Holding the hand of the child, grow old with the child

08-2622: 20

Two months passed in a flash.In the past two months, my mother turned down a lot of work, and took me to buy clothes, go to the playground, and play on the beach with my brother. . . . . .It wasn't until the day Xia Ying came back from France that we realized that the summer vacation was almost over.

About five days before the start of school, my brother took me to the elementary school next to their school, and the environment was not bad.Originally, my mother also came together, but a phone call called her away before leaving the house. It was a big business, and she had to come forward in person, so my brother led me to the school alone, and went through the formalities Then he led me back home.Maybe after we came out of the cafe that time, we have developed a habit with each other: no matter where we go, my brother will always hold my hand.The warm feeling has been transmitted to the deepest part of my heart through the palm of my hand, making me unwilling and unwilling to let go.

My brother’s report time was a day later than mine, and I wanted to go alone on the day of my report, but when I walked out not far away, I saw my brother running behind me in a hurry, and he said he was worried.Then he took my hand again, sent me to school, and waited for me at the door until I got out of school.At that time, I really felt that there is no happier person in the world than me, because I have an older brother.

I was assigned to Class 1 of the sixth grade, the best class in the whole grade, but I didn't like it, because after a few days, I found out that although everyone in the class was good on the surface, they were secretly competing against each other. It's better than that, especially in material terms, and it's a typical bully.

The only thing to be thankful for is the girl sitting next to me. Her name is Wang Yifan. Although she is called the beauty of our class and even the whole school by the seniors, she is not as arrogant and complacent as the beauty of my previous school. On the contrary, she is a A very quiet girl who always sits on the seat holding a book and reads by herself, while other girls also exclude her because she is beautiful, good at studying, and the teacher likes her very much, and do not play with her, So whenever I see her, I always feel pity, and she treats me very well.When I first transferred here, I didn't know anything, and I didn't like to talk to others. Only she enthusiastically introduced me to the school environment, some teachers, etc., and she always gave me a slight smile when she came every morning. Smile, also when leaving school.These reasons, combined with my sympathy for her before, made me very angry when I saw her come back crying with her face covered, because I knew that other girls must have hit her. I heard from the people in the class that this This kind of thing has happened more than once or twice before.But I'm not the kind of nosy person, so I treat everything in the class coldly, including Wang Yifan's affairs.

But at the same time, I also understand the benefits of going to school, which is to walk with my brother every morning and evening.He will hold my hand tightly all the way, for fear that I will lose it.We will be late after they finish studying. In summer, I will wait for him in the classroom. When the classroom is locked, I will wait for him at the school gate until he comes out of school and takes my hand to go back; It was getting dark too early. My brother originally wanted me to go back first, but he was still worried that something might happen to me. In desperation, he had no choice but to ask me to go to Zhang Bo's coffee shop to wait for him after school every day.

It must have just entered winter. Once, not long after I left school, I was about to go to a cafe when I found someone calling me behind me.After taking a closer look, I realized that it was my brother. He said that they would not go to evening self-study in the future, so they would leave school early.

However, after another week, I learned from Xia Ying that they were actually still studying at night, but my brother told the head teacher that he would not be able to go to the class to prevent me from waiting too long. scolded.Listening to Xia Ying's words, I felt that the weakest part of my heart was touched. After returning home, I hugged my brother and cried for the second time.

I used to think that nothing could make me cry, but now I realize that I was wrong, because I met the most important person in my life.

Time passed quickly. In the next winter, my brother and I were ready to spend the last half year of elementary school and junior high school. With my insistence, my brother finally agreed to go back for evening self-study, and I also applied to the teacher to become The person who locked the door in the class, so every day after school I would do my homework, read books, etc., until my brother came to the class to find me.

"Go, I'll find you in the classroom after school, and we'll make cream cakes together in the evening." I replied, and watched him leave.After school in the evening, I waited for him while reading in the classroom as usual.At about five o'clock, the door of the classroom was pushed open. Although the time was very close to the time when my brother finished school, my intuition told me that it was not my brother who pushed the door.Sure enough, as I expected, a few boys from our grade came in, from Class 7, and the leader was Zhang Liang, who was notorious in the grade. Many times I saw him being scolded by the teacher in the grade office. The few people around me are sometimes scolded.

