go back and try love

Ren Shaobai really didn't want to have anything to do with Zheng Yu anymore, but, history repeated itself, and he was caught by that man again, and dragged into the corner of the building, but this time, Ren Shaobai reacted quickly, with an elbow Pounded on Zheng Yu's chest: Damn, are you really an old man who hasn't practiced before?

Breaking free from his shackles, Ren Shaobai walked out without turning his head, but after walking five or six steps, he didn't hear any sound behind him, so he couldn't help looking back curiously, and saw Zheng Yu leaning on the wall with one hand , covering his chest with the other hand, arched his waist, and gasped hard.

Ren Shaobai suddenly remembered that he seemed to have been injured just now, so he hurried forward and put him on his shoulders. Sure enough, his face was pale, and his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of mist. The colorless thin lips opened and closed laboriously, as if they would stop at the next moment.

"You haven't healed yet, why are you so blind when you come out?!" Ren Shaobai's anger was ignited in an instant, damn, if he died here today, would he be considered a murderer?

"I lost my mobile phone and wallet, and I can't go back!! You fucking, what's the matter? The attack is so ruthless!!!" Although the pain was so cold that he broke out in cold sweat, he never forgot to condemn himself.

"How did I know this would happen?" Ren Shaobai rolled his eyes, and put some strength on his waist, "Go, come back to the dormitory with me!!"

"No, don't go back..." Zheng Yu held on to Ren Shaobai's clothes tightly to prevent himself from falling down. It was becoming more and more difficult for him to speak, but he was very strong, "Just send me to a small hospital." , I'm not going to the dormitory, please..."

Ren Shaobai felt the weight on his shoulders suddenly increase, and the man hung on his body with peace of mind, and suddenly ten thousand muddy horses galloped past in the sunset in his heart, shit, what kind of thing is this, am I familiar with you? Why do you always find me? !

In order to avoid troubles, Ren Shaobai found a familiar small hospital nearby. The medical staff were relatively reliable. They didn't ask much questions, did a little examination, and only said that the old injury had not healed and he needed to rest well, so they arranged for him to stay in a private room. the ward.

Ren Shaobai sighed, and stood in front of the hospital bed. Even when he was asleep, this man was still as beautiful as a monster. His long and slightly curly eyelashes quivered like wings, his delicate nose breathed gently, and his thin lips were pursed into a line. , Ren Shaobai wanted to look away, but suddenly heard him weakly cough twice, and then popped out two words: "Thank you..."

Ren Shaobai looked at him coldly, and twitched the corners of his mouth stiffly: "You're welcome." How to say, he was the one who made the first move...

Zheng Yu raised his hand to fiddle with the thin bangs covering his forehead, then put his hand on his eyes, pursed his lips tightly, and sighed slightly.

"What the hell is going on with you?" I didn't want to pay attention, but asked.

"Uh, me?" Zheng Yu took down his hand, with a thin half-smile on his face, "It's okay!"

Ren Shaobai moved his jaw slightly, tilted his head, and there was a bit of ambiguity hidden in his eyes, like a pearl that had been polished for thousands of years.

"What do you want to know?" Zheng Yu chuckled, the loneliness in his deep eyes, the sadness soaked in time and space, shattered a few meters of sunlight: "You are not an idiot, you should be able to tell..."

"I have some doubts, but I still can't believe it," Ren Shaobai's mouth curved slightly, and he shook his head helplessly, "When did you have such feelings for Xuanxuan? Before leaving the team? So...you were...gay?"

Although he had already made a conclusion in his heart, when it was confirmed, Ren Shaobai was still inevitably shocked. Seeing Zheng Yu curling his mouth with a teasing look on his face, his heart trembled and he stammered. Asked: "Then, Xuanxuan, won't..."

"Don't think too much, Wenxuan has never looked at me directly," Zheng Yu's eyes were as clear as water, with a self-deprecating smile, "He is still a straight man, haha, I am just pretending to be affectionate."

"Oh, really?" Suppressing the strange emotion in his heart, Ren Shaobai said in a muffled voice, his eyes wandering, as if there was a shadowy blur hidden, not wanting, Zheng Yu suddenly sat up, tilted his head, With a graceful arc of her neck, she hooked her fingers at him: "Shaobai, can you come here for a while?"

I saw that there was a smile on his thin lips, his face was sickly white, but in the light of his eyes, there was an extreme frail beauty and seductiveness. Ren Shaobai didn't know what the hell he was doing, and walked forward: "You Do it again..."

Before he finished speaking, his arm was suddenly pulled without any precautions, and he leaned forward, facing the pair of monstrous eyebrows and eyes, in a trance, frivolous words sounded in his ears: "Look, I treat you as if I don’t feel anything, so, I’m not born gay.”

Realizing what was going on, Ren Shaobai's usual lazy eyes flashed a trace of murderousness, and his fists became tighter and tighter——

You are fucking looking for death! ! !

bang-

"An Wenxuan!"

An Wenxuan, who was still in a daze in the room, was startled when he heard the vicious shouts.

I saw that Ren Shaobai rushed in aggressively, and shouted at him impatiently: "Go to the hospital quickly!"

