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The feeling of sending Xiao Ming to college is very strange, as if a married girl returns to her natal family, accompanied by a young daughter-in-law who is going to marry her natal brother.

Strictly speaking, the university is not in the next city, but there are one, two or three cities in between. It takes one and a half hours to drive on the expressway, and more than 20 minutes to take the high-speed rail. The total distance is 130 kilometers.

To be honest, I haven't driven this road for a long time. The last time I drove here was to attend the school celebration, and I almost got lost halfway through the drive.

The trunk of the car was filled with all kinds of luggage, mosquito nets, quilts, bed sheets and mattresses, Xiao Ming’s summer and autumn clothes, basins, towels, toothbrushing cups, facial cleanser, shampoo, shower gel, and toothpaste.

Xiao Ming sorted it all out by himself. I watched by him while he was sorting it out, thinking how could there be so many things. If you make a list, you can fill a whole sheet of A4 paper.

I don't know if everyone is like this. Before leaving, I feel that the luggage is too heavy to carry and drag.

Xiao Ming commented that all scene language is love language, brother, do you feel very heavy.

I said I'm fine, I feel pretty good, and you're going to college so happy, I can't feel heavy even if I think about it.

Xiao Ming smiled, brother, when you get home, you still have to remember to eat on time, drink less coffee, and go to the gym more often when you have time, you see, you only go to the gym twice a week now, and your abs are only six yuan left .

I heard Xiao Ming's tone and felt that he disliked me.I felt that he had this idea early on, otherwise why didn't he ask for it a few years ago, but he decided to come to school only now.

"Xiao Ming," I said, "have you started to dislike me?"

Xiao Ming said: "No, brother, you are still so good-looking, how could I dislike you?"

I gritted my teeth: "You didn't like me because I was good-looking, did you?"

"How could it be?" Xiao Ming laughed, "I like you first, then I think you are good-looking."

I was quite worried at first, thinking that this child is very good-looking, so many girls would like it in school, but now I am not worried at all.

The love words that come out are not tasteful, which little girl can bear him.

Although I am 27, I always feel that I can play, run, sing and dance, and I don't think I am too old.

But standing next to someone who is almost ten years younger than me, this age difference is very obvious.If I pack up and take care of myself for a few days and take ID photos with this group of people, I don't think I will lose, and I can barely get in among these people.But when you walk on campus, the feeling is very different. Young people see everything fresh, and even a calm person has tinkling footsteps. It doesn’t mean that there are bells on the shoes, but that the The strength is as lively as a bell.

The little girls are also well-dressed. I don’t think I was that exaggerated at the time. When I first came in, all of them looked like they came out of the village. The only difference is that you belong to Wang Ermazi and Cui Huasheng, while You are the daughter of the secretary cadre in the village and the village flower. The first one will wear big red flowers on her head, and the latter one knows how to tidy herself up gracefully.

The boys are getting more and more beautiful now. The main reason for their beauty is that I can’t describe their handsomeness, and they are also influenced by the old couple downstairs.Every time the old couple saw Xiao Ming, they would compliment each other, hey, this young man is so beautiful.

Sometimes when I look at Xiao Ming's side face, I feel very complicated.Mainly because of Zong Ze, these two people look so much alike from some angles.

But I, Liu, dared to pat my chest and say that when Xiao Ming and I practiced Harmony of Life, we never thought of confusing the two people.

Zong Ze is Zong Ze, Xiao Ming is Xiao Ming, the same creature, but completely different personalities.

It's just that the looks happen to be biased towards this kind of beautiful boy style, maybe I just eat this style.

No, why the hell did I think of Zong Ze again.

It's not that my own people praise my own people. I think Xiaoming's face can definitely be judged as a class grass and department grass.

He looks good, and this child has a gentle temperament, and he is a bit older after all, and his way of dealing with people and things is not comparable to these young children who have just grown up.The whole person exudes an elegant temperament of a gentleman, and I am a little ashamed to stand next to him, like a big man who picks his feet.

I didn't notice much when I left it at home, but I realized that I had hidden such a treasure only after I went out.

It's just such a treasure, I still hesitate to want it.

After I helped Xiao Ming tidy up the dormitory, I went downstairs. Considering that there was nothing else to do, I thought about it and just went back.

I sent a message to Xiaoming saying that I went back first, and I checked that the time was two o'clock in the afternoon. Anyway, I took a day off today, and after I got back, I slept for a while, and went downstairs to eat some dumplings at the dumpling restaurant at night, and went back upstairs to sleep again.

When I leave, I always feel that there is an empty space, and I don’t know where it is.If the air is visible, people should live in a crowded space all the time. Every breath of a person is the continuation of life, and there will never be a real leisure time.

So where is the emptiness, in such a crowded and busy world.

"elder brother!"

My hand that was about to open the car door stopped, and I turned around to see Xiao Ming, running towards me in a hurry, crashing into my arms like a small missile.

"Brother, why did you just leave without saying a word!" Xiao Ming rarely spoke so loudly, and now he seemed really anxious.

"I just watched the next... nothing happened, so I thought about going back first."

"Anything else?" I asked.

Xiao Ming opened his mouth.

It seems that nothing happened.

"You remember to get along better with the people in the dormitory. If you don't have enough money, just ask me for it. I can still afford to support you." I thought about it and said a few words, "Don't study too hard. , I have always thought that the subject of psychology is very brain-intensive. When you come back from your studies, don't keep thinking about what I mean by doing this or that. I'm afraid you will be stared at..."

"Brother." Xiao Ming suddenly put on a very serious expression.

"……Um?"

In the next second, Xiao Ming's face was enlarged so that he couldn't see the whole picture clearly. When I realized it, Xiao Ming's face had returned to normal.

"What are you doing, uncle?!" I quickly turned my head and looked around. There are quite a lot of people starting school, and I don't know if anyone has seen the live broadcast of a pair of gay guys kissing here.

"Brother, I'll be back soon," Xiao Ming burst into tears, "I plan to come back once in half a month, brother... you can't find someone else."

In broad daylight, I actually understood what the kid was saying.

I couldn't laugh or cry, "You're going to tell me this when you're about to leave? Don't worry, I'm not that hungry."

"This is very important..." Xiao Ming lowered his head and picked at his fingers.

"I know," I hugged him, "I'll wait for you to come back, Xiao Ming."