"You are Yin Zhiyou?" Zhang Liang walked up to me with a contemptuous expression on his face.

I put down the book in my hand, raised my head, looked at him suspiciously, and asked, "Is there something wrong?"

Zhang Liang grabbed me by the collar and pulled me up. I could see the light in his eyes. He hated me very much, and his tone was cool. "I heard that Yifan likes Yin Zhiyou, so it's you! Hey, I thought he was such a handsome guy, who can make us Yifan like that, now it seems..." He didn't Going on, he suddenly threw me to the ground with all his strength, and then spoke again after a long while, "It's just a thin and small boy!"

Indeed, compared with Zhang Liang in front of me, I am indeed thin and small, but. . . . . .Wang Yifan likes me. . . . . .What are you talking about!I stood up, and just about to speak out, a fist hit me abruptly in the face, and I pushed back a few steps in pain.

Seeing this, I gave up my defense, because nothing I could say could help such a man.Then, Zhang Liang winked at the people around him, and several people started punching and kicking me.I tried to resist, but in the face of these people who were much taller than me, my resistance was futile.

It hurts, it really hurts when the fist falls on the body.

I tried not to cry out because I didn't want them to look down on me, but I instinctively thought of my brother. It turns out that I am also a person who is strong on the surface but actually very weak.But I also hope that my brother will not come, never come, I don't want him to see me like this, and I don't want him to worry about me.

There was a sound of hurried footsteps.

I raised my head subconsciously, and found that it was a teacher holding a file in the past, probably going to a meeting.

As soon as I relaxed, I was punched in the stomach again, let out a muffled grunt, and then coughed violently.

I didn't expect these elementary school students like me to be so ruthless.

There was another sound of footsteps.

It must be the teacher again, so this time we all ignored it, and Zhang Liang and the others still attacked me very ruthlessly.

"Hmph, boy, I warn you to stay away from Yifan, otherwise don't blame me for being rude!" Zhang Liang left a sentence, and wanted to lead those people away, but stopped in place.I raised my head with difficulty, and the slender figure standing at the door of the classroom is what I want to see most now, and also the last thing I want to see.

It turned out that the footsteps just now were from my brother.

Zhang Liang was taken aback for a moment, then continued walking forward.

"Do you want to leave like this?" As soon as the words fell, the elder brother waved his hand and punched Zhang Liang on the right side of the face.His voice was extremely cold, and apart from the coldness in his eyes, there was also fierceness, which was extremely fierce, beyond my imagination.

"Brother..." My voice was weak and hoarse.My brother turned around and walked towards me, his eyes instantly became indescribably distressed and painful, and I could even see the tears dripping from his heart.

I barely supported the table and stood up. My brother held me in his arms and let me lean on him.I could feel his body trembling slightly.

"Apologize to him." The elder brother's tone was calm, but his voice was still cold.Zhang Liang smiled disapprovingly, but he could see that he lacked confidence.

"Apologize to him!" My brother's voice turned into a roar, echoing in the empty classroom.Although it is just four simple words, it is extremely deterrent.Zhang Liang could no longer hide the panic on his face. After all, he was only a primary school student, and he could only be a little arrogant in his grade. Facing the junior three students from other schools, he was also terrified, and he was beaten again. After punching me, I had to obey my brother's words, and after a brief apology to me with a few people around me, I ran away in a hurry.

Seeing them leave, for some reason I breathed a sigh of relief, my body immediately became limp, and I collapsed powerlessly in my brother's arms.My brother hugged me tighter, stroked my hair, kissed my forehead, and kept calling my name.I originally wanted to walk home by myself, but my brother refused to agree, so he just carried me back.

When we got home, my mother hadn't come back.My brother helped me into the room, let me lie on the bed, and brought me a basin of clean water and an ointment.

