A ventriloquist is reborn in the 21st century

The girl was taken aback for a moment, but she recognized him, and immediately exclaimed: "You...you are Qin Yufeng!"

Qin Yufeng remained silent, unaware of the girl's words, only the words "marriage", "next Tuesday" and "Mrs. Ji" circulated repeatedly in his mind, tormenting his nerves like a curse.

The girl saw his pale face, standing there motionless, bent over to pick up the wine on the ground, put it on the cash register, and then couldn't move her eyes from looking at Qin Yufeng's handsome face.

"Hurry up at the back." The customer in front left, the cashier saw the two girls not moving, and greeted them, the girl turned away reluctantly, and put the shopping basket in her hand on the cashier counter.

Qin Yufeng couldn't remember how he paid for the wine, and he didn't know how he got back to the hotel. Distraught, he sat down on the floor next to the bed, and he couldn't find a wine opener. He just bit the cap off the bottle with his teeth, and drank it with his mouth.

He seldom drinks alcohol on weekdays. The only time he got drunk was because he knew that he had no hope of returning to his hometown, once because he rescued Yang Bei, and the other time he saw Ji Shinian with that strange woman the day before yesterday. ...

He has no preference for alcohol, but as the saying goes - once he gets drunk, he can relieve all his worries. Tortured by the turmoil, so when facing the helplessness of reality, he always subconsciously uses this method to escape.

It's not that he doesn't have the courage to do some things, but that he can't convince himself. Qin Yufeng looks gentle and harmless, but in fact, the principles he sticks to in his heart are like iron walls. In his worldview, being with a man, To bear the pressure and public criticism that ordinary people cannot bear, a man should start a family, marry a wife and have children... But now, Ji Shinian is about to get married, and what he is about to walk is a righteous path, even if Qin Yufeng regrets it in his heart , even if he was reluctant to give up in every possible way, he couldn't do anything to stop him.

At first he drank sips one by one, his movements were slow and lukewarm, and he completely drank in the middle. In the end, his brain had long lost his sanity, and the bottles were dumped on the floor next to the bed in a mess. Qin Yufeng curled up and lay down on the floor. On the ground, completely lost consciousness.

This is not such a high-end hotel. The hotel staff will not come in until the guests have checked out. Qin Yufeng slept for more than a day.

When the lights came on again, he got up from the ground in a dazed state, walked out of the room while leaning on the wall.

The person sitting in the hotel hall is an old man who is nearly sixty years old. His hair has turned gray a lot, but there are not many creases on his face. When he saw Qin Yufeng coming out of the elevator in a distraught state, he was startled and left in a hurry. Go over and ask: "Young man, what's wrong with you?"

Qin Yufeng shook his head and asked, "Boss, what day is it today?"

"Today is April [-], Monday!" The boss replied without thinking, and looked at Qin Yufeng's pale and ugly complexion, and couldn't help worrying, "I think your complexion is very bad, is it somewhere?" uncomfortable?"

"Monday!" Qin Yufeng repeated in a low voice, the only light left in his eyes seemed to be gone, he stood there with his back slightly bent, feeling a little dazed for a while, like a lost wild goose in the sky, not knowing his own Where to fly next.

Seeing that he was silent, the boss didn't mind, and said, "I see that you smell of alcohol, you must have drunk a lot, and a guest was drunk just now, I have some tea for sobering up here, you go to the sofa Sit down for a while, I'll make you a cup.

The boss is also a warm-hearted person. He lured Qin Yufeng to sit on the sofa in the lounge, and then turned to get tea from the shelf. Qin Yufeng looked at his busy back, and a little warmth slowly rose in his cold heart. meaning.

The boss handed the brewed tea to Qin Yufeng, who quickly took it with both hands and said, "Thank you."

"Thank you!" The boss said and sat down opposite Qin Yufeng. He unscrewed the thermos cup on the coffee table, took a sip and said, "What's bothering you, young man? If you don't mind, you can talk to my old man Say it."

Qin Yufeng was taken aback for a moment, he obviously didn't expect that this person who had little contact with him would say such a thing to him, and he fell silent again for a while.

The boss didn't say any more when he saw this. After a while, Qin Yufeng suddenly said, "I fell in love with someone, but for some reason, I separated from him..."

The boss looked up at him and asked gently, "What happened then?"

"I thought I could let him go, but I found that I can't forget at all... I can't do it." Qin Yufeng's hand holding the cup became tighter and tighter, and the hot tea made his hand red, and then Turned white.

Seeing this, the boss quickly reached out to grab the cup he was holding in his hand. His strength was not strong, but his gentle expression made Qin Yufeng let go of his hand like a ghost.

