If you don't want to be gay today, start driving

It was difficult for Jiang Qin to say a word, as if he couldn't accept it.

Suddenly I felt a little flustered, and I asked: How is he? "

Jiang Qin plucked up his courage and said, "He has a lover, a man! They have been together for more than ten years! Everyone in the world knows that he is gay!"

Ah, gay.

I know.

But how could Jiang Qin say such things to me?

I was for him, and I was not afraid of being known by the whole world as a man who likes men.

Jiang Qin was still venting his emotions in resentment, "Why can he go back after a year! Because they entangled for more than ten years, that man finally chose to return to the family between Yu Wen and inheriting the family business, and Yu Wen was He gave up! In other words, no one will force Yu Wen to stay in such a small place anymore, his family wants Yu Wen to go to that city and watch that man get married with his own eyes." "So..." Fortunately, in the corridor The lights in the house could no longer be turned on, and Jiang Qin couldn't see my distressed expression.

In fact, before he finished speaking, I was already in tears.

You know, Yu Wen's present is not my future?

Can Jiang Qin think of himself in the man who is going to marry?

He doesn't think about it at all.

Yu Wen had tried desperately to get rid of Jiang Qin before, and persuaded me earnestly and even beyond the teacher-student friendship. Did he also see that I had the same miserable future as him?

Recently, I always want to cry loudly once, to vent the feelings and sorrows that have nowhere to go.

life.

As long as a person is alive, it is always difficult.

No wonder sometimes I want to hug my dear Chinese teacher.

Ten years of relationship, he followed that man since he was a teenager, and finally lost to the cruel reality when the two were in their 30s.

Sure enough, the reality is too cruel. Even if I was reborn, I still couldn't resist in the face of these, and even continued to be hurt badly, without the strength to fight back.

Jiang Qin was still saying hurtful words, "He Yi, what are you doing in the office... hugging such a man?"

"Why? Because I like him."

Yes, I like him, pity him, I hope he can live well.

Because I hope that the future me will live well.

Yu Wen, that's me.

Jiang Qin's eyes widened, "What are you talking about?"

"What am I talking about? Which word do you not understand? Or do you not understand the meaning of liking? I feel sorry for him, and I like men. Do you understand?" It turned out that it was so simple to say.

When the heart is broken to the extreme, it will become indifferent to be hurt.

"He Yi, you..."

"Shh=——" I approached Jiang Qin, "I just like men, Jiang Qin, I have liked men since I was a child, I admit that I have liked you before, because you are very suitable for me, otherwise you would think that we are two How can you do so many outrageous things? Can you really force me?"

That fucking is all my own will!

I volunteered!

I want to give you more than a body!

I give you my heart and my life!Who the hell are you spoiling!Do you deserve it?

Why look down on Yu Wen!

Fuck!

Jiang Qin didn't speak for a long time, and I said again, "Jiang Qin, you are trash, you are a scum, you don't deserve to be liked at all... I will never like you again... I didn't like you a long time ago."

"..."

"Why don't you talk? I feel disgusted at first?"

I wanted to laugh, but tears flowed down my face so fast that I almost choked my respiratory tract.

"Jiang Qin, I'm such a fucking disgusting person, you'd better...stay away from me, because I hate you too."

Why would he... tarnish Yu Wen's love.

That fucking is my love too!

Although I have no love for a long time!

Fucking love and love, people who have died once, why do they take these things so seriously!

Jiang Qin suddenly held my shoulder, "He Yi...don't be like this..."

"Jiang Qin, why do you think it's called breaking up? What is falling in love? Is it enough to be called sister-in-law by your brothers like playing a house? It's enough to spread gossip and do something secretly in bed!"

Jiang Qin hugged me tightly, "He Yi, I'm not...I didn't mean that..."

"Is liking men so unworthy?"

"No, He Yi...I just don't want you to get close to him, I don't want you to like Yu Wen, and I don't want Yu Wen to like you...He Yi, have you forgotten, you also said that you belong to I."

I pushed him away, "No, Jiang Qin, it's not anymore from today, I belong to myself, always have been."

"He Yi..."

"You don't understand anything, Jiang Qin, let's stop entangled, you are the same as Teacher Yu Wen's predecessor, you will get married, and I will be exactly the same as Teacher Yu Wen... So, we have no results, right? ?”

Jiang Qin seemed to think about such a thing for the first time, "He Yi, everything has a turning point, don't get so close to Yu Wen, can you give me some time to sort out my thoughts? I like you too, very much... here May I have some time?"

But Jiang Qinnakai and I did not agree on the so-called time.

Broke up unhappily.

It really broke up.

I said "impossible".

Nothing is possible.

Things like fate are never forced. Jiang Qin couldn't accept that I was getting close to other men for a while.

I will never believe it again.

Between me and Jiang Qin, even the simplest temptation of eyes through the window in class is gone.

I didn't go to see him.

I don't think he's looking at me either.

Jiang Qin was like this in his previous life. After I told him that he liked men, he let me go back to the dormitory alone, drunk and dreaming. My death was not caused by him, but I got this result for him.

The loved one is innocent, but the loved one is too humble.

Jiang Qin was silent for two days.

On the day of the weekend, I didn't expect him to be waiting for me at the door. When he saw me from a distance, Jiang Qin shouted to me, saying that he had already figured it out.

I don't know what he wanted to understand, but at that time the Chinese teacher just drove over to pick me up, saying that he wanted to encourage me to make rapid progress recently, and invited me to have a big meal.

Thinking of Yu Wen's relationship experience, and his man who has been in love for more than ten years and is about to get married... Presumably Yu Wen also regards me as a pitiful person like him.

So I said yes.

The Chinese teacher didn't see Jiang Qin at the time, and drove over just to isolate Jiang Qin across the road.

He opened the car window and waved to me, holding two tickets in his hand, he said, "Student He Yi, we can just go to an opera after dinner, the newly opened theater in the city, do you want to go?"