You have a bamboo horse waiting to be checked

There were people running laps on the outer track, and the friction sound of the newly replaced plastic track and shoes could be vaguely heard.A class came to clear the field and wanted to play football in the middle of the playground.Qi Zhongshan greeted the sports committee member of that class, and led Ling Yifeng to the side entrance of the playground.

The two of them tossed for a long time and put on the scarf again. When talking, there were multiple layers of barriers, which happened to make the voice quieter.

"I, I am. My two brothers are a couple. Qi Ming and I have a father, and Ling Yichen has a mother with me. They are all related to me by blood. It's gone." Ling Yifeng stared at the concrete floor, "Let's put it more simply, I, the illegitimate child, like men, if you understand it, you should consider whether to stay away from me as soon as possible."

"Why do you stay away from you?" Qi Zhongshan asked, "It's not your fault that you have an illegitimate child, and it's even worse if you have an illegitimate child. What's wrong with liking men?"

"What's the matter?" Ling Yifeng chuckled, "It's different."

"There is nothing abnormal in itself." Qi Zhongshan frowned, and rarely refuted Ling Yifeng's words, "Most people in the world are right-handed, isn't it normal for left-handers?"

"Two different things."

"It's also a matter of personal choice, and most of them are born in the same way. What's the difference?"

"Just ask anyone, do you think they will say the same?" Ling Yifeng sneered, "Don't be so naive."

"Why do you want to consider the thoughts of 'anyone'?" Qi Zhongshan asked, "Why should you let the thoughts of 'others' influence your thinking?"

"You don't need to stand and talk without back pain!" Ling Yifeng suddenly became angry, pulled off the scarf, stood up and shouted, "Okay, let me ask you, do you want people to say that you are that kind of left-handed person? Do you want to?" !"

When Ling Yifeng yelled out the last sentence, although he deliberately lowered his voice, he still broke his throat, and Qi Zhongshan was taken aback.

"Just now that idiot wrote me a threatening letter by treating us as a couple. When I went to him, I was so angry that I couldn't say it directly, because I was afraid that people would think I was left-handed! I'm cowardly! I'm afraid of being People say they are perverts and are discriminated against! So do you still think left-handed people are normal now!"

"My brother and the others themselves told me to take that broad road! They don't think they are normal! You also said that it's been more than ten years now, yes, it's been more than ten years, and I've been worried and careful everywhere, like it's shameful! "The more Ling Yifeng said, the more sad he got, and the more digressed he got, "Then, the quarrel turned upside down, and the relationship for so many years is gone, why? They are reluctant to part with me! They say I am rebellious, that I am ignorant, If I'm good and I'm obedient, they'll be relieved and have more energy to fight and find a way to break up, right?"

There was a tear in his voice.

Qi Chongshan saw Ling Yifeng's fingers trembling slightly, and finally developed to trembling all over his body.His tears poured out one by one from under his thick eyelashes, and hit the dry concrete floor, flying dust.

Qi Chongshan didn't know why he felt depressed, as if he had returned to those dreams again, Ling Yifeng was close at hand, but he could only watch helplessly.

Panic, guilt, powerlessness.

So finally an unknown emotion urged him to do what he couldn't do in his dream.

Qi Chongshan got up and hugged Ling Yifeng, listening to him change from whimpering to sobbing.

Qi Chongshan quietly listened to Ling Yifeng choked up and spit out the helplessness and fear that had accumulated in his heart for these years like black mud. While responding from time to time, he patted Ling Yifeng on the back to give him comfort .

Although Ling Yifeng choked on him just now, he now feels very at ease.

The moment Ling Yifeng chose to fully explain everything in the past, the vacancy of four and a half years finally came to an end.

There is no longer any gap between them, there is no longer any gap, and finally they can be as close as the hug at this time.

After a long time, Ling Yifeng finally calmed down slowly.

