Respect is worse than obedience

When I woke up in the morning, my eyes were very swollen. At night I dreamed and cried again. I dreamed that I went back to four years ago when Musi left me.

I ate something casually in the morning and went to work. The place of work is very close to home, and it is only one subway stop away.

When I was about to go out, the phone in my pocket vibrated. There are not many people stored in my phone. The only person who can find me so early in the morning is Fang Yan. I just wanted to pick it up, but I found that the caller was It is peace of mind.

"Hello...what's the matter?" I calmed down and answered the phone.

"That...Brother Qingzi, I know, I looked for you yesterday, and I shouldn't look for you again today, but..." An Xin was depressed.

"Since you have called, let's talk." I was still so calm.

"Well, Musi... can I go to your house to live for a while..." When I heard this, I was startled, do I still want to live together?

"Why, it's not very good for you."

"Yesterday, did you read the news? Now the major media are picking up gossip about Musi's withdrawal from the business world. In addition, it seems that he was photographed in the bar yesterday... So, my house is not safe now." An Xin said, but It seems that there is some concealment.

"The news of Musi's withdrawal from the business world did not start when he quit. It was photographed yesterday, just drinking in a bar. You should not have countermeasures. This is not a problem for you at all." My voice on the phone, Very firm.

"No...not...yesterday...it was photographed, not a photo of drinking..." An Xin hesitated to speak, which made me more confused.

"It's not a bar being photographed? What is that?" I pressed.

"Yes... yes... drug use..."

When An Xin said this word, my brain froze again, drugs, Musi, how could he take drugs.

"What did you say? Say it again, what was photographed was not Musi drinking in a bar, but taking drugs!" I questioned loudly.

There was no answer from the other side of the phone.

I calmed down and asked, "Why, Musi has always cherished his body, why did he take drugs?"

"After he severed his relationship with his father and was kicked out by you, he was very decadent during that time. Although he lived brightly and brightly under the lights every day, at night, he stayed in the bar and drank all night. For him, I don't know, if I knew, I certainly wouldn't..."

"Okay, I don't want to hear it anymore, tell me, where is he now?" I didn't want to listen to An Xin's talk, and asked what I wanted to know.

"Once every two days, he commits crimes from time to time, he can restrain himself." On the phone, An Xin's voice weakened.

"Where are you now?"

"In my house, Brother Qingzi, if you still love Mu Xi, I beg you, take him home, he doesn't want to see you all the time, really, as long as you are here, I believe he will be able to get rid of this Something, brother Qingzi, I beg you." An Xin begged me crying, I raised my hand to support my forehead, Musi, Musi, this is nothing.

"Brother Qingzi, you're here." After hanging up An Xin's phone call, I asked for leave and rushed to An Xin's place. I entered through the back door and looked around the whole big house.

"This was given to me by Mexico." An Xin raised her head and followed my gaze.

"Oh, don't get me wrong, this is the breakup fee that Muxigo gave me at the time. It's great, right? He told me that he can't forget you, and I'm just a substitute, a revenge product." This boy just talked to me with a smile, without any hatred.

"He spoiled you so much, don't you hate him?" I asked.

An Xin shook her head, "I don't hate it, if it weren't for Musi, I might have died there long ago, so I don't blame him."

I didn't say a word and walked inside.

"Musi is sleeping in the bedroom now, I can wake him up, as long as you let him go, he will definitely go with you."

"What about you?" I asked back.

"Me? I want to help Musi deal with the media. It's okay. They can't do anything to me. Why don't they just expose me? In the worst case, expose me. What can I do regularly? As long as they don't find Musi, this matter It will disappear after a long time, but... If Brother Mu Xi is in the music world, it will be difficult." An Xin said, walked to me, looked at Mu Xi, and I could clearly feel the warmth in his eyes , not worse than me at all.

"Relax..."

"Brother Qingzi, Musi's drug addiction is not very serious, and he will definitely be able to quit, as long as Brother Qingzi is here." An Xin's fiery eyes burned my heart, Musi treated him like this, but he didn't hate him at all, and I hated him for four years, why does he still love me.

I stopped asking, knelt on the bed and pulled up the sleeping Musi.

"Well... Anxin, what's the matter, I said, don't worry about the media coming, I'm very tired, let me sleep again." Mu Xi shook off my hand and turned over.

"Musi, you see clearly, who I am!" I shouted his name loudly, and I could clearly see his body trembling when he heard me call him.

"Qing'er...why are you here?" Mu Xi looked at me tenderly, but he still couldn't hide the panic in his eyes.

"Pack up your things and come home with me." I stood by the bed and looked at him.

"No... I... I can't go back now, I... I will cause you trouble." Mu Xi curled up in the quilt like a child, which made my heart ache.

"An Xin told me everything, pack up your things quickly, if you still want to get along with me again, just go with me now." My tone was very blunt.

"Qing'er...you're angry, aren't you?"

I sighed, didn't say anything more, stepped forward and hugged him, "Musi, I'm sorry."

Musi put his arms around my waist tightly and buried his face in it. I could feel his body trembling and he was crying. I haven't given him a decent hug these years.

I have been hating him, hating him for abandoning me, hating his father for killing my father, blocking my love for him, trying to forget the memory of being with him, maybe I have always been selfish, never thought how he feels.

He severed ties with his father because of me, but I avoided it because of my own fear. I was wrong. If I hadn't dodged, if I hadn't chased him away that day, wouldn't he be like this? We... ...isn't it going to be like this.