Sisi heart

"What?" Jian Mo raised his head and asked without hearing clearly.

"I said I was gay."

Xia An yelled loudly as if venting, Jian Mo pulled his clothes and looked around in shock, after confirming that there was no one there, he lowered his voice and said, "Got it, why are you yelling so loudly?"

His not surprised appearance made Xia An a little curious, "I said you are not surprised."

"Why are you surprised? Oh, it's nothing, isn't Wang Yan also like this." Jian Mo didn't take it seriously.In fact, he felt that this kind of thing should be quite a surprise, but he really didn't feel it.

"I underestimated you." Xia An said with a smile.

Jian Mo put his forehead on his back again, "That is, although I am three years behind you, I am still a high school student."

"I didn't expect you to be so precocious." Xia An sighed.

"I'm not familiar, I'm still young, so I still need you to cover it up." Jian Mo straightened the hair around the hat, and almost ate it into his mouth.

Back home, Jian Mo drenched in hot water and thought deeply about why he acted so naturally about this kind of Xia An, but he was almost suffocated by the heat and fainted, and he didn't even think of a reason.

He knows everyone's definition of homosexuality. Although there are no radicals now, his evaluation is conservative after all.

Originally, Jian Mo didn't understand why Wang Yan wanted to go abroad, but when he surfed the Internet, he accidentally saw that New Zealand is a country where homosexuality is legal. He thought that Wang Yan might want to get rid of the secular vision to gain real freedom.No matter how you don't care about other people's words, your heart will grow in flesh after all, and it will definitely hurt after listening to it for a long time.

He suddenly thought of Shen Hao's expression when he was talking about him in junior high school and his air-like presence.

No wonder Xia An said that Wang Yan's going abroad is a good choice.

When Wang Yan's shadow overlapped with Xia An's, Jian Mo's heart suddenly ached, and he couldn't breathe for a while thinking of the rumors that Xia An might encounter.

Then he made a phone call, "Hey brother, are you asleep?" His voice was so low that he wasn't even sure if he had made a sound.

"No, what's the matter." Xia An's voice was still the same as usual, with an involuntary pull at the end.

"I just want to tell you, even if you are... I won't have any ideas, I'm on your side anyway... that's what it means... ..I am going to sleep."

Jian Mo heard Xia Anen's call and hung up the phone.

He turned over and stared at the ceiling. Xia An said that he was precocious, and he seemed to feel the same way. At least he was quite mature in this matter. He was not shocked by explaining his situation to him. Afterwards, he felt very arrogant. After comforting him, Jian Mo wanted to get up to see if he had started to grow stubble.

There was no dream all night, and neither of them mentioned what happened at night when they met the next day.

When he arrived at Ban Jianmo, he wanted to say hello to his deskmate habitually, but when he met Shi Shi face to face with a smile on his face, he finally remembered that there was a gap between him and Shi Shi.

Jian Mo rubbed his face to remove the pear dimple and silently took out the book.

In fact, he really wanted to apologize to others. Although he felt that he had done nothing wrong, it was indeed his fault for making the little girl cry, but Shi Shi's current appearance wanted to block him, and others annoyed him. He had to try his best to be invisible so as not to panic.

So after class, he ran to Class Ten to find Shen Hao.

"I said Jian Momo, when did you stick to me so much?" Shen Hao tore off a warm sticker and stuck it on the bottom of his feet, then stuffed his feet wearing colorful five-toed socks into his shoes.

"Pay attention to your quality, take off your shoes in public." Jian Mo avoided the hand he wanted to reach.

"It doesn't stink, I wash my feet every day when I go home." Shen Hao retracted his arms and pushed on his shoes to make them more comfortable. "Hey, are you hiding from someone? Why don't you stay in class all day long?"

The topic was still getting rounded. Jian Mo leaned against the railing and watched the people fighting in the tenth class. Every time he came, he could see them entangled and inseparable. How could there be so many bad things that needed to be resolved by force? of.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Shen Hao touched him with his elbow, "Why did I start to be stunned?"

