No choice

"I'm thinking about something happy." Seeing Zhaoli's relaxed expression, Shi Yang joked.Zhaoli didn't expect Shi Yang to observe so carefully, and mechanically replied "no".

"It's true, I thought you saw a beautiful woman who was thinking of spring." Seeing his serious appearance, Shi Yang always wanted to tease him.

Zhaoli didn't expect Shi Yang to tease him like an old friend, smiling without even realizing it.

"Right, you should smile more, I feel that the temperature has increased a lot." Shi Yang held the water glass in his hand and looked at Zhaoli with a smile.

"I have a good laugh," Zhaoli replied with a smile.By this time their meals arrived.

Zhaoli felt really lucky that she finally didn't have to talk and was not embarrassed. "You're just kidding, you finally have a reason not to talk to me." Shi Yang said with a smile, and began to eat.

Zhaoli said in his heart, "If you guess it, you guess it, you have to say it."

"That's how I am, I can say whatever I think, or hold back the pain." Shi Yang looked at Zhaoli and said with a smile.

"You're a little scary" Zhaoli blurted out, originally he didn't want to say anything, but when he realized that he had said it, he couldn't adapt to it.

"Don't worry, I won't hurt you." Shi Yang laughed.

On the way back, Zhaoli was a little happy, it was nice to have someone to eat with him.Maybe Shi Yang won't talk to me tomorrow, like other people, who would talk to someone who doesn't care about him at all.This is also what he hopes, he knows that once he has friends, he will inevitably have to know his past, and once that happens, the people around him will also know that Zhaoli doesn't want to experience such an environment again.He needed the job himself, and he couldn't mess it up.

"I'm home." Zhaoli connected Shi Yang's phone.

"Soon" Zhao Lixiang originally asked, did you arrive home, but still didn't say anything.

"That's good, it's too dark, I'm afraid you will fall into the inspection well"

"That's good too." Zhaoli could hear Shi Yang's intentional teasing, not only smiled, but said sincerely.

In that way, he would justifiably let go of everything.

"What are you talking about, it won't be my curse anymore, I still want to die and go to heaven, do you hear me, walk well, watch your feet carefully" Shi Yang pretended to teach.

"Don't worry, there is no well in my house," Zhaoli replied with a smile, because someone is talking nonsense to you, so you are very happy.

"Ah, don't worry, goodbye."

"Goodbye"

Zhaoli, who put down the phone, was in a complicated mood. He didn't know how long he would suppress himself like this. He deviated from the normal life track. It's been ten years. The great youth has been torn to pieces. He has forgotten the taste of happiness. Maybe when his mother is gone , I will be destroyed together, this is the most perfect choice.

"Let's go to lunch." At noon, Shi Yang took away the bread from Zhaoli's table and picked up Zhaoli.

Zhaoli thought that Shi Yang would never look for him except for work, but unexpectedly, when he came to find him for lunch at noon, seeing the bread he was about to eat, Zhaoli really couldn't think of a reason to refuse.

"From now on, just have lunch with me if you have nothing to do," Shi Yang said while walking.Zhaoli followed silently.

"I bet you haven't been to a restaurant"

"came"

"Haha, it would be nice to talk more." Shi Yang stopped, waited for Zhaoli to catch up and said with his arms around his shoulders.