"Since you can't let it go, then find a way to save it." The boss put the glass of sober tea on the table, and his eyes fell back to Qin Yu's cover, "You are here alone and sad, and she can't see it. What's the use?"

"There is no chance," Qin Yufeng slowly bent his back, buried his face in his open palms, his tone trembling slightly, and it was extremely difficult to say every word, "He...tomorrow...to get married .”

The boss obviously didn't expect this to be the case. After being stunned for a moment, he put his hand on Qin Yufeng's shoulder and patted it lightly, "Then does she still like you? If the two are in love, it won't be so different." possible!"

Qin Yufeng raised his head slowly, looked at the boss with dry eyes, and his eyes were full of bewilderment.

"Old man, I don't know your situation, but I think it should be better than mine..." The boss paused, and then said, "Let me tell you about my youth!"

The boss didn't wait for Qin Yufeng to nod, so he said on his own: "When I was your age, I liked someone, and then my parents disagreed...we separated, and I was the one who said Later, I got married under the arrangement of my mother. I thought that time could dilute everything, but later I found that I couldn’t forget it at all. I have no feelings for my wife, and the life after marriage is lived by both of them. No, I got divorced later, and after so many years, those pasts are still brooding in my heart!"

The boss said with a bitter smile, "After that, I was alone. Nearly 30 years have passed. Over the years, I often couldn't help thinking that if I had been braver and firmer back then, I would have survived The pressure at home, will it, will it have a different result?"

Hearing this, Qin Yufeng thought of Ji Shinian in his mind, and couldn't help asking: "Then what about the person you like, how is she doing now?"

"He!" The boss's calm face was stained with an unconcealable pain, "He passed away more than 20 years ago!"

Qin Yufeng took a breath, and then heard the boss say, "He is the only son in the family. His parents forced him to marry him. He didn't want to, so he left Yancheng and went to another country. Two years later, the news of his death came out. He said that he died of suicide. I grew up with him. He was a man of few words. When I proposed to break up with him, he didn't say anything, but I didn't expect... I didn't expect that this incident would cause him so much. Big hit..."

His tone was low and slow, as if there was no ups and downs, but the sadness and remorse that could not be ignored permeated his body. Qin Yufeng opened his mouth, "You, you?"

The boss seemed to know what he wanted to ask, and there was a light smile on his face, but there was endless bitterness in that smile: "It's surprising, isn't it, that we are both men, but we fell in love with each other during our long relationship?" The other party failed to get together because of secular pressure... I don’t know what’s going on between you two, but I think it’s not as bad as me after all!”

"You..." Qin Yufeng felt his depression, but he didn't know how to comfort him, so he was at a loss for a while.

The boss raised his hand and wiped his face. When he put his hand down, the face that had passed through time but could still see the beauty of the past returned to its usual tranquility and gentleness. He smiled and said: "These The words have been held in my heart for more than 20 years, and I have never said them to anyone, but now that I say them, I feel much better."

Qin Yufeng didn't know if the other party was really relieved, but felt his heart throbbing. He didn't know if it was an illusion, but even his stomach hurt. Since then, he stretched out a hand to press the painful place, After a while, he looked up at the boss and said seriously, "Thank you for telling me this. I think I know what to do. I'm going to find him."

Hearing what he said, the boss showed a gentle smile on his face, and said with relief, "Just figure it out. In this lifetime, you can't regret the past. Before it's too late, you should grasp the present... Why do you have such a complexion?" Ugly, are you uncomfortable?" The boss paused when he noticed Qin Yufeng's strange behavior, and then asked.

"I'm fine," Qin Yufeng shook his head and stood up from the sofa.

The boss saw that there were large drops of sweat rolling down his forehead, and his complexion was frighteningly pale, and worried, "Are you really all right?"

"It's okay, just a little problem." Qin Yufeng said, and walked outside. He walked quickly and left the hotel in a while. The boss looked at his hurried back and sincerely hoped that this young man could Find your own happiness.

Qin Yufeng started to run as he was walking. He stopped a car and dialed Ji Shinian's number while sitting in the car. Although he was still apprehensive, he no longer had those hesitation and hesitation.

His heart was hanging high, and he stared at the phone in his hand without blinking. To his surprise, the phone rang twice before being picked up, as if... as if the person opposite had originally It's like I've been waiting for this call.

"Hello." Hearing the deep and familiar voice from the receiver, Qin Yufeng choked for breath. After a while, he took a deep breath and called out in a low voice the voice that he had been worried about but had been avoiding for a long time. name.

"Ji Shinian!" Qin Yufeng called softly.

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