He took off my shirt and wiped my body clean, only then did I realize that apart from my face, even my whole body was covered with bruises and bruises, which was a bit horrible.My brother didn't ask anything, didn't say anything, just quietly wiped my body, then wiped my face, applied the ointment on my face and body, and finally pulled a blanket to cover my face. body, kissed my forehead and left the room.During the whole process, he didn't say a word, but the expression on his face kept changing: from anger to nervousness, from nervousness to worry, from worry to pity, from pity to tenderness.A trace of pain and guilt flashed from time to time in a pair of charming eyes.

The moment the door was pushed open, a familiar sweet scent filled the room.My brother came in with a bowl of cream of mushroom soup.I reached out to take the bowl, but my brother shook his head with a smile, sat beside me, and put a spoonful of soup into my mouth.I just remembered that I also had injuries on my arms.He fed me two bowls in a row, cleaned up again, and then returned to my room to study.

I was lying on the bed, although I was very tired, but I couldn't sleep, and finally my eyes stayed on my brother.Under the soft light, his profile outlines a perfect arc, the broken hair on his forehead shakes slightly with the cool wind blowing in from the floor-to-ceiling windows, the usual gentleness is put away in his slender eyes, and there is an extra Serious look.I looked at him quietly, as if admiring the most beautiful painting in the world, the corners of my mouth could not help but slightly turned up.

As if he noticed that I was looking at him, my brother suddenly turned his head, which caught me off guard, but he tried to cover up but showed my panic.

"What's wrong? I can't sleep." My brother put down the book in his hand, squatted beside the bed, stroked my hair, and looked at me tenderly.I nodded slightly and grabbed my brother's hand.He changed clothes in his own room, went back to my room, turned off the light, lay down beside me, kissed my forehead and cheek, and held me tightly in his arms.My brother's arms are very warm and give people a very safe feeling.Listening to his heartbeat, my consciousness was gradually eroded by drowsiness.

In the dream, I saw my brother, he was standing under a tall banyan tree, his clothes and broken hair were blown by the breeze, and he looked at me with a gentle smile.I ran to him, we hugged each other tightly, and then my brother took my hand and walked towards the horizon.

"Xiao You, wake up. Xiao You!"

I opened my sleepy eyes and found that I was still lying on my brother's chest, with my arms tightly hugging his waist.

this pose. . . . . .very strange.

I looked up, and my brother was looking at me with a smile, a little childishly triumphant.

"Go take a shower first, and then come down to eat." After finishing speaking, my brother got up and got out of bed, leaving me alone in the room, still a little confused.

While taking a shower, I noticed that the bruises on my face had gotten better.After eating, my brother rubbed some ointment on me, and then I saw that he was always uneasy.We were about to go out, but he suddenly told me to rest at home for a few days before going to school, and he would make up for me when I came back at night.I didn't agree at first, but I couldn't resist my brother's stubborn temper and the temptation of his delicious food, so I finally decided to rest at home.

My mother was in a hurry when she left. She didn't come to my room to see me, so she didn't notice.So after about a week, the thing completely sank.And from then on, Zhang Liang and his group always kept away from me when they saw me, which gave me an inexplicable sense of accomplishment, but Wang Yifan never knew about it, and I never cared about what Zhang Liang said, so we always Maintained a good friendship.

Hold Your Hand, Grow Old Together Text Chapter 7

章节字数：3161更新时间：07-08-2622:21

I'm in junior high school.

This is a very happy thing, and I can finally get out of the environment of primary school.Wang Yifan and I were admitted to the same school and assigned to the same class, and I can be with my brother almost all the time.Every time after class, at noon and after school, he would come back to see me. We chatted, ate together, and finally went home together.Although some people have said it, we don't mind holding each other's hands to and from school, and we like it very much.Every day after school, in the setting sun or under the street lights, two long shadows dragged along, holding each other's hands tightly.And I don’t remember when, my brother’s room became nameless, and all the things I used every day were moved to my room, and I often slept in the same bed with my brother at night, leaning on his warm arms, listening The sound of his "thumping" heartbeat made him feel very comfortable.

