Xu Yan Yimo

Xu Mo did have a nightmare.

The protagonists of the nightmare are him and Li Zeyan: In a room surrounded by white walls and floors, Li Zeyan stands there, frowning and talking to him, he wants to step forward, and then a bullet hits his ear Slashed across and stabbed the man's heart...

A bright red flower of blood bloomed in the snow-white world in front of my eyes.It reminded him of Wilde's "The Nightingale and the Rose", in which the nightingale pricked his heart with a thorn in order to give a red rose to the troubled boy.Blood dripped on the white rose, staining it red.

When he fell, it was like a nightingale who died for love.The only difference is that he is not that stupid boy who knows nothing about the heights of the sky and the earth.

But that doesn't mean he can accept the end of death.

When I woke up, it was 01:30 in the morning.He was on the bed, sleepy and cold sweat came one after another, he sat up, went to get the medicine bottle on the bedside table, fed a few white pills and swallowed them.He, who has always had a sense of taste disorder, can't feel the bitterness, only that his heart beats faster again.

Got home?

By the way, tonight...

He tried to get the mobile phone next to him, and an unread message in it was very eye-catching.Click it, it's a photo.

speechless.It's just that the hand holding the mobile phone tightened, and the veins bulged.The lights in the bedroom were not turned on, only the light blue light of the mobile phone shone on his face, and the rest were hidden in the darkness.Cold, numb, black and white, dreams, gunshots, upside down, real... walking dead, in name only.

He got off the bed, and the crisp sound of pots and pans clashing came from the kitchen.When Xu Mo walked, his footsteps were very soft, with a little morbid vanity, but when he saw that person's figure, the purple in his eyes deepened.

He walked over, wrapped his arms around his waist, and rested his head on the man's neck.The man visibly trembled, but he didn't refuse such an intimate gesture: "Are you up?"

With a fiery heart on his chest pressed against his back, Xu Mo hummed.

Long-term dependence on drugs can become addictive, and trying to depend on someone can also become addictive.

Li Zeyan seldom saw Xu Mo look so weak, and there was deep concern in his deep voice: "It's hard to sleep these days? Or haven't you eaten well? You look very unwell, don't worry me Ah... idiot."

"Sorry, I've been very busy recently." It's true that I'm busy, but I don't know what I'm busy with.

"I'm also very busy, and you called to remind me to eat and rest, and you didn't pay attention to yourself?" He said this with a bit of sullenness, not because he was really angry, but because he was concerned.

"I'll pay attention to it in the future." Xu Mo could understand his intentions and smiled faintly, but it was a pity that Li Zeyan couldn't see it with his back turned.

Although the original plan at night was to suspend the time and wait for him to wake up, but after an hour, he received protests from three people who suffered from it from three different directions against his willful behavior, so he had to rub his temples and cancel Time paused.Then, imitating the way Xu Mo carried him back at the beginning, carried him up.

However, Xu Mo didn't look like he had much meat, and he was usually dressed tightly, so it was really heavy on his back.I remembered that he once said that he pays great attention to physical exercise, and likes to drink some tea on weekdays, so his body is still very strong...

In order not to disturb his rest, his movements were very light, and he didn't want to hurt him. Walking this way, he could feel someone's warm breath lingering around his sensitive ears and neck, and that part of the sensitive skin slightly flushed.He also wondered if he had woken up a long time ago to play a prank on purpose, but when he looked back, he saw that Xu Mo's eyes were still closed, with only a few eyelashes. This kind of deep sleep is quite rare for him, and his hand hair Cold, it is roughly inferred that he may be sick.

When he was at the door of Xu Mo's house, he remembered that he didn't have the key to Xu Mo's house - the key should be in his pocket, but Li Zeyan carried him behind his back, changed his focus, and barely freed one hand to fumble behind.In the end, because he couldn't see, his fingers slid across his side waist, and a low-pitched, pleasant and uncontrollable moan suddenly came from his ear.

……Um? !he came across...

cough.

Xu Mo fell asleep and hadn't woken up yet. Li Zeyan couldn't even cover his suspiciously flushed face with his hands. He had to count Xu Mo's idiot, idiot, childish fuss, inexplicable, unconscious, and a series of words in his heart to relieve his anger. .This sound... is too foul!

However, when he took out the key to open the door and put someone on the bed, seeing that he still looked bad, his heart softened.Then he used those words in his heart and scolded himself again, Xu Mo didn't do anything, it was because he thought too much.

The cat was sleeping curled up in the living room, but when it saw its owner came back, it ran over in three steps at a time.With a raised slender and flexible tail, he gave a "meow" to the person on the bed.

Li Zeyan quickly took the cat away, closed the bedroom door and turned off the light for him.The kitten jumped down from the unfamiliar smell of the suit, purring a little dissatisfied with being kicked out.Li Zeyan squatted down, raised his index finger and middle finger to his lips, and silenced himself.

"Shh. Don't make noise."

The kitten circled him a few times, probably feeling familiar, bit his suit trouser leg, and then rubbed against him again, making people feel like being scratched by a cat's paw. "A clingy little thing." Even so, he reached out and stroked the kitten's head as a gesture of comfort.

The cat's eyes were an extremely ordinary brown, but the shiny pupils stared at him, just like his master, pitiful and lovable.

Are cats like people, or people like cats?

He smiled.

I got up and went to the kitchen to get the cat food, but when I opened the refrigerator, my face was half black—except for eggs and fruits covered with plastic wrap, there was nothing in it.And the kitchen was as clean as if it had never been used.

This guy, hasn't he eaten at home for so many days? !

Now when Xu Mo appeared behind him, he was washing the bowl after the cat ate. "You'd better give me an explanation... why don't you have a good meal at home?"

"I've been very busy lately..."

"Momo," Li Zeyan interrupted him coldly, "don't make excuses, if you don't eat, your body won't be able to take it... If you do this again next time, I'll move in with you Stay, monitor your three meals a day."

Xu Mo's eyes widened, the tip of his nose touched his neck, and he couldn't help smiling with a soft exhale: "Okay."

"...what do you mean?"

"You move over, or, I move over."

"... Would you rather do this than have a good meal?" He smiled instead of anger.

"For me, the important thing is not what to eat, but who to eat with." He could feel the skin in the pit of his neck trembling slightly: "Ze Yan, would you like to eat with me?"

This ambiguous gesture and ambiguous words were perfectly combined, and there was no room for rejection.What's more, he mentioned this casually, without thinking about the consequences of doing so.

... It seems to be at a loss.

However, for Li Zeyan, who is a businessman, this kind of uneconomical business would never be done.But as the other side of the relationship...

"Okay." Living together with someone you like is still very exciting.

But it turns out that they haven't had time to enjoy the life from being single to cohabiting. Xu Mo said that he received a call from the research institute to go to the United States.It is said that it is a transnational communication activity related to brain science, which cannot be pushed away.

So the first day Xu Mo moved into Li Zeyan's house, he got on a plane and went abroad.

"wait me back."

"come back earlier."

At the airport, the two of them spoke almost in unison, and then they were also taken aback for a moment, then smiled again.

Some things cannot be changed in a different place.

As for the poisonous snakes in the dark... When Xu Mo turned around, the arc of his smile was tinged with coldness.Those things must be done!