Jian Mo regained consciousness and took a breath, then told him the matter.

"Damn, you actually made my goddess sad."

"You're so biased, I'm still your younger brother, so just point your finger at me." Jian Mo pushed Shen Hao away and pointed to his index finger.That's why it's like stabbing a brother twice for a lover. The kings of all ages would bow down under the pomegranate skirt and abandon the country, so he wouldn't be so surprised that Shen Hao could make this move.

"I'm sorry, Jian Momo, I was excited at the moment." Shen Hao smiled and patted his shoulder and hugged him over. "I'm quite surprised that Shi Shi actually likes you."

"What's wrong with liking me, am I bad?"

"That's right, it's just a bit of a surprise." Shen Hao patted him on the shoulder again, "Now my goddess is sad. As the saying goes, the best way to forget the past is to start a new relationship. I think I have a chance."

Jian Mo turned around to avoid his hand in disgust, "There was a chance, and I have nothing to do with her."

"That's right," Shen Hao said happily, "Jian Momo, don't worry, when your brother catches up with you, I will introduce you as soon as possible."

"Don't, don't, don't," Jian Mo immediately waved his hand, "I don't want to impale my elder brother twice."

Shen Hao rubbed his head with a smile, "That's because you haven't met someone you like, and when the time comes, even if you don't want to, you will think about her uncontrollably all day long."

"How many sneezes does that girl have to have?"

Shen Hao frowned, feeling that Jian Mo was a disgrace. "So you are still young, so you don't understand."

Jian Mo didn't return, checked the time and went downstairs.He felt that standing in the corridor and chatting was really not something that should be done in winter, Shen Hao was still facing the wind, and he was almost blown into a fool.

The winter vacation has arrived without knowing it. The reason why I said I didn’t notice it is because in the morning, I still took Xia An’s little electric donkey to take the exam. When I left school in the afternoon, Jian Shi’an had already taken a taxi, packed her luggage, and planned to go to the high-speed rail station. .

"Dad, you are too rushed." Jian Mo said goodbye to Xia An and got in the car.

Jian Shi'an handed him an apple, "Don't rush, I've been at home for a week and I'll wait for you to finish the exam and leave."

Jian Mo took a big bite, the exam was too exhausting and he was a little hungry now, "My mother is so moved to know, you always go there so unshakably, and let relatives go there during the Chinese New Year."

"It's not the first day your mother knew about it. That's the only thing I touched her." Jian Shi'an smiled and turned to look out the window. Jian Mo stopped talking and ate an apple, thinking about going to the high-speed rail later. What kind of fast food do you want.

The time passed quickly when he got on the bus, and he arrived at the station just after he had eaten his fill during the one-hour drive.Guan Jun's family has all moved to Shanghai and it is said that they will not come back, so this time they have to take a taxi to the store.

When he got to the room, Jian Mo turned on the air conditioner first, then fell down on the chair. "The vacation has begun." He called happily, but his heart was not very happy.

fast.

When the temperature came up, he took off his clothes and put on a single coat.There is no one yet. Jian Shi'an told him to go to the store to buy things after visiting the store, but he complied and did not go out.

It was still warm in the room, he didn't want to go outside, it was very cold.

After dazed on the chair for a while, he dug out his homework from his schoolbag.

Why worry, only homework.

Jian Mo felt that he was really the most boring person, and he still thought about what to do at school after the holiday.Are mobile phones not fun, are games not fun, and I choose the most boring way to pass the time.

After writing for two hours, Jian Mo rubbed her eyes and planned to rest.

He took out his mobile phone and looked at it. There was nothing there. He opened QQ and WeChat to confirm that there was no news, and then he lay down on the table and played matchmaker.

He didn't know what he was expecting, he just wanted to see if anyone would send him a message, such as whether Xia An would chat with him.

