go back and try love

Ren Shaobai seldom appears on variety shows alone. One is that he is not cheerful enough to handle the stalks thrown by the host. It is impossible for the company to take the risk of letting the artist participate in the public to expose his shortcomings. The other is that his personal activities have not yet begun. , Movie albums are all in preparation, there is no need to go to variety shows to promote, at most it is the group activity period, and participate with the members, and with extremely active people like Lin Che and Yuu, he can also set up a human background with peace of mind.

It's just that, now, several other people have jobs, so it's impossible to make a special trip to accompany him on the show, and this time's comeback is extremely important. When he was at home, Ren Shaobai was secretly worried, and even skipped a few mouthfuls of food .

However, on the day of the recording, it went smoothly unexpectedly, because even someone as slow as Ren Shaobai could feel that the host seemed to take extra care of him.Not only did he throw out some clichés for him to pick up from time to time, but every word he said, the host could make a joke out of it, even though in his opinion, it was a complete idiot...

For example, the host asked him, Shaobai is so handsome, there must have been many girls confessing to you when he was in school, right?

Ren Shaobai thought for a while and said: Yes, at that time I was 1.7 meters 1.5, a girl who was only 1.6 meters 1.6 came to ask me, how can I grow so tall, I said drinking milk can grow taller, and then the girl asked me No matter how tall I like girls, I said [-] meters is fine, but the girl drank milk crazily this year, and finally grew to [-] meters, and came to confess to me.

The host smiled like a flower, and praised: Wow, the romance on campus is really romantic! !

Ren Shaobai glanced at her lightly: Romantic?We didn't fall in love at all, how could it be romantic?

The host pulled the corner of his mouth stiffly, and asked wearily: Uh... isn't it 1.6 meters long?Could it be that she is not good-looking? !

Ren Shaobai stared at her in a daze: good-looking is good-looking, but, I grew to 1.8 meters in that year, of course the required girls must be around 1.7 meters!She is still too short!

The host put away his short legs and choked out a sentence: Then you must be drinking high-calcium milk!Ha ha ha ha.....

Ren Shaobai: ...is it funny?

Host: ... (mind activity: you are paralyzed!!!)

Before both of them were killed in battle, the recording of the show finally ended.

The compere, who was not yet cultivated, glared at Ren Shaobai viciously as soon as he stepped off the stage. Damn, I really don't know what background this person has!

Before the recording, the executive director urged him to take good care of him!He also said that it was handed down by the top leaders!If the effect is not good, everyone will have no good fruit to eat! !When did Xuanyu have such a big influence? !

Ren Shaobai sat on the sofa and rested with his eyes closed, only feeling a light pat on the shoulder: "Shaobai, you are doing well."

"is it?"

He glanced at Yan Zheng lightly, is this still a good performance?No matter what he said, that idiot host could turn it into a flower, and the audience in the audience could also laugh into idiots in unison, making him feel like he was watching monkeys in an amusement park

——A group of idiot monkeys who only know how to have fun!

It turns out that variety shows are so simple, so why does Wenxuan complain all day long about how tiring it is to promote a variety show for a movie...

"By the way, Brother Zheng, I will move back to the dormitory today!"

"Oh, I was just about to tell you about this." Yan Zheng's eyes wandered, and he stammered, "Well, the company thinks, you, you don't come back to live, the fans who are staying here are still too radical, for you For safety's sake..."

Ren Shaobai looked at him suspiciously: "Yeah?!"

Yan Zheng's eyes blinked faster, and beads of sweat crept up on his forehead: "This is arranged by the company and has nothing to do with me! Besides, don't you live not far away? You don't need to come back! There are still things over there, I'll go and deal with it!"

After speaking, he fled like the wind.

Ren Shaobai scratched his head inexplicably, how did he know that I live not far away?

Shrugging indifferently, he took out his mobile phone: "Hey, Xing Jiaqi, I will live with you for a while!"

"kindness."

He wasn't surprised at all... "Tonight, I want to eat steak."

"kindness."

After hanging up the phone, Xing Jiaqi continued to look through the documents, but the beautiful secretary who flew over to report her work trembled in her heart: Mr. Xing, you can actually laugh...