"This is the first time I've told others this." After a long silence, Ling Yifeng took the initiative to smile and said, "I feel much more comfortable after shouting out. In the final analysis, it's the shadow caused by other people's parents wanting to divorce."

Qi Zhongshan tacitly did not bring up the matter just now, let go of Ling Yifeng in his arms, wrapped the scarf around his neck, and comforted him: "Go back when you feel better. The next class is for the boss."

Ling Yifeng touched the scarf around his neck, and found that apart from the mint smell that could not escape from his whole body, he could still smell a faint smell of tobacco.

He suddenly felt very uncomfortable.

Seeing that he was always a few steps behind him, Qi Zhongshan couldn't help slowing down, and finally the two of them stopped at the teaching building and did not go up.

"You seem to have a good fighting posture today." Qi Zhongshan kicked the pebbles on the side of the road with his shoes, "Maybe I really can't beat you."

"Compared to you, not necessarily, I just mastered a lot of technical things, Xie Hao exaggerated last time." Ling Yifeng smiled, "After all, my vital capacity is not enough, so bad that I might not even be able to play a game of basketball , especially in winter, if you run without protection from the cold, you can cough for a long time.”

"Skill?" Qi Zhongshan asked, "Have you ever learned Sanda or something?"

"No. I don't know if you heard what I just said. Didn't Ling Yichen also have a younger brother, Ling Haoran? He knew that my surname should not be Ling, and he always felt that I was a bastard who was using their family's money. Half of me The above fights were all fought with this person, and the experience was gained slowly." Ling Yifeng said, "However, experience definitely has an advantage, and in the case of surprises, it is generally a sure win, such as today with Chen Hao from Class [-] .”

"Then will he trouble you next time?"

"Where is he so free?" Ling Yifeng didn't answer him directly, "Let's go, if you're late, it's not late, it's absent from class."

He took out the remaining half pack of cigarettes from his pocket and threw them into the trash can, then turned around and explained worriedly: "I don't actually smoke, but I happen to have a lighter in my hand. When I'm in a bad mood, I can't help but think about it." .”

Looking at his embarrassed expression, Qi Zhongshan couldn't help but want to laugh: "I already knew, which smoker can endure such a long time without smoking."

"Hey, what else do you not know?" Ling Yifeng was a little discouraged, "I feel like a child lying in front of adults."

Now Qi Zhongshan laughed directly: "I don't know how to read minds, how can I know everything, go upstairs, baby."

"Do you know that Ling Yichen's name is Qi Ming's big baby?" Ling Yifeng just turned around and paused, "How do I remember that you know?"

"Ah, yes," Qi Zhongshan said with a smile, "you told me that when you were young."

"Then why are you yelling nonsense when you have nothing to do?" Ling Yifeng rolled his eyes at him, "Taking advantage of me is an addiction, right?"

"Flirt with you." Qi Zhongshan said seriously, "It's okay to flirt with you."

Ling Yifeng stared at him for a while, then suddenly smiled: "Stupid."

Qi Zhongshan put his arm around his neck from behind, and took a false bite upwards through the scarf: "I just flirted, what's the matter."

"Shameless." Ling Yifeng gave him a middle finger.

Qi Zhongshan directly took another bite on his finger.

"Fuck | Are you a dog?" Ling Yifeng was taken aback, and quickly pulled his hand back, "Where is your male god halo!"

"I'm down to earth," Qi Zhongshan glanced at him, "Do you know why?"

"Have you moved Fanxin?" Ling Yifeng didn't stop walking, and his tone of voice was still mostly teasing, but Qi Zhongshan keenly observed that his fingers grasped the cuff, and then slowly let go.

"En." Qi Chongshan responded lightly.

into the dust.

A flower blooms.

The author has something to say: the two sentences at the end are a stalk, the sentence that Eileen Chang wrote to Hu Lancheng, "After seeing him, she became very low, very low, as low as the dust. But she was happy in her heart, from the dust Flowers are blooming."