go back and try love

Hearing him say such disappointing words, Zheng Yu was very annoyed. Just about to explode, he saw An Wenxuan's eyes were as dark as an ancient well, hidden under thick eyelashes, and he refused to look at himself again. For a moment, it was like being struck by thunder Suddenly, I knew why he was like this...

The same gloomy night, the same vastness, the poisonous snake dormant in the bottom of my heart spit out a bright red letter, whispering in secret, bewitching itself to occupy this person, the bleak moonlight shone through the trees, and cast mottled black shadows, like ghosts , the tears of the people under him have been shed, only the red eye circles show what kind of deep pain he endured...

—— Wasn't he the one who pushed him into the abyss?

Although he knew that the atrocities he had committed had made him miserable, and even though he knew that he hated himself to the bone at that time, just a few minutes ago, he was optimistic that this person had come out of that bad memory, and there was no longer any relationship between the two of them. But now, he was trembling and fearful, and the rejection in his heart was beyond words.

Zheng Yu couldn't help clenching his fists tightly, his nails were deeply embedded in his flesh, twisting down the dazzling red, and finally let go slowly, raised his hand to take An Wenxuan into his arms, rubbed his back, slightly He said soothingly: "Okay, then, that's it, you rest first..."

When you're done, get up.

"You, where are you going?" A shy voice sounded from behind, mixed with complicated emotions.

Zheng Yu didn't look back, suppressed his throat, and replied: "I'll take a shower, I'll be fine soon."

An Wenxuan wanted to say something else, but Zheng Yu ran into the bathroom like an escape.

Listening to the sound of rustling water in the bathroom, An Wenxuan closed his eyes weakly. He didn't want to do this either. He had clearly seen his heart and accepted him, but when he really reached the last step, those memories always Drilling into the brain, like an unhealed wound, a little touch, bright red blood can't wait to flow out, the pain has not subsided, and even intensified.

He who turned into a ghost that night, pressed himself on him greedily, and the pain that made him almost faint was too piercing, even now, he couldn't forgive him for this matter, and he definitely didn't want to go through the first time again. Two times.

Slowly got up, walked to the door of the bathroom, and patted: "Zheng Yu, come out! Zheng Yu—"

There was no reply inside. An Wenxuan was a little worried. He opened the door, but was forced back a few steps by the cold air from the spraying cold water. He wrapped his clothes tightly and walked inside, only to see that Zheng Yu was not naked. , with his back leaning against the wall, burying his head between his arms and sitting on the ground, the cold water mercilessly hit his back, the honey-colored skin oozing a faint red, An Wenxuan hurriedly turned off the cold water on his unkempt head, took He put a bath towel on the man, then took the towel to wipe his wet head, and shouted with a little anger: "You, you are sick, take cold water..."

As soon as he said it, he immediately realized why this person was pouring cold water. An Wenxuan was at a loss for a while, and saw his head under the towel trembling slightly, making a slight whimpering sound, like a child who did something wrong, tears of annoyance, accompanied by dripping The water merged into a long trickle, flowing through his bitter heart, unable to reprimand him for his past mistakes, so he could only cast all kinds of pain, gently caressed his cold arm, and said slowly: "It's too cold, go back to the house first..."

"...I really don't know why that happened at the time, I don't want to hurt you, you trust me."

At that day, a smile under the setting sun hit his heart,

Today, a lament in the night pays his debt,

His appearance is not perfect, even tyrannical, but if it is done in another way, it may be another ending,

Even if he didn't regret it, seeing the harm he had done to this person, he was still heartbroken.

An Wenxuan took a breath, and said softly: "I know. I was wrong this time, or..."

"No, it's not your fault. I know it's not easy for you to do this. I'll wait." After a long time, Zheng Yu raised his head slowly, his slender eyelashes trembling slightly, and the glittering and translucent He stretched out his hand to caress An Wenxuan's face, trying to relax his tone, "But next time, can you stop asking me to take a cold shower, it's so cold!"

I can wait patiently until you let go of the last trace of vigilance. Happiness can come slowly, as long as it really comes.

