go back and try love

Zheng Yu sat down on the sofa with a grin, picked up the snacks on the coffee table and put them in his mouth.

Ren Shaobai frowned when he saw it, and kicked up: "Who told you to eat it!!"

Zheng Yu gave him a sideways glance, ignored him, grabbed his hands harder, and stuffed his mouth full.

Ren Shaobai's face puffed up, shit, this guy is so fucking shameless!Inexplicably rushed into his house, inexplicably kept silent, inexplicably ruined his snacks...

Hey, wait a minute, this doesn't seem to be his home, it's Xing Jiaqi's home.

Seeing that his snacks fell into the enemy's mouth, Ren Shaobai was furious, rolled up his sleeves, and threatened to fight him desperately, Xing Jiaqi quickly pulled him back, looked at each other, and saw Xing Jiaqi helplessly saying "here you Ren Shaobai was appeased by mouthing 'buy', snorted coldly, and packed up the surviving snacks.

"What's wrong with you?" Xing Jiaqi glanced at the back who was busy hiding snacks, shook his head and chuckled silently, then turned his head and asked this arrogant trespasser.

Zheng Yu didn't speak, just bit the snack in his mouth until it creaked.

"What else can I do, I quarreled with Wenxuan!" Ren Shaobai teased leisurely, "In my opinion, Wenxuan should get rid of him immediately!!"

"Damn it!!" Zheng Yu stared at Ren Shaobai angrily, "What the hell are you talking about, who will be dumped!! What did Wenxuan tell you!!"

"Wenxuan is my best friend, of course he tells me everything!" Ren Shaobai smiled, as if deliberately annoying him: "A few days ago he also said that you are like a dog skin plaster, always pestering you. He, he's so annoying! I want to get rid of it quickly!"

"Damn!!!" Zheng Yu jumped up from the sofa, and rushed towards Ren Shaobai like a hungry wolf: "Say it again!!"

Before Ren Shaobai could react, he was punched firmly in the stomach. He staggered a few steps and stood still. Mr. Ren burst into anger instantly, kicked Zheng Yu to the ground with his kick behind him.

Plop—a dog eat shit, but lying on the ground, Zheng Yu will not let it go, reached out and grabbed Ren Shaobai’s leg, pulled it out hard, bang—Ren Shaobai was also thrown to the ground, and it didn’t take a while After a while, the two wrestled into a ball on the ground, and dust rose in the air, making the living room smoky.

"Damn, I fucking wanted to beat you! I really don't know how Xuanxuan's eyes are blind. I fell in love with you scum! He really should go to the ophthalmology department!"

"Your sister, I'm holding back my anger! I think Wenxuan has a neurological problem, and he treats you as a friend! He should go to the brain department!"

Xing Jiaqi: "..."

Are you scolding each other?Or scold An Wenxuan?

At this time, Xing Jiaqi's face was covered with black lines, he breathed a sigh of relief, sat on the sofa, picked up the milk that Ren Shaobai hadn't finished drinking, and watched while drinking.I saw that these two people were wrestling together in a sumo stance, you strangled my neck with your scissor legs, and I strangled your thigh with your praying mantis fist, neither of them had any intention of giving in.

After staring at it coldly for a long time, Xing Jiaqi saw thousands of muddy horses galloping in his heart—why every time the person he falls in love with is an idiot!Could it be that being a mafia prince is destined to be a kindergarten teacher?

In the end, I couldn't help it: "Are you two finished? Have something to talk about!!"

"Okay! You fucking let go!!!"

"You let it go first!"

"Why, you let it go first!!"

"Don't let it go, don't let it go, I'm going to strangle you lazy stupid pig!!"

"Damn, afraid of you?! I'm going to strangle you, the beast in the mess!!"

Listening to the extremely neat scolding of this pair, Xing Jiaqi had bulging veins on his forehead, took two deep breaths, and showed a thunderous momentum: "You guys give me enough!!!"

"No!" "No" are all voices in unison.

"I am killing harm for mankind!"

"I am punishing for the moon!!"

"..."

Why did I forget... my bluffing majesty has always been a display in front of these two people...

