love letter from the down and out

Sooner or later. "The current situation is much better than the worst he ever imagined. Nothing happened, maybe someone will whisper behind his back, but he doesn't even care about the bullshit of his illegitimate child, so how can he be afraid of this. "But Jin Ran, you probably underestimated Shen Fang too much. "Even in the most painful time, he never thought of hiding everything about himself with lies. Shen let him go, just because he was afraid that he would hurt Ji Wanxuan." I didn't tell the director your name, the first is indeed It's to protect Shen Fang, second..." His voice cracked a bit, so he could only pause. Everything he touched before was so disgusting in the eyes of others, which was really unbearable, and he seemed very ridiculous But forget it, it's all over here." You promised to help him, but didn't you think about the impact it would have on yourself if things were revealed? " Ji Wanxuan tilted his head mockingly: "I'm just a nuisance, so I won't let you lose your reputation for it. "Jin Ran's expression was surprisingly calm: "The worst thing is to transfer to another school. I didn't like the letter at all. "Ji Wanxuan said "oh" and wanted to leave. Where is Shen Fang waiting for him? Could he be thinking wildly again? He regretted talking too much nonsense with this person. Jin Ran raised his voice and pulled back It made Ji Wanxuan distracted. "Didn't you keep saying that you can only go to Yanda?The results of it?Didn't he forget the big words he said before because of the number of self-enrolled students?You and Jin Fang, after all, you are the same people. "Ji Wanxuan had already walked to the door. Hearing this, he stopped and turned his head slowly. What was he talking about?" Are you trying to make me demerit and lose the qualification for self-enrollment next year? Just for this? Jin Ran looked at him coldly: "Yeah, don't you dismiss this, I'll help you remove it." "Ji Wanxuan lowered his eyelids, covering the endless fatigue in his eyes. Even just now, before turning around, he still felt that the warmth hidden in those notes in the past might not be all false. But now he feels that he may never have been I haven't met my deskmate before." I don't know if you can understand, Jin Ran.I don't need some things myself, but you are not qualified to throw them away for me. "This world is too magical. Ji Wanxuan relaxed his tone: "Forget it, you may not understand. "He pushed open the door and walked out. He would never have another word to the brothers surnamed Jin in his life. Shen Fang was waiting for him at the corner of the stairwell, and raised his head when he heard the voice. , carefully grabbed Ji Wanxuan who ran down like fleeing for his life. "Talk to me quickly, I'm going to suffocate! "The boy covered his mouth, his brows were frowned. Shen Fang said "I'm sorry" again in a hoarse voice. Ji Wanxuan breathed a sigh of relief as if he hadn't heard, and pulled him downstairs quickly. "Just now I just wanted to say, what are you sorry for me, baby?At that time, I said I forgive you in front of everyone to show you face. Are you still addicted? "His tone was brisk as usual, but Shen Fang was keenly aware that something was wrong with Ji Wanxuan. He stopped the young man's reckless pace, and comforted him in a deep voice: "There are two stairwells in this building, and Jin Ran would not walk through them." one side. "Ji Wanxuan blinked and smiled embarrassedly: "...you are right. "At this time, whatever the other party said, he would think it was the sound of nature. If Shen Fang was willing to coax him, he might be able to deceive himself that nothing happened. The dimples on his cheeks that were so shallow that there were no traces were gently stroked, and Shen Fang looked at him , the tone was very soft, and the tone of pleading was discussed. "I want to tell you something, about my past, is it okay, teaser? "But Shen Fang is so good, he would never lie to him. Ji Wanxuan never let go of his fingers from the beginning to the end. "Okay. "You have given me the sincerity, and I will cherish you in return.