About two months after I came to the junior high school, Xia Ying's words were confirmed: from the first year of junior high school to the third year of senior high school, there must be someone in every grade in the school who knows her brother, even the "top ten handsome men in the school" brother on the school post bar He has also won the championship for three years in a row, and he has never been relegated. His evaluations are also similar to "he is handsome, good at studying, gentle, and his teachers and classmates are very optimistic about him".But to my surprise, generally such schoolgirls must be entangled in gossip every day, but no matter where they are, there is no rumor about what kind of girl my brother is with. This reminds me of what happened last night.

Not long after we left the school last night, two girls chased after me. One of them ran away shyly after handing a letter to his brother.That person is the grade flower in the third grade of our school. Someone posted a picture of her on the Internet. She is really pretty and has a good reputation.I thought that my brother would readily accept such a girl, but I didn't expect that after arriving home at night, he wrote back a letter to the girl and rejected her very tactfully. I was dumbfounded at the time.I asked him the reason, and he told me that he had someone he liked, and then I kept asking him no matter how hard I pressed him, and kept joking, "It's Xiaoyou." "It's Xiaoyou, I can't lie to anyone I lied to you." "It's Xiaoyou, Xiaoyou, Xiaoyou..." At last I had no choice but to be turned over to sleep in a fit of anger.

"What? Are you angry?" He gently pushed my body and asked.

"What is there to say between brothers? I won't say it, what are you doing to hide it from me?!" Although I was a little angry, but I unconsciously raised the corners of my mouth. It's not really angry, just I hope this way let him talk.

"I really didn't hide it from you. I liked you! You are the person I love the most in this world."

After he picked me up, I took advantage of his inattention and punched him in the face moderately, then said with a smile: "Forgive you this time, if you do it again next time..." I Before I finished speaking, my brother grabbed my waist and said, "You little thing is quite capable, you dare to bully your brother!" We hugged each other and rolled around on the bed. It took a long time before we let go of each other panting.

"Alright, alright, it's already ten o'clock, go to bed, I have to get up early for school tomorrow." My brother rubbed my hair and sat back at the desk.

"What about you?" I asked hugging the pillow.

"There's a chemistry test tomorrow, and I'll go to sleep after reading for a while. Be good, Xiaoyou, go to bed first."

I looked at him aggrieved and unwilling, and finally my brother closed the book, turned off the light, lay down beside me, and held me in his arms. "Is it okay now? You!" I hugged his waist, pressed my face against his chest, and closed my eyes in satisfaction.

At night, I dreamed that two warm and dry things covered my lips, and after a few gentle kisses, a familiar voice sounded:

"Xiaoyou, I love you, I really love you."

"Brother..." I lay lazily on the bed, calling my brother who was about to leave the room with a rogue face.My brother turned around and walked towards me, his face was still full of pampering and endless tolerance.

"You're cheating again, get up by yourself! I'm going to cook for your little ancestor." My brother came to my side and scratched the bridge of my nose with a smile.

"No!" Then I stretched my arms out from under the covers and put them in front of my brother.For some reason, I suddenly wanted to act like a baby to my brother, to exercise the privilege of being a younger brother.

"Why? I'm so grown up and you want me to pull you up?" My brother looked at me with suspicion and a smirk on his face.But as soon as he finished speaking, he reached out his hand towards my waist.I thought he was going to take the opportunity to grab my waist again like last night, so I wanted to wrap myself in a quilt, but I didn't have time.Unexpectedly, he didn't grab me like before, but just gently put his arms around my waist and helped me up.

"Stupid, it's easy to stretch your arms if you pull directly." He rubbed my hair and kissed my cheek. "Okay, pack up and come eat quickly." Then he got up and left the room.

After breakfast, we walked to school holding hands as usual.

When I entered class in the morning, there was still no one in the class.I sat leisurely on my seat to read a book, only to find that there was a letter in my drawer, which was obviously written by a girl, delicate and small.