There have been more than 1000 levels in this elimination and there is no meaning of capping. He only played level 210 four times. The current level is that he can't pass a level with 150 hearts. After level [-], he can only survive through Guan Jun.

Finally exhausted his last bit of physical strength, he sighed, opened QQ, found Wang Yan's name, and clicked in.

The last time he added a polite greeting to the chat record when he was in the third year of junior high school.

Jian Mo felt that Wang Yan might not be as unfriendly as he appeared on the surface. For example, now he sent a "Are you there?"

Then Jian Mo didn't know what to say, he even suspected that the news just now was sent by a soul possessed.

After a while, Wang Yan spoke, "Jian Mo, what do you want from me?"

"Nothing but a little boring all of a sudden. Haha."

Maybe this is the so-called awkward chat, in order to avoid being too awkward, Jian Mo typed the word haha.

"Oh, then let me talk to you, I'm fine anyway."

Jian Mo sat up and beat his sore back.

"Wang Yan, did you go to New Zealand to find a boyfriend?"

After sending it out, Jian Mo realized that it was not very good, and when he wanted to withdraw it, Wang Yan replied "Yes." He also showed a smiling rabbit expression.

"Do you feel that life in China is too depressing? I don't think you speak in class."

"I used to think so, but recently I have seen it a lot. I used to think that I was the only monster in the world. Now that I changed the environment, I realized that it's nothing. It's the same as liking girls. There's nothing strange about it."

Jian Mo nodded.

"You know..." He was a little hesitant to type these three words. He wanted to ask Wang Yan if he knew that Xia An was like him before, but he had no position to ask.

"So did you find your boyfriend there?" He changed the question.

Wang Yan first replied with a pensive GIF.

"Still chasing, but I have confidence."

"Is that the man in the photo in your space?" Although it was a questioning tone, Jian Mo felt that it must be.

"correct."

really.

Wang Yan returned, "I think I can catch up with him before I graduate."

Jian Mo is overjoyed, are you all so cowardly, you have to take graduation as a deadline.

"My friend is also chasing someone. He also said that he wants to catch up before the third year of high school."

"Haha, then you can see who wins first among us."

Jian Mo replied with a big smile.

"Xia An is okay."

"Well, I'm still in the same class as him."

"Oh, he's my first love."

Jian Mo didn't know Wang Yan's expression when he said this, but he knew that he had already put it down.

"Then did you know that he was the same as you when you confessed?" You still asked.

"Yeah, I saw it right away. Xiaoziyi.jpg" "You know?"

"Well, he told me."

"I thought he wouldn't admit it even if he was beaten to death. I was taken aback when he confessed before."

"Why do you think he won't admit it?" Jian Mo was puzzled, he felt that Xia An's kind of dragging people would not dare to say anything.

"He may feel that he is weird just like me before. After all, it is the first time for everyone to be a human being and has no experience."

Jian Mo stared at these words, her heart twitching.

"Okay, it's twelve o'clock here and I'm going to bed."

Jian Mo looked at his phone and saw that it was seven o'clock, but he didn't feel hungry.

"Okay. Thank you for staying with me today."

"It's nothing, you are the first person who took the initiative to talk to me after I confessed, and you are also the only one who gave me a thumbs up. Goodbye.jpg"

Jian Mo smiled and quit QQ.He dug out the phone book and called Xia An.

The bell rang twice and the other side connected it. Before he could say anything, Jian Mo said, "Brother, you and I are the same as everyone else, don't let yourself get lost, I'm always by your side anyway. "

After waiting for a long time, there was no sound from the receiver. Jian Mo felt that maybe his blunt speech made people a little confused. He adjusted his breathing and was about to explain when Xia An spoke. "Liar, you are not by my side now."

Jian Mo was stunned, unable to think of a word for a long time.Xia An laughed there, "Silly boy. I see, hang up the phone."

Jian Mo hung up the phone, his face was a little red, the call was obviously immature at all.