go back and try love

"Xuanxuan, it's really inconvenient to be so outstanding. Walking on the road, it's easy to be recognized by others, and you can't even have a good meal! You can't even wear sunglasses, what do you think?"

"Wear a helmet."

"good idea!"

"..."

"Xuanxuan, there are so many little fresh meats now, and there are still ten-year-old children queuing up to make their debut. There is a sense of crisis! All of a sudden, I feel old, what should I do?"

"Die immediately."

"...what?"

"When you die, all the media will report that Zheng Yu died at a young age!"

"...Xuanxuan, you are so smart!"

"Fuck off!!"

— beep

When normal work started, An Wenxuan was disturbed by Zheng Yu's more frequent phone bombardment, and he was seriously warned not to call during the shooting time, but each time he picked up the wrong words. , he also began to chat with Zheng Yu slowly.

And apart from those nasty love stories and crazy brain-dead problems, the most common thing Zheng Yu does is to ask An Wenxuan to sing for him. An Wenxuan is the lead singer of WXW, and his singing skills are naturally amazing , and his voice is warm and moist, and he sings with affection, as delicate and gentle as the morning breeze.

However, An Wenxuan felt that it was awkward to sing to him, and every time he wanted to refuse, but couldn't stand Zheng Yu's stalking, he had no choice but to sing a few lines.

Every time at this time, Zheng Yu would calm down and listen carefully, even his breathing became gentle, for fear of disturbing this graceful voice, the little happiness of the world, like a cool stream, gurgling between the two of them. Passing by, even if the world is far and wide, it is enough to cross the heart with a reed. Thinking that the person on the other end of the phone may be intoxicated listening to his own song, An Wenxuan will also have a little bit of trepidation. This kind of communication is better than before. It's really rare that the sword is on the verge of breaking out.

Impulsively, he said that he wanted to try with him, but he had no plans for the so-called 'association' at all. On the contrary, now he is like Zheng Yu, who seems to be thick-skinned and messing around, but invisibly eliminates the grievances in each other's hearts. As if getting to know him anew, he likes his singing, he dislikes him for being nasty, running on each other, teasing each other, joking with each other, sometimes they can chat for two or three hours, and every time he hangs up the phone, although An Wenxuan will pretend to be exaggerated He took a deep breath, but unconsciously raised the corners of his mouth, adding a touch of sweetness to his heart.

This change, of course, cannot escape the eyes of WXW and others, and YUU, who is the most gossip, asked Ren Shaobai more than once if An Wenxuan is really in a relationship, but Ren Shaobai just replied sarcastically, "He What do you care about so much, you’re going to be full when you’re full', and he pushed back neatly, causing Yuu to complain to Lin Che angrily, saying that the child has grown up and learned to talk back.

In fact, Ren Shaobai in the same dormitory will more or less hear some of the content of the chat between the two of them. There is nothing too explicit or secretive, but every time he will plug in the earphones, play intense music, and use his finger on the screen of the mobile phone. An Wenxuan accidentally caught a glimpse of him, so he put away his phone embarrassingly, closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Ren Shaobai is the only person who knows the relationship between him and Zheng Yu. When facing him, An Wenxuan will feel a little awkward. He wants to talk to him, but he doesn't know where to start. After all, the origin of the whole thing, It was so difficult to talk, and in the end the two of them got together alone, talking less and less. Even when they chatted, every time they pretended to be confused, they cleverly avoided the topic.

However, the group activities of the group came to an end, and the individual activities were carried out in full swing. An Wenxuan started shooting a new movie, and Ren Shaobai was also arranged to appear in the MV of singer Lin Xiyan. also naturally decreased.

Occasionally, when talking with Zheng Yu, he was careless, and kept saying that it didn't matter, Ren Shaobai was not a child, he knew everything he should know, and then got around to some pornographic topics, and An Wenxuan was so angry that he slammed his phone.