Gu Pan's lingering peach eyes, covered with water vapor, full of tenderness, with humble expectation in his expression, An Wenxuan couldn't help smiling bitterly, maybe that's it, one step at a time, lost in his tenderness trap, leaning close to his lips, gently Peck: "Okay, I promise you..."

After thinking for a while, An Wenxuan pursed his lips, and stretched out his hand obediently under him: "How about I use my hand..."

Before touching it, his hand was caught, Zheng Yu chuckled, his peach blossom eyes that seemed to be foggy and not foggy, fascinated, pretending to be in pain, and said: "I appreciate your good intentions, but, Xuanxuan, I finally endured it." Go on, if you stretch out your hand, I can't guarantee that you won't become a beast!"

As he said that, he shivered, pulled him up, walked out, fell on the bed, wrapped himself and An Wenxuan tightly with the quilt, and returned to the delicate young master: "I'm freezing to death! I'm freezing to death! !"

An Wenxuan's clothes hadn't been taken off yet, but through the fabric, he could feel the coldness on Zheng Yu's body. He struggled to sit up, and Zheng Yu frowned at him: Does he still mind?

I saw that An Wenxuan took off all his clothes as quickly as possible, turned around and got into Zheng Yu's arms, and tucked the quilt in by the way, his warm body was tightly attached to the humanoid ice cube without leaving any gaps , the hand around his back kept rubbing, his legs were crossed together, his cheek was leaning on his chest, and he murmured in a coaxing tone: "It will be warm soon, it will be warm soon..."

Such a frank face-to-face, such a simple warmth, made Zheng Yu smile wryly. Being with him, I really did a lot of things that I didn't even dare to think about before. At least hugging naked together and doing nothing. I didn't do it.

Like a small heater in his arms, Zheng Yu's body gradually warmed up, he lowered his head and kissed Puffy's head, and whispered silently: "It's been warm for a long time..."

The arrow has left the string, the love has begun, from late spring to early winter, from the peach blossoms to the cold fragrance of white plums,

Time is magic, it can quietly change everything, be it love or hate, melt into your fingertips, melt into time,

I only wish that in the future, in the long stream of water, I will experience the tenderness of wind, flowers, snow and moon.

When I woke up early in the morning, I saw those peach blossom eyes staring at me with a smile on my face. An Wenxuan stared at his big eyes in a daze: "Why, didn't you sleep well last night?"

Zheng Yu gently flicked his broken hair with his hands, curling the corners of his mouth: "Okay, it's very warm, if you can give me a good morning kiss, then..."

Before he could finish speaking, a superficial kiss landed on his lips, and An Wenxuan smiled brightly: "That's all?"

Last night may not have been pleasant, but the relationship between lovers is not only romantic, but also small quarrels. When mutual understanding and heart-to-heart exchange, no matter how hard the ice is, it will melt.

Zheng Yu smiled contentedly: "...so life is complete, haha."

An Wenxuan was so amused by him, he got up and sat up, but found that his legs were tightly wrapped around him, and pushed him helplessly: "I have to go back quickly, and I can't be discovered by Brother Zheng."

The phone was on An Wenxuan's side, Zheng Yu stretched out his long arms, wrapped him in his arms, and buried his head in his waist: "What time is it, are you leaving?!"

The fine hair occasionally brushed down on his lower body, making An Wenxuan flush, knowing that he did it on purpose, he slapped him on the shoulder, and said in embarrassment: "What are you doing, let me get down!"

He had already got the phone in his hands, but he didn't lift his head. He took advantage of it slowly. In the end, Zheng Yu simply laid his head on his lap and muttered lazily: "Why are you so fierce? Every time it's like cheating …”

As he spoke, he held the phone in front of his eyes and looked at it. For a moment, his expression froze.

Sensing that Zheng Yu's expression was not right, An Wenxuan scratched his cheek lightly with his fingers, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Zheng Yu hesitated for a while, sat up, and held the phone in front of An Wenxuan: "Look——"

The headline of the push news: Ren Shaobai is dating Lin Xiyan after the award ceremony, and the relationship between the siblings is suspected to be exposed.