A Curtain of Dreams: Duckweed Outside the Lian

It has been three days since I woke up, but I asked God countless times, why didn't I die in a car accident, let me live in this world full of despair, without dignity.Am I still the Ophelia who made my parents proud after I lost my legs, the Ophelia who can freely spin on the stage, or... the Ophelia who thinks she is loved? !

Chu Lian, Zi Ling, you think I don’t know, but I understand everything. As a woman, especially a woman who loves a man, her sensitivity is beyond people’s imagination. I’m just afraid of breaking my dream. will leave me in an instant.Just like father's pampering, like... Chu Lian's love.

So I can't lose my mother's expectations, so I can't lose you, Chu Lian.

If I die, then I will always be Chu Lian's former lover, and I will never be able to get rid of it for the rest of my life.

I knew what Chu Lian was going to say to me that day, I interrupted him again and again, I was afraid of the nightmares he said, Chu Lian, you are so cruel, you know.

This must be a dream, but God, even if it is a dream, please let me not wake up.You said you love me and want to take care of me for the rest of your life, I selfishly took it seriously, Chu Lian, the promise you gave, let it turn into a shackle, bind us, and let you not break free.

Chu Lian, you don't know what kind of deep love that Green Ping, dancing in your eyes, has for you. That love is humble and cowardly, not inferior to Zi Ling.Please, even if it's a lie, let it go on, okay?

No one can take you away, not Ziling, nor that nurse.

I was lying in the operating room again, feeling the surge of life in a mist, Chu Lian, I am giving birth to you, our child, it’s great, this place is no longer my nightmare.

I used to think that I was incomplete, incomplete and dilapidated, the sunshine in my heart had long since left with the car accident, that leg, with the dance, and what was left was a naked body.But now, when the child slips from my body, the sourness and happiness in my heart have to melt those ugliness and madness. It turns out that I am still happy, which is great.

Forgive me for marrying me with guilt, forgive me for never telling you the truth.