After reading the letter, I was completely stunned: it was written by Wang Yifan, she said that she liked me since elementary school, and until now, she also said that she wanted to date me.When I was in a daze, a gentle female voice sounded from my ear.

"morning!"

I raised my head and met Wang Yifan's smiling eyes, then subconsciously dodged and responded softly.Later, Wang Yifan politely asked me whether I would agree or not to the things written in the letter. Seeing her hopeful eyes, I always felt that it was too hurtful to say no, so I nodded slightly.She smiled happily, her almond eyes were curved into a slit, and she was in a particularly good mood throughout the day, but I was different.For some reason, I always feel like there is a stone pressing down on my heart.Normally, I would say everything to my brother, but this is the only thing I dare not even look into his gentle eyes.

"What's the matter, Xiaoyou? Did something happen in class? I've been depressed since noon." When school was over in the evening, my brother suddenly asked.I tightened the hand held by him, and my palm began to sweat continuously.

"No, nothing." I tried to keep my voice as calm as possible.

Later, my brother didn't ask any questions until the next morning, he suddenly told me that he was going to help Xia Ying with tutoring recently, so he might have to live in his house for a week or so.He has already told his mother that his mother will come back very early when he is away for a few days.When he spoke, his tone was very calm, without any waves, let alone the usual tenderness and pampering, and he went out after speaking.What surprised me even more was that my brother didn't hold my hand and walked without speaking.

No one knew about Wang Yifan and I, and we didn't do anything special, but we usually spent more time together than before, and she would always put down everything and chat with me during class and at noon.Because I couldn't bear to leave her alone in the class, I told my brother that I would not go to him in the future, and he agreed.I also saw my brother at noon in the next few days, he was with Xia Ying.I don't know why, but I always feel bad; I often suffer from insomnia at night, and I don't know the reason. I guess it's probably because I don't have my brother to hold me. I finally fall asleep and wake up at night because I can't touch him.

At the same time, I became more and more suspicious of my feelings for Wang Yifan, because I felt that we were not like lovers together, but more like a pair of like-minded friends who could chat freely.But I didn't tell anyone about these things until about a week or so after we dated, I finally couldn't help asking a friend.

"Hey, what's it like to be with your girlfriend?"

"Why do you ask that?" My friend stopped his hands and looked up at me, "Did you also have a girlfriend?" There was a naughty tone in my friend's tone.

"Go! You think everyone is like you! Answer quickly!" I denied it and urged my friend.

The friend stopped asking, and said intoxicatedly: "Well...well...well... When I'm with her, I feel like I'm in heaven. I feel a little light and my heart beats very fast. Also, as long as we are separated for a while, we will miss her very much."

is that so?I asked myself.But why didn't I feel this way when I was with Wang Yifan?

"Then why do you always accompany her?" I continued to ask.

"Does it need to be said, of course I can't bear it! You know, it's hard to be separated." My friend answered seriously this time.

"Isn't it because I couldn't bear to leave her there alone that I accompanied her?"

"Of course not! That's not called love, it's called sympathy." The friend smiled and continued to do his work.

It turns out that I have sympathy for Wang Yifan, not love.Since this is the case, I don't want to lie to her again.After school in the evening, I explained things clearly to her.

"Actually, you don't need to tell me, I already knew it." Wang Yifan's answer surprised me.

"Yin Zhiyou, thank you very much these days, I am really happy to be with you. I hope we can be good friends in the future." Then she smiled, her almond eyes curled up again.

"Um!"

Hold Your Hand, Grow Old Together Text Chapter 8

章节字数：2057更新时间：07-08-2622:21

When I got home in the evening, my mother had already returned. She said that today is the weekend, and she asked me to call Xia Ying's house and ask my brother to come back for dinner.Brother hesitated, but agreed.When he came back, he was obviously thinner, a circle thinner, and the dark circles under his eyes were also heavy.He said that these days he often gave Xia Ying tutoring until eleven or twelve o'clock, so he became like this.After that, he plunged into the kitchen and helped his mother cook.Mom said I was still young, so let me watch TV outside.

