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From that afternoon, when he staggered into the bedroom wearing a large and ill-fitting white shirt, Ren Shaobai felt that something was wrong with his youngest and closest brother in the group.

I received a phone call from the company that morning and learned that An Wenxuan had been out of contact since he left the company the night before. Now there was some problem with the recording and he couldn't find anyone, so he asked if he was still in the dormitory.Lin Che responded accordingly and said yes, An Wenxuan's body load was too heavy recently, and he didn't pay attention to the wind when he returned to the dormitory at night, he had a cold, he was resting on the bed, and he promised to return the next day.After hanging up the phone, the three of them looked at each other in blank dismay. Although they temporarily escaped the company's interrogation, the unknown whereabouts of An Wenxuan still made the three of them very anxious.

The dull and introverted An Wenxuan would often act alone, watch a midnight movie, or take a walk on the beach to relax, but he would always inform Lin Che that he had never disappeared like this all night long.

Yuu, who had the most imaginative imagination, even asserted that he was kidnapped by a bastard, imprisoned somewhere, and played a game of nurturing, which made Ren Shaobai, with tears in his eyes, violently shook Lin Che's arm, telling him to call the police immediately.Lin Che viciously gouged out Yuu who was blindly yelling, comforted Ren Shaobai and let him stay in the dormitory first, and went back to the company with Yuu to find out the situation, and if An Wenxuan didn't come back tomorrow, he would tell him immediately The company, then deal with it.

When I was thinking about all kinds of dangers that An Wenxuan might encounter, there was a click, and An Wenxuan staggered in, wearing a bulky white shirt.His face was as white as a piece of paper, without blood, his head was lowered, his hands rested on the door frame, and he was struggling to breathe.

Ren Shaobai heaved a sigh of relief, opened his arms to meet him, and acted coquettishly: "Xuanxuan, where are you going, it makes people worry to death—"

As soon as his hand touched An Wenxuan's shoulder, he was slapped back: "Don't touch me!" An Wenxuan hoarsely hoarsely said.

Ren Shaobai froze on the spot, although he couldn't see An Wenxuan's face due to the cover of his hair, he could still feel the cold and murderous aura full of vigilance all over his body, like a beast hiding in the grass, weak and bruised. But alert.

The air seemed to freeze, An Wenxuan remained silent, and walked towards the bathroom, looking at his crooked posture, as if he was about to fall to the floor in the next second, Ren Shaobai said worriedly, "Xuanxuan, I think you are not well, do you need to give me a helping hand—"

Before he could finish speaking, An Wenxuan slammed the bathroom door hard, making a loud noise, and then there was the sound of dripping water in the bathroom.

Ren Shaobai calmed down his grievances, and grabbed at his fluffy and messy hair. He didn't know what to do for a while. This was not the little brother he was familiar with. Although he didn't know what happened to him, it was obvious that An Wenxuan The current state is not stable, he decided to guard him more, so as not to cause another accident.

Ren Shaobai sat down in front of the bathroom door, took out his mobile phone and sent Lin Che a text message, telling him that An Wenxuan had already returned to the dormitory, don't worry, and then he listened carefully to the movement in the bathroom.

Accompanied by the clear sound of water falling like pearls, bursts of low howls with a slightly crying voice came from the bathroom, desperate and depressing, which made Ren Shaobai's heart instantly gripped, and he asked eagerly through the door: " Xuanxuan, are you okay?!"

No one answered, only the sound of running water.

Ren Shaobai knocked violently on the bathroom door: "Xuanxuan, don't scare me, what the hell are you—"

"Get out! Leave me alone!" A shrill roar came from the bathroom, making Ren Shaobai's knock on the door pause for a moment.

"Xuanxuan, what's the matter with you, what happened! Come out!" Ren Shaobai felt that he could no longer let An Wenxuan alone in the bathroom, so he slammed the door harder, and began to think that if he didn't When he came out, he kicked the door open with all his might.

Just as his legs were about to move, he saw An Wenxuan wearing a bath towel and opening the door full of hostility, staring at angry black almond eyes, his eyelashes trembling slightly with strands of water. Hair roots dripped to the floor.

Looking around from top to bottom, Ren Shaobai quickly grabbed An Wenxuan's arm, lifted the towel covering him, and was taken aback, "What are you doing!"

I saw that the originally white and smooth skin was stabbed with bloodstains, and from the arms to the upper body, the blood-red patches looked hideous and terrifying.

"It's none of your business!" As if stung by a bee, An Wenxuan shook off his hand in horror, and pulled the towel back on his body again. He gritted his teeth tightly, and his dilated pupils showed fear, unable to restrain himself. Trembling all over the place, like sifting chaff, Ren Shaobai and even the down on his body are trembling constantly.He ran back to the bedroom as if escaping, leaving Ren Shaobai at a loss.

In the next few days, An Wenxuan's mental state really worried the members. Originally, his character was silent and introverted, but now he gave people a feeling of withdrawn and indifferent.

He is often alone in a daze, and when he talks to him, he likes to ignore it.The inadvertent touch made him react extremely violently, and he left in a huff.In the rush to shoot the album MV, An Wenxuan didn't even have a smiling face.Lin Che tried to have a talk with him on the sidelines, but An Wenxuan directly ignored her.