Farewell to growing up

The beginning of the story may start a long time ago.The boy has a very beautiful family of three, the family environment is good, and he almost never suffers.It's just that the gentle mother has a bad temper occasionally, and at that time she always locks herself in the bedroom.Occasionally, when her father was away on a business trip, she became unhappy again.Because she doesn't like outsiders in the family, their family has never hired a nanny.The little boy was locked out of his mother's door like this, and he was hungry with her for three whole days.In the end, when he was tiptoeing to boil the water, his small body couldn't hold the heavy kettle, and it fell to the ground and scattered debris all over the place, finally waking the hostess out of the room.The ground was in a mess, and the water got into the cracks of the wooden floor. The boy's mother hugged him and cried, saying "I'm sorry" countless times.After that day, the home underwent a new renovation, and the wooden floor was replaced with cool tiles.In addition, the family also has more nanny positions than ever before, but each job is not long-term.The character of the hostess became more and more eccentric, catching up with the rainy season, her good-tempered days were few and far between.Every day, the little boy moves a small bench and sits on the balcony, quietly wishing that his mother can take him out to fly a kite on a sunny day.Later, the woman finally realized that this was not going to work, and agreed to go for treatment.The effect was very good, and she changed back to the smiling face she used to be.The little boy was very satisfied, and went to make a wish to the blue sky, hoping that his mother could always laugh.But maybe he was too greedy. In the summer after primary school graduation, when he was walking in the park with his mother, he saw his father who was supposed to be on a business trip—he was walking with that beautiful aunt who always appeared at their house.Shen Fang still remembered that evening, the room was full of shards of cups and cups, the woman was hysterical, and the man was silent.He avoided the debris and tried to go back to the house, but was held tightly by his mother and asked if he could die with her. "..." Ji Wanxuan trembled all over, even her eyelashes trembling.After they came out of school, they went to the riverside. They were sitting on a bench with the wind blowing in the river. The crowd came and went, but they seemed to be the only two of them.Shen Fang shook his hand reassuringly.That was the only time that Shen Jiazhen lost his temper with his wife. He took Shen Fang back and sent him directly to his grandma's house in New Zealand. That summer he couldn't let his mother see him.When school was about to start, he finally returned home. What was waiting for him was a very gentle mother.The voice is very soft, and she loves him like the baby eyeball all the time, as if he is all the rest of her world.Shen Fang didn't know how much courage and perseverance his mother had used in order to see him again and become like this.He didn't dare to ask, but he really felt sorry for her.The boy went to junior high school and became reticent along with his mother.The students liked playing with him very much at first, but their enthusiasm faded after being too cold-hearted, and he heard no matter how ugly they were.But Shen Fang didn't care, as long as his mother was fine, everything else didn't matter.It's just that sometimes, when he really doesn't care about things, he will be misunderstood unilaterally. If he meets someone who is easy to twist, it will really be a very bad thing. "There was an exam in the third year of junior high school. I was sitting in the first exam room. There were more than a dozen people. When I was doing the questions, I looked up and took a break. I just happened to see the students next to me in strange postures, as if they were watching something." Ji Wan Xuanfu looked up heartily: "Is he reading the cheat sheet? Jin Fang?" Shen Fang said "Yes", and scratched the back of his hand like a compliment, and Ji Wanxuan grabbed his fingers with his backhand. "He and I looked at each other and then looked away. We didn't say anything, and we forgot quickly." But it took a long time before Shen Fang knew that Jin Fang did very poorly in that exam, and almost fell out of the top five. There were more than twenty people.It is conceivable what kind of mood he faced after the results came out, and he pushed everything to the person who glanced at him in the examination room. "He took the wrong medicine?" Ji Wanxuan blurted out, causing the passing aunt to frown at him.But he could no longer protect his upbringing: "It's fine to blame others for his mistakes, but his revenge is too long and endless, right?" And he was so vicious, looking for inspiration from the events of the past, Shen Fang didn't care about revenge. on the person.If this is watching a TV series, Ji Wanxuan would applaud the villain's creativity. "Maybe it's not just these." Shen Fang lowered his eyelids, as if he was talking about other people's affairs. "You know, there is such a person who has pestered me for a long time." Ji Wanxuan suddenly became dumb.Knowing is knowing, but Shen Fang didn't tell him, and they never mentioned it.But Shen Fang didn't seem to care about it suddenly, he raised his head, and said very gently: "During the winter vacation, I told you not to go out by yourself, do you remember?" Ji Wanxuan nodded. "The man came to me before and threatened to tell you everything about me." Shen Fang smiled. "I couldn't bear to beat him up before the high school entrance examination. The scene was much more exaggerated than today. If no one came to stop me at that time, I might have become a juvenile delinquent..." "Hey." Ji Wanxuan interrupted After seeing him, his expression was very serious: "Don't say that about yourself, Brother Fang. Don't punish yourself with other people's mistakes." Shen Fang looked at the ferry on the river, his eyes were very gentle: "Okay." In short, Jin Fang used to be that person class representatives.Ji Wanxuan: "Damn, there's a nest of snakes and rats." His whole hand was held in the palm of the person beside him, and his fingers were interlocked.Shen Fang stared at the waterfowl in the distance, and said slowly: "That man is actually very powerful. He is very good at using words to confuse his classmates to get close to him. Jin Fang has always respected him." But Shen Fang's mother was no longer there at that time. He is rebellious and dislikes everyone.All the deliberate closeness of that person, the way he mentioned Shen Fang's mother