go back and try love

After finally sending the noisy two away, Zheng Yu collapsed on the bed, raised his hand and touched his chest, as if he was stuffed with stuff and panicked, this hero is really not something ordinary people can be!

Remembering that the hostility in Steven's eyes has faded away, and replaced by some kind of friendliness, Zheng Yu smiled self-deprecatingly——

In the past, when we were in a group, we tried to pander to and curry favor in the past. When people misunderstood you, you felt sad and sad. You wanted to grab the other party’s collar to explain. I want to understand that even if we barely get together, we are going to each side of the road. I have never been a good person. I don’t need to look at your stinky face to live. If you have something to say, don’t be afraid of offending others. Do things frankly and don’t be afraid be isolated.....

We all perform dramas in our lives. At the beginning, the ground may be full of thorns and wings, but if you perform with your heart, make the most suitable protagonist, show your truest personality, and have people who appreciate you. One day, tragedy will turn into comedy.

"Zheng Yu!!" Asang barged in with a loud voice.

Zheng Yu has one head and two big ones, crap, just sent away two ancestors, what the hell are you doing here?

All I saw was that Ah Sang stuffed the phone to Zheng Yu in a panic, lowered his voice and said nervously: "Zheng Yu, hurry up and give Young Master Xing a peace, I really dare not chat with him anymore! He will rush Come and kill me!!"

Zheng Yu frowned when he heard it, put the phone to his ear, and then he heard the usual cold voice accompanied by rapid panting, and became manic: "Fuck, tell me clearly, what's going on!! If he hurts To half a hair, I'll fucking cripple you!!"

"Uh...Jiaqi," Zheng Yu greeted suspiciously, "What's wrong?"

"Zheng, Zheng Yu?" The other end was stunned for a moment, also with uncertain doubts, but the moment he heard his voice, his tone gradually calmed down, "Are you... all right?"

"It's okay! It's just that I was accidentally dropped by the bag, who are you so angry with, haha." Zheng Yu laughed a few times, trying to maintain a relaxed tone.

"Really?" Xing Jiaqi paused and asked, "Didn't you say that something happened during the filming at the construction site? It was still a cement bag, can it be all right?!"

Zheng Yu rolled his eyes at Ah Sang, this bastard speaks really fast.

"It's really fine, just...cough cough,,,," I was really afraid of something, and wanted to mention it in a cool way, but the dust in my mouth made me cough again and again.

"Fuck, what's going on with you!! Just wait, I'll book a ticket right away!" Before Zheng Yu could finish speaking, Xing Jiaqi hung up the phone directly.

"I'm trying my best, he will probably fly over tomorrow," Zheng Yu threw the phone to Asang, then blinked mischievously, "...you're dead!"

Ah Sang fell headfirst on Zheng Yu's body, with snot and tears, he howled miserably: "Zheng Yu, you can't sit idly by!! I heard that Young Master Xing was born in the underworld and killed a person , It's as easy as crushing an ant... Miss me, there is an old mother who is eighty years old, and there is a child who is waiting to be fed, please help me!! This young master Xing came, seeing you like this, don't take it It’s my fault for skinning?! I didn’t expect that being an agent is also a high-risk occupation. If I knew it, I would never do this job! Huh, huh…”

Zheng Yu pushed him away in disgust, and said gloatingly: "Then you still call him and tell him? Why don't you find trouble if you have nothing to do!"

"How did I know this would happen?!" Ah Sang rubbed his tears aggrievedly, "Before he left, he told him to tell him no matter what happened, and his attitude was very gentle at that time, and he was very generous. , I thought it was your brother. Unexpectedly, today I just said that something happened to you, and his tone became so ruthless. I haven't watched it less, but his realistic version of rage and threats really frightened me! Zheng Yu, what is the relationship between you and this Xing Jiaqi? Why is he so nervous about you? Even your father didn't react so much... ..."

Zheng Yu listened, his face twitched slightly, what's the matter?

That's right, what's the relationship between them? He's so nervous?

There are some things that I really can't think about deeply. As soon as a certain possibility popped up in my mind, I immediately got goosebumps all over my body.

Zheng Yu waved his hand impatiently: "What are you talking about, you're just a buddy, but since you've honed your friendship in the revolution since you were young, of course your relationship is deep. If you keep shouting, before he comes, I'll destroy you first!"

Not to deceive oneself, nor to escape, but to completely cut off that possibility in the heart,

If it wasn't for that person, this kind of nonsense same-sex relationship would be a fantasy to me.