When Ren Shaobai's stomach rang, an hour had passed, and the two were pulled away by the unbearable Xing Jiaqi. Zheng Yu sat up from the ground in disgrace, while Ren Shaobai got up and ran to eat snacks to replenish his energy. He might want to continue the second half .

"What's the matter with you and An Wenxuan? Weren't you okay before?" Xing Jiaqi stared at him, and had to speak first. He didn't like to ask questions, but if he didn't come forward to mediate at this time, the two Treasures can last a day.

Zheng Yu, who was still full of anger, instantly lowered his head and frowned, with a gloomy expression, his thick eyelashes drooping into a crescent-like silhouette under his eyes: "He, he doubts me!!"

"Doubt you?"

Zheng Yu's tone was filled with grievance: "He suspected that I told Xin Minfeng about our relationship, what do you think he thinks!!"

"The idea is really unique, it seems that he is quite worried about you!" Xing Jiaqi sneered, his eyes moved slightly, "Speaking of which, I would like to ask, what happened between you and that Xin Minfeng, how did you fight? of?"

"That kid!" Zheng Yu was still indignant when he mentioned the fight, "I'm so fucking weird! That day he spoke in a weird way, and kept saying things that deserved to be beaten..."

"what did he say?"

"Uh," Zheng Yu didn't know how to answer for a while, and recalled carefully, he would make a move at that time, most of it was because of Xin Minfeng's frivolous and dirty words to An Wenxuan... Could it be...

A terrifying thought flashed into his mind, Zheng Yu suddenly stood up from the ground, and muttered, "Damn, why didn't I see it! That kid has evil intentions, he should have been killed at that time!!"

Said, and hurriedly walked out the door, Xing Jiaqi frowned: "Where are you going again?!"

"I'm going to find Wenxuan," Zheng Yu yelled frantically, "He doesn't like me very much in the first place, if this kid really takes advantage of me, I will suffer a lot!!"

"He doesn't like you very much?" Before opening the door, a lazy voice came from behind: "You also know that you are not likable!"

Xing Jiaqi raised his hand to caress his forehead depressedly, the incident had just subsided, why did this child come looking for trouble again.

Sure enough, upon hearing this, Zheng Yu turned his head angrily, threw his coat on the ground, and shouted at Ren Shaobai: "You fucking never stop!!"

However, at this time, Ren Shaobai's face was calm, like the blue and deep sky, and his eyes were rare and serious: "From the beginning, I was very puzzled! You are so disgusting, why did Wenxuan take a fancy to you!!"

Hearing that person complaining with resentment just now, and the one next to him teasing irrelevantly, made Ren Shaobai feel uncomfortable. Yes, he admitted that Wenxuan's suspicion was a bit too much this time, but people are protecting their weaknesses. , he just can't see that his favorite little brother, after giving his heart for the only time, still gets gossip...

Zheng Yu heard that his tone was wrong, and slightly pursed his lips: "What do you mean?"

"You said Wenxuan doesn't like you very much?" Ren Shaobai snorted coldly, "Let me guess, you said that to Wenxuan, right?"

"So what if I said it?" For some reason, Zheng Yu felt a little guilty, avoiding those aggressive eyes, and said in a muffled voice, "You also know that he rejects the same sex, and hated me at first, if I hadn't clung to him Bad fight, it is impossible for him to be with me at all, if someone else..."

"If I were Wenxuan, I would tear your mouth apart when I heard this!!" Ren Shaobai's tone was ruthless.

The pale sunlight illuminates the whole room clearly and brightly, and the dust in the light undulates like fog, and also looks like a transparent veil.

Zheng Yu stared with panic, but this panic did not stem from Ren Shaobai's words, but thinking about what he said at the time seemed to be more excessive than this...

"Being with a man, if he hadn't thought it through carefully, could he easily try it?" Ren Shaobai's face was as calm as water, and his tone was leisurely, but with a sense of injustice, "Besides, you also know that since your debut, because you always Being shown love by the same sex, there are so many speculations about his sexual orientation on the Internet, so outrageous, how much he rejects the same sex..."