Through the frosted door of the kitchen, I saw my brother busy inside, and suddenly a trace of imperceptible sadness flashed in my heart.

After dinner, my mother received a call again, asking her to go back to the company. Before she left, she was afraid that I would be scared if I was alone at home, so she left her brother to sleep at home, but he walked into her room. All make me feel very strange.

"Brother, what's the matter with you recently? You are always acting weird." I mustered up the courage and asked my brother.The elder brother didn't turn around, he was still sitting at the desk, and calmly replied "No".After listening to his answer, I was very dissatisfied. It seemed that the grievances I had continued in the past few years had all been vented at once.

"You lied to me again! You don't tell me anything! I'm your younger brother! I'm your younger brother! And I'm no longer the kid in your and mom's eyes, I've grown up!"

"Yeah, I've grown up, I've grown up..." My brother suddenly stood up and walked towards me step by step, "When I grow up, I can have girlfriends casually, right?! When I grow up, I can have anything. Don’t care about it, right?!” My brother raised his voice and shouted at me word by word. "Forget it, this is your own right, your own business, I have nothing to do with it, and I don't want to do it." He was discouraged, walked over and sat on the bed.

I panicked immediately: I was obviously very careful, but why did he still find out?

"Brother, I didn't..." I tried to defend myself, but he stood up again, took out a letter from among the books on the desk, walked over to me, and threw the letter on the On me, "What else do you want to deny?! What do you want to defend?!" I glanced at the letter on the ground, and sure enough, it was the letter Wang Yifan wrote to me.

I looked up at my brother, only to find that his eyes were no longer as gentle as usual, but more like a beast. . . . . .crazy.

"Brother..." I called softly, but my brother suddenly hugged my head, and kissed my lips as if frustrated, and I realized that it turned out that he had moved out two nights before he moved out. The dream is actually real.

I looked at him in astonishment, but he only cared about kissing, a kiss that wanted to suck my soul away.

"Brother!" I pushed him away with all my strength, still looking at him in disbelief, and I was stunned for a long time before I could say a word.

"Brother, we are both men, and...we are brothers." Then I hurriedly left his room.

I didn't fall asleep all night, and the scene in his room played over and over again in my mind, and sometimes it felt like my mind went blank.

I still can't sleep without my brother's arms.

Twice, I had already walked to my brother's room, but I didn't have the courage to turn the doorknob, and finally went back.Probably because I was too sleepy. I fell asleep in a daze in the morning, and it was already afternoon when I woke up. It seemed that I was really sleep-deprived recently.I mustered up the courage to knock on the door of my brother's room, but no one answered, and then I opened the door, only to find that there was no one there.I searched upstairs and downstairs, but in the end I couldn't find it.I walked to the living room disappointed, only to find a note on the coffee table.

Xiaoyou:

I'm going to my house, it will be about another week or so, I will tell my mother.I have already prepared the meal, and it is on the table in the restaurant, and I will heat it up before eating.Also, I'm sorry about what happened last night.

brother

He left again.

This was my first reaction after reading the note.I'm afraid they are hiding from me.

I smiled helplessly and walked into the restaurant.All the things I like are on the table, especially the bowl of creamy mushroom soup, but the soup is so cold that it no longer has the strong sweet aroma when it is just cooked.

I warmed up the meal, and the aroma of the dishes started to fill the restaurant, as well. . . . . .The taste of my brother.

In the past two days, I have been absent-minded during the day, and I can’t sleep well at night. All I can think about is my brother’s crazy kiss that night, and his sober and hurt expression when I said that sentence.

"Brother, we are both men, and...we are brothers."

Then my brother burst into tears, kept shaking his head, and walked back step by step.

That's not what I want to say, that's not what I want to say!What I want to say is. . . . . .yes. . . . . .

Brother, I love you!

"Brother! Brother! Where are you going? Don't go! Brother!!"