"Don't worry, he's just talking, how can he really do anything to you," Zheng Yu raised his eyebrows when he saw Ah Sang was still crying, and ordered in a panic: "Hurry up! Bring me a tablet, really Bored to death!"

*******

Even coaxing and intimidating Asuna to give him the tablet, he swipe casually, there is a new variety show video released by WXW on YouTube, Zheng Yu smiled and clicked on it—he really became a groupie, the biggest thing in life The motivation is to scan his daily life anytime and anywhere, and he does not want to let go of everything.

This is a WXW web interview, the time is not long, the purpose is only for the promotion of the new album, the host is experienced, humorous and funny, making several people more relaxed, gags, even the quiet An Wenxuan would occasionally insert a few mischievous words if.Looking at him in the camera, he laughed unpreparedly, his eyes were bent into bridges and sprinkled with bright stars, but in his memory, when facing himself, he always frowned, embarrassed and speechless, Zheng Yu couldn't help it a little sad.

The final part of the program is fan questions, each member draws a small note with the selected questions written on it.When it was An Wenxuan's turn, he said softly: "This netizen named 'Xuanjia Xiaobai', the question is, brother Xuanxuan, what is your ideal type? Would you like someone who is 5 years younger than you?" sister?"

After reading the question, An Wenxuan shyly put down the note and held it in his hand. The host jokingly said: "The question is very straightforward. In fact, this netizen can send the photo and ask Wenxuan directly. No chance, haha!"

An Wenxuan smiled wryly, then thought about it seriously, and replied with a sincere face: "If it's appropriate, I don't think the age difference is a problem, the most important thing is that people are good." Drunk, "As for the ideal type, I like a kind, pure, and cute girl who has a beautiful smile and fair skin. It's best to be no taller than 155, so that I can hold her in my arms and protect her."

"He's really warm, but he said it so specifically?" The host seemed to have discovered a new world, with cunning in his wide-open eyes, and said with a smirk, "You don't already have a goal, do you?"

"Oh?" Several other members booed and teased in unison, "We don't know, Wenxuan, are you revealing yourself?!"

"No...no..." An Wenxuan blushed, and hurriedly waved his hands, "Of course not...I'm just saying..."

"I heard before that you and Lin Fan cooperated tacitly in the movie "Sunshine Lovers". Doesn't she meet your criteria for choosing a spouse?" The host continued to ask, "And someone photographed her in the VIP area of ​​the WXW concert. Do not know is not true?"

"No..." An Wenxuan couldn't argue for a moment, "She just came to help us as a good friend."

"Our family, Xuanxuan, is still a pure and innocent boy." Seeing that An Wenxuan was a little overwhelmed, Lin Che hurriedly helped him smooth things over, "Emotional issues are just a piece of paper, so don't lead him into a ditch!"

The host also knows enough is enough. When the program is effective, it is enough to edit it with a gimmick: "Okay, girls who like Wenxuan should hurry up, Ouba is single, no waiting for expiration!"

Zheng Yu watched the 20-minute program for more than an hour, and every time he looked back at An Wenxuan's face when he answered the ideal question, it was sincere and not hypocritical, and there was a hint of boyish expectation in his eyes, pure and innocent. .

The most ridiculous thing in the world is that when he tells the truth, he still deceives himself with humble thoughts. The reality may be difficult for people to accept, but Zheng Yu has to admit that what An Wenxuan likes in his heart is only those who are like elves. A graceful and pure girl will never fall in love with herself who is neither petite nor gentle.

Putting down the tablet, Zheng Yu lay back on the hospital bed uncomfortably. Frustration and loss were like two long threads intertwined into a net to cover him tightly.Looking back, although An Wenxuan was short in stature, he was always nicknamed the number one straight man in the universe, because he had a lot of male fans, and he always showed his rejection of same-sex love and his love for men in various programs. disgusted.

Now I am always harassing him, or he is already bored, but out of fear of himself, he has to perfunctory, but in fact, he still clamors for a cute girl like Lin Fan to save him.

His heart was twisted into pain, Zheng Yu stared at his eyes desperately, but his vision began to blur, his eyes filled with unwilling tears, he clutched his chest in despair, his body trembled slightly, hot tears finally rolled down the corners of his eyes, at this moment Zheng Yu couldn't tell whether it was more physical pain or inner torment.

It is said that the probability of a person loving another person with a cheeky face and no shame is only once in a lifetime, and I have already used it up...