Respect is worse than obedience

I opened my eyes with sore foreheads, the ventilator stuck uncomfortably, and the cold needle in my hand, and told me what important surgery I had undergone.

I moved my eyes, and my mother fell asleep beside me. She probably didn't sleep last night.

There was a dull pain in the surgical site on his body, as if the anesthetic had failed.

I knew I had some emergency surgery, but I didn't expect those bottles of wine to be so powerful. Before, nothing happened.

"My child...you're awake..." My mother got up, and when she saw me awake, she burst into tears.

"Mom... I made you worry." My voice was very small, and the ventilator covered most of the volume. My mother listened to my ears, tears kept falling down.

"Silly boy, what's wrong with you, what's so good about a big man, forget it and forget it, why are you tossing yourself like this, your stomach..." Mother choked up, I know, my stomach has been removed Part of it, the doctor warned me before.

"Mom, I'm sorry, but I can't let go, he is still working hard, how can I give up first."

Mother looked at me and said nothing.

Liu Zi and Wei Yang came to see me, both of them had bad complexions, I laughed at them as silly, they came to see my good friend, why are they so stinky.

As the mock exam was approaching, the teacher also came to see me in the hospital and told my mother to let me recover well and not delay the exam. The teacher had high expectations for me and said that my wish was to go to Beijing for the exam. My mother was very happy to hear that. I hurriedly said, Beijing is good, it is very good to go to Beijing for the exam, but she didn't know why I went.

When I was almost in good health, I called Wei Yang to the ward. Wei Yang liked Liu Zi, he was a natural comrade, but I just liked Mu Xi. He still has a long way to go.

"Qingzi." Wei Yang also knew what I wanted to say, so he didn't let Liu Zi follow.

I laughed, "Actually, I think it's good that you and Liu Zi are like this."

Wei Yang shook his head and said nothing.

"Actually, what I want to say is, if Musi has a chance to call you, don't tell him about my affairs, don't say anything, I beg you."

Wei Yang looked at me and nodded.

If he knew, he would definitely run out regardless of his father's objection. In this case, what if he is injured, as long as he is well, my little things are nothing.

"Hello... Musi... is this Musi?" In the past few days, I received his call for the first time, and the voice from there felt so close even if it was across the ocean.

"Bao~ How are you doing these few days?" Musi's voice became weaker again, and I knew that he was also insisting.

"Well, I'm fine, how about you." Try to pretend to be strong, only when I am strong can he be more powerful.

"I'm fine, Qing'er. Did my dad look for you again that day?"

"No, don't worry, I changed schools, but I will definitely take the exam well and go to Beijing, then we will be together." I said confidently.

Mu Xi smiled, "Qing'er, I'm very happy that you can do this, thank you, you don't give up on me."

"No, yes, thank you for loving me, Musi."

After that phone call, I didn't hear from him for a long time.

The college entrance examination was approaching, and I was discharged from the hospital in good health. On that day, my six sons came to pick me up from the hospital.

"Qingzi, what are you going to do with Musi..." This sentence came from Liu Zi, who never asked such a serious question.

"I'm not going to let go, Liu Zi, maybe you can't understand, but I won't let go, I like him, I love him." Say it calmly and calmly, because Liu Zi is not the kind of person who would leave me for this .

"Six... you, you have something to ask me." I looked up at him.

Liu Zi smiled wryly, "Qingzi, tell me, if we like men, are we abnormal?"

"We?" I bit on the key word.

"Qingzi, I found out that I like men just like you. What should I do? I found out that I like him too. Since I was a child, he has been by my side to clean up the mess for me and take care of me from my side. But, I I never had any other thoughts about him, he is just my good brother, but recently, I really want to get close to him, close to him, it feels different from before, I'm afraid..."

The six sons became more and more excited as they talked, so I stopped him.

"Silly man, you like Wei Yang, don't you?" I was happy in my heart, this stupid man finally saw Wei Yang in his eyes.

"How do you know?" Liu Zi was suddenly shy.

I laughed, "Who else has played with you since childhood, except Wei Yang."

The six sons laughed.

"Liu Zi, have you told Wei Yang about this?" I asked.

Liu Zi shook his head, "No, how dare I, just know it in my heart, what if I tell him that he won't see me anymore."

I laughed, really silly.Was I this stupid before?

"Six, if you don't tell me, how do you know he doesn't like you? Even if he doesn't like you, he won't avoid you. I'm like this. He doesn't come to see me every day." I laughed.

"But...but..." Liu Zi hesitated, I patted his forehead,

"Where did the six sons who are not afraid of anything go, why don't you just confess, there is nothing to be afraid of....No, six sons, don't be like me and Mu Xi, you must be careful, I don't want you to be like us, This is really painful.”

Six sons looked at me, he said, now I am different from before, like an adult.

I laughed at him, it's time to grow up, grow up, to protect your lover, in this world, he is forcing you to grow up.

At night, with my eyes open, I feel the darkness of the night.

Wei Yang's phone call came suddenly.

"Hey."

"Qingzi, how's it going?" Wei Yang asked.

"It's already very good, don't worry, it's just that I can only eat some liquid food every day, now, I don't need to lose weight deliberately." I laughed.

Wei Yang didn't speak.

"Qingzi, did Liu Zi tell you something today?" Wei Yang asked after a moment of silence.

"Ah? How do you know." I was curious.

"Today, he deliberately dismissed me to pick you up and leave the hospital. I guess he must have something to do."

I laughed out loud, these six sons are really stupid.

"Well, he came to me today and said something." I deliberately hid it.

"What did you say?" Wei Yang asked.

"Lend me your old quilt test." I laughed.

"it is good!"

"Wei Yang, actually, I think you are very lucky." I said calmly.

"What do you mean?" Wei Yang didn't understand.

"Liu Zi told me today that he seems to like you, no, yes, he likes you very much." I said.

Wei Yang didn't speak.

"happy?"

"Qingzi, thank you, thank you for telling me." Wei Yang smiled. I haven't heard Wei Yang laugh like this for a long time.

The relationship of so many years is finally going to pay off.

"Silly, you deserve this, don't forget my real question." I laughed.

"Don't worry, I'll send you to school tomorrow."

I laughed, this is love, it turns out that in the eyes of others, it is so sweet.

"Wei Yang, get ready to accept the confession from Liu Zi. I told him, man, you have to learn how to confess, haha."

Wei Yang complained, "You know how to bully him."

I am wronged, this is to protect my shortcomings.

Such a good thing, if only Musi was here...

Night, it's dark again...