*****

After finishing a day of activities and returning to the dormitory, it was already late at night. An Wenxuan twisted his stiff neck, threw his coat on the bed, took out his mobile phone, stared at the black screen, thought for a while, and pressed the power button for a long time——as expected After more than ten missed calls, she lowered her brows and eyes lightly, thought to herself for a while, then threw the phone on the bed, changed into pajamas, and walked into the bathroom.

After washing up, before he entered the room, he saw the light of his mobile phone lying on the bed flickering. An Wenxuan wiped his face with a towel, hesitated at the door, and finally went to the bed and picked it up.

"Um, hello?"

"...Wenxuan?"

"Well, is something wrong?"

The tone on the other side was as calm as water: "How are you recently?"

"Yeah, ok... ok." He stammered, "But, soon..."

"Filming again?" Interrupted coldly, "Wenxuan, I called you at least ten times today, but you have been turned off all the time. I have no choice but to call you in the middle of the night. I don't believe you have to make up midnight scenes every day." Moreover, I have inquired, recently, you are participating in group activities...."

"I..." An Wenxuan licked his chapped lips, not knowing what to say for a moment.

Sighing softly, he asked carefully, "You've been avoiding me? Why?"

After experiencing that one night of passion, Zheng Yu was in an extremely excited state, and even showed off to the people around him undisguisedly, but after listening to it, Ah Sang almost popped out his eyes like a cartoon character, but he laughed even more freely , the person who has been thinking about it, finally catches up, and the feelings that have been paid for a long time are finally rewarded, and anyone will bloom a flower in their hearts.

However, when it was supposed to be the moment when he could relive the happiness and enjoy the sweetness, that person actually started to avoid him!If he didn't answer the phone once or twice, he could understand that he was too busy with work, but if he didn't answer the phone once or twice, even a fool could see that he did it on purpose!

Prostitutes don't do that, do they?Put on your pants and you won't recognize anyone! !

Thinking that he, Zheng Yu, was invincible in all battles, and he was the one who was prostituted? !

"I thought, from that day on, there was no barrier between us," Zheng Yu was a little emotional, "but now, you have left me at a loss, are you regretting it?"

"No, I have no regrets." An Wenxuan quickly denied, "Just, just..."

"Just what?" Hearing his nervous words, Zheng Yu gradually spoke softly, "Wenxuan, I believe that no one is closer to you than me. Now that you have decided to be together, what are you still worrying about?"

An Wenxuan lowered his eyebrows slightly. It is true that no one is closer than you, but he is afraid of this kind of closeness! !

Thousands of calculations have been made, but this taboo feeling has not been counted, and it has taken root so deeply in my heart...

When dealing with feelings, he is like a pedantic scholar. Once he is involved, he will give [-]% seriousness. He would rather be betrayed by others than himself. If he didn't really like it, he wouldn't even try it. He didn't expect that he was not born gay, how difficult it is to persist in such a relationship, he was not prepared at all...

He is emotional. For him, this person was an accident. In the accident, his heart fell,

He is also rational. He has seen the ups and downs, and knows the impermanence of coming and going.

In a person's life, how many times will he experience gain and then lose, how many times will he experience separation when he gets together, how many times will he experience peach blossoms in human faces, mulberry fields and blue seas.

What's more, this person was frivolous and corrupt before, and he didn't have the confidence to let him completely take care of him. Maybe he loves himself so much now that he is all focused on himself, but there is no guarantee that he will not get bored in the future. An Wenxuan feels that he is not an interesting person, and Just by looking at Yin Zheng, one can tell what Zheng Yu likes.

As a man, he understands even more that the little thought this man puts on himself is nothing more than a man's innate inferiority. The more he can't get it, the more he wants it. Now that his wish has been fulfilled, he will be disappointed to find that he is not It's not what he imagined, without the plum fragrance and clear bones, and without the bright and beautiful appearance, he will slowly wear away the love he thought was strong, leaving only deep boredom.

Rather than end in misery in the future, why don't you just accept your heart, maybe it's painful, but bear with it, it will always pass, and one day in the future, when you look back, this past, even if it is flawed, can still be beautiful Beautiful.

"Zheng Yu, have you ever thought that this kind of relationship won't last long?" An Wenxuan said slowly.