first love

Unhappy, Wen Lan accidentally got his hands dirty, frowned, put the oily bowl in the cutlery collection, and looked around.

Fortunately, there was a sink next to it, and while my hands became clean again, my fingers turned white from the cold.He couldn't control the irritability in his heart, thinking over and over again that today was really inexplicable, he clearly planned to go back at night to write the homework due the next day, and the manuscript he had promised to send on time.

Now he doesn't want to do anything.

Xie Nanqun who was following noticed it, thought that what happened just now made Wen Lan feel down, and even forgot to dry his dripping hands, so he took out a pack of tissues and handed them over.In the past, he rarely paid attention to these details, but subtly... Of course, there will be no shortage of marshmallows.

"Brother Qun, do you still have class tonight?" Wen Lan asked suddenly.

"Yes, I snatched a music appreciation section earlier, but it was boring." He has never been an emotional person, and he is incapable of understanding the music connotation that the teacher said.

Wen Lan grasped the strap of his backpack tightly, his action was a bit childish, but he didn't realize it: "Yes, can you go to the class? I want to listen."

Xie Nanqun stopped, turned his head and looked at him suspiciously: "Why do you suddenly want to go to class?"

I can't say that I am suddenly in a bad mood, so I am going to find something to divert my attention. Wen Lan hesitated for a long time, but finally did not confess.

But Xie Nanqun made excuses for him instead: "Well, if you're bored, it's good to listen to music. After all, if you can change classes, I'd like to give you music appreciation..."

"No, I'm just curious."

The elective courses are held in large classrooms, with more than a hundred students, from different grades and classes.Xie Nanqun found a seat in the back row by the window, far away from the fan, but it was not without wind. After all, there were too many people in the classroom and it was stuffy, and the fan needed to be turned on even in cold weather.

Compared with Wen Lan's computer basics, this class is much easier. The teacher will show the students videos as soon as they come up, which are all classic clips from movies.

"Everyone pay attention to the episodes. Under different atmospheres and scenes, according to the relationship between the characters and the state at that time, the music styles chosen are very different."

Xie Nanqun scratched his head, the teacher would repeat this sentence every class, but he couldn't hear the nuances of the music, he could only roughly judge whether it was sadness or joy.Wen Lan, on the other hand, was thoughtful and pricked up his ears - he had heard of this movie called "In the Mood for Love".

The director is good at metaphors. The protagonists in the movie have their own families, but they try and retreat from each other in their ambiguity.Wen Lan stared at the graceful actress on the screen. She was wearing a cheongsam that was different every day. She called the other party Mr. Zhou, and the man responded to her Mrs. Chen.

At this point the interlude sounded just right.Wen Lan seldom listens to Spanish songs, but he remembers this one. The translation of the song title is Three Maybe, which is an inquiry and a kind of lost affirmation.

The protagonist didn't open his mouth to ask if they would leave together if there was an extra ticket, with lingering and unspoken feelings.The singer sings Maybe, maybe, maybe not, but in the end, all that remains is a secret buried in the tree hole, sealed with soil and never seen from the sun.

This relationship is invisible, it will die at the first touch, and it only exists in memory.

Wen Lan suddenly had the urge to cry. He didn't understand what stupidity he had done, and was afraid of being discovered, so he could only lie on the table in embarrassment.

Xie Nanqun beside him had already dozed off, his elbow stretched out, just touching his arm.One song is over, and the next segment is festive, but Wen Lan is still immersed in the melody just now, unable to extricate himself.

"Hey..." Finally, when get out of class was over, Xie Nanqun automatically woke up, stretched, and patted Wen Lan's shoulder.

The other party raised his head, and the corners of his eyes were swollen a little: "Brother Qun, let's go."

"Are you bitten by a mosquito? Go back and apply some medicine." Xie Nanqun couldn't guess that the man had cried, and thought there were mosquitoes, so he didn't let Wen Lan rub his eyes.

Previously, she was struggling to find a reason to cover it up, but now Wen Lan felt relieved and obediently withdrew her hand.

It was already past nine o'clock in the evening, and there were still many people on the road. Walking back from the teaching area, there were moths flying around the street lamps, and the lights were flickering.Xie Nanqun pulled the people beside him around the unrepaired manhole cover, and suddenly asked, "By the way, what did you think of the class just now?"

"It's good." Wen Lan held the phone in his hand, and the little elk swayed with the movement, "I even changed the ringtone."

"Then...how are you feeling?"

Hearing this, Wen Lan blinked in surprise, and then showed a faint smile: "It's okay." He suddenly didn't want to be troubled.At this moment, he thought that maybe because he didn't have any real friends, he was afraid of offending the other party, afraid that someone would snatch him away-this was a special kind of possessive desire.

"Thank you." The corner of Wen Lan's mouth rose even higher.

Seeing that he recovered, Xie Nanqun breathed a sigh of relief: "Okay." Then he asked curiously, "You changed the ringtone, what song is it?"

"I can't read it. It seems to be in Spanish. Maybe it's called in translation."

"I usually listen to English songs. Is this one good?"

"It sounds good."

Xie Nanqun decided to do a search after he went back to find something fresh, and he was also interested in Wenlan's taste.

The sound of guitars came faintly from a distance, and there were often people singing and singing around Huada. Except for rainy days, they could always be heard at other times, most of which were love songs.Wen Lan vaguely remembered that it would be Valentine's Day in a few days, stopped for a while, and hurried to catch up with Xie Nanqun's footsteps - don't forget to go back to do your homework, and ask the other party for help if you have too many calculations.

[Note] "Maybe, Maybe, Maybe", that is, "QuizasQuizasQuizas", a Spanish song, was used as an episode of the movie "In the Mood for Love"