Hospital?What's the meaning?An Wenxuan frowned and stared at him.

"There's a psychopath waiting for you there, if you don't go, let him fend for himself!!! I don't care!!!"

"What... what do you mean?"

Ren Shaobai didn't have the time to beat around the bush, and directly yelled at An Wenxuan: "I don't care what relationship you have with that Zheng Yu, he is now in the nearby hospital, 2 on the second floor, do you want to go or not!! However, I I can tell you that he has no money, no mobile phone, and he was beaten up, lying there half dead, you can figure it out!"

Hearing that person's name from Ren Shaobai's mouth made An Wenxuan blush as if bleeding, and his heart beat directly to one hundred and eighty. Listen to the last sentence: "Been beaten up? What does that mean?"

Ren Shaobai snorted coldly, and pressed his knuckles: "It's just the literal meaning, I'm too under-mouthed, I was beaten!"

After rushing to the hospital in a panic, An Wenxuan understood what it meant, after all, the bruises on that face were still obvious.

On the hospital bed, Zheng Yu was rubbing his swollen face, resenting the sky and complaining about the air. He didn't want to, but when he glanced out of the corner of his eyes, he saw An Wenxuan standing at the door. He pulled his face in embarrassment: "Hehe, you're here." He secretly scolded Ren Shaobai in his heart for being despicable and shameless, not only beat him, but also told An Wenxuan to watch the joke.

An Wenxuan pursed his mouth into a line, hesitated for a while, and walked in: "You, why didn't you leave?"

"Don't mention it, it seems that at the playground, the mobile phone and wallet were stolen, and later, Ren Shaobai smashed his chest..."

"Oh." Although the expression was not very clear, An Wenxuan could still understand the general meaning - people are unlucky, and drinking cold water will stuff their teeth.

Having just experienced an embarrassing breakup, the two of them were quite awkward when they met again. For Zheng Yu, he had hoped that this well-planned farewell to An Wenxuan would restore his image in An Wenxuan's heart. At least he hoped that he would think of himself in the future , is no longer a devil with blue face and fangs, or a clown who is chased and run around in the street, but now it seems that his nose and face are bruised and swollen by Ren Shaobai, it seems that his image of a fool has climbed to a new height.

An Wenxuan walked up to him: "Then, what are you going to do now?"

Zheng Yu blinked at him, and said pitifully: "I know you bother me, but please do me a favor, give me some money, and buy me a plane ticket." After thinking about it, he added: "After arriving in the United States, I will definitely pay you back. for you."

Hearing this, An Wenxuan suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, and said in a muffled voice, "I'm not short of your money."

Zheng Yu accompanied him with a cheeky smile: "Yes, you are such a good person, you will definitely not watch your teammates suffer, haha, I am the one who saves the heart of a gentleman with the heart of a villain."

For some reason, An Wenxuan found it very glaring to see Zheng Yu's deliberately alienating smiling face: "If you don't want to laugh, then don't! It's so ugly!!"

It seems that he really hates himself to the extreme when he greets you with a smiling face. Zheng Yu's smile froze and he said with some frustration: "Hey, An Wenxuan can't do that. Even if you hate me, you don't have to act like that." Obviously..."

An Wenxuan seemed to be holding back his words, bit his lips, his tone was still calm, but his words were ruthless: "Isn't it? Damn, I can call the police for what you did before!"

Zheng Yu pursed his lips tightly and looked at him, his eyes were as deep as the abyss of falling snow, and at this moment they froze into three inches of light. For him, it was a thousand feet of hell, with all kinds of torture. It turned out that not speaking in the amusement park did not mean forgiveness, but rather Did he disdain to entangle with himself any more, and now he finally said it all?

An Wenxuan's clear eyes flowed, seemingly without sadness or joy. He returned to the dormitory from the amusement park, locked himself in the room, sorted out the past, looked back at this entanglement, and found everything related to this person, no matter the pain. , or entangled, it is like a carving knife carving in the heart, each knife is a deep imprint, even if the flowers are withered, there will be residual fragrance to stain the road.

I thought I would be relieved when I heard him say give up, but I didn't want to, but my heart was moved when I heard the words in my ears. When I saw him again, my brain was already a noisy emptiness. Jie, once upon a time, he has become the robber in his heart.

Say it word by word: "I don't hate you, I fucking hate you, I wish I could kill you!!"

"Then what do you want!!" Zheng Yu was also a little annoyed, originally wanted to bid farewell decently, leaving himself an illusory dream, hoping that one day he would forget his badness, and only remember his affectionate appearance, Unexpectedly, he still hated himself to the bone when he heard such cruel words.

Expectation is the cause of heartache, anticipation is the fruit of heartbeat,

If the heart doesn't move, it doesn't hurt. Look at me, the pain is terribly painful, because my whole heart is with you.

"I'm lying here now, fuck me once! We're even!!"

After roaring, Zheng Yu felt that his chest was getting more stuffy. He held it down with his hand and took a few breaths. Unexpectedly, a black shadow suddenly appeared in front of his eyes, and his shoulders were pressed hard on the bed: "Okay, I'll fuck you !!"