You have a bamboo horse waiting to be checked

Do you like it?

Needless to say.

But he didn't know how to reply Ling Yifeng's question.

He didn't think about what will happen after being together, how much pressure he will face, and what problems may arise. In other words, he is not ready to confess.

It was like a question with only a few words in it, without sufficient conditions, but marked with questions and points, and he still wanted to answer beyond his capacity.

However, he likes Ling Yifeng more and more, so full that it can overflow anytime and anywhere. He has never liked anyone like this. Every move and every inattentiveness of a young man is full of liking and joy, but he lacks a sense of security. People like to protect themselves shrink into the snail shell of self-deception. While enjoying such a relationship, they don't have the courage and confidence to go any further.

Those so-called "flirting" intentionally or unintentionally are nothing but a small wave splashed on the real reef by the ocean of liking.

For the first time, a person who is rational and stable by nature feels so impulsive.

I want to love you without hesitation.

Wanna be with you.

"You dare to kiss me, you dare not admit it?" Ling Yifeng pointed at him, "You fucking..."

"Yes." Qi Zhongshan said.

"What is it!" Ling Yifeng didn't buy it, "I don't believe it!"

Qi Zhongshan had a headache.

Isn't this an endless loop of "explain to me" and "if you don't listen, I won't listen"...

No wonder he said that he drank too much and made trouble. This warm reminder can be said to be quite sincere.

"You just say you like me if you know what you know," Ling Yifeng took a deep breath, his voice choked up, but he hit the nail on the head, "Have you considered the consequences of being discovered? Have you thought about how to go on? Do you know how much pressure you will face? You haven't thought about anything, why do you say you like me?"

"I'm starting to think now," Qi Zhongshan said with determination, "give me some time."

"Do you think I don't have any feelings for you? Do you think I don't want to tease you, don't kiss you, don't you want to do something?" Ling Yifeng grabbed his collar and pushed it out, "I I made it clear earlier, you understand that you can leave by yourself, don’t tell me, it’s none of my business if you don’t want to leave, why do you say that I hang on to you, why do everyone agree that I like you, I have taken on the false name Why can't it be done!"

"Don't touch me, Qi Zhongshan." Ling Yifeng was silent for a while and said, "I'm in a mess now, don't bother me."

"Then I'll take you back." Qi Zhongshan stayed where he was.

Ling Yifeng stared at him for a while, let out a long breath, and walked forward.

The night wind is very cool.

His mind is full of Qi Zhongshan.

Qi Zhongshan and his past, present, and future.

There is also the sound of Qi Zhongshan surrounded by ears.

"This is my former teaching building. There is a row of sweet-scented osmanthus trees at the bottom, which will drop their petals in autumn. That area happens to be contracted by our class and our group. Every time I sweep it, Ye Yiming and I want to scold my mother."

"Later, he stopped scolding and went to the contracting area next door to look for Ye Bingyu every day. I got more annoyed by cleaning alone, so I joined the school team. I went to the basketball court to play in the afternoon after school, so I didn't need to sweep. The basketball court is there. "

"And over there..."

Ling Yifeng quietly listened to Qi Chongshan's soft introduction of his school. He closed his eyes, as if he could see Qi Chongshan just entering school.

Going around in the campus, slowly growing up.

Grow into what it is now.

Little by little, he filled in the gap of four and a half years, as if he had never left.

He felt that this matter had nothing to do with Qi Zhongshan——he was persuading himself little by little, and approached Qi Zhongshan.

Ling Yifeng didn't know why he wanted to cry, but when he realized it, Qi Zhongshan had already held him in his arms.

"Walking with eyes closed is easy to fall." Qi Zhongshan looked down at him, "Are you a little dizzy?"

"Why do you talk so much today?" Ling Yifeng was inexplicably itching his teeth, turned his face and bit his neck, "I can't hear your voice normally."

"That's because I don't know what to say," Qi Zhongshan let him bite without moving, "but I always have endless things to say to you."

"Maybe you know what I want to hear subconsciously," Ling Yifeng buried his face in his neck, "so you will say them."

"I don't know. When I treat you, I just care about it, not intentionally. If you like this way of getting along, doesn't it mean that we should be like this." Qi Zhongshan said, "We used to be like this, and we will still be like this in the future. It will be like this. I say I like you because now I only dare to say that I like you, but I dare not say that I love you and dare not say anything else. I will consider what you said, and I will think clearly. There is a way You can walk alone, or you can walk with two people, no matter what the road is, it is easier to walk with two people than alone. I can understand if you don't want to now, I will wait for you. "

Wait for myself too.

Maybe love is a thing that flows slowly, and the so-called throbbing is just a battle that will end hastily within a week, but there is always a moment when quantitative changes lead to qualitative changes, and all thoughts and thoughts explode in the brain. What I want, probably at that moment, can be called a heartbeat.

On the 57th day after coming out of the closet like a fool, a month and a half after coming to the provincial capital, and two weeks before my 17th birthday.

He finally confirmed that he fell in love with Qi Zhongshan.

Not a good impression, not caring.

It's the real deal, it's only this person, I like it.

Because I like it, I trust it.

"Do you want to be with me?" Ling Yifeng raised his head and looked at him, "It's not about falling in love with me, do you want to be 'together' with me?"

"Yes." Qi Zhongshan looked straight into his eyes.

"That's fine," Ling Yifeng looked at the clarity and peace in his eyes, took a deep breath, "Boyfriend."

"Would you drink too much and refuse to admit it?" Qi Zhongshan was taken aback, and immediately asked.

"Do you want me to sign and draw a pledge?" Ling Yifeng glanced at him, took out his mobile phone, clicked on QQ, and sent a voice message to Qi Chongshan, "Qi Chongshan is my boyfriend."