"Ah!" A basketball hit him unexpectedly, and An Wenxuan, who was squatting alone in the corner, clutched his chest and gnashed his teeth in pain.

I saw Ren Shaobai walking over with a frosty face, and said to him condescendingly: "Pick it up and follow me to the basketball court!"

In the middle of the night, the basketball court was silent, and the dim street lights elongated the projections of the two of them. Ren Shaobai casually took a few shots, and tilted his head to look at An Wenxuan. He still looked lifeless when he lowered his head. Hit one, slapped hard, the basketball bounced high, and rolled towards An Wenxuan step by step, "One on one, start! You attack and I defend!"

An Wenxuan was stunned for a while, and slowly stepped forward while dribbling the ball. As soon as Ren Shaobai got close, he hurriedly backed up a few steps, staggered and almost fell to the ground.Ren Shaobai strode over furiously, grabbed it, and the blue veins on his forehead bulged with his rough breath: "An Wenxuan, you are serious, are you a wooden man?! You will fall down before you hit it!" !"

Seeing An Wenxuan's muddled state, Ren Shaobai held back for several days. He has always been focused on his work, demanding perfection in everything. The production of the new album has reached a critical final stage, but An Wenxuan is always absent-minded and makes frequent mistakes. When recording the MV, he would even forget his dance steps, and the position was chaotic. The number of NGs was more than his previous sum.

"Tell me what happened, everyone is here to help you together, don't keep silent, just like a woman!" Ren Shaobai was a little unscrupulous, and his anger was churning, as if he was under too much pressure and was about to explode boiler.

Hearing these words, An Wenxuan's face seemed to have opened a dye shop, it turned from white to red, and finally turned blue, his lips were trembling, and the veins on his temples were clearly visible, "Say the fuck again."

Ren Shaobai realized that what he said was a bit too much, and his confidence subconsciously weakened a little, "In the first place, when you were playing basketball on the show, you were also soft and sloppy, and you couldn't even guard against Zheng Yu!"

What he was talking about was the previous competitive variety show where all WXW participated, plus the host, for a 3-on-3 basketball game. Zheng Yu, Lin Che, and the host were on one team, and the other three formed the other team.An Wenxuan had no advantage in terms of height and strength, Ren Shaobai and Yuu were in charge of offense, and arranged for him to focus on defense.But defending Zheng Yu, An Wenxuan was really powerless. There was a 10cm difference in height between them. Zheng Yu always relied on his good ball control skills to turn An Wenxuan around. The audience booed excitedly. Although there was no malice, it made An Wenxuan very humiliated. After all, no one wants to be played like a monkey, and now Ren Shaobai mentioned it unintentionally. The six viscera seemed to be poured with oil, and the anger was rising up slowly——

"Damn, come again!"

Holding the ball and sucking hard, he slammed into Ren Shaobai, ignoring any basketball rules, and then elbowed his chest sharply, ignoring Ren Shaobai holding his chest and screaming, he dribbled the ball With a lunge, a deep leap, he vacated and sent the ball into the basket.

Ren Shaobai sat on the concrete floor, gritted his teeth, howled exaggeratedly, "Xuanxuan, you are too cruel, you are killing me!" shaking his body, like a willful child wanting candy, After a while, a soft and white hand stretched out in front of him, he slightly raised the corner of his mouth, a narrow light flashed in his black eyes, he grabbed An Wenxuan's wrist, and pulled him down with great force, An Wenxuan directly He fell to the ground.

"Hahaha...uh...it hurts! Xuanxuan, spare me!"

The slight wind blows the wet hair on the forehead, making it a little uncomfortable to scratch, Ren Shaobai picked it up, "Xuanxuan, no matter what happens, just let it out, don't always be stuffy in your heart."

An Wenxuan lowered his head, staring at the basketball in his hand, his fingers were picking at the plastic on it.

Seeing that he didn't respond, Ren Shaobai was also not angry, and said seriously: "You are my best friend, I really don't want you to be unhappy all the time! I will be unhappy too."

"Best friend?" An Wenxuan repeated the sentence, as if trying to figure out the meaning, and after a long time, he murmured, "Then you also like me?"

"I like it, of course I like it!" Ren Shaobai replied affirmatively with bright eyes shining.

As if frightened, An Wenxuan stared, gritted his teeth, and hesitated to speak.

Ren Shaobai smiled heartily, pressed his hand on his head, and his docile black hair curled up mischievously, "I like you the most among the members, and I am the happiest playing with you, don't you?"

Listen, I cursed myself for asking what kind of question I was asking, I was really paranoid and suspicious.

"Then Shaobai, what should you do if you encounter a disgusting thing, a person who wants to kill you?"

"If I say it, I'll fight it with a tooth for a tooth, and disgust him, let him taste it."

"...and what if revenge can't be done by doing the same to that person?"

"Then... treat it as being bitten by a dog, and you can't bite the dog back, right?"

"..." The smile that I haven't seen for a long time, with red lips and teeth, shining like stars, "Shaobai, you are really a genius!"