An Wenxuan's new movie "Wedding" is a film about mother-child relationship directed by newcomer director Li Sheng. It tells the touching story of a terminally ill mother and her rebellious son in a limited time. Wenxuan played the role of a lonely son due to the divorce of his parents. After knowing his mother's death, he wanted to make up a wedding for his mother, but unexpectedly learned about the love between his parents.

The powerful actress Qin Fenglan played the role of An Wenxuan's mother. Almost 80% of the films were mother-son scenes. The senior asked about acting. Qin Fenglan also had a very good impression of An Wenxuan. Originally, he was gentle and harmless, and was loved by his mother and aunt. After this cooperation, he found that he did not have the airs of an idol star. There is a degree of advancement and retreat, generous and decent dealing with people, and the acting attitude is sincere and not perfunctory. The two come and go, and the strangeness disappears. When they get along on the set, they are really as harmonious as a mother and son.

"Call your girlfriend as soon as you have time! It's so sweet!"

As soon as An Wenxuan put down his phone, he saw Qin Fenglan looking at him with a smile on his face, and for a moment he was embarrassed and didn't know what to say.

For an idol star like him, the most taboo thing is undoubtedly falling in love. Therefore, in front of the public, whether it is an artist or a company, they are all cautious and dare not show half of it, but in private, they will not be too vigilant. After all, stars also have One's own life cannot always be in a state of nervous tension, and even if the cooperating insiders know it, they will not talk about it everywhere.

For a seasoned senior in the entertainment industry like Qin Fenglan, this question is more of a joke than an inquiry. An Wenxuan has nothing to worry about, but if she knows that the person she is talking to is a man, I really don't know, she How would you feel.

"No, it's just... just a good friend..."

Qin Fenglan smiled lightly, and instead of asking the bottom line, turned her head away: "I see that every time you talk on the phone, you look impatient, but when you hang up, you will laugh unconsciously again. Come to think of it, This person makes you love and hate at the same time!"

Hearing the teasing words, An Wenxuan's face turned crimson, and he lowered his eyes slightly: "Sometimes that person speaks without thinking, which makes people angry..."

Qin Fenglan smiled elegantly. Although the time is ruthless and fine lines appear in the corners of her eyes, she can still see the beauty of her youth. She picked up the teacup, sipped her sip, and said, "Everyone is not perfect. But if it is her, it is enough to make you tempted, emotional, or even angry, you think, if you find someone in the vast sea of ​​people, if you get it, you are lucky, if you lose it, your life, without her, how boring would you be?"

An Wenxuan couldn't help laughing, this is true, the more contact with him, life seems to have another attitude, that is, he is very happy and angry, and sometimes he can't wait to drag him in front of him and kill him with a single shot, but Most of the time, after dropping the phone, turning around, in front of a billboard, looking at his evil eyebrows, smiling, forgetting the anger just now.

When facing him, I laughed wantonly, made a fuss, took off the mask in front of others, abandoned the hypocritical smile, lived vividly and interestingly - it turned out to be true, everyone's heart is born lonely and incomplete, only when you meet Only when you reach that person will you be consummated.

The reason is clear, but it may not be easy to let go, An Wenxuan's eyes wandered, and he said sullenly: "That's what I said, but if you are always angry with him, then you really don't know whether your decision at the time was right or not. wrong….."

Qin Fenglan looked up at him, with a slight loneliness hidden in the raised eyebrows: "No one can predict right or wrong, but once you make a decision and choose a person, then stick to it and keep going. Even if we part ways in the future, at least we won’t be upset about missing out, you have to know that people are affectionate and unfeeling, once you lose them, you will see each other forever.”

The evening breeze blew gently, blowing the ends of my hair, messing up my mind and getting drunk.

An Wenxuan stared at Qin Fenglan blankly. He never thought that one day Zheng Yu would leave. Even if he was on the Ferris wheel last time, he would not change his mind, stubbornly staying where he was, waiting for himself, but now thinking about it Well, if I had just let go at that time, it would be really hard to turn back.