"Okay?" Ling Yifeng put the phone back in his pocket, "Take me back."

"Can I laugh?" Qi Zhongshan asked after a moment of silence.

"Laugh." Ling Yifeng took the initiative to answer the next question, "Don't kiss me, I'm smoking."

When he really heard Qi Zhongshan laugh out loud, he couldn't help but want to laugh a little: "You idiot."

"Well," Qi Zhongshan said while laughing, "boyfriend is right."

"Where are you going?" Ling Yifeng glanced back, "Didn't you go back to the back door?"

"There is a bus stop at the main gate of the school. Even if there is no bus to take, there are more taxis coming and going there." Qi Zhongshan still couldn't help but kissed his side face, "Where is your boyfriend going?"

"Go to the haunted house." Ling Yifeng paused and said, "There are people at home, but I don't know if it's all about this. If the two of them don't get along well, will they quarrel on the bed or under the bed?"

"Has the boyfriend brought the key?"

"Is there anything else in your mind besides boyfriend?" Ling Yifeng finally couldn't hold back his laughter, "You might as well replace all pronouns with boyfriend."

"It's mainly fresh," Qi Zhongshan smiled while holding his hand, "and it's...unbelievable."

"Do you think we are a flash marriage... Bah flash love... why is it so strange," Ling Yifeng laughed, slowly opened his hands, and interlocked his fingers, "That's right, have you heard of crush? It's a sudden obsession with someone, it's an infatuation, but it's not a real liking... no, I suddenly want to go back on my word."

"No, I suddenly want to dominate the boss." Qi Zhongshan glanced at him, "forced love."

"I'm serious," Ling Yifeng said softly, "If you really find that you don't like me, or think that we are not suitable, you must leave as soon as possible, don't feel guilty, the faster and cleaner you leave, the better. If you don't give up, the longer you stay and the deeper the entanglement, the harder it is to leave, and you can only torture each other."

Qi Chongshan was silent for a while, and then said: "We are different from them."

"Let's not discuss this issue today." Ling Yifeng turned on the phone and glanced at the bus stop nearby, then let go of Qi Zhongshan's hand, "Hurry up and hug one, I'll get on the bus later. "

Qi Zhongshan immediately hugged him tightly and whispered in his ear, "I'll take you back."

"No need, Qi Ming just said that he was waiting for me at the gate of the community," Ling Yifeng said, "Don't follow me, I have Qi...I have a boyfriend, Radar, I know very well whether you are by my side."

"Then are you willing to let me wait for the bus alone?" Qi Zhongshan hugged him and did not let go, "I want to take the bus with you."

"Why don't you get tired of you?" Ling Yifeng leaned on his shoulder and took a deep breath, "I feel like I'm taking | drugs, and the smell of you is addictive."

"Coincidentally, I think so too." Qi Zhongshan hesitated for a moment, took off his school uniform jacket, "Change."

"What... what are you doing?" Ling Yifeng took off his school uniform jacket by accident, "The school uniform I just got doesn't smell like me."

"It's okay, it smells like mint everywhere you go, it's very contagious, my mother said last time that I smell like mint all over my body," Qi Zhongshan put on Ling Yifeng's school uniform, "Hurry up and don't freeze."

"Don't use my school uniform to do something you shouldn't do," Ling Yifeng came back to his senses, "I have the urge to solve it myself."

Qi Zhongshan reacted for a while before he understood. He was a little dumbfounded: "Is it okay to be mentally healthy? Can I use the cuffs or the collar for the school uniform? Can you give me some pointers?"

"I..." Ling Yifeng actually felt a little blushing, "I|fuck|what are you thinking? Didn't the school uniforms come from YY real people? Who let you use them as props?"

"Forget it, I'm not a fetishist," Qi Zhongshan smiled while putting on his coat, "It's better to use it as a prop than to bind it, use the school uniform to tie the handles to the desk legs, lock the back door, push the school uniform shirt The top makes you bite the hem of your clothes..."

"Stop!" Ling Yifeng wanted to cover his mouth, "Who the hell is drinking too much?"

"Did I say that I drink very little?" Qi Zhongshan looked at him and smiled, "The half bottle you drank before was mine, and you drank two more bottles."

Ling Yifeng stared at him: "Then does what you said tonight count?"

"Better than you," Qi Zhongshan said helplessly, "I'm not going to be knocked down by two and a half bottles of beer."

"Then what you just said," Ling Yifeng continued to stare at him, "did you want to do this a long time ago?"

"Just think about it," Qi Zhongshan said honestly, "I won't push you under the back table during lunch break while listening to the movement outside..."

"Shut up," Ling Yifeng pointed at him, "The school is under surveillance, so you will be in your next life."

"There is no piano room," Qi Zhongshan continued, "I went to practice the piano when I was preparing for the freshman party. Some art students lost something, and the school said that the old building was not monitored. But the old building is indeed a holy place for dating. After all, there is a piano rooms and empty classrooms."

"Why do I think it's very subtle?" Ling Yifeng suddenly laughed as he listened, "You said that when we work in the future, if someone returns to school and knows that the old building does not monitor students falling in love there, will they report to the school leaders, or Will you continue to indulge silently?"

"I don't know about it," Qi Zhongshan said, "but I hope that if you hear it from somewhere, you can tell me at home at night."

"Ok?"

"I hope," Qi Zhongshan looked at him, "I can see you when I get home at night."

Hope we can still be together by then.

The author has something to say: Thanks to the little angel [Is it a demon, not a Yao] for mine × 1, nutrient solution × 5~

Thanks to the little angel [Xi Qing] for the nutrient solution × 5~

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