Gu Pan

Hetang Town is a small and medium-sized town, and there is a medium-sized high school in the town, the full name of which is Hetang Middle School.

This small town is ordinary, and the "lotus pond" symbolizes only its name. There is neither the scenery of "the endless green lotus leaves reaching the sky", nor the scenery of "the lotus flowers reflecting the sun in a different way" - there is not even a There are not many ponds.

Hetang Town is not prosperous, but the people here can be said to live and work in peace and contentment; there are not many people, but at first glance it is considered lively.Chang Gu rode the car all the way to see it, and he was still a little wary of this strange place in his heart.

In fact, it's not too bad——Chang Gu silently comforted himself, as if only by repeating this sentence to himself, could his restless heart gain a little courage, so that he could calmly face the next happened.

The car suddenly slowed down and stopped slowly.Chang Gu didn't react for a while, he raised his head in a daze, and happened to meet his father's eyes in the rearview mirror.

The father who was driving ahead had indifferent eyes, looked at him for a second, and stated flatly: "Here we are."

It's here—at last.

The 15-year-old boy clenched the corner of his clothes violently, a crack finally appeared in the forced calm on his face, revealing the panic inside.

"Get out of the car, your aunt is inside." Father urged impatiently, "Come on, I'll help you carry your luggage in."

Chang Gu didn't have much luggage, so his father got out of the car and opened the trunk, picked up the suitcase without any explanation and left - without even giving Chang Gu a little time to buffer.

Chang Gu had no choice but to follow along step by step, even though his whole heart was trembling with fear, and he was so uneasy that he wanted to cry aloud - but he didn't, he knew he couldn't do that.

The person who loved him the most in this world is no longer there, who is he showing off as a spoiled child?If at this moment he cried regardless of the occasion, not only would his father not feel distressed, he would only feel more bored.

Chang Gu lowered his head in a self-deprecating manner, and forced back the tears in his eyes without saying a word.

Chang Gu's aunt is in her early thirties, she is naturally beautiful, and she married a good husband. She lives a happy life. Her daughter is in her teens, but her eyebrows and eyes are still beautiful, like a girl in her twenties. No one believed that she was married yet.

My aunt's family opened a grocery store. Her husband usually goes out to work, and the child goes to school during the day. She guards the three-acre land by herself, and lives a fulfilling and happy life every day.

As soon as Chang Gu entered the door, his aunt greeted him warmly, pulled him to look left and right, and kept saying, "Oh, little Gu'er has grown up so much back then, I can't even recognize him... ... Tsk tsk tsk, this kid really gets more handsome as he grows."

Chang Gu was the worst at dealing with this kind of situation, he let her hold his hands and feet stiffly, and after politely calling "Auntie", he didn't say a word for a long time.

The father said to the aunt directly: "Xiaomei, take us up first, I have something to do, I can't stay here for too long, I should leave soon."

The aunt agreed straightforwardly, and immediately went outside to find an acquaintance to help watch the shop.She took Chang Gu and his son to the stairs behind the grocery store - from here, the second floor is her home.

The aunt led the way chattering, the father followed her with the suitcase, Chang Gu walked silently at the end - he silently stared at the suitcase in his father's hand, feeling that he was no different from that broken suitcase, Poor and ridiculous, powerless to everything around him, only at the mercy of others.

"Agu, you will live in this room from now on. I chose this room specially for you. The light here is very good. The window faces a river. It is quiet and convenient for you to study..." Auntie opened the door with a smile and gave the room to the elder. Gu looked at the room she had packed in advance.

As soon as he entered the room, my father couldn't wait to put down the suitcase, as if he was eager to unload his heavy burden - the small wheels of this broken suitcase had broken down long ago, and my father was so tired that he was out of breath after carrying it all the way. .

Chang Gu endured and forbeared, all the forced calmness and forcibly endured sadness were shattered at this moment, his eyes blushed involuntarily, and he asked in a hoarse voice inappropriately: "Dad, when will you... ... When will you pick me up?"

After all, he was only 15 years old, and despite his deep disappointment with his father, he still hoped naively and foolishly.As a "child", he is too weak and incompetent, so on the one hand, he hates his father, and on the other hand, he wants to rely on him anxiously.

His father frowned and glanced at him, with impatience clearly written on his face.Chang Gu's tears that were about to fall stopped instantly, and the tears swirled in his eyes, but he refused to overflow anyhow.

"Study hard here, listen to your aunt, and I will pick you up when you are admitted to a good university." Father replied perfunctorily.

Chang Gu lowered his head without saying a word, and before the tears fell out, he gritted his teeth and wiped them off with the back of his hand vigorously.

Sure enough, he shouldn't have expected his father, this man no longer intends to have him, why should he humiliate himself like this.Sending someone under the fence is just sending someone under the fence, it's just that no one loves and no one loves it, it's no big deal.

Even if he can stay by this man's side in the future, shouldn't he learn to read people's faces?What's the difference with Jirenlixia?

all the same.

Chang Gu's eyes were red, and he swore viciously in his heart - he would never ask such a weak child again!Even if you kill him, you won't show weakness to this man again!

The father explained a few words to his aunt before leaving, and never looked at Chang Gu who was standing beside him from the beginning to the end.

The young man's inner world collapsed silently, and immediately stubbornly glued back the shattered glass castle in his heart - he had no choice but to face the difficulties and face the difficulties and pains again and again. On the road, use the most fragile glass to create a piece of his own steel kingdom.

One day it will be impenetrable and invulnerable.

But now is clearly not the time.

When the door slammed shut when the man left, Chang Gu was shocked, and suddenly raised his head to stare at the tightly-seated security door.

A half-grown boy tried not to cry in front of his eyes, and the aunt was somewhat embarrassed, and couldn't coax Chang Gu like a child.Auntie stood dumbfounded for a while, before she could come up with a countermeasure, she saw Chang Gu turn his head, look at her with reddish eyes, and forced a smile at her.

In Chang Gu's age group, eight out of ten boys around his age are covered with pimples, but not only does he have delicate facial features, his skin is also fair, the clean whiteness is very pleasing to the eye.Auntie was confused by his smile, and then heard the young man whisper: "Auntie, from now on... I will trouble you to take care of me more."

The author has something to say: A congratulatory essay dedicated to friends

Happy birthday baby =w=