My brother ignored me, and just stepped back on his own, his body gradually became more and more blurred, and finally disappeared under the soft light.

"elder brother!!"

I screamed and sat up, only to realize that it was a dream.

It's a dream. . . . . .I breathed a sigh of relief, and another wave of panic spread through my body.

Turns out I was wrong all along. . . . . .

Turns out I've been lying to myself. . . . . .

It turns out that I have always loved my brother! !

Sleeping in his arms since I was a child, to the first time I met at the airport when I grew up, to the first time I cried while hugging his lonely figure, to the first time he kissed my forehead lightly, to the first time he The first time I said "I like Xiaoyou", to the first time he held my hand, to his crazy kiss two days ago. . . . . .

elder brother. . . . . .

It turns out that we have been in love for more than ten years, but I never knew it! !

male. . . . . .brother. . . . . .

I really don't want to think about these anymore, and I really don't care about them anymore!But, brother, will you hate me because of that sentence, hate me?

elder brother. . . . . .

Hold Your Hand, Grow Old Together Text Chapter 9

章节字数：2401更新时间：07-08-2622:22

On the second weekend, my brother came back again, and he lost weight again.After picking up some daily necessities, he just wanted to go out when he bumped into his mother who happened to be back. Under his mother's hard and soft tactics, he still had no choice but to stay.Just like last time, I cook with my mother, and immediately go to my room after eating.Mom went back to the room immediately after eating, talking about the contract for a day, and her waist was sore.

I packed up the dishes and read the book for a while, but I couldn't read any more, so I ran to the living room to watch TV. There were no good programs, so I could only play randomly.

"Xiao You, what are you watching?" It wasn't until my brother's voice pulled me back from my sluggishness that I realized that there was actually a snowflake on the TV.I immediately changed the channel, only to find that it was snowflakes again. Finally, I dialed all the channels, and they were all snowflakes.

Brother checked it, and said after a while: "Probably the TV is broken, go and watch it in my room."

I wanted to decline, but my body followed my brother into his room.

I was sitting on the bed watching TV, while my brother was reading a book, it took me a long time before I said:

"Won't it bother you?" After I finished speaking, I finally realized: what and what!Obviously I want to make it clear to my brother!

My brother smiled to "nothing", but after hesitating for a while, he put away the book again, sat next to me, and watched TV with me.

After a long time, I couldn't bear it anymore, and finally said what was in my heart:

"Brother, I didn't blame you for what happened that night, not at all. During the few days you were away, I thought about many things clearly. Love does not exist because of gender differences, nor does it exist because of blood relationship There is a change, and I have loved you for more than ten years without even realizing it! But I also know that what I said that day was very hurtful, so I hope you don't mind, I..."

Before I could finish my words, my mouth was already blocked by my brother.There is less madness and more profundity.Soon, I fell into his deep kiss.We hugged each other tightly, gradually took off all the clothes on our bodies, and faced each other naked.

My brother threw me down on the bed, and kissed my whole body like raindrops, from my lips, to my neck, to my collarbone, and finally settled on my chest.

He raised his head, looked at me affectionately, kissed my mouth again, and said: "Xiaoyou, I love you." Then he separated my legs and started his plunder.

The boundless pain immediately surrounded me completely, my legs trembled uncontrollably, and my arms hugged my brother's back tightly.I tried my best to restrain myself from moaning, but it still came out of my mouth intermittently.

"Ah! Ah... Brother! Ah..."

Deeper and harder each time, I felt my brother's breathing became more and more disordered, and I was also intoxicated in this joy.I started to hold back my moans, but I couldn't yell out how I felt.

pain.

Really hurts.

But for my brother, I don't care, I really don't care!

Afterwards, I lay on my brother's chest, letting him still kiss my lips tenderly and intently.

The things left by my brother are still in my body, but I have no power to clean them.As long as the lower body moves a little, the pain will be unbearable.

"Does it still hurt?" Brother's soft voice echoed in his ears, accompanied by the warm air exhaled from his mouth.I shook my head gently,