He has been in the same room with An Wenxuan for more than two years, and he clearly knows that in the early days of his debut, every time he read those obscene rumors on the Internet, such as being adopted by the same sex, such as being a "young master" at nightclubs during school, An Wenxuan would be angry I was shaking all over, and once, the mobile phone numbers of the five members were leaked, and the others were all kinds of harassing text messages and harassing phone calls seeking friendship. Only he kept receiving pictures of the same sex's secret parts. During that time, he was almost He was so disgusted that he couldn't eat, so when he found out that An Wenxuan was entangled with Zheng Yu, Ren Shaobai felt quite incredible...

"...Think about it with your simple brain. If he didn't love you badly, he would be entangled with you? Even if he didn't like you before, I think you might be special to him from the very beginning. Otherwise, how could he give you a chance to stalk you, kick you away long ago, and leave you here like a madman, doubting this and that..."

Listening, Zheng Yu felt his mind was completely messed up, staring straight ahead, and finally Ren Shaobai in his vision gradually blurred, turning into that elegant and gentle boy,

He said duplicity, not that he likes it, but that he can try it.

He stammered, if you have time, come back, I'll wait for you,

He said angrily, yes, no, you go to the cold water,

He never said love, but everything he did, if not love, what is it?

If it is said that An Wenxuan's biggest concern is his stubbornness,

Then, his biggest knot is An Wenxuan's widowhood,

Perhaps because the two started off too violently, he has always pursued one-way with the mentality of redemption, and has always comforted himself that even if there is no reward, he deserves what he deserves. However, in the end, this person accepted it. To him, this feeling is undoubtedly It's like winning a lottery. Instead of thinking about how to continue living after winning the lottery, I think about whether I would have this luck if I were a different person.

Love is not one-way, love is not asking for, knowing how to cherish will last forever, knowing that it is not easy can be eternal,

I know in my heart that it is not easy for him to accept it, but, like holding a treasure that everyone covets, he is uneasy, he is worried about gains and losses,

He began to confirm the quality of this relationship. As long as that person was slightly indifferent to him, he felt that he was regretting. He became dissatisfied with desire and insisted on making this person completely surrender from heart to body. The world declares that this person belongs to him, not to be proud or to show off, but to find a comfort for his restless heart...

But, think about it carefully, just like what Ren Shaobai said, if you don't love, with An Wenxuan's character, you can really destroy your own rhythm every minute, how can you allow him to be arrogant in front of you?

I remember that when we were in the group, the son of a big consortium fell in love with An Wenxuan and harassed him for more than half a year like a follower. Every concert, every signing event, he rushed to the first row, rehearsals, filming, and hired The food for all the people in the company was properly prepared for everyone in the company. At that time, they also got a lot of good things, but An Wenxuan was unmoved, or in other words, he didn't care at all. , just as if he was an ordinary fan, shook hands politely, said with a slight smile thank you for liking, good health, and returned the things he sent back the same way. Only then came back disappointed.

However, this kind of him is now willing to be pressed under him and ask for whatever he wants. It's not that he was so entangled that he reluctantly tried with him, but that he loves him too deeply, and he is not used to expressing it in words. If you can follow his will, even if you feel humiliated, you can bear it with gritted teeth...

Zheng Yu's eyes were dazed, and he let out a low growl. He didn't even want the coat on the ground, and ran out crazily.

The door was buzzing, and there were only two people left in the room. Xing Jiaqi stared at the empty back for a while, only to hear a soft voice from behind: "Aren't you going to chase? They may not really know how to divide!"

Xing Jiaqi didn't answer, just walked over and closed the door, then walked up to Ren Shaobai, with an ambiguous smile on the corner of his mouth: "What does it matter to me whether they can tell?"

Ren Shaobai was slightly taken aback, why is this person in such a good mood now?

"Didn't you like him before?"

"Yes, I used to like it," Xing Jiaqi narrowed his eyes slightly, crushing tenderness into the pupils of his eyes, his voice changed, and his tone became unpredictable: "But, didn't you say that people have to look forward ?"

Ren Shaobai blinked, his eyes as clear as clear water, like the only light in the room, shining brightly: "And then?"

"Since I have found another scenery," I looked past Ren Shaobai and looked at the floating clouds outside the window, floating freely, with sparse shadows, "Why should I hesitate to move forward?"