasonable star chasing. To put it bluntly, they don't like Shu Yao's behavior of chasing stars with money and money, and they don't bother to make friends with her.

Shu Yao herself is not good at dealing with interpersonal relationships, and she doesn't take the initiative to make friends with others. Over time, she has become a withdrawn personality in others' mouths.

Cheng Yin sat next to her, and Shu Yao looked back at him in confusion.Cheng Yin turned her head and smiled at her, "What are you doing here?"

Shu Yao probably didn't expect Cheng Yin to take the initiative to greet her.Cheng Yin is actually quite famous in school, this is of course the superficial reason of Yan Hao's long legs.

However, Cheng Yin had handed her a tissue before, and Cheng Yin was there when she mustered up the courage to go to Li Yu, so in this way, they were considered to be a little friendly.

Shu Yao had a good impression of him, but she didn't expect him to be so friendly.A little surprised and a little happy in her heart, Shu Yao whispered: "Brother and the others are holding a signing event in the building opposite."

Cheng Yin was stunned for a second before realizing that she was talking about the combination of her favorite star.

"Don't you have a ticket?" Cheng Yin asked.

Shu Yao shook her head, "Yes."

Cheng Yin glanced at a crowd of people crowded opposite, "Do you want to wait until there are fewer people?"

Shu Yao still shook her head, "Everyone has almost gone in. Those outside probably didn't get tickets."

"How do you draw this ticket?" Cheng Yin was curious.

"Buy albums. The more you buy, the higher your chances of winning." Shu Yao said.

Cheng Yin asked casually, "How many copies did you buy?"

"One hundred."

……

Cheng Yin was taken aback. An album costs more than 100, so going to the signing will be a waste of money.

"Only one hundred tickets are drawn?" Cheng Yin felt pain in his flesh.

Unexpectedly, Shu Yao shook her head lightly, "I didn't get it, bad luck. I bought a ticket from another sister who couldn't go."

"How much?" Cheng Yin was really curious.

"More than 8000." Shu Yao said.

Cheng Yin suspected that there was something wrong with his ears. Why is this unlucky boy staring at the stars and spending so much money here? Hurry up and go in.

"Then why don't you go in?"

Shu Yao's arms holding the box tightened, she lowered her head, "Don't dare to go."

"how?"

Shu Yao's voice was low, as if she knew that she might be disappointed, "The last autograph signing was more than a year ago. I'm afraid that my brother won't recognize me if I sign face to face."

are you afraid?

Cheng Yin looked opposite again, those girls who couldn't go seemed excited, was it because of the atmosphere?A group of people chattered endlessly about the same person, and the chat was full of enthusiasm. Do you feel that staying here is a little closer to the idol.

Taking another look at Shu Yao, she was waiting outside alone, not daring to go in even if she had a ticket.The big box I was holding was probably a prepared gift.

Cheng Yin said cautiously: "Can you tell me why you like him?"

Although Cheng Yin has always called himself Teacher Cheng, in fact, he is not good at explaining some great principles to others, let alone being able to understand other people's minds.He is a good listener, willing to listen to others, and deeply believes in the power of talking.

At this time, it was not pity for Shu Yao.He just felt that the loneliness exuded by this thin girl was actually very similar to that of Li Yu.It's just that Shu Yao's is more exposed, while Li Yu's is easy to see.

Shu Yao looked at him in surprise as if she had misheard, Cheng Yin didn't speak, her calm face responded that he didn't want to spy on something on a whim, you can talk if you want, it doesn't matter if you don't want to.

After a long time, Shu Yao slowly opened her mouth: "During the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school, my brother's combination returned. They are going to hold a signing event, and the event venue is near my house. I have a cousin who lives one day in advance. When we arrived at our house, she had diarrhea and couldn’t go. My cousin gave me the ticket and asked me to help her meet her brother and give him a gift. It was the first time I knew this combination. It took me a long time to recognize it after entering The elder brother that my cousin said, they were not popular at the time. My elder brother chatted with me when he signed the album. It was the first time I went to such an occasion, and I was very nervous. Unexpectedly, my elder brother patted me on the head and made him drink Milk tea was given to me, and he smiled and praised me for being cute."

Cheng Yin listened carefully, but didn't answer.

Shu Yao glanced at him, then turned her head away, stared blankly at the box in her hand and said, "It's pretty stupid. It's nothing, but I fell in love with him right away. My brother smiled very warmly, I don't care. Will forget his smile that day."

Cheng Yin shook his head, "I don't feel stupid."

It's too lacking in love, it's too lonely.Especially in the fact that Shu Yao was afraid that the other party would not remember her after going in now.

Cheng Yin can understand.

The pampering that the good-looking big boy inadvertently shows for the little girl is fatal.Acting like that in idol dramas, drawing like that in anime, the fact is exactly the same, especially for those lonely and unappreciated girls.

When a person is lonely, he will probably be so happy to meet a flower that is blooming in full bloom, wishing to think that the flower bloomed just for him.A warm smile and a cup of delicious milk tea mean many things.

If you get it, you will be afraid of losing it, especially those who have lost or never had these things.

"Do you want to see him?" Cheng Yin asked.

Shu Yao nodded, thought for a while and shook her head, and added: "I can see you at the concert. But at the autograph, face to face..." She sighed and said dejectedly: "I can give the gift to my brother That's it. I've been preparing for a long time."

"I'll help you go in and bring it to him." Cheng Yin said.

Shu Yao suddenly raised her head, "Really...really?"

Cheng Yin smiled, "If you really dare not go in, I will help you."

Shu Yao hugged the big box, pinched her own arm, thought for a long time before handing the box to Cheng Yin solemnly, "You help me."

Cheng Yin took it.Shu Yao gave him the ticket and the album to be signed, and opened the phone photo album to show Cheng Yin the picture of her favorite brother.

Cheng Yin wrote down the precautions one by one, and walked quickly to the venue opposite.

A boy fan suddenly appeared among a group of girls, everyone was very surprised, and they dragged Cheng Yin to chat endlessly, which made him explain in embarrassment that he was here for someone else, after all, he still doesn't know who else is in this group people.

When handing the gift to the male idol with handsome appearance and gentle voice, he whispered: "My sister likes you very much, you are her light." "Thank her. I will try my best to shine." The dark circles under his eyes that could not be covered by liquid foundation revealed his fatigue. Cheng Yin knew that the other party was very tired, and he had heard too many such words.

Cheng Yin sighed silently, and left with the signed album.He suddenly thought of what Fang Yuan said, chasing a phantom, they are all fabricated out of thin air, characters in his own imagination.

Is it the same for chasing stars?Don't fully understand each other.But there is a beautiful phantom in my heart, and what I chase is the dream in my heart anyway.

That being the case, there is nothing to blame.

He doesn't know how many warm visions other people have in that dream, so he doesn't want to puncture other people's dreams.

After giving the album to Shu Yao, Cheng Yin didn't want to go shopping anymore.go home.

The author has something to say: just a little bit of my opinion.Many star-chasing little angels are really gentle, and they have gained a lot of strength from their idols. Thinking about it, I feel quite warm.When you feel lonely, if you are encouraged by someone who shines, you can be healed.Hahahaha, hypocritical hypocritical.However, even chasing phantoms, I still feel that there is nothing to blame.Sister Shu Yao will gradually become cheerful~