The leaves are piled up, and the swallows return to the nest. If you just wipe your body when you first see it, who will send the brocade book in the cloud?

"We can't control the rules of fate, it arranged many unexpected accidents for us," Qin Fenglan stroked the teacup lightly, his words were illusory but sincere, "Perhaps, your meeting and acquaintance was not beautiful, but you If you believe it, you must settle him in your heart without hesitation. No one can bear the feeling of hot and cold. A cup of warm water will become cold if no one cares about it. There is still a long way to go in life. I will still do things that I regret, but no matter what, I can’t lose the person who loves you and the person you love..."

******

After a day of filming, when he returned to the hotel room, Zheng Yu had a routine phone call. If it was normal, An Wenxuan would have taught him, "If you don't work hard all day, you will know how to make a phone call." Feeling a little emotional, his mouth also relaxed a little, he listened to what he said, and sometimes he would insert a few words softly.

However, Zheng Yu, who is used to being scolded, was extremely uncomfortable with the rare warm atmosphere. After chatting for about ten minutes, he stopped joking and asked, "Xuanxuan, you, are you okay?"

An Wenxuan was slightly taken aback: "It's okay, why do you ask that?"

"You've never been so amiable..." Zheng Yu hesitated and said, "You won't go back on your word, are you really going to kick me?!"

A few black lines hung on An Wenxuan's forehead immediately. Is this person a masochist? Talk to him nicely, but he thinks you are abnormal, so he replies angrily: "You are sick Ah, let's have a good chat with you, you don't want to, do you!"

Unexpectedly, Zheng Yu let out a sigh of relief: "That's right, this is your usual attitude, keep it up, I'm still used to you like this!"

An Wenxuan: "...." (Thinking silently: I chose this person, I chose him, I deserve it, I deserve it...)

Zheng Yu couldn't read the self-reflection and self-criticism in An Wenxuan's heart, so he happily talked about the interesting events of the day: "Xuanxuan, did you know that an external technical director came to the studio today, he was Japanese, and he said he was in charge of Computer special effects, I don't like it, I look bossy..."

Shooting alone abroad, it is inevitable that you will encounter such a thing, An Wenxuan didn't care too much: "Well, you are outside alone, restrain your temper, and be tolerant in everything..."

But Zheng Yu shouted angrily: "Forbearance? Why should I bear him! This is a provocation! It is a serious provocation to China!"

"Um, it's not that serious..."

"Why is it not serious? He and I are conflicts between the enemy and ourselves, the conflict between the Chinese nation and Japanese imperialism!" Zheng Yu became more and more angry as he said, "I thought I don't know Japanese, so I just sprayed it there? Tell the director, I'm not good at that. Not good, don’t cooperate with him in work, and deliberately speak Japanese to mock me!”

An Wenxuan helped his forehead helplessly and said, "Then you can't help it..."

"Why can't I? I could just understand a few sentences of what he said, so I scolded him in Japanese on the spot, which stunned him for a moment and severely hit his arrogance!"

——You have watched too much fucking news broadcasts...

Hey, wait...

"You can speak Japanese?" An Wenxuan asked in bewilderment.

Zheng Yu didn't expect his attention to be here, paused, and replied vaguely: "Uh, I learned it by watching anime and watching subtitles."

He is very clear about Zheng Yu's virtues. Such things as entertaining and entertaining are simply a fantasy. He pondered for a moment and asked with a dark face: "Did you learn it by watching that kind of movie?"

"No, no!" Zheng Yu hurriedly denied, "Of course not! Wenxuan, where are you thinking! I'm really watching anime!!"

"Really?" An Wenxuan asked suspiciously.

Zheng Yu explained patiently: "Wenxuan, you don't know, that kind of movie usually doesn't have subtitles..."

An Wenxuan: "..."