go back and try love

After the recording of the program was over, he changed out of his performance clothes and returned to the nanny car. An Wenxuan threw the Buddhist bead bracelet into his backpack. Ah, I thought you would have thrown it away long ago!"

"Oh, I took it out when I was changing clothes." An Wenxuan zipped up the backpack in a panic, his round eyes flickered, and he laughed dryly, "Besides, didn't you give it to me? You have to keep it safe." ......"

Ren Shaobai leaned over, looked at him with probing eyes, and smiled strangely: "I asked you to help me get things from fans before, but I have never seen you so attentively? I just forgot it in the lounge several times... ...."

Seeing An Wenxuan blinking silently, with a look of embarrassment, Ren Shaobai tilted his head and teased, "Don't tell me, do you know who gave it to you?!"

"How do I know!!!" Immediately denying it, An Wenxuan's cheeks turned suspiciously red, and he bluffed, "You're so weird, you gave me something, and you asked all kinds of things, what's the point of me bringing it out?" Question?!"

"No problem, of course no problem." Ren Shaobai put his hands behind his back, with a narrow smile, "If you say no problem, it's no problem~~"

The nanny car started, Ren Shaobai put a U-shaped pillow on his neck, fell asleep with his head up, An Wenxuan next to him grabbed the backpack next to him, turned his head to look out the window, the vehicles on the street roared past, and in the distance Colorful in the hazy, complement each other.

It was not until late at night when he was lying on the bed that An Wenxuan took out the bracelet again and looked at it carefully—not only was it bulky, but it was also... so ugly, I wonder why the man gave him this? !

Recalling what he said when he was in the hospital: '...I just realized now that you like you!When I was in Tibet, from the first time I met you to the present, I can still remember every detail of getting along with you, including your every word, every look, and every movement. It turns out that I have loved you for so long Got...'

...Then this string of Tibetan Buddhist beads was bought around that time.

An Wenxuan couldn't figure out the meaning of this bracelet, just like he couldn't see his inner thoughts clearly. He obviously hated that person so much, and obviously he had done so much to him, but not only did he not throw it into the trash can immediately, Also carefully put it in the backpack.

If, before, he could categorically tell everyone that he hated that person and wanted to kill him, now he himself is confused...

An Wenxuan raised his hand and stroked his hair back, revealing his full forehead, and sighed softly, clearly and slightly melancholy in the silent dark space, when did it change——

Was it because he changed his domineering temper and dressed himself gently that day, or was he domineeringly declaring his ownership by inserting earrings into his earlobe, or was he pleading with a suppressed voice to give him a chance, or was he black and white? Making trouble like a dragon, with a cute appearance pointing fingers at the doctor, she fell into the abyss step by step...

Thinking about it made his brain ache, An Wenxuan put on the bracelet, and there was a tinge of coldness, which was close to his forehead. It hurt so badly, but he refused to let it go. The clear and clean moonlight shone into the room, coating the plain bracelet. A silver glow—

——It's not too ugly.

As soon as he arrived in the United States, Zheng Yu came to the set of "Casino", and Xing Jiaqi, who arrived one step earlier, was still running around to make connections for him, but he was happy to have a leisurely time.Anyway, his English is bad, his interpersonal communication is even worse, and he doesn't know how to manage expressions. The previous principle was to face beautiful women as warm as a spring breeze, and deal with others casually with a poker face, but now he only treats An Wenxuan It is as hot as summer, and he turns a blind eye to other people, which is a good explanation. After Xing Jiaqi checked from top to bottom, he found that Young Master Zheng was squatting in the corner alone and talking on the phone with Ren Shaobai. Tell him to give the bracelet to An Wenxuan.

"You boy!" Xing Jiaqi turned towards his head with a dark face, "I'll help you make various arrangements over there, and you're flirting with girls here? Who are you calling!"

The other person had already hung up the phone, Zheng Yu stood up awkwardly, rubbed his sore calf, "What are you flirting with, it's just chatting with friends, are you done?"

"It's all arranged for you, and your things are also arranged in the hotel booked by the crew. I know you don't like to share with others, so I arranged a single room for you. Here, here is the room card," handed the room card To Zheng Yu, Xing Jiaqi couldn't help nagging, "This is no better than in China, no one is covering you, so be honest!"

Zheng Yu hooked his lips and smiled, "Okay, boss."

Xing Jiaqi flew back to China in the afternoon, and Zheng Yu lay on the hotel bed alone, and took out his mobile phone. The screen saver of the mobile phone was An Wenxuan's solo makeup photo from WXW's new album. This time it was a campus style, with soft lines on the side , obedient black hair soft and shiny, fair skin and a high-necked white sweater set off his gentleness and elegance.In the photo, he looked at the distance with half-downcast eyes, his eyes were clearly as plain as water, but they stirred up ripples like dropping a stone in Zheng Yu's heart.

Zheng Yu stroked the screen and stroked his hair to the corner of his mouth with his index finger, as if touching a real person, his heart was restless.

He found An Wenxuan's name in the phone book, thought for a long time, and pressed it out. This is what he wanted from Ren Shaobai, but due to the time difference between China and the United States, An Wenxuan is probably working now, or he saw that it was an unfamiliar number. Then, Zheng Yu imagined many possibilities, but when the long-awaited soft voice sounded, he was speechless for a while.

"Hello, who are you?" An Wenxuan asked politely. There was no sound from the other end of the phone, and his brows frowned, "If you don't talk anymore, I'll hang up."

"Don't—" Zheng Yu hurriedly stopped, "It's me, don't hang up first."

Suddenly, An Wenxuan's heart skipped a beat, and of course An Wenxuan recognized whose voice it was, his hands froze there, and his black eyes, which were as clear as lake water, seemed a little embarrassed.

"Wenxuan, are you there?" Zheng Yu asked cautiously after hearing no sound, "You won't hang up, will you?"

Taking a deep breath, "Are you okay?"

"Oh, no... nothing."

"Then I hang up and go to filming."

"Wait a minute, I have something to do," Zheng Yu suddenly raised his voice, "Don't hang up, I really have something to do."

An Wenxuan frowned, and brought the phone to his ear again, "What's the matter?"

"I'm also filming. I don't have much experience. Can you teach me?" Zheng Yu really couldn't think of any reason. When he heard that An Wenxuan was going to film, he remembered that his acting skills were quite recognized by the industry, so he followed suit. Climb up the pole.

"You're filming, what?" An Wenxuan asked with interest.

"Oh, it's nothing, a movie introduced by a friend," Zheng Yu whispered vaguely, not knowing why he didn't like to tell others, it was earned through relationships.

"I don't have anything to teach you. I'm also a newcomer, okay? You should understand it yourself," An Wenxuan pouted, and heard that the recording studio in the distance had already started preparing for the next scene, "I'm dead."

Hearing the beeping sound, Zheng Yu sighed heavily, his shoulders slumped, and he met the pair of bright eyes in the screensaver again, and murmured good night.

Looking out of the window, the colorful lights and shadows reflected the brilliance of the entire casino city, and there were rows of high-rise buildings in the distance, which were misty and unreal like a mirage in the hot carnival, but Zheng Yu standing by the window seemed to be in another world, standing alone, lonely and sad Rin, only the cold light from the